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하나. her smile and dimples.
두. her whiny-ness especially when i tease her by being playful.
세. how she would stay up late or wake up earlier to be with me.
사. her “i love you” daily reminder and how she’d always believe in me that i’d do well with my work.
다섯. her cute butt and breasts. also when her nipples gets hard for me.
육. her cheetos and playfulness.

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일곱. how she would always worry about me, even over a small thing.
여덟. her voice that always calms me, i could listen to her talk all the time.
아홉. the pet names she calls me: baby, angel, princess.
십. her “i miss you” messages and when she spams me with it bc she really missed me a lot.
열한. how she’d link me to animal videos or photos that reminds her of me.
열두. how hardworking she is - even when she wants to give up, she still fights to the end.
열셋. when i give her kisses or say i love you during video calls, she’d say “kiss me again” or “say it again”.
십사. how she’s comfortable around me.

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dear teny,

it's been a whole year already? it's been so long right.. gosh. we've been through a hell of a lot together, from our ups to our downs and i'm glad we're still by each other's side. i want to thank you for deciding to still stay with me even when i've been a pain in the ass. thank you for loving my dumbass self all these times. you've been a wonderful girlfriend, a friend who anyone can lean onto, a caring sister to your brothers and a loving daughter to your parents and so much more.

every moments spent with you has made my days a little more brighter, you're like the light of my life. i've enjoyed all of our video/voice calls, rabbit session (although we rarely have any but all of them were great), exchanging selfies bc whenever i look at your smile, it makes me smile instantly too. you should smile more showing your teeth, you look more beautiful imo even though you already are. you've been there for me during my worst days, when i felt so low, you held my hand and reminded me that you're here beside me. it's enough to make me feel a little better. thank you for having faith in me, believing that i can graduate or get my work done whenever i felt like i couldn't. there were times where i've been selfish for your attention, i just want all of your attention even though i know it's impossible bc there are priorities like uni, family etc but i'm still so grateful that you dedicate your time for me when you can.

i've read somewhere that it said something along the lines of: you get butterflies, heart beating rapidly and nervous during the first few months of being in a relationship but as the months goes by, your heart feels calmer.. at ease. sometimes people mistake it that they feel like they've lost that first feeling when actually, that feeling has been replaced with home bc you've been with your s/o for so long, they became your home. does that make sense? i guess you could say you're my home, teny.

i hope we can last longer than one year, many more years to come to make a lot more memories and maybe, we might even see each other in person. and when that day comes, i'll run into your arms and kiss you longingly and softly on your lips so you can feel just how much i love you (even typing this out is making me soft) let's promise to continue being by each other's side no matter what? i know there will be a lot more obstacles to come that'll get in the way but i'm sure that if we can go through what we went through before then nothing can stop us.

happy one year anniversary again, baby. my love, my angel, the dumb to my dumber. i love you.