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Yeah, the past was honestly the best
But my best is what comes next
I'm not playin', nah, for sure
Towards that day, I'm out of breath
You and I, best moment is yet to come

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And you just fucked with my head
I over-empathized

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Mother Nature's dying
Nobody's keeping score
I don't wanna live in a man's world anymore

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When my heart breaks just a little bit, I wanna drop dead
I didn't wanna concede
Or call my fantasies make-believe
Holding tightly to the task at hand
When I really should be focusing to learn and understand

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We're born in the moonlight
Ain't no fantasy
Can't breathe in the sunlight
Gotta hide your heart...
You know my life is like this
We gotta dance in the rain,
dance in the pain

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Not a Phase - Jessie Paege, Lucy & La MeNot

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Not a Phase - Jessie Paege, Lucy & La MeNot

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At first I wasn't sure of it
Then I was just okay with it
I cannot get enough of it
Now I love it
It's not a phase
She's got what I need
He got what I need
They got what I want

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How could you not fight for your daughter
You act like you love her
But why even bother
You don't care anyway
And even when she cries you don't trust her
Just say you don't love her
Cuz I'm getting tired of watching all your hate

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She's a Sag moon
And her Venus is in fucking Virgo
Jesus (psycho)

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I can be your rider
Choose your fighter
I'm your secret weapon you've been searching for
Are you a survivor?
Never tire
I'm not afraid to die, I'm ready to go

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I wanted books that'd keep me up all night
'Cause the pages built a temporary shield
From the forces that rejected me
Those who'd never protected me
And for a while, it all just seemed so real
But the magic had to run out sometime

So here I am at twenty-one
My life has finally begun
I can't seem to find my way to the next chapter
I'll accept these parts of me
Paper cuts along these jagged sheets
With no happily ever after now

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I'm 23, and my folks are getting old
I know they don't have forever and I'm scared to be alone
So I'm thankful for my sisters,
even though sometimes we fight

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I wanna turn back time
I wanna fix the way I was designed
Crawl behind my eyes
And kill my stale state of mind

I fade and fade
And every time I try to change, to change
I stop

'Cause I'm just a fleabag, nobody loves me

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I played right in to your fantasy
Was your good girl, so I'd sit tight
And if I don't speak, then we can't fight
Looked in the mirror, now I can't believe

I forgot I was a bad bitch, tragic

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Cheeks are rosy like a Boucher cherub
I'm a strawberry soda, raise my lashes to heaven
Stars in my hair running like a waterfall
Clouds in the whites of our eyes, we saw it all
Burnt me at the stake, you thought I was a witch
Centuries ago, now you just call me a bitch

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I wanna big house,
big cars and big rings
But I don't have any big dreams

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She puts her eyeliner on her dark skin
She tells me lies,
but she knows all of my secrets
And when we drive in the car and I say, "Who is this band?" She says,
"You won't understand, it's some next shit"
Cho-cho, choker on her neck, kiss me
Holy fuck, I'm bleeding on your Blink tee
So, so, so many regrets, you tell me you're depressed
Baby-girl, that makes two of us

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'Cause my
High hopes are getting low because these people are so old
The way they think about it all
If I tried I would never know
My high hopes are getting low
But I know I'll never be alone
It's alright, we'll survive
'Cause parents ain't always right

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What a Wonderful World - Louis Armstrong

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What a Wonderful World - Louis Armstrong

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The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky,
Are also on the faces of people going by.
I see friends shaking hands, sayin', "How do you do?"
They're really sayin', "I love you."

I hear babies cryin'. I watch them grow.
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

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I'm a weirdo, I'm a freak, no matter who I try to be
I changed my life, I changed my ways, I always wanted better days...
I'm a slacker, I'm a geek, no matter who I try to be
I changed my look, I changed my mind, but I was flawed by my design

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I'm not moving as fast as I thought I would be
When I was 13, I was looking through 3D glasses
With firework patterns and seeing the future
Imagining castles

Everyone I know has ADHD
And likes smoking weed and when I hit 23
Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

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Hey can you shut the fuck up?
I’m falling asleep listening to you
You’re so fucking boring
I don’t even know what you’re talking about
I tuned you out at least 30 minutes ago
You’re just talking to yourself at this point

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Me and my girls, we finna ride
We looking cute and getting high

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Ugly crying in the car, like what the fuck?
Why am I not smart like Rosa Parks, or fit like Kate Moss?

I get it
I can't please everyone I see
But it would be nice
If one day I could just please me
I would never ever judge anyone else
Not in the way that I judge myself
I made a prison, now I'm stuck in this cell
Maybe I could use some help

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And she's all I wanna be
All I wanna be so bad
So bad
She's got everything that I don't have

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And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you 'cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very, very
Mad world

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And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that's bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig...
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive

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Give it to your sister, your sister's older
Give her all the heavy things we can't shoulder
Who am I if I can't run with the ball?
If I fall...
Give it to your sister and never wonder
If the same pressure would've pulled you under
Who am I if I don't have what it takes?

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Put your hands around my neck
Good looks, bad sex
Different versions of my еx
Only a masochist would ask for this
I know I'm twisted, bitch
Fuckboys, stand up
I'm ready for another onе
Call him daddy, but he's a pussy
Not a vegan, but he could be
Manic panic, coke and Xanax
Argh, I'm such a hopeless romantic

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Wait, who are you? (who are you?)

And who let you in my head?

I'm pacing circles around my room

Wearing holes in my carpet

It's past two (past two), rewatching old movies again

I'm falling, running out of options

I think I need therapy, the pharmacy

The little orange bottles 'til they're all empty

Therapy, need dopamine

Or maybe just somebody that will let me speak

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Oh, and to tell you is too scary
So I'll just say something else
And I wish that you could hear me
When I talk to myself
But this plane might not land safely
So, what the hell do I have to lose
If I just tell you?

I wanna eat pancakes for dinner
I wanna get stuck in your head

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Ain't nothin' gonna to break my stride
Nobody gonna slow me down, oh no
I got to keep on moving