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The first time I met you in clownine, you portrayed this kind of innocence that made me want to protect you. You were always cheery on timeline and always talk to everyone, which I find very admirable. Clownine was okay if not for me kind of feeling left out, but you never leave me out and I really appreciate that. Here's the thing I never really like * so when you told me about him, I kind of gotten frustrated about it. It's because you're so nice and he portrays this cocky/not friendly vibe, I didn't think you guys fit together. Of course at that time, I was looking out for you as a friend. Anyway, even back then I find you likeable and would always enjoy my conversations with you <3 However, I had to leave because I couldn't manage two rp accounts at that time. I left without a trace because I honestly didn't know if anyone wanted to stay in touch and plus I actually didn't have an fl at that time. I'm not going to lie sometimes I would think of you and Scre then wonder if you guys missed me. I would sometimes stalk you guys actually, to see if you guys were doing alright.

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Who would have thought that I'll meet you again and this time we're both someone completely different! When I met you as Namjoon in pesto, I really have no idea who you were but nonetheless I genuinely always have a good time with you on timeline. You did felt familiar but at that time, I just couldn't figure out who so it was just put at the back of my mind. I did figure out Scre because of his speech! However, I was still iffy about you so I just went and observed first. Fast forward to when I left, I kind of forgot about you guys for a bit but when I had became a bit stable I decided to reach out again. I was really grateful that you didn't logged out yet and I managed to befriend you. <3

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Being friends with you had always been fun and I always enjoyed every second of it. I feel like we never really run out of things to say, there's always something we would talk about. If I think about it, I might have already slowly fallen for you or as you said 'happy crush' around that time. You were actually the first person besides my dere family that I had put main priorities on. I guess that's how addicting being friends with you was. As you can see, fast forward time more and you have me very hopelessly falling in love with you without me realizing.

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I told you this, but the first thing I did when I realized of it, I immediately gay panicked to my friend. For one, you just went through a break up and I didn't even know if you felt the same. That kind of scared me a little. At that time I was kind of scolding myself, like what the fuck are you doing Ash. However, I will never regret taking that step <3 I am so happy now and I just thought of giving you a trip down memory lane but my version of it. I hope you had enjoyed it my love. I'm sorry for the delay, I can be forgetful sometimes and I blame myself for that. I really hope your cold will get better soon so that I can take you on many cute dates and wherever you want to go, I'll bring you there. Once again, Happy 2nd Month to us! Here's to us and many more, I love you very much Synx and I hope you know that, always <3