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“It's hard to talk when no one listens” - kasienka

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“No one cares when when I get a rounder only when I’m out they are satisfied”-anyone else

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“at lunch time I hide in the corner of the yard by a water fountain hoping to be left alone”

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“ at lunch time I hide in the corner “

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“ why can teachers ask if I’m ok”

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“But clair doesn’t pick me anymore “

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“Is it because you’re lesbian?”- Clair

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“A Croatian builder was attacked last night in Birmingham” - news

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“In Poland Mama and Babcia didn’t argue” - Kasienka

“It isn’t fair on the child let me take her home” -Babcia

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“I am a fox surrounded by beagles” - Kasienka

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“But clair doesn’t pick me anymore” -Kasienka

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“They put me with the eleven year olds” - Kasienka

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“But Clair doesn’t pick me anymore” - Kasienka ( isolation )

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“Why can’t they just ask if I’m okay?” - Kasienka

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“Cassie”

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“It isn’t fair on the child let me take her home “

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“She looks past me , through me “

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"No”' I say.“I can't live here, I won't leave Mama"- Kasienka when Melanie asked if she wanted to come live with her and Tata

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“five foreigners in my class.. Teachers never put us to work in the same groups…each group must be given it's fair share of duds”- Group work

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“I thought maybe id be exotic.. like an English girl in Gdansk. But I am not an English girl in Gdansk I’m a polish in Coventry”

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“Look at what your father has become.

And kasienka loves Tata

More then she loves mama”- family

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“You are the new girl in the class and maybe they will hate you instead of me” - dalilah

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“If only I knew kasienka’s kasienka….when I search for myself in the bathroom mirror I cannot find her at all” -split

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“It’s tata and kasienka now isn’t it?”- mama - ready

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“Tatas ashamed whenever he has to see me”- the gospel according to tata

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At lunchtime I hide in the corner of the yard by the drinking fountain hoping only to be left alone -Pale

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A Croatian builder was attacked last night in Birmingham-Radio news flash

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Name day -we sit in the front row me in the middle smiling all the way through a sad film

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Why would Claire cuts chunks from my hair I was trying to grow it out to get it right -Assembly

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But Claire doesn’t pick me anymore she looks past me through me -Anyone else

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“I am a fox surrounded by beagles. They will eat me alive and spit out the fat”- The Hunt

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“Mama, Kanoro and I march to the cinema. We gorge on sweets, buttered popcorn and orange sodas”- Name Day

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“Clair doesn’t pick me any more. She looks past me, through me to anyone else”- Anyone else

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“Mind the money and passports, Good girl Kasienka”- Leaving Gnask Gölway

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“ Why can’t they just ask if im okay”? - teachers

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“ if I were on the swim team they might see me “ - if I were on the swim team they might see me

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“ But clair doesn’t pick me anymore, she looks past me, through me, to anyone else “ - anyone else

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Bullying - ‘I am their prey and there is nothing I can do to stop them pouncing.’

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“ Unwanted and misused, like old boots dragged from a river “ - group work

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Isolation - ‘But Clair doesn’t pick me anymore.’

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“Dead fathers dont deliberately leave home, they can be sainted”

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“But Clair doesn’t pick me anymore. She looks past me, through me, to anyone else.”

“Sometimes I want to tear off my clothes and show them I’m the same underneath- maybe better”

“A Croatian builder was attacked last night in Birmingham.”

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“No time for this kasienka”

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“Will you come a live with us?”

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Radio news flash “ a Croatian builder was attacked last night in Birmingham

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Kasienka still missing Tata even though he walked out on her and Mama

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“She makes me milkshakes, any flavour í like”

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Kasienka calls herself “unwanted and misused like old boots from a river”because no one will pick her for group work

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‘Mama invites Kanoro to eat with us ….and he always brings his smile and twinkling eyes.

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‘We sing carols, eat boiled ham, open small boxes wrapped in bows and it is good enough’- Kasienka

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“No time for this Kasienka”

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“At lunch time I hide in the corner of the yard”

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A Croatian builder was attacked last night in Birmingham… kanoro looks at her meaning-fully

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Radio news flash : “A Croatian builder was attacked last night in Birmingham.. Kanoro looks at her meaningfully ”

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“A Croatian builder was attacked last night in Birmingham”

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Radio News Flash- “A Croation builder was attacked last night in Birmingham……. Kanaro looks at her, meaningful”

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Claire she doesn’t pick me anymore she looks past me

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Clair spreading a rumour about kasienka

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‘At lunch time I hide in the corner of the yard by a drinking fountain hoping to be left alone’- Pale

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People treat her really badly

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“We sit in the front row me in the middle smiling all the way through a sad film”

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Good girl ckasienka

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Mamas mama “in Poland Mama and Babcia didn’t argue “

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‘Kasienka, do you know you that you are useless,?

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“In Poland, Mama and Babcia didn’t argue”

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‘Mama gets prickly whenever babcia mentions Tata or complains about him’

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“It isn’t fair on the child let me take her home “-Babcia

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“ they put me in with the eleven year olds “ - year seven

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“But Claire doesn’t pick me anymore, she looks past me, through me”

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They put me with the eleven year olds

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“Mama found the perfect home for a cast off laundry bag. Yes. But not a home for us.”

“Though I want to console her, I can’t think how, without making her mad”

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Clair spreading a rumour about Kasienka

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Mama gets prickly every time mentions tata or complains about himself- mamas mama

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Leaving Gdansk Główny- “Good girl, Kasienka”

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Tata - “my Olympian”

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Kasienka feels alone at home and at school. At home mama was too engrossed in finding Tata that she was basically neglecting kasienka and was taking her anger out on her.

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Deceiver : “ Good girl kasienka”

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Clair cutting her hair

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“Claire sent a message to Marie and now Marie is sending it to everyone else in year 8”

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“ No one cares that I get a rounder, only when I’m caught out are they satisfied”

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“ everyone calls Kasienka Cassie but it sounds more English “

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‘No one cares that i get a rounder. Only when I’m caught OUT are they satisfied’- Anyone Else

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Kasienka calls herself “unwanted and misused like old boots from a river” because no one will pick her in group work

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Everyone calls kasienka cassie but it sounds more English

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‘No one cares that I get a rounder only when I’m caught out are they satisfied?’

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Year seven -shes put in with eleven year old

Pale -im not welcome to play because im too white

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“Sometimes I want to tear off my clothes and show them I’m the same underneath, maybe better”

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‘If I where on the swim team they might see me’

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Anyone else- “But Clair doesn’t pick me anymore, she looks past me, through me, to anyone else”

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She lives in a house with her mother and shares a bed yet they have a bad relationship

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‘Good girl Kasienka’ - Mama

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Anyone else : “ but Clair doesn’t pick me anymore she looks last me , through me to anyone else “

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‘Kasienka, do you know that you are useless’ she snaps’

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‘We sing carols, eat baked ham, open small boxes wrapped in bows, and it is good enough’- Christmas

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Mama and Babcias relationship changing in England compared to Poland

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“ mama found the perfect home for a cast off laundry bag, yes but not a home for us” - dwellings

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Anyone else “No one cares when I get a rounder only when I’m out they are satisfied “

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“No one cares that I get a rounder only when I get out are they satisfied!”

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Mama found the perfect home for a cast off laundry bag , yes , but not a home for us

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“She avoids my eyes..and if we accidentally touch she shakes me off like she’s been bitten.Like I’m poison