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here’s to the moments we have been through, good or bad. and here’s to the moments we are going to have in the future, good or bad. and here‘s to me, whispering the same sentence to you again, again, and again: i love you.

Happy 1st Anniversary.

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sayang, aku tuh sebenarnya ngga tau mau nulis apa, kamu kan tau aku ngga ngerayain apa apa. dan aku ngga suka pamerin hubungan kita.  tapi gapapa, buat setahunan ini aku bikin aja wkwk. asal kamu tau aja yah, aku sampe nanyain semua orang buat bikin kado gini buat kamu. jadi, dibaca sampe habis. ngga pake b.inggris kok. otak kamu kan ngga nyampe.

sayang,  pas awal awal jadian aku ngga pernah mikirin bisa selama ini sama kamu, ditambah kesalahan aku yang waktu itu. aku sempet mikir kamu bakal minta pegat one day or another. but you stay, thank you.

ngga kerasa ya, udah setahunan aja kita. padahal pacarannya di dm sama kkt doang wkwkwk. ngga ngapa-ngapain lagi. tapi aku seneng. yang kaya gitu aja aku udah bersyukur banget. kamu juga ngga?

rasanya masih baru banget aku ngirim menfess foto itu di autobase, itu ngapain kamu rt? wkwk kan jadi pengen nembak. but did you know? kalo aja aku ngga balik rp lagi, ngga bikin akun baru, ngga nyari mutuals baru di autobase, mungkin kita ngga ketemu. aku selama sama kamu, aku jadinya udah lupa gimana rasanya ngga ada kamu. and i still don’t wanna let a day pass by without you.

i don’t know how to put my gratitude in words for you, staying by side this whole year, literally everyday. i want to thank you for making be a better person. kamu tau ngga? selama sama kamu, aku jadi orang yang sabar banget. aku juga ngerasain itu. orang yang aslinya emosian gini jadi lebih tenang kalo sama kamu. aku lebih milih aku ngalah walaupun sebenarnya aku pengen banget marahin kamu, tapi aku luluh juga.

and i want you to know that i appreciate every second i spend with you. either those hard times we went through or all the good times. i cherish them all. i don’t even know what did i do in my life that i have someone like you in here with me. there are no words in the dictionary that could explain that.

so, thank you. thank you for making all the previous loves irrelevant because i have you now. thank you for loving me, for being extremely patient more than you can possibly be.

kalau kita berantem juga aku bersyukur banget karena kamu mau jujur apa yang kamu rasain, kamu bilang semuanya. itu membantu banget buat masalah masalah kita. aku seneng karena kita selalu bicarain sampe selesai. you’re great, sayang.

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my love, my thoughts, my good nights and good mornings, my day dreams, it’s all yours, Kathie.

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and in return, i want all all of it. your weirdness, your little puppy eyes when you ask to sleep together, your  embarrassment face when you say something stupid, your silly face, your sadness, your stressful thoughts, basically, everything about you. i want it all.

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good night kisses on your forehead and cuddles have become my favorite things to do this whole year. and i love it when you ask me for that.

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did you know? i love watching you sleep. you are calm, peaceful, and absolutely beautiful. i wonder what dream did you have in your little head. is it me?

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baby, it’s hard being far away to each other, right? so, let’s not.

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I love you, unapologetically.

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and no matter how many times i say i love you, i always love you more than that. it’s crazy, right?

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petrus sayang, there is, there was, and there will be nothing like you. trust me, you’re the most beautiful small creature on earth.

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and i’d choose you, in a hundred lifetimes, a hundred world, in any kinds of reality, i’d find you, and choose you.

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lastly, open this too okay?