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My name is Savannah Williams, but my friends used to call me Sav. Yes, they used to ... Since my mother's death, I moved away from them all. The only one who stayed by my side was Danielle, my best friend. I live with my brother and my father, my father is almost never at home because of work matters like he says. My brother's name is Ryan, two years older than me. He's a handsome senior and all girls at West Boca High School die for him if they knew how irritable he can be sometimes. He is one of the people I love most in the world, we are not as close as before, though because he is very popular... And then, there is me, his little sister.
Ryan and his best friends are inseparable. Lucas, Keaton and Alex, possibly the most desired boy in school. They are always in my house. They are good boys. Before we were very closed also. He used to call me dwarf just like my brother. I'm very fond of him, but then there's Lucas, the boy whom I've always loved. He is so special, but he never notices me. Even the university, students die for him and every time he is here at home with my brother, they behave in an unpleasant way.

Lucas is the person who never comes out of my head, apart from mom, of course. I remember that on April 16th, when I was only thirteen years old, I was alone at home, he arrived and I thought he was looking for my brother. “I am not here to see your brother, I came to see you”, he said approaching me with a soft and warm kiss. Sudde, we move away and join our foreheads looking at each other.

He smiled, just like me.

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I didn't see the time to get out of here. I hate this place. That damn teacher kept talking. I only saw the clock, waiting for it to be two o'clock to leave. Finally, I got home, I was very tired and ran up the stairs to lock myself in my room. I had fallen asleep but I was raised by screams and loud music coming from the room. I decided to ignore them, put on my headphones and fell asleep again. I sent a message to Danielle asking if she would go to school tomorrow it to which she answered yes. Well at least tomorrow won't be like today.
Ryan, you should have a little more respect with me. This is also my house! I hope you don't repeat yourself or I swear I'll call dad and tell him about all your parties in his absence. Today at breakfast, he apologized and promised that it would not happen again, to which I ignored and decided to walk to school.

I knew I would regret it after this. I kept walking until I felt that a motorcycle landed beside me. Oh God, it's Lucas's motorcycle.

He offered to take me, but my pride prevents me from accepting him. No, I prefer to walk. Remember that we have a meeting with the school principal and if you are late you will receive a punishment. True! I forgot it. I approached where I was and he smiled. I got in and shivered with the idea that I had to hug him all the way. I just stood still.

-Savannah, do you want to have an accident? -He said, well, really, yes- Hold me -I tugged my arms, hugged him from behind and ripped. I squeezed it much harder on the road. Until we finally got to school and felt all eyes on us ... It can't be.

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I went through a cafe that was close to home and I thought, why not? I went in and ordered some chocolate cookies with coffee. I sat at a remote table and started eating, I was quite hungry. A boy with straight, blond hair and blue eyes sat at my table. Yes, in mine!

-Hello, because as we are the only two people here and you are alone like me, I thought I could sit here with you.  -He said and smiled at me. His smile was beautiful. I also smiled and envied his self-confidence so much. I would never have done what he did. And so we spent the whole afternoon in that coffee getting to know each other. Erick was a lot of fun, a while ago I didn't have a conversation like that with someone. Apparently, we had the same musical taste, we both loved Simple Plan.

- Death for his last cd. -He said looking at what I smiled. -Yes? Well, I asked my father and he thought my brother liked it, too. That's why he bought two which leads me to obviously not using it and ... - He just smiled.

“Come, if you want, come with me home and I give it to you. Apart it is already dark and the house is alone since my brother went out with his friends.” I said and we started walking home. We laughed for any nonsense along the way. I must admit that the boy was great. I grabbed him by the hand as we ran until we finally got home, entered and .. “What were they doing here? Aren't they supposed to be partying or something?”

I froze to see them there. Everyone, but everyone kept watching me. Keaton, Alex, my brother and Lucas.

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-I'm going to tell Dad that his daughter is a ... -Shock him. Yes, I do. Who is believed to talk to me like that? The tears soon appeared, I hate being so weak. I hate it. Lucas grabbed my arm and led me outside. I just got carried away, I was crying like a stupid one. What's wrong with Ryan? Why is that so? I just looked down as tears fell. If it had been another time, I would have been happy to be walking hand in hand with Lucas. But no, that was the last thing he could think of. Lucas and I sat on a bench. I wasn't able to look at it, I couldn't say anything.

“Your brother was a jerk”, -He said and approached me- Come, little one ..

-Lucas, was he hugging me? And he called me small? I just wanted to forget everything. I hid in his chest while crying. “Your brother didn't really say it, it was just an impulse”, -He said while rubbing my hair. -I don't know what to believe anymore. -I said walking away. -Simply everything is so confusing now. -Why? - Sometimes I miss how things were before. -Nothing will never be as before. But you can make a better present. -He said smiling at me. I loved that side of Lucas. –“Well, you should tell me how”, -I said smiling. “You can start with that. Smile! You look much more beautiful when you do it. -Who are you and what did you do Lucas?”, I said and he started laughing. “I missed you”, he said.

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“I have to go, I have to practice with the band”, -I told Ryan. We took our typical brothers hug and got on my motorcycle. I was going so fast. I always go like this when I feel everything, except happiness. And I don't even know what the fuck I'm feeling. Savannah, Savannah, Savannah .. Why the fuck can't I get it out of my mind?

We were so close .. Those lips called me. The lips I tried a few years ago. The first time I felt something. But an "we" is impossible. As much as you want it.

I walked through the halls of the school and saw her laughing. She looked so beautiful like that. I hated to see her sad, I hated it. As always when I'm at Ryan's house she is alone locked in her room and how I would love to be with her, as before. Damn it, forget all that Lucas. You have to forget it. I loved her so much, I was going crazy. I just wanted her with me, my little girl. Take her to my favorite place and confess everything. I already had everything fixed. My mother is a lover of those romantic things and all those shits. She was very excited when I called her to tell her. She said she would prepare the food herself and decorate the place. I just listened and nodded. She was so happy that she finally showed interest in a girl because she has always wanted to see me in a relationship. She began to say that she would get along so well with her that they would be like best friends. He said so many things that made me laugh. My mother was a little crazy, but I loved that woman so much.