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uhm.. how should i start? well, i want to thank you for taking the time to be with me. it made me feel so loved and happy, even if it was just for a short while.

if i had to describe you in one word, it would be "WARMTH". you trully are the embodiment of warmth. ARGH. i miss you already. :(

i hope you stay healthy and happy. so we can have more moments together. can't wait to nyosor-bibir-kakak-gading till it turns into slime.

see you when i see you, i guess? ;]

– 🐶

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Knock, knock..

Good afternoon koko!

I'm here just to say thank you for the past days. With you by my side made my day brighter and I enjoyed every moment of it!

You made me so happy and content. Thank you koko <3

I had so much fun especially with Pak Dok (kiz) yang sangat lucu dan hijau itu :D

Dan, maaf kalau ada kata-kata atau perlakuan yang buat koko nggak nyaman..

Selalu jaga kesehatan ya kokoooo!!

Thank you, See you! X.

- Little miss strawberry.

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Hi, Mr. Cock-stepper first thing first I’d like to apologize for coming so late though you willing helped me but I guess it’s better than nothing at all?

Thank you for giving me a little of your time back then. It was short– reaaally short, to be honest, but I liked being stepped mercilessly loved genuinely by you. You were smoking hot very lovely and goofy (to my surprise?) and I just found it easy to follow the flow of the conversation. You were good at leading the pace too and I didn’t struggle at all (please take it a compliment since I hardly find anyone like that at ALL). Please keep up the good work and the good fucks I really hope to see you soon, actually.

Oh, I’ll reciprocate it by the way. The stepping thing.

B.

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to be loved is to be saved a seat in the dining table, and having the honor of devouring your raw heart served right in front of me. 

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to be loved is to be saved a seat in the dining table, and having the honor of devouring your raw heart served right in front of me. 

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My little love.

Perhaps, it is true that the best kind of dinner is not the one that was planned. It is sometimes here in a form of a supper being held for a wandering soul who happened to lay his eyes upon your bright hues.

My little love, my orange shaped heart owner, the one who has the tight grip on my pomegranate shaped heart and perfectly wrapped his palms around its arils. Do you know that your presence is a blessing to me this month?

You become an answer of the hunger I had within my chest, sweetness I didn't know I craved, an echo to my desire. You are a blessing.

I hope you know that you merely existing without doing anything is enough to remind you how loved you will always be. You are loved, thoroughly, wholly. I will always long for you, and pray for your well being whenever you pass my mind (almost always).

Sincerely,

H.

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That's the time I want to spend with my darling, my Gading. To have joyful laughter by the breakfast we share in a plate, to eat a hearty meal at lunch in the midst of our busy day, and to devour every bit of dinner while having each other near. The thoughtful Gading, the sweet Gading, the lovely Gading, the jokester Gading; I love every side of him that is always genuine and raw.

I'm lucky to be loved by him, but I'm even more glad to find that he is loved by many, as he deserves everything good in this cruel world. Never lose that authenticity of yours, my darling, I believe everyone treasure it as much as I do.

I will pray for you to always surrounded by the same amount of shine you radiated for those who you love, my darling. Until we meet again, x.

⸻Love, Rumi.

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Have I told you before that I never really like orange and green in terms of colour? Well I don't have any reasons but since I met you I think I'm gonna give them a try. Orange because that's so you. You're the embodiment of orange. Be it vibrant of soft, your abundance of love and yourself is so vibrant to me, I remember everything vividly yet you left a tinted orange heart in me. Not a vibrant one. This time, it's more like colours of sunset. That kind of orange. Yet I give the green a try too only because that one sticker (yes I'm not gonna say what sticker, you know it damn well).

But on top of everything, I've told you and I won't be tired of doing this, that I will tell you how you put me at ease and everything in between us feels so light and natural. I didn't expect it at all that I would easily smiling and laughing like idiot when I talk to you (I love being one if it makes you smile as well :) hehe). Thank you for making my rough days felt lighter. It meant so much to me. Especially when I found myself fell asleep easily? No way I would see that one coming either... but anyway, I'm sure you'll see me around and I hope you do not get tired of me at least yet. ;]

- R

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🎶 Kring, kring, kring ada sepeda. Sepedaku roda dua, kudapat dari bapak dosen karena rajin belajar. 🎶

Betul apa betul? Betul, betul, betul. Ini dia mahasiswa kesayangan kita semua yang lucu dan penurut. Dinnieku yang selalu lucu. When you said you’re a tangerine, jeruk keprok atau jeruk peras whatever you say YES, you mean it. You’re truly orange color to bright my day. You’re such a refreshment in a hot sunny day. You’re kinda hot—uh? I got chuckles yet found it lovely how you throw some dirty jokes in our room. I like them and I like your bright personality. You’re a great lover, yes my tangerine L🍊VE.

Thank you so much for always being anak bike also pacar bike for me. Hope you always find a reason to smile and don’t forget to stay healthy. Lennie loves you. See you again in our class, Dinnie.

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Look at the window and we can finally back to Mars...

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Selamat siang, selamat datang kepada para penumpang Spaceship to Mars semoga sehat selalu! Aku di sini mau mengucapkan terima kasih kepada our sunflower (Loh, udah ganti, bukan jeruk lagi sekarang???) Thank you for bringing us much joy in our spaceship. Akhirnya, kita udah sampai di Mars. Ding, Gading, selalu lucu terus kenapa sih? engga bosan bikin nyengir-nyengir terus ya. Aku sih engga bosen senyum-senyum karena Gading :D

Koko, thank you for always loving me in your such amazing way. I feel loved by you, nevertheless. Selalu senang sama koko, bahagiaa banget! Despite of your asbun-ngitis, you always know how to pleasure me on bed. ASHSKSKL Tolooong pusing banget, gila sedikit, soalnya koko adalah pencetus ide gilanya, apa coba? HEHEHE

Koko cayaaang, please take care until we meet again? Semoga urusannya selalu lancar. Jangan sampai tumbang dan kita usahakan badan anti-loyo itu!! Jaga kesehatan yaa kokoo. Mawcie loves you!! <3

-Mars, 2024

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I've was about to draw a plate of marmalade bread but I drew a couple of oranges instead...

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Let me fill your empty plates with marmalade bread and good morning letters, dear my orange plump of happiness.

Gadin! It must've been a packed week for you, I hope you're always getting enough rest as I am trying to do the same. Sitting down writting this here, I can still remember the lingering feelings I had around you, it was soft, sweet, all giddy, and full of confidence towards each other. You made love feel alive — like it's a form of living itself.

I can see that you're someone who always tries to adapt with your counterpart in any situation, and I'd like to commend you for that, you truly have a golden heart.

I hope life will always leads you to where things are well and good. I'll be rooting for you always. In another occasion, we shall have that marmalade breakfast while we shake our yakult and mogu-mogu into one, yeah? See you around, Nata de cocoku (the ones in the mogu-mogu of course ;])

With joy, E.

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Don't you think they're both so us? The black cat one is definitely ME and you're kakak's obedient little calico puppy. Kakak will take care of little Gading <3

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23:14 PM, your Meong has been a busy bee recently to the point he just found out his way here now. Semoga kodok zuma kesayanganku ini sekarang lagi kenyang habis makan jeruk sincia. (Pleasa jangan ngamuk dipanggil Kodok Zuma, aku nggak bisa debat sama kamu. Insert meme: I don't argue with boy that has big brown eyes. Whatever you say, beautiful)

Dok (Kodok, bukan dokter, tapi barangkali dulu pernah punya cita-cita jadi dokter? Whatever you want, pookie.), I'm genuinely happy that we got a chance to meet. Waktu itu aku cuma pasien bangsal yang kebetulan lagi nongkrong di section buah di grocery (Padahal biasanya aku kelamaan milih mie instan), terus liat kamu. It took a while for me to collect my sanity and actually come to you. (Buat apa ngumpulin kewarasan kalau akhirnya ya tetep aja ended up di bangsal yang sama.) Rather than picky, I think I'm selective and carefully sort things out. Safe to say that you're worth meeting, and even more than that. I always admire those who understand how to communicate well (Whether it's nice or unpleasant one, talk!), and you're definitely one of them. Thank you for trusting me and telling me your concern, I hope everything has been going much better by now. Slowly, quickly, remember I always got your back.

You know, it wasn't me who lifted your worries a bit. It was you yourself. You literally took my words of reassurance and chose to believe it. (As you should.) (Kasih paham abangkuuuh 🔥🌾) Don't be sorry for any circumstance that comes out of your hands, but instead, talk it out and clear things up. (Thank you for being so cooperative, anyway.) I find it so humane of you, having some concerns in mind. Tumben kayak manusia... Biasanya kayak jeruk. All in all, please do know that you, me, we're all humans before anybody else.

Oh ya, you told me that I'm a great lover when I has always been unsure of myself, and by that, I also think that you're the one who made us entertaining? (Or something along the line) It has something to do with you too, being the light of our shared days as well. (Or else, aren't we made for each other just like that? /jk) Intinya, nggak akan seseru ini kalau nggak ada kamu yang asbun. You're doing just fine. Thank you for helping me to sail the ship, memang elu lah Si Paling Sungchan itu. (Leo's Version.) Semoga habis ini kamu beneran naksir anak-anak RIIZE semoga kamu beneran naksir Wonbin semoga kamu nggak cuma hafal Shotaro sama Sohee. (Liat dah what have I done for you @ SM Entertainment please hire me to be a part of your marketing strategic team!!!)

And thank you for suggesting such an important input! Such an honor to know that you're thinking of me that way when I myself never thought that I were one. I'll definitely consider it later though I'm staying here mostly for the funsies and sometimes a helping hand.

Keep up the good work, Dok. I know you can do it, as I believe anything that comes to us won't overstep our own bounds. May everything runs accordingly. Until we meet again, every ticking second and passing day won't be as fun as when I had you as a part of it. Maaf panjang banget ini ya semoga kamu nggak mual bacanya.

P.S. One Direction (Sekarang jadi Wrong Direction soalnya udah mencar semua kayak IZ*GONE kesayangan elu itu MAAF MAAF MAAF) nggak bohong ketika mereka bilang I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18, soalnya kalau bareng kamu rasanya aku kayak remaja puber lagi naksir-naksiran. (Walau aku memang forever 17 at heart.)

P.S.S. Take care of yourself when I can't be there for you, yeah? Eat mindfully, take more time to rest, do your hobbies to your heart's content, water your tangerine garden, and find a small but certain happiness in between everyday's mundanities to simply keep you going.

P.S.S.S. Janji ini yang terakhir, please dengerin Get A Guitar soalnya mustahil kalau kamu nggak langsung suka!!!

—Not only at 00:00 but everytime,

Leo is thinking of you.

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Hey. Hope you didn't forget to take care of the tangerine garden of yours today too (I'm sure you did it well.)

Aside of giving my not-so honorable speech about our last session, which was running smooth, I'm also here to let you know that this strawberry farmer can't visit your tangerine garden in near future (Next month, I mean.) But anyway, please remember that I genuinely fond myself at solace through everything we have shared together. You have always been a warm and kindhearted Gading, and I hope, when we have a chance to meet again, you're still the one I always know. I'll miss you, certainly. While I'm away, please life well and be kind to yourself too, yeah? ("Treat him gently!!!" I shouted to the entire universe on behalf of you.)

P.S. I didn't read nor reply your last text bc I hate seeing double checklist and being left on read, but you should know that I truly was grateful for your existence. Thank you. Always my thoughtful tangerine, Didi.

—(I know I should) Always (be) your strawberry. X

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My man, my man.

This took longer than I expected, as I was struggling to choose the most suitable words for the man that captured my heart and tucked it into his pocket *just* based on the short time we spent. A day is short. And I definitely crave more.

Being loved by kak Gading feels like being tucked into bed while the storm is roaring outside. It feels like a kiss on the forehead, a warm hug under the freezing rain, and a shoulder to lean my head on while sunset watching. It feels like the color orange - which now reminds me of him when I see one.

Sometimes, I wonder if he could read my mind. He has done things terrifyingly well, as if he's known me for years, as if we've spent a life together before. He's attentive, and he sure knows how to deal with his words and touch. He can be a gentleman, he can be goofy, he can be rough and demanding. It's like he's built like cats, you know? They fit on anything like liquid.

I could write an essay about him, honestly. But time is ticking, and I don't want to take more of your time. Yes, you, reader. If you have doubts about him, respectfully throw them all off of the cliff. I watched love begin again in the presence of this bundle of joy, and I think that's all I can say.

Until we meet again,

Pomegranate.

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This draft has sit in my notes for so long as I'm trying to find the perfect words to convey my gratitude. But I'm failing miserably; I still found my words jumbling. And I aplogize for that, kakak.

I've said this to you, but yes, I didn't expect we clicked that muchㅡespecially in term of music and humour. I guess it's because you are always kind enough to match my silliness. You are silly, yes, but also the sweetest. You were always appreciate me for the littlest thing I did, always listening to my nonsense, and always said the sweetest words. Makasih udah nemenin aku yang pagi-pagi selalu ribet sendiri dan malem malah gampang ngantuk ini.

Thank you, for loving me so right until I think I don't deserve your kind love. I hope there's always clementine in your kitchen, so you could always love thoroughly. I'm happy I have tasted one from your very hands. Until we meet again, Woody.

Sealed with kisses,
Bo Peep.

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I apologize that this letter arrived later than I intended it to. I was pondering about what I should write to convey my gratitude—and to proudly tell the whole world that I was once a lucky man to have someone as lovely as you within my arms. I figured that I should begin with compliments.

You were silly, yes. But you were also… thoughtful and kind. You taught me love in ways I didn’t knew were possible. You put a grin on my face with every little thing you do, and I can’t help but wonder how someone can be as loveable of you—and yet, so unaware of it. Or were you actually aware of the things you do to me? I supposed it can’t be helped. You’re a person of love and compassion, a tenderhearted man dressed up in a playful persona. You’re everything I could ever ask for and I wish there are words sufficient enough to tell you how much I love you and that I have never been more happier than when I am with you.

The last two days we spent felt natural, as if we’ve known each other for a really long time. I am a very awkward person to be around with but you managed to drive the conversation fun. It is all thanks to your ability to come up with interesting topics and your natural talent in cracking dad jokes. I will surely miss your sulking and your teasing. I will miss your kisses, I will miss your warmth. And when the longing is a little bit louder than usual, I’ll grab an orange, peel it, and put it in my mouth.

Each moment that we created will be a precious memory that is forever engraved in my mind. I am grateful for the laughter we share, the comfortable silence, and the constant reassurement you’ve been giving me these past two days. Thank you, Gading, for making my days so much better. Thank you for all the love and affection you poured on me.

This is not a farewell. Instead, take this as a promise that I will knock on your heart again soon. Until then, promise me that you will take a good care of yourself. I hope you will eat well, drink a lot of water, and do everything you love without a shackle. I love you, silly. I hope the world is treating you kindly.

Yours,

N.

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Nothing by Bruno Major reminds me of you!

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(Ok how do we write this again...)

I'll begin with a little compliment: Koko is respectfully cute CUTE (bc I can't find any other adjective that could perfectly represent you!) and gentle! Never expected that it was so easy to connect with you and your own train of thoughts (maybe bc aku juga asbun parah, yang kemarin belum seberapa btw tapi ditahan dikit soalnya takut koko ilfeel) so actually I was worried about how to build the bond like gimana yaa reaksi koko kalo ketemu aku yang asbun dan agak dramatis ini but turned out koko lebih asbun??? You left me speechless for good amount of times tho... And that Coconut Ivory nickname always gets me gagged everytime I remember it and the reference. To be honest aku selalu amazed tiap baca balesan chat koko soalnya lucu. Emang boleh yaa seasbun itu padahal tweetnya kayak orang bener? 😊 (not complaining tho) (and suddenly the charcoal ilmu hitam thing popped out in my mind)

All in all, I feel like I'm finally gained some strength from the funsies (maaf dramatis) and being alive again after a while and you know it was all thanks to you. Not to mention that the most unexpected thing out of all was to discover that you're super asbun.... Memang we can't judge a tangerine by its skin... 🤓 (in every nice way possible) One more thing, a sense of familiarity you brought to the table made me feel safe around you.

Can't wait to peel more oranges for you in the future.... I'll hand over an unhelpful guide to Ricky & Wonbin (salah 2 dari serenceng cowok-cowokku) for you later lol. Maaf ternyata aku gak se-rizzful itu kalo ketemu cwk ganteng yang lebih rizzful (you). Thank you, thank you, for one fine day in early December; all the goofiness, laughters, and sweet banters we've shared, also the lovely piece (I know you worked hard to complete it as I understand it might be sometimes difficult to write for someone new). I hope I stored some good memories for you too. Semoga segera tercapai cita-citanya jadi sekaya Haknyeon. (tulisan ini gak dikoreksi semoga gak banyak typo)

p.s. Aku SUKA jeruk, tapi aku males ngupas kulitnya, tapi mau banget kalo dikupasin sekalian disuapin sama koko.

p.s.s. Can't wait to meet you again! (masih 2 minggu) (aku selalu semangat nulis, nanti aku nulis di sini lagi)

p.s.s.s. Actually I'm curious of your reaction towards my (always) unhinged forms... Care to tell me later? (maksa)

With love,

Coconut to your Ivory.

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Happiness index — You are truly my happiness index!

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Halo lagi,

Dadingku.

Terima kasih udah bikin Jumat-Sabtuku ceria, penuh warna, dan penuh cinta minggu lalu. 🖤

It was definitely my happiest time ever—of all year; bisa ketemu lagi sama Dading yang membuat bulan Desember (yang supposed to be bulan tersibuk karena semua orang sibuk kejar tayang sana-sini) ini jadi nggak seberat yang aku kira. 🥺

Spending my time with you has always been my most favorite time through the year, Dading. I really love to see how I find myself being all giggly throughout the day, every time your message popped up on my screen.

Maaf ini random, tapi kalau diibaratkan Nasi Padang (make sure you’ve switched on the electricity while imagining it), Dading tuh paket komplitnya. Ada rendang, perkedel, gulai tunjang, sayur daun singkong, sambel ijo, kuah, sampai kerupuk jangeknya. Because as a boyfriend, you literally HAVE IT ALL.

You’re a real pro lover who’s beyond good in matching your partner’s energy—bismillah, Dading nggak kapok aku cintai dengan dangdut.

I don’t think showing my gratitude through words would be enough to describe how grateful I am to have you in the last month of the year, Dading. 🥺

Dading sehat selalu, yaa. Jaga kesehatan dan jaga makan, minum air mineral yang cukup juga, lagi musim bapiiil.

Till we meet again, Dading!

Yang ter-(isi sendiri),

Nonik.

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kakak, i am writing this in hopes that you would stumble upon this note when you are clearing out your locker before you leave for university.

you’ve heard it all before, how i loved being present in the moment with you, how wonderful it was the time we’d spent loving one another, as short as it was. loving you came really easy to me, and being loved in return by [you] had been one of the best feelings in the world. everything you do for me, with the thought of me, to me—i was filled to the brim with joy. thank you for dancing with me until our feet becomes memory. i will be keeping you in my thoughts, until it is time for us to meet again. until then, kakak kecilku. X

with all the warmth you gave,

your burning love.

p.s.

i hope the right side of my neck will always smell like you.

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Thank you, Kakak. I’m not entirely sure what to write in here….. but I’m glad I took a bite of your split half orange ☺️

we only met for a brief of time, but having you at the end of my day… makes my heart feels warm and my day feels better.

Kakak Gading, I’m not really good with words…. but, I’m hoping you eat well and sharing heart to heart dinner with your loved ones <3 until we meet again

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It was really a great time although I just met you for two hours, Gading. Thank you for loving me whole, you are like a warm shelter to come home to.

And for accompanying me to listening to my favorite song, even listens to my blabbers. I appreciate it a lot! I hope you would remember the writings that I sent to you that night because it is the embodiment of you!

No one else is you and that is your power. Until we meet again, please wear your jacket when it's raining, eat regularly, drink enough water and take care of yourself well because I want to see you for a long time.

Lots of love,

Your Orange.💫

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Hi, koko~~ I'm so sowwy, I just got myself back here. Maaf lamaaaa banget kesini nya, but as I promised, I'm here!

How to say.. spending my days with my Koko has always been wonderful and ngangenin??? Gading, Gading, Gading kachooow. I'm lowkey missed you, hehe.

I love it when Koko treats me as a kitten slash puppy. Wah, kalau jadi kitten atau puppy harus sering-sering dimandiin supaya bersih :> Koko selalu bikin Mawcie senyum with your jokes, WAARGGH lucu, lucu banget. Kapan-kapan Mawcie mau WFKL dan explore Mars lagi yaaaaah!

Koko, please take care. Until we meet again in your dining room? I want us both to eat well. Baobei loves you, koko

Much love, Mars🧡

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Hi, Gading. I’m so sorry for just stopping here now. Truthfully, there’s an abundance of words that I can use to describe you but I’ll stick with two that sticks the most and suits you way too well; gentle and fun. Being with you even though only for a day puts me at ease and makes me feel so loved. You give me so many reasons to fall harder and be in love with you. I would say that the kind of love you carry is so warm to the point it feels like coming home at the middle of the night to a dimly lit kitchen and a warm meal.

Your charm is also very irresistible… It was very fun to devote myself to you and being turned into a complete mess. Well, maybe I enjoyed it a little bit too much taunting you here and there. Maybe it calls for another library visit in the near future? ;)

I wish you well and hope love will always blossom around you like clementines in spring.

With love,
E.

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Kokooo, guess who's it? Mmm Mawcie's here! Mawcie wants to say thank you sooo much for spending a lovely day with me. AAA beneran satu hari engga cukup sama koko. Maw maw maw lagiii!

Koko is such a lovely and FUNNY, HAHHA lucu banget tiba-tiba kita jadi jurangan rempah di Mars. Semoga cepet kaya dan bisa PP mars-bumi. Mau nikah sama koko biar jadi #COTY 🤩🤩🤩

Koko knows how to pleasure meee in very rough way (as my wish). Thank you for bring me heaven and making me cry as well. Baobei loves you a lot, koko. Please take care until we meet again! 🧡

Mars.

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Jalan-jalan ke Bekasi
Pulangnya beli roti buaya
Permisi
Udah gitu aja pantunnya

— — —

Hehe,
Halo Aa Gading;
Udading-nya Nona;
The Galih Gading to my Ratna Nona.

Maaf aku baru sempat absen buat menyerahkan laporan praktikum 3/3 SKS ini. Semoga laporannya langsung ACC dan nggak perlu revisi. Aamiin.🧎🏻‍♀️ (bersimpuh)

First of all, terima kasih karena sudah menemani dan menceriakan hari Kamisku di Minggu lalu yah, Uda! Really, I was veeeeeewy happy to spend my Thursday with you last week. 🥺

TMI, sebenernya kemarin sempet khawatir bakal bisa bonding dan dapet chemistry sama Aa apa enggak mengingat aku cuma dapat satu hari hasil dari pertempuran berdarah slot Aa akhir bulan kemarin. Tapi ternyata… dengan waktu sehari itu aja kita bisa dapet Udading, Udading Kiss, Kacung > 🐱, dan lain-lain.

You’re soooo witty, asbun, gemes, dan bisa bikin orang cepet nyaman—walaupun Aa bukan kasur Inoac. Celetukan-celetukan asbun dan sepele tuh bisa jadi sesuatu yang lucuuuu kalau sama Aa! Pokoknya, 너무 very 내 style sekali. (malu)

Juga, terima kasihhh karena udah memberikan aku kesempatan untuk melayarkan kapal kesayanganku itu. 🥺 Semoga nanti akan ada kesempatan lain buat menayangkan film Gading dan Nona (2023) yaa. 🥺🤍

Until then, please stay happy and healthy.
Stay hydrated, jangan lupa makan teratur, dan istirahat cukup yah, Aa!

Sore-sore pergi ke dokter gigi
Sampai jumpa lagi

— — —

The Nona to your Gading,

G, N.

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Listen to Galih Dan Ratna on Spotify. Chrisye · Song · 1979.

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Gading, Gading, Gading. (not the best at putting thoughts into words, I apologize in advance.) thank you for keeping me company! the love you've shared has really warmed my heart on these chilly nights. (cieeeee) our conversations have been anything but boring, and I've genuinely, truly enjoyed the time we've spent together. I can't help but look forward to the next time we get to share more reaction pics & funny d____ stories. when I said I'd choose you over Abang Bebek Madura, I wasn't joking. while his bebek & bumbu might be the best, your presence brought an even bigger smile to my face and warmth to my heart like no one else could. (cue the Mr. Waduh GIF) langsung berubah jadi Ranger Pink yang nyengir 90% of the time.

sweet, funny, and easygoing? just my kind of guy. ;) you’ve made me feel so so so comfortable + you’re like a bundle of joy to be around. there was a beautiful simplicity in the way you care & show your affection that makes love feels easy. thanks for the recommendations, by the way. I'll be sure to take notes and definitely give them a try when I'm in ______. 😁 bahnmi & the beach, right?

I hope you don't mind the idea of spending more time together when I'm back home yaaaa. take care, G! I’ll see you around.

love, 🦷

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Gading, hello! Thank you so much for being with me over the weekend. Through the funny moments (trying to come up with a new tangerine-related nickname for you and all the messy variations of it) and the chaotic events (the night my laptop died for no reason and I had a whole mental breakdown), you're a pleasant company, a gentle lover, and a playful best friend through and through in one body. There's never a dull moment with you and it reminds me of this one quote from Nietzsche that goes:

“I love you. I feel as though we were never strangers, you and I, not even for a moment.”

Everything felt easy with you and I felt like I could just enjoy every second we were drowned in our moments of laughter. Thank you for being a moment of happiness to me! I came across this playlist on Spotify a few days ago and there's no way it didn't remind me of you. May you always have the roundest, freshest, and sweetest bowl of tangerines to peel for your loved ones on the dining table, my Jega Jegi Jugi.

With love, Cassmallow.

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Hi, Gading. Kesayangannya kakak, cintanya kakak, lucunya kakak, gantengnya kakak. Terima kasih banyak banyak ya sudah kasih hati dan perhatiannya buat aku... at the time aku bilang aku bersyukur kamu hadir itu beneran aku makasih banyak karena kamu udah nawarin jeruk kamu itu sampe akhirnya kita ketemu. Kamu yang selalu keliatan kecil di mata aku ternyata jago banget ya bikin salting, kok bisa gitu sih? Curang... bikin makin sayang soalnya.

The way you showering me with a lot of affection and words.. aku senang sekali. Aku selalu happy tiap liat notifikasi ada kamu, lucuku, yang lagi nungguin aku bales atau sekedar ngirimin aku stiker stiker kucing sampe roomchat kita beneran kaya penangkaran kucing (not complaining!) hehe, super happy. Aku mau habisin banyak waktu lagi sama kamu kedepannya, mau banget sharing semuanya ke kamu, jadi aku harap nanti aku ketemu waktu dimana aku dan kamu sama sama bisa habisin hari bareng lagi. Aku bakal share foto masakanku juga next time! Gading sayangnya kakak, please be happy with or without me.

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maaf ya datangnya terlambat hehe terima kasih sudah habisin waktunya sama caca! terima kasih juga karna sudah jadi pacar yang baik dan pengertian dengan segala kesibukan caca. i enjoyed every bit of our session and will surely keep it close to my heart. stay healthy, kakak. <3

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My Tangerine Dream Sunset Love Boulevard Avenue.

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My Tangerine Dream Sunset Love Boulevard Avenue.

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My Giddy, I pondered over what to write here and leave a meaningful impression on you. I think I should start by extending my gratitude. Thank you for holding my hand so gently for a short while. Thank you for making me laugh until I snorted at some point. Thank you for letting me sit on your dining table and add a few touches on my own; so that it turned into ours in a matter of hours (heh.. it rhymes..).

It goes without saying that I love, love, love spending time with you. You, who laughed at my dry jokes. You, who kept up with my weird antics. And you, who still made time for me when you could’ve enjoyed your off day peacefully. I had an amazing day. Once again, thank God we crossed paths. I would also like to apologize if I said or did something that may have made you uncomfortable, Giddy. I hope the tangerine trees we planted in our backyard would flourish, and if it tastes at least half as sweet as your smile is, I would be the happiest guy alive.

Wholeheartedly,
Your Teddy.

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It's impossible to express the emotions of love and happiness that engulf me when I am with you, dearest Kakak. It sounds very simple but your company is simply feels nice? Even before checking my notifications, I know that whatever you say will always put a smile on my face. I love how you have this boyish spirit that keeps me on my toes and giggling in my seat, the type of charm that makes me want to write your name in cursive with doodles of tiny hearts Time passes by quickly when I’m with you, I guess it’s both a blessing and a curse because it truly feels like I can’t get enough of you but at the the same time I would’ve never gotten through the day with you by my side.

Loving feels so easy with you. Your gentle and endless love is just a few of things I love about you. Thank you for being my home, I will hold what we shared so close to my heart. I’ll think of the time we spend together fondly (and I hope you do to!) I hope the days onward will treat you well. Until the next late night car rides, Kakak. 🤍

With love, K.

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Maaf baru mampir kesini sekarang tapi apa boleh isinya dua kali karna cintaku padamu dua kali lipat? (Bercanda).

I'd like to thank you with a big gratitude for happening in my life. I remember lines from "Before Sunset" movie; "I guess when you're young, you just believe there will be many people with whom you'll connect with. Later in life, you realize it only happens a few times." And you should know, Gading. You're clearly one of those rare connections that could happen in my life.

Gading, I am so much delighted to had a conversation with you. You are sweet & effortlessly funny, you also know how to light up the room. When I'm with you, time was running faster than usual, but I love every seconds I've spent with you because I have you with me. I have zero expectations that I will ended up  talking about so many things to you. Sometimes you send me some random TMIs or recommendations about little things and that was some of the parts that I love the most about our conversation.

I let go of my negative emotions when I'm with you and thank you for the mutual respect you gave me. (I hope more people know about how worthy it is to share a moment together with you.)

I see the sunshine between my dark clouded days when I'm with you. The appreciation & attention you pour to me. The random topics about us. I love about how you ask about my opinions about things and make me feel exist.

I am anticipating another encounter with you. Until that time, please take care of yourself ya?

- 🥐

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I’m writing this while sipping on my iced coffee (with oat milk, of course) (menghindari penyakit), and something crossed my mind. Well, they said that if you’re around someone you’re comfortable with, it becomes easier for you to fall asleep.. or something along the line.. but yeah, that’s probably what happens when I’m around you, Kakak. LIKE I SWEAR aku biasanya baru tidur jam 2? jam 3? tapi semalem WHUSH ilang kayak ditiup (siapa yang tiup.. kok genrenya jadi horror gini sih!!) but anyways, thank you for easily making me comfortable around you, for listening to each of my asbuningitis and give out the exact same energy through your excitement. Talking to you truly made me feel warm, and just like what our mother Swift said, “have I known you for twenty second, or twenty years?” that’s exactly what spending the three  two hours with Kakak felt like. I had so, so much fun, and you have successfully invited ten thousand butterflies into my stomach (kenyang dong ya..). Now I can’t help but to start designing the house that we’ll live in later, in five years. A flat, if you don’t mind, with a small kitchen and a kitchen counter the perfect height for me to sit on while we kiss, a warm and cozy living room where we will spend the nights all cuddled up warmly with our songs playing on the speaker, sounds like a perfect plan, even better that it’s with you I’m doing all that with. So take a good care of yourself, okay? Jangan kebanyakan dairy products, well at least not until I’m back to rub rub your tummy (and vice versa, definitely). I’ll find my way back to you, one day ♡

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Uhm.. (clears throat) first thing first, thank you for the wonderful company for the day! Though it was short, it was really one of a kind. You're so thoughtful and attentive, not to mention that you're also very loving. Actually, you're both loser and lover boy at this point (fr) and I love that on you. The meaningless talk about our peak loserism and who is more of a loser between us are actually so fun. Thank you for making me comfortable being around you that fast! It almost felt as if we've been residing in one another's side for years already. All the light talks, the small gestures, I'm very thankful for those!

And thank you for, clears throat, manhandled me so well. Thank you for not rushing it also tbh, I like how slow yet sure our pace was. And you were very literate and detailed oh my God I wasn't expecting that (very sexy of you btw). I also loved the way you nastily softly ba— [LOUD HORN] [CAR CRASH] me the whole night. You know, you really are that shit.

Overall experience: 5/5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐!
Thank you for being my tapestry even just for a short bit. And just so you know that the world is indeed better because you're around.

Hope to see you again!
- M.

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It's such a beautiful moment to spend time with you! Surely for me two days isn't enough because I still craving for your attention and touch. I love how you're taking care of me and loving me like I'm your one and only. Gading, I'm hoping nothing but for you to be filled to happiness and loves by your surrounded. As long as you have kindness and courage on you, I'm sure you'll be fine. I love you and I'm always rooting for you! Untill then.

Xx. N.A