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1. I´m grateful for the opportunity to study abroad

2. I´m grateful to have moved to a better country

3. I´m grateful to have found this VTuber community

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Graduate and Start my own 3D printing bussiness

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1 i lasted 4 years at my company i have a stable job.. 2 i was recently demoted but less stress, head empty no thoughts its nice 3.. im finishing up my year keeping afloat where others are sinking im glad where i am, still have a job where others stuggle

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Gain more confidance i dont have a good personal outlook on my self but continue none the less

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1. I did more blender work!

2. I made some great progress on my gaming backlog

3. I paid off one of my biggest loans!

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1 My son was born! I learned how to be a dad! 2 Im running the family business well enough that we have a profit! 3 I crushed it at work and got promoted (a little). Im angling to go into Middle management...Wish me luck!

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Start going to the gym regularly no matter what. Read stories to my son every day and teach him to walk. Shock Noira on stream more often (with nice surprises)!

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1. Taking a step back from the world and spend more time with myself.

2. Starting to D.G.A.F. more

3. Get back to gaming (thanks to Expedition 33)

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Be consistent with my resolutions and trust the process. Don't have to 100% everytime.

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1. I started living alone again. It’s nice being independent again. I like having to take care of myself and myself alone.

2. I have been helping out some members of my community.

3. 2025 wasn’t my best year, but nearing the end of this year I finally feel like I have all the tools to put my life back together. My hopes of bright for the future.

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I would like to start drawing again. I kept pushing it back in 2025. Because I was always supposed to have more time.

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Donated hair to Wigs for Kids, Got my heartbroken, and moved to a new and less moldy house.

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Become a vtuber to yap like Noira, build a voice booth, be happy.

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1. Meeting new people both IRL and in the Deep Blue

2. Fixing past mistakes I've done and learning from them

3. Admission to the courses to start IT career

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1. Getting more disciplined and organized, learn not to neglect health and well-being when a lot of work is put onto me, specifically eat proper meals and more than once a day, fix sleep schedule, spend less time mindlessly watching YT
2. Exercising 3 times a week for 3 months with proper diet and gain 1-3kg of mass, do stretching at least once a week
3. Returning to old hobby and draw sketches for 10-20 minutes every day for 6 months

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1) I started actively taking steps to better myself for myself

2) I've picked up reading again(haven't touched a physical book proper since 4 years ago)

3) I started watching you dearest sea fox onee-san(came for the clips stayed for the 🔥design)

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Being intentional in things I care about

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1. I have started to move up even more in my job and had a great time with my old team. Now I am at a new location to show what I can do and have the opportunity to move up again.

2. I am grateful for being able to support our wise cult leader with throne gifts and subs/bits I do no regret supporting at all. Having Noira show up on my shorts feed and me seeing a live stream has brought me to my kami oshi. The Deep Blue was just the cherry on top with all the amazing Tidelings. For that, I will be forever grateful,

3. I have been to three conventions this year and have had so much fun. I have so many prints and merch from them. Made some great memories with my brother and friends.

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For what I want in 2026 that I do not know. Life this year has been hectic as all hell. However, I would like to start my journey into becoming a Swoleling. Another thing I hope for is to move up again and get more money at my job. Lastly, I wish to make more memories within the Deep Blue and interact more with all the amazing Tidelings. 

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Oh wow, what a year for the deep blue, and I gotta say, I love everything about it. From the New 2.0 Model, to the start of a mine-craft server, and just the over all life talk have gotten to a whole new world of interesting (in a good way)... And very "AI" focused for some reason as of late. But I DON'T CARE I love it all and cant wait to see what more comes from this group and our Wise Lady Noria.

Oh yeah maybe I should add in the things that I like lol

1. I cant remember if it was this year, but gaining the title of window sage, it has been nothing but an honour to have such a title that was bestowed to me and Otis

2. Hosting the very first DnD game for the deep blue, Albeit with a tad bit of hiccups but still, that was really fun and cant wait to do even more as I work on something even better for us

3. Being a T3 member on twitch for a full year and not regretting any part of spending that money. Yes yes I know it comes with just a title and the little god emote.... But to me, that's just the cherry on top. The real thing behind it was being able support a creator that actually do enjoy watching and enjoy interacting with.

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Thing I want for 2026? Well I'm not to sure really? cause so may things happened that I'm not to sure where to go or how to even handle it. 
 
But I do know 1 thing, I want to interact even more in the group and in chat, for the last few months i've been try real hard to not let things get to my head... which in turn make me turn away from the things I enjoy. But what better way to do that then with a group of people that support the best in people! 

That and find a job! hahah

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1. I closed down my old business to move on to new opportunities.

2. I started a new job which isn't perfect but I'm adapting to it quickly and I'm actually starting to provide for myself again.

3. I got to spend more quality time with my family this year than I have in previous years.

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I want to travel more, become a bit more sociable, put more time into my hobbies, and knock some shows and movies off of my backlog.

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1. Found many like-minded communities of whom I can discuss various topics with, ranging from cozy to deep!

2. Gathered the courage to leave a toxic relationship & establish boundaries, while also wishing them healing outside my life.

3. Rekindled my sense of fandom enjoyment & have built up a bit of a niche following. While many just follow for what I have to post, a select few are whom I'd now call friends, which is exactly what I'm looking for!

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Protecting my peace, building an independent life for myself away from toxic influences, & helping others do the same.

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1. In a much better and happier relationship with Ekezen... for actually doing his best at fulfilling his promises and doing the bestest he can. It's not perfect but we are in a much better condition (Love you, Ekebaby. xoxo)

2. Actually participated for the first time in a League of Legends Mini Tournament but ended up losing all the game with my friends but nonetheless, It was still really fun and was quite an experience for me.

3. Having to meet Noira and this awesome community <3

Tbh, 2025 wasn't exactly the bestest year for me which really put me in a quite bad place but thanks to my loved ones I am able to get through my days even though there are times i just wanna rot in bed... but i still wanna try and be grateful for the little things atleast. <3

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1. Better mental health, I want to be healthier so I can be sexy and pretty for Ekezen (to be the goth gf he deserves and myself of course. LOL XD) 
2. Hopefully get back to college because I really love school and academics T w T
3. Not suck at League and any other games hahahah.
4. More love and memories with Ekebaby. More dates and PLUSHIEEEEEES. U W U

Ill keep things small for now and go with the flow <3. Goodluck everyone and future me.

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:] improved at organizing documents

:) began documenting ancient Greek study

:} my Skyrim mod list got stable

:Σ i laugh like muahahahaa (happier mood)

:Δ singing feels more birdlike (chachalaca style)

:ξ got into dance

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:l i chose these, because they cannot ever end
:| idk if i can handle programming while learning ancient Greek together
:D hopefully i can get through most of my intensive ancient course 

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I’ve met a lot of good people this year, some turning into close friends that I share common interests with. But most importantly, I’m grateful to still have and have had people in my life still give a big impact in my life.

I’ve realized that it doesn’t have to be about me comparing myself to others, whether it was to improve myself or belittle myself. But to compare myself to a former version of myself to grow and improve. That I am able to reach the same level as others if I were willing to shift the focus into improving myself and not changing the very person that I am.

I found a passion, one I want to pursue and see through the end. A passion I want to spend my time and effort to developing and growing into something that will live alongside me.

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To not give up. I want to become the person whom proves that both everyone’s care and efforts as well as my own were worth making. I want to be a better version of myself. Not to change the very core of what makes me who I am, but to better myself and learn from all the mistakes I’ve done so that I can also be proud of myself too.

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1. Got the title of Janitor of the Deep Blue

2. Became more wiser

3. Being there more for my family and friends

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Follow my goals and take on problems head on 

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1. Got a promotion at work.

2. Traveled across the country and met up with my online friends.

3. Went to more concerts and discovered new bands to fall in love with.

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Nothing in particular, just keep growing and improving my life.

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1. Finding the deep blue and becoming a tideling! Thanks to everyone here for being such a wholesome bunch and thanks Noira for the daydreams and escapism! It sure made a difference in my life and I am here to stay!

2. My general health became a lot better and I am happy that I stay with my workout routine quite consistent for probably around 3 years now. I also became somewhat more organized even if there are still some areas lacking but I'll get by.

3. I have been traveling a lot more than in the past years. I went to China for 2 weeks which was very eye opening. I went to a few ACG conventions and I also enjoyed my time when I visited my friends to hang out with.

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1. Figuring out which direction I should take and committing more to it. I am somewhat of a jack of all trades and have a lot of interests so it's hard for me to focus and stick with one thing. Since I became 30 earlier this year this question has been looming over my head and want to work on that. 

2.  I also want to work on my mental health. Some things have been bothering me that I still need to address and don't run from.

3. Working on my physical health. I still need to slim down slightly and for that I need to work on my diet. I also want to work towards a six pack which I honestly thought I could never reach but I think I can make it next year or the one after.

4. Generally becoming a better version of myself. Be kinder and be more level headed when stressful situation emerge. 

5. Maybe accomplishing something to become knighted as a tideling >:)

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1. Erina giving me a second chance after showing and proving that I can change as a person.

2. Successfully passing the Cloud Practitioner Exam and becoming a regular at my workplace.

3. Making progress of passive [REDACTED] thoughts and being more stable despite having Chronophobia.

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To read more books and improve my pronunciation(Bombastic side on those people jokingly). Become even more social than I am currently am, have more discipline in hobbies and responsibilities. 

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1. Found the Deep Blue :)

2. Got a chance to work at something I want to work with as a career

3. Moved out to a new place, more freedom!

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1. I have a backlog of books to read
2. There are projects that could advance my career or improve my quality of life if launched this year.
3. Been thinking about trying carving as a hobby.

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1- A buddy of mine helped motivate me to lose weight. I ended up losing the 40 pounds I gained over college!!

2- The business I started 3 years ago went under, but I am still thankful for all the people that helped and all the memories we made. I wouldn’t change a thing :)

3- My friends and I went to Dreamhack earlier this year to see the CS and Halo tournaments! We had a blast and made tons of memories. We’re starting a tradition of going every year now and I can’t wait :D

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I have so many models I need to paint. I keep saying I’ll do it but have only gotten 3 done lol. I think that will be my big project for next year.

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1) Finally embracing the mirror that I should looked and acknowledge all these years.

2) Instead of destroying the boy and forcing the man to come out, I learned how to taught the man how to walk the boy.

3) Finally came to terms on what I am instead of pondering on the what ifs.

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To see how far I'll go in life and learn more from those that comes my way. I'll start mapping out on how I'll approach and sail the seas of life.

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1. Slimmed down a little bit ( yay! health! )

2. Learning a new language, slowly though lol, but heyy progressss yeah?

3. Kinda minimized impulse buying + bonus!! I discovered your channel :P eehwkwkeeeheeeheeeewkkwkwrr

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Probably get more of my hobby stuff done, my work in progress list is piling up. Reconnecting with some old friends and family is also a priority. Hm, what else? that'll do for now. Still have a lot of stuff cooking in my mind looool o7 advanced happy new year to you all!!

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Like I wished for last year, I FINALLY MADE IT TO MY DREAM ART SCHOOL!!!😁🥰 I am so happy to pursue my passion and dream of creating comic books and art, make several new friends with shared interests, and finally move out of my Mom’s house! 😁 Summer was really rough but fall was the best thing to ever happen to me!

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I want to continue my education in art school, grow closer with my new friends, and at least start working on some projects I’ve wanted to make!

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Bryan Woodroof (now FictionFan99 on Youtube, batknight200 on Twitch) 

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1) I had been trying to be more out going and even try sparking conversation in public.

2) Tempering myself to be more concerned with others and care more than just for myself.

3) Been learning to get over my personal insecurities and being okay with truly being myself.

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I had been into art and drawing since I was young and unfortunately fell off due to personal insecurities and letting other people get to me that I was never good at it. I want to get back into it to rekindle the love I had for it like I do when I was a kid.

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1. This year I've been over a year clean from self-harm and once I reach the first 2-3 months of 2026, I'll be clean for 2 years! I don't mention it much.

2. This year involved a lot of unpleasant stuff but it also led to so many big changes on the inside. I've let go of things my past self thought I wouldn't be able to handle doing, learned to try and forgive myself to some extent, adopted self-acceptance first since self-love is tough to do, become less upset that my relatives won't ever fully see or recognize me, more certain on who I want to cut out of my life, not let doubts affect me as much, become more positive and kinder to myself, avoid repeating certain mistakes and habits, slightly healed my body and face dysmorphia, adopt a more problem-solving mindset, and started learning to let go of my past screw ups since the only thing I can do is just be better than my old self.

3. I want to live. That is something I haven't fully, sincerely felt in such a long time. I went from having no hope for 2025 to feeling at peace more than I've felt in years, looking forward to the future, and staying determined even if the odds IRL haven't changed much and part of me still feels terrified.

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1. I have to put myself out there if I want to improve my situation. I'm thinking of learning Tagalog. I'm Filipino but growing up in different countries and media exposure led me to speaking and knowing English only. IDK where to start in learning a new language (esp Tagalog) but I gotta do something.
2. I want to put more time and effort into learning art. This year I realized that part of why I take so long or experience more difficulty than necessary when completing an art idea is because I'm not as familiar with anatomy, poses, perspective, and other parts of art. I realized I rely on references a bit more than I want to so I want to reach a point where I can draw anything or most things from imagination.

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I am Alive still

Working some new hobbies like creating a watch and wood carving

slowly getting back in drawing since I haven't draw like a 5 years

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My personal projects went forward and I learned a lot of new useful skills.

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1) Met quite a lot of new people and groups who I'm able to hang out with, quite real people too.

2) Reconnected with people I haven't been in touch with in a very long time / not constantly in touch with.

3) This year may not have been that great financially, but it was really awesome and fulfilling mentally and emotionally.

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Hoping to clear all financial debt by January, or at least by the first quarter of the year. Might also need to start being physically active. XD

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1. I've made myself more outgoing, as socializing isn't really a strong suit of mine, but I have been overcoming this obstacle one random conversation at a time.

2. I have started more creative projects and continued others all of the love of the process.

3.I have started prioritizing my time and valuing my spare time more, getting a hold on how I spend my time by reducing doomscrolling, fixing my sleep schedule (work in progress), and learning to let certain time-sinks go.

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My goals for next year? Oddly enough, to continue my current path, maybe start running along the current path rather than walking it.

Socialize more , start uploading and live life for myself how i choose to live it and not regret a second.

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1. Travelled to another city by train (business class) for the first time, to attend an anime convention outside my hometown for the first time

2. Secured a job in my field of study (Human Resources - Specialty in Canadian payroll) with a company where growth opportunities are infinite, my colleagues are amazing to work with, finally found a place where I can see myself retiring in 30-35 years from now (in the best case scenario)

3. Went on a date with a fellow weeb for the first time - sure, she ghosted me after the 2nd date, but those two lunch dates taught me that it's okay to have standards and not settle, as long as I protect my inner peace and am happy single, I'll eventually meet my special someone who's hobbies and values align with my own

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Now that I'm 30, have embraced my inner peace and decided I don't want kids, I'm excited to spend the next decade travelling to different anime/video game conventions around the world, and also planning to visit countries like Japan, Korea, Singapore, etc.

Cheers to the 3rd floor 🍻

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Ghost of Mint - Deep Blue Knightly Keeper of Coin 

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1. My daughter was born and each day I see her growing makes me happy.

2. I moved into my own house!

3. I discovered Deep Blue and though I can’t always join streams, I appreciate time spent there when I can.

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Compile a list of things I should do in Y26, including bigger works in the house and try to stick to doing no more. Instead spend more time with my family.

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1. I'm grateful for reaching out to more kinder online communities and stepping away from people who only wish to use me for their own personal advancement.

2. I turned 18 earlier this year! Although it didn't really feel like a major milestone, I'm glad I was able to spend it somewhere meaningful and cozy with my parents.

3. Ending off the year with a life-threatening experience, went into septic shock at the hospital. Although it was terrifying, I got to spend more time with people who genuinely enjoy my presence, albeit not in person. Despite quite literally being isolated, it was one of the first times I didn't feel alone.

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Working on my hobbies a bit more, over 2025, I mostly neglected them in favour of school work. I've had model kits, rc car and tank parts lying around unoperational for months if not years already. Hopefully I can get them up and running soon.  

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1. Took the GRE and applied to graduate school.

2. Performed well in my classes and raised my GPA.

3. Grew a lot relationship wise (particularly when it comes to knowing if/when I should enter one)

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I want to try to reconnect with myself and give greater effort in healing from past traumas. As such, I want to try to get into my hobbies again, particularly reading and writing, and start going to counseling. 

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1) I formed a basic plan for what major I should start studying when I enter college that I can tweek as needed when circumstances change.

2) I finally got to fill my closet with cloths that speak to my personal style.

3) I got to get closer to my mother throughout this year through my self discovery journey of cooking, working out and how I want to present myself to the world. I am just happy that she was there to see me grow and willing to do things with me that she may not have liked herself.

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 I want to manage my time better so I can be productive and efficient when I need to be since I am going to become a young  adukt with multiple responsibilities soon.

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I published some of my writing for the first time in 10 years. A small achievement - a 10,000 word short story in a local anthology series, but holding a tangible piece of success in my own two hands rekindled my creative fire. This year, I'm finally picking my pen back up and chasing down my dream of publishing a full-length novel.

I allowed myself to be alone and process the grief of ending a 7-year relationship in a healthy, constructive way. While I still hurt sometimes, I've focused on building myself back up, slowly, gently.

I received a promotion at work that seems overwhelming and a little scary, but I know I have the skills, work ethic, and intelligence to handle my new responsibilities!

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I will continue to work on my novel.
I will be restarting my fitness journey to better myself.
I will continue to work on myself and improve all aspects of my life. 

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1. I've graduated college, as bachelor in Computer Science

2. Got a job at nearby workshop even as a short while (May - Oct 2025) and as a freelance video editor at agency (Dec 2024 - May 2025)

3. Learned how to do graphics design even if its just for small project

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More stable work, surround myself with good friends and loved ones, also learn on how to manage my own projects

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1. Became part of the Deep Blue and got to meet all the wonderful tidelings and amazing Sea Fox!

2. Went out of my comfort zone and tried being more social.

3. In the best place mentally and financially I have been in years.

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For 2026 I wanna get back in shape, quit smoking and cook much much more than I do now.

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I went fishing

I went to a Knife and gun Show

I got to Go to stop and shop Alone and get Old spice body wash

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Remove/lessen the Pillsberry Doughboy I got 
Compete with Kim Kardashian on big Derriere stuff IDK how to word it 
and continue to make people Laugh including goth people and Seafox Oneesan
psa Laugh daily 

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1. I got Jane Doe

2. I got Trigger <3

3. I got Lucia

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1. I want Senior Sister
2. I want Alice
3. I want Lighter

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1. My fifth year anniversary with the company! People often question company loyalty, but I found passion in doing what I love--writing and chasing stories (at least in the marketing/advertising space). On top of that, I finally had my first panel discussion moderator stint when I was in Malaysia earlier in October~

2. Still grateful that we're still here. As we were battered with multiple storms in the later part of 2025 and almost lost everything, the fact that my family are still safe is something worth thanking a lot.

3. I'm thankful for my past self to encourage me to be more brave. My 2024 self was under the bleak sheet of hopelessness, and I hope I continue to chase more 'fine hours' in the years to come.

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I'd like to revive some of my personal projects related to VTubing, most notably finding inspiring and hopeful stories in the community. With all the chaos in 2025, I found myself distancing myself from this but I hope I can continue to find the beauty in this community that I fell in love with.

On top of that, I want to immerse myself in more physical events, as I do believe there is still room for me to improve in regards to talking with industry leaders (and people in general) without getting butterflies in the stomach. 

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1. The Deep Blue has so many new people, and I'm really happy to see the nice conversations and wholesome moments that happen.

2. I have so much more energy compared to the previous year! More inspiration, more projects done.

3. I finally took vocal lessons, and revisited old hobbies 💙

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I want to get better at planning, so I can get better at this never-ending adulting haha.