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While I haven't had any interest in playing badminton again ever since I switched to volleyball, I met some people who changed my mind on this, making me love and be addicted to the sport. Because of them, I was able to meet a lot more people in the badminton community, and this really gave me joy since I felt so involved. They helped and trained me because they all wanted me to improve more, and I could say that I actually did, with all of their efforts. Moreover, I spent time with them in other activities that are not related to badminton like hiking and going to malls, all of which really made me feel loved.

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At the beginning of the school year, I was so invested in getting all Es since it is my last year of being a high school student, and I just wanted to give it my all. However, little did I know that this brought so much anxiety and pressure to me. I stayed up a lot and kept overthinking my answers. Even though I make sure to work hard and give my best, I knew that I was bound to get at least one HP eventually, and I did during the second quarter. This made me feel sad, but I learned to accept it since I know that I had already given my best to it.

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I was super invested to getting in to this Chinese university abroad in the beginning of the school year, and I even studied hard in preparation for the IELTS and SATS exams. Although after all, I found out that my dad is not in favor of this even though the rest of my family were. This made me feel terrible since I already planned out what I wanted to do. Nevertheless, I just told myself that it does not really matter where I study, it depends on whether I work hard to achieve my goals or not because success can be achieved through the skills that I develop and not really with the credentials.

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After all the breakdowns from school and not being allowed to study abroad, it finally sinked into me that maybe this is what God wants best for me. With that, I started ruling out my negative mindset by practicing healthy habits such as self-care, eating healthy, and exercising often. These habits made me happier and impacted my way of thinking, making me feel more optimistic about the opportunities that I have.

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LD: uncertainty on whether or not my debut will push through

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LD: uncertainty on whether or not my debut will push through

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Given the sudden spike in cases in the beginning of the year, I really felt anxious since I spent months planning out my debut. I did not want all of my effort to go to waste, and because we still are not sure if things are getting better, I keep having little feelings of doubt. Even though the news says that everything is getting better, I should not feel too comfortable about it and rely on it too much. With that, I still am not sure if my debut will push through since it will already happen by the end of February.