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Happy Day of your, Born Aejun (Is your pet peeve triggered? <3)

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Happy Day of your, Born Aejun (Is your pet peeve triggered? <3)

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Happy birthday to you, brother. I wish you the best on this special day. I wish you the best every day. I wish you every smiles and joy and every strength and chance to overcome all the obstacles that comes in your way. I wish that you will finally stop feeling the pain one day, well, technically there are times when you don’t feel it since you feel numb but.. what I meant by stop feeling the pain is that.. you will be able to feel happiness and never feel lose hope when you encountered a problem. I wish that you will get what you always wanted in your life and will be satisfied with whatever that is on your side. Haha, honestly, why am I the one who is wishing on your birthday instead of you? I don’t know- I guess this is because it is also one of my birthday wishes?  He-he.

Man, I can’t believe that through an agency I once created, I will be able to meet an amazing person like you. I am really grateful that we are still best friend up to this day.. I hope we will still remain this way until the end, which is what we all call death. But please, don’t end it so quickly, okay? I really want to spend more time with you and to get to know more about you- it’s strange that I would ever feel this way for someone I have never meet in real life. Thank you for spending time with me though- I- through the “dates” and by simply talking with each other. Thank you for keeping up with my messy personality and for doing your best to keep me in the right path though I stray away from it occasionally. An example would be about the Boo issue. Honestly, Aejun, you don’t have to feel upset over it anymore. What happened in the past will remain in the past. Both of us has moved on and has chosen our own different paths in life. I chose to be with you and Santi, and making friends with more people. So please, don’t be upset, okay? I really felt a stab in my heart when you were acting that way- trust me on this Aejun. Can you even trust me after what I did in the past.. will you ever trust me one day? Haha… I don’t know. That is one case I will never figure out. But I don’t mind… even if you won’t trust me, I will always trust in you though there are times when I became doubtful but—let’s just not mind that. It’s really inevitable to not feel that way once in a while. I will also be here for you! In every rain and sunshine that comes in your life. In every ups and downs of your spirit. In every cries and probably smiles. I will be here. For you! I’m sure you will rephrase that you are sorry that I have to deal with someone as terrible as you. BRO, you aren’t! You are not terrible. AND. I am willing to deal with you in every circumstance and situation. This is how committed I am to my friends. AND YOU ARE LUCKY TO BE ONE. THIS IS A GIFT FROM THE HEAVENS. A LEGENDARY POKEMON. A LEGENDARY CARD. OR WHATEVER TERMS YOU WANT TO USE TO MAKE THIS AS EXAGGERATED AS POSSIBLE. HEH. I just noticed that I repeatedly use the word “every.” I am abusing the word- smh. BUT… EVERY DAY, EVERY NIGHT, FEEL LIKE A FOOL- MOVING TO THE NEXT MESSAGE, Uh.. I would like to thank you for existing! For staying alive- though this was against your will last time. For being able to make me laugh sometimes- GOD. It’s creepy how you tally my laughs. For making me cry. MAN, can you believe that I would ever cry because of someone like you? YOU BETTER FEEL SPECIAL. I barely shed a tear in the past until I met you. BUT DON’T KEEP MAKING ME CRY- Uh.. I’m honestly tearing up while typing down this message on March 18, 2018. How many days left till your birthday and here I am really prepared for it? Let me count. Though I’m terrible when it comes to math- and uh.. english. : ) DON’T YOU DARE CORRECT MY GRAMMAR.ALL THIS WORDS CAME FROM MY HEART. Thank you so much for proofreading my thesis last time. I am so grateful! Look, Anche is graduating. ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. YOUR BIRTH DAY IS SO SPECIAL OK. I don’t know if it was fate or nah but two special events in one day is great. Do you want more supplies of broken grammars? THIS BIRTHDAY MESSAGE ISN’T ONE OF IT OKAY. LET US JUST IGNORE MY GRAMMATICAL ERRORS. I will try my best to find those posts and tweets that can trigger your pet peeve. OHHH. GUESS WHAT. I am on my page 2 in Microsoft Word. The font size I use is 11 and the font is Calibri (Body). I wonder how long this is if I send this to you through dm or post it in the padlet. I still haven’t decided on where I will put this at the moment. This is too personal and others (those who sent you a birthday message) might see this and mock me- I don’t even know if I can change the privacy setting of the padlet. I’m new to it! UH. THIS IS IRRELEVANT AS A BIRTHDAY MESSAGE NOW. GOD. LET US GO BACK TO OUR SENTIMENTAL MOOD.

Oh, 6 days left before your birthday bro! GUESS WHO’S GETTING OLDER. NOT ME- IT’S YOU BRO. HAH! YOU ARE NO LONGER A TEENAGER. GOOD BYE TEENAGE DAYS! I swear- I’m torn between showing respect by calling you Kuya or nah- But I’ll stick with nah because I am handsome. Don’t argue with me and use your birthday as a way to diss me. <3 I.. I don’t know what to say now. I- I guess another I will be here session. I’ll be here when you need someone to accompany you. I’ll be here to listen to your problems so don’t be afraid to open up and speak your mind. I’m not stopping you to feel pain or even feelings. It’s normal! I’ll be here if you ever need help and support. I’ll try my best to be a strong pillar you can hold onto whenever you feel like breaking down. I’ll be here whatever happens- I will do my best to never give up on you. I will never give up on you! THANK YOU FOR SPENDING THIS YEAR WITH ME- Remember when we kinda promise each other that we will spend a new year together? I don’t know if that is the right phrase- man, I’m so young but I am so forgetful. I’m no longer shock if I ever have alzheimer’s one day. UH. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. I HOPE I WON’T. DEAR GOD, I’m panicking—what will happen if I ever forget you and Santi.. that’d be the saddest thing that will ever happen.. :( THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU. I- don’t you ever say that you will never be the same you from before. Because I don’t mind if you don’t. No matter what happens you are still that Taejun I’ve ever met and bond with. You will always be that best friend of mine! And you will always be an important person in my life. I have so many things to say but I want to keep this thing “short”. HAH. SHORT. SO… HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER. HAPPY BURDYHAY. STAY STRONG. STAY HANDSOME- Uh. STAY COOL. STAY AMAZING. STAY AS BEING YOU. AND STAY BY OUR SIDE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR THE NTH TIME.

-L

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Happy birthday to you♡♡♡
First of all, please ignore my broken english hehehe. Hi oppa! Happy birthday aight? I wish you all the best! I hope happiness will come to you and you'll be healthier than before! You should know that, I love you so much! please believe that:( I really want to protect you and respect you cause you're just like my own brother:( I'm not even lying:<

I want to wish you a happy life for you! You're a human too you deserve to be happy. Please be a positive person! I know it's hard. But try okay? You're not alone though.. If you feel uneasy or heavy you have me, anche, and indry unnie:)

Please Eat a lot!! Don't forget to smile hehehe
The last thing you should know, you are loved and I love you!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY♡♡♡

- S

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I'm here actually because your bestfriend asked me to. well, happy birthday!

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Happy birthday! Wish all the best for you!
With love, your fan. (Zoe)

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Happy birthday bro!! Wish you all the best, may your days be filled with happiness and joy, and may your wish come true, stay healthy, keep happy and spread the good vibes only~

With love, Yeriana grande

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Hi Jackie, if you can remember these nicknames then you probably know who I am. Happiest birthday to you my friend. We've been together through ups and downs and I am glad that you shared some of your problems to me.

I don't know what to say too since I am controlling my own feelings while making this message for you.

But I hope that all of your wishes and desires will be granted sooner or later. I can be your genie or fairy and I'll grant some of your wish too.

I won't make this message longer. I want to reserve my long message for you for a better occassion.

Happy birthday once again, jackling. 🎂

💘 Skuid

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I don't know if you can still remember me but I am one of your CiLi mates before 👀 I'm Hiro, cinnameanhyuk. Its been a long time since we've seen each other and I hope you're doing just fine. I don't hear any updates from you for a long time ago but if you're having hard time in life always remember that you can get thru this, okay? There's always a solution in every problem. Just ask help from God, from Allah, or to whoever you get your strength with, but no matter what happen, you're just having a bad chapter of your life and not a bad life. You can get thru this if you wanted to, we all have the freedom to choose, you can make your own destiny and I know you've survived this far because part of you still want to reach this far. Happy Birthday, Hongkong guy!!! More candles to blow okay?

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잭슨 선배 생일축하해요

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잭슨 선배 생일축하해요

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Hello Jackson sunbae!
Happy birthday to you🎂 wishing you a day filled with happiness and a year filled with joy!🎉

- 블핑 제니

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hello dear, happy birthday, another year has passed, I hope you'll find your happiness this year and don't forget to be always grateful everyday

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Hai! I know , we not know each other. But happy birthday to you! Wish u all the best , godbless you. I hope u can be better more, amen. )

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Happy birthday for you! Now you are 1 year older. Keep believe in your-self, do what you think right, and wish all the best for you. Once again, congratulation for getting 1 year ahead.

- Lippie

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keep believe in yourself. you're amazing.

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Brother Jackson, I wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Congratulations for getting another year ahead! May God always blessing your path to happiness. Please do remember that you're a special person and so many people likes to see your smile that plastered on your handsome face! Do what you love and what you think you deserve it, always be happy and live your life to the fullest.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHJUSSI! may your joys be as deep as the ocean, you deserve it. please take care of yourself. So good to see you trying to get back on this rpw. and i just want to say that you are never alone. see ya!

ㅡ 꼬마야 ㅋㅋ ㅡ

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Happy birthday fellow person! I hope you're doing well now! Please take care of yourself. Eat lots of healthy food and drink healthy drinks. Healthy drinks.

We may not be talking nowadays, but please know that i still care for you. We all do! May you have more happy and healthy years to come!

Happy birthday miss Jackson!

Wink wonk

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Hey jackson. Despite everything that happened, I always wish you the best and that I hope more birthdays are to come in your life. Also.. thank you for being alive. Your presence does not only matter to me but to all the people you've met and those people who have thought of you as someone important to their lives. Live well aye? :)

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happy birthday oldie. be happy, god bless

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Happy birthday, please be happy ♡

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Hey jack bear 🙄 Happiest birthday to youuu! I hope you will have a very very very blast birthday cus I bet I will be there to celebrate you birthday as well 💁🏻‍♀️ Like, your life will be happier when I’m around rightt 🌚 So yea! May god bless you~ Please take care of yourself well,your health is important and please be happy for a long long long time!! Well you might know who is the one writing this right? It’s no other than the angel maknae,kim_yerimmie 😇 #HappyOldDay🎈

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Happy birthday, I can tell you personally about my wish to you, but I adore you, hwaiting! Best wishes for you~

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you become older every year though. why the concept of being a human has built like this? ㅋㅋ
what's your dream? what are your obsessions? what shape of you that you aspire? the more we grow old, our priorities have been sharply changed. it's your birthday. do it for yourself, make time for yourself. yourself is matter for your own self. whatever surround has stood even against you, I believe none can change you to be who you are. to be what makes you as you! God is never sleep, He even gives you the best gift ever! it's your birthday :)

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Happy birthday! Here’s to a bright, healthy and exciting future!

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Enjoy your day and you're lucky to have such wonderful friends. Take care!!!

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Happy birthday jackson, woah congratulation you getting older bro wkwk stay healthy and be more success! Dont forget to dating haha anuway this is Anders Jung, nice to know u!

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Happy birthday to you, even though we don't know each other but I wish all the best for you hope you get a long life!

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Hey there, do you know me? I bet you don't because i don't know you too. OKNO. I have no idea why I'm writing this for you. `blinks continuously. LOLJOKES. Since you're my friend's friend, he's actually not my friend though. But still, Happy Birthday to you BABE. I hope this year is going to be the best birthday ever since you'll be receiving this so called "LOVE MESSAGES" from unknown(s). It's kinda creepy isn't it? Don't be scared, we're human even though I'm half devil but still — I have human heart. Last but not least, I hope for your success in everything you do! xoxo.

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Hello, Jackson! Today is a special day for you, yes?
Eventhough we don’t know each other, but thank you for being born. A kind soul that makes people happy and smile. I hope you enjoy your birthday! I wish you will always he healthy and happy, not only on your birthday but everyday!

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woohoo!!

it’s your birthday!!

Happy Birthdayy🎉🎉🎉🎉 I wish you live a happy long life and may all your wishes will come true.💖💖

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I have so many unsaid words that I always wanted to say, broken promises that I wished I committed myself to and a role that I should played until the end. I neglected you and abandoned you when I could've comforted you instead and helped you overcome everything. It pains me to know that that was the end. I wish I can turn back time to where things started falling apart for you. I wish I can control my emotions and stayed even when you affect me. I will always miss you and will never forget you. My.. former bestfriend who gave me joy, pain, memories and experiences, thank you for existing. I am glad I met you and had a chance to be by your side. I wish I continued staying. I wish I continued to give you a chance to save yourself. I wish I continued helping you to save yourself. I wish I remained by your side even when you and Jennie were still together, but the feeling of betrayal and irritation overwhelmed me. The same way your depression overwhelmed you.... I wish I stayed. Maybe you still had a future. Maybe you are still alive. Maybe you slowly recovered and last for more than 50 years. Maybe you could've had a happy married life and children. Maybe... so many maybes. But I was too late and selfish.... I know I told you I will never get married, but now I want get married one day, so I can name my male child after you. I will name him, "Aejun" the nickname I used to tease you with. Please be his guardian angel and help me not let him experience the sufferings you had with your family. Please be happy above. I want you to no longer suffer and I want you to be able to smile with all your heart. Mahal kita, Kuya Taejun/Kenneth/Zion or whatever your other names are.. Thank you, I'm sorry and I miss you.

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Hey! I'm not sure if you can remember it but it's my birthday today. Happy birthday to me. I'm not sure if you'd greet me today if you were still in here but I know you would if only things didn't turn sour. Taejun, it's been 12 days since I learned that you are gone. And I have lost my grievance for you already because of all the pressures i am having in school. I know it is a good thing that I am no longer sad over you being gone since you don't like it when someone is sad because of you but I know you are pretty upset over how i stress myself this past few days. Give me strength taejun to gain my confidence, to be a better person, to save lives... to a better mind, to learn to commit myself to something i said and for my plans in the future. Help me succeed in life and help me find the right person one day. Someone who could understand my wish of naming my son after you. I miss you brother. I miss you so much. I always regretted losing you but mourning over it won't bring you back... My sadness over losing you will always be in my heart and I will always remember and will try to remember every memory we had together. Brother, be happy in there. I hope you can smile truthfully and no longer feel the pain inside.