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''This girl i can't have. These messages i feel i can't deliver" This shows that ed is very Timid, Insecure and have lack of self- confidence.

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Pg 139 "This girl I can't have. These messages I feel I can't deliver" Ed starts to doubt himself and how he thinks.... But then Ed is more determined and driven towards his goals and to keep on going.

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p.g. 116
Ed puts himself as a 3rd person since Audrey said it's just Ed and that put ed down a lot . Ed felling in think moment that he doesn't care us much,he feels that he can say whatever on his mind to her then the rest of the guys and since she said " oh just Ed."it make him drift himself out of who he is as a person.

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on page 119 I though it was out of character that he snapped at Audrey

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Eds thinking of ways to get people to come to the church, It starts to show Ed's character change more, by being more considerate and caring a little more. (pg. 152)

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on  page 130 ed says he feels trapped in the moment and he feels like that because the guy that was in his taxi knows a-lot about ed even though ed has no idea who he is and it freaks ed out a little but he doesn't let the guy see that because ed doesn't know what he's going to do.

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pg 139. Ed feel like he needs to be a better person and he feels insecure. Ed says to himself that he saw the very pitiful nature of his life in that very moment, after he puts the toaster in a familiar place.

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Pg 139
"This girl i can't have, these messages i feel like i cant deliver"
This quote talks about how Ed isn't confident and have a low self esteem.
But a little later in the book suddenly changes and it's filled with determination and will to live, he changes a lot.

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Pg 98
"Well shit, I chastise myself, that barefoot game of soccer. How in the hell can I have forgotten about that? What a selfish bastard I am."
Ed continues to put himself down for forgetting about the soccer game

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Ed figures out the names of the people by going to the stones of rock. This shows that ed is being courages and taking charge. pg. 139

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pg. 140 " Sometimes I don't think even think I know myself" Ed is talking about how he doesn't know himself which could mean he doesn't understand himself and why he does the things he does. This could be one of the reasons why he's so withdrawn and shy.