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Overwhelmed and stressed SO MUCHH!! I get parents want their kids to not fail in classes and have a good future, a good job and for their kids to go to college. Yet most parents don't realize that their kids are
• Stressed
• Overwhelmed
• Brunt out either mentally,emotionally or physically
• Depressed
Parents that don't realize are usually their children's down fall. Parents need to THINK about when they were failing a classes and them back in school when they felt trapped, misunderstood, called IRRESPONSIBLE when they were trying their best and having the feeling of the whole world against them just like us students and kids. I don't get why parents don't look more deeper for what is happening to their children. It's not that hard to think from YOUR child's perspective after all THEY lived with you for years. Most KIDS are losing their hearing and you think it's because the blasting music in our ears. Yeah no, there is a reason why us kids do this. We do this to cope with things that we are to scared to tell ANYONE! We blast music so loudly to go into our own mind. Where it's safe and where we avoid reality. Kid only talks to one parent most of the time and acts "rude and disrespectful"? Yeah that means your kid doesn't trust the other parent that much and doesn't trust you. The trust is like "I care about you and trust you as my guardian". Kid has messy room or just unorganized? That's the mental state of the kid. My room is messy example would be stuff on the ground, cluttered desk, unmade bed, random items. My mental state isn't the best but ain't the worst. More messy the room the worst the mental state and maybe sanity. I actually apply to everything in this. I'm going to 6th grade next year and I just wish that my parents that they arent the only ones with limited time. I just want them to spend time with me.

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Being a burnout student. I once was in a public school and I loved it. I had lockers, actual classrooms, friends and see actual teachers. Sure I was failing but not because of school,it was me simply because I didn't want to. I was great at everything that I was failing that was the sad thing. I actually started trying when I was in calls with friends of with them and I was fine. I was trying my best BUT OF COURSE MY PARENTS, MOSTLY MY OWN MOTHER! Didn't realize that I was trying my best to pay attention to everything. That's the thing with parents, mostly mom's in my opinion, they think they know their childs hobbies and interests just by being in their lives and buying stuff because they child wants it. My parents then learned about this dumb homeschooling thing and put ME in it. I didn't have a choice to at all. "It's the school's fault, not yours and this year your grades will be better!"they say, but NOO THEY ARE SO WRONG! I actually HAD something called MOTIVATION for public school and FRIENDS THAT I CARE ABOUT! I lost EVERYTHING WHEN I TRANSFERRED!! MY FRIENDS, SCHOOL, TEACHERS AND MY OWN WILL TO LIVE AT THIS POINT!! I hate my parents now it's pretty obvious. They said I liked the forest,art, photography and sewing. THEY ARE WRONG AND ONLY GOT ONE OR TWO THINGS RIGHT! I like photography, reading and vintage music and items. I hate sewing and only do art when I'm losing it or bored. WE ONLY BEEN TO THE FOREST LIKE 5 TIMES AND EACH TIME I ALWAYS END UP HATING IT BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE TOO DAMN BUSY TAKING PICTURES OF ME AND NOT SPENDING TIME! Oh yeah, here's the real stuff for burnout. I always get yelled at for not doing something I'm told to do by my "mother" and I always tell her that "I'm busy and will do it in a minute" which she apparently is deaf to those words. Then my father, he only spends time with me when I drag him away from the computer or when he needs me. I help people so much because I wanted to. I am always on my phone to help others or to listen to music. Social skills? GONE!! I talked to people a lot when I was at school but now? Nope. This makes my anxiety so much worse ✌. So I'm now just suffering from hidden depression which just makes my parents think I'm a ungrateful, irresponsible, lazy girl that's addicted to her phone.  Have a cat image I found btw!! 

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Being a burnout student. I once was in a public school and I loved it. I had lockers, actual classrooms, friends and see actual teachers. Sure I was failing but not because of school,it was me simply because I didn't want to. I was great at everything that I was failing that was the sad thing. I actually started trying when I was in calls with friends of with them and I was fine. I was trying my best BUT OF COURSE MY PARENTS, MOSTLY MY OWN MOTHER! Didn't realize that I was trying my best to pay attention to everything. That's the thing with parents, mostly mom's in my opinion, they think they know their childs hobbies and interests just by being in their lives and buying stuff because they child wants it. My parents then learned about this dumb homeschooling thing and put ME in it. I didn't have a choice to at all. "It's the school's fault, not yours and this year your grades will be better!"they say, but NOO THEY ARE SO WRONG! I actually HAD something called MOTIVATION for public school and FRIENDS THAT I CARE ABOUT! I lost EVERYTHING WHEN I TRANSFERRED!! MY FRIENDS, SCHOOL, TEACHERS AND MY OWN WILL TO LIVE AT THIS POINT!! I hate my parents now it's pretty obvious. They said I liked the forest,art, photography and sewing. THEY ARE WRONG AND ONLY GOT ONE OR TWO THINGS RIGHT! I like photography, reading and vintage music and items. I hate sewing and only do art when I'm losing it or bored. WE ONLY BEEN TO THE FOREST LIKE 5 TIMES AND EACH TIME I ALWAYS END UP HATING IT BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE TOO DAMN BUSY TAKING PICTURES OF ME AND NOT SPENDING TIME! Oh yeah, here's the real stuff for burnout. I always get yelled at for not doing something I'm told to do by my "mother" and I always tell her that "I'm busy and will do it in a minute" which she apparently is deaf to those words. Then my father, he only spends time with me when I drag him away from the computer or when he needs me. I help people so much because I wanted to. I am always on my phone to help others or to listen to music. Social skills? GONE!! I talked to people a lot when I was at school but now? Nope. This makes my anxiety so much worse ✌. So I'm now just suffering from hidden depression which just makes my parents think I'm a ungrateful, irresponsible, lazy girl that's addicted to her phone.  Have a cat image I found btw!! 

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gifted kid burnout is REAL and not a good look for me!! all the teachers ive had are absolutely lovely and so are my parents, who constantly support my endeavors and always tell me to not worry too much. however, i think that keeping up w/ the reputation ive built for myself is… starting to backfire on me lmaoo everyone expects me to be the perfected gifted kid and ive completed warped my mindset into believing anything lower than a 95% is a failing grade. its kind of crazy tbh? im stressed because of the standards subconsciously pushed onto me from a young age and now im a sad burnout gifted kid whos barely making it by without another late night existential crisis

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Maybe just me but my motivation over these years is disappearing. To be honest with you I'm only a puddle of wax. Wax that was once a candle but was burned out faster due to the heat from it's flame. I honestly will go homeless instead. I don't care anymore at this point. I will go to highschool and will just fail and college will be the same, so no point.  Plus my mental health is HORRIBLE

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Maybe just me but my motivation over these years is disappearing. To be honest with you I'm only a puddle of wax. Wax that was once a candle but was burned out faster due to the heat from it's flame. I honestly will go homeless instead. I don't care anymore at this point. I will go to highschool and will just fail and college will be the same, so no point.  Plus my mental health is HORRIBLE

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my sanity :> .  I planned killing people in my mind that's how messed up the challenge for me is.  To teachers, friends, family, little sister and my parents, and my cat. I'm being pushed to my limits in online school and school in general. Wish I can at reach out for help.

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my sanity :> .  I planned killing people in my mind that's how messed up the challenge for me is.  To teachers, friends, family, little sister and my parents, and my cat. I'm being pushed to my limits in online school and school in general. Wish I can at reach out for help.

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Teachers and people are the greatest problem at least for me bro. They all seem so fake or be toxic. 

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Teachers and people are the greatest problem at least for me bro. They all seem so fake or be toxic. 

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actaully focusing on my class work lol. I'm failing math, english, and PE

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actaully focusing on my class work lol. I'm failing math, english, and PE

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Stress and exceptions. Parents think their children must be good at everything or not fail. Failure ain't an option. Mental health and sanity? don't matter. In school, you either rise or fall so far you chose death to escape the end.

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Stress and exceptions. Parents think their children must be good at everything or not fail. Failure ain't an option. Mental health and sanity? don't matter. In school, you either rise or fall so far you chose death to escape the end.

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PARENTS!  THEY SUCK SO MUCH, ALL THEY DO IS YELL AT ME FOR TRYING AND I CAN'T HELP BUT GET DISTRACTED.  YELL AND BE MAD. I'M TRYING OVER AND OVER AND I'M BURNT OUT. JUST WANT TO DIE DUDE. That's mine ✌️ :D

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PARENTS!  THEY SUCK SO MUCH, ALL THEY DO IS YELL AT ME FOR TRYING AND I CAN'T HELP BUT GET DISTRACTED.  YELL AND BE MAD. I'M TRYING OVER AND OVER AND I'M BURNT OUT. JUST WANT TO DIE DUDE. That's mine ✌️ :D

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So...the greatest challenges at school for me is trying to stay sane. I often find myself amongst students who are younger than me, but act like children...except they curse at least ten times each sentence...are all racist, sexist, and are almost always making some rude comment often involving sex...Beyond all of this is the work load. While I find myself enjoying one class, there is often another class with a crappy teacher who is as vague as vague can be. It's a pain when they expect you to do so much when they give you zero resources...

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I want to be a streamer and cosplayer but that dream won't become my parents always think I'm not doing my work. I am doing the work, my ADHD makes me not let me do anything at all. I have to make sure not to drown myself in the goals and expectations and if I can keep myself a flout then I will be okay apparently. "I have to not be a cry because I'm no longer a child. I'm going to college in a few years. I can't be Irresponsible.". All things my parents said to me in summary. I'm only turning 12 next month. I'm still a child, I shouldn't be studying and working 24/7. 

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I want to be a streamer and cosplayer but that dream won't become my parents always think I'm not doing my work. I am doing the work, my ADHD makes me not let me do anything at all. I have to make sure not to drown myself in the goals and expectations and if I can keep myself a flout then I will be okay apparently. "I have to not be a cry because I'm no longer a child. I'm going to college in a few years. I can't be Irresponsible.". All things my parents said to me in summary. I'm only turning 12 next month. I'm still a child, I shouldn't be studying and working 24/7. 

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Always feeling pressured. My parents think I'm on my phone watching youtube or playing games. I'm not at all. I'm helping strangers with the same problems and their mental health. 

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Always feeling pressured. My parents think I'm on my phone watching youtube or playing games. I'm not at all. I'm helping strangers with the same problems and their mental health. 

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I like the school that I'm going to, but if i were honest, I don't like some of the people there. I'm not one to complain about the work load, but there are times where it's annoying. That doesn't mean people have to be entitled to have complete perfection, which is what the people at my school want. I feel like I have to feel that same anger when I really don't.

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School was basically the source of my despair probably. The way everyone's eyes are directly at you, the pressure that is forced upon you, focusing was hard for me since everything must be remembered but for me, I had really bad memory when it comes to school. Some assignments just really punched me in the face since I always felt drained of my energy and ideas.  Plus the fact that your parents expect good marks and performance adds onto your stress and my report cards was always up and down hill like a pattern. I easily lose confidence and low self-esteem to the point I just only wrote my name on my sheet. I don't like any teachers there. No matter how friendly or nice.  My sister and friends got bullied before right in front of teachers multiple times and they did nothing. They just ignored it and shrugged it off as if it was normal or just said to suck it up. And whenever I try to vent to one, I end up just lying to them and not telling them anything. They don't make me feel safe or comfortable with their eyes looking at me all alone. I sometimes wish I was back at online classes where I felt safer, I had better learning and marks, and I had great friend because of online that I wish was here with me.

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I have always struggled with anxiety, school doesn’t make it any better. The pressure to do well, partnering with others, and the overwhelming amount of work. Teachers just say it’ll get better, it never gets better. I have to overwork myself in order to get good decent grades. Especially with my adhd it doesn’t make it better. I can’t sit down and sit still sometimes and I can’t do my work on time. I often sob at even the thought of trying to pressure myself to work for even 30 minutes. I suffer from many disorders, but my school just ignores them. It feels like my voice is never heard.