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Weekend (minus Sunday) well spent! I'll neber get bored to say how easy it is to love and be comfortable around you; a sense of familiarity and excitement which I'd love to keep it for a long time. Catching up from small to deep talks, thank you for letting us take the time to know each other better slowly, just right, ditemani Pocoyo si alomani tengil yang katanya kayak aku itu (padahal enggak).

I don't know when whill you open this page, or which time you're gonna get here, but I hope the little note I gave you today gives you a little thing to end the day with smile and ease. You did great today, like always. :-)

Eat well, cook nice meals. Stay hydrated. Have a safe way home. xx, G.

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hallo mas theo!! <3

tebak tebak, aku siapa? kalo bener nanti aku kasih permen sama pabriknya sekalian. :P

mas theo, makasih ya buat waktu yang mas theo luangin buat aku. sejak pertama aku ketemu sama mas, sampe sekarang, gak pernah aku ngerasa mas berubah. selalu tetap mas yang aku kenal. mas theo yang hangat, mas theo yang selalu bisa buat orang lain nyaman, mas theo yang selalu kasih rasa aman buat cerita apapun ke mas theo.

seneng deh, aku dikasih kesempatan buat ngobrol banyak sama mas. rasanya waktu cepet berlalu kalau lagi sama mas. mas theo, sampai kita ketemu lagi ya? sampai saat itu, tolong jaga kesehatan ya mas. see you when i see youu. <3

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Glad I was able to welcome you back home again, Nitty. Selalu full of smile dan soft laughters everytime we spend the time together. As time goes by, can't help and won't deny that I miss you day by day, craving for a single glance from you. Mas, hahaha, thank you sudah cerita dan jadi pendengar podcast tiba-tiba dan ala-ala yang banyak bikin kamu kaget juga 😂 aku masih malu sekali kalau ingat. But that's okay, you responded with fond and continuously being excited over my chatters. Everything felt familiar to me as well, thus be the reason why it's easy to open up to you. Truly one of the nights to remember.

Thank you sudah jadi the reason why I stayed up late with so much warmth and joy right before I close my eyes dan digempur deadlines (bet you too, kudos to us). TTYL. 🤍

Love,

Your Giddy G.

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Dear(est) Sir Akarsana,

I hope this message finds you well although you might just got beaten up by your piles of deadlines and plenty meetings. On whatever situation, whenever the time is, wherever you are now while reading this letter, I just want you to know I cherish our talks so much. How you're being so eager to dive deep and know more about each other, how you're being so sincere and opwnly honest about yourself, how you shared your thoughts and, as always, pulling the jokes and silly teases with so much fun and fond.

Semoga hari-hari kita semua senantiasa juga dipenuhi yang baik-baik, seperti semua yang Mas Nitt sampaikan ke aku tiap kali kepala berisik. He is so easy to love. You are easy to love and adore, Mas. I guess it's safe to say you might make people fall in love in a glance.

To much more love, giggles,

and all the good things in life ahead.

xx

p.s. I've listened to the new song you just added. Thank you, Mas. Hati-hati ya jalan pulangnya. Love you muchie.

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Thank you for accompanying me through the night after the hustle bustle, Mas. May all the things we're going to have and things to work on will go ever so smoothly, terima kasih sudah selalu terima seeemuuuuuaaaaaa obrolan dengan baik. Super appreciate your willingness and heartfelt talks! Let's spend some time together again later since we fit so right, just like my favourite clothes.

Good luck dengan semuaaanyaaa! Have a great kinda-long-holiday.

xx, G.

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The padlet told me to write something beautiful, so I'm here writing one for the beautiful guy that accompanied me yesterday! Seperti biasa, fun-nya selalu di jam orang mau tidur 😂❤️ Mas Nitt can handle almost eeeeeeverything and have a way to give you reassuring words when needed. Super love, super nyaman. Mas Nitt juga punya baaaaaaanyak fun stories to tell. I guess experience does tell but that's another thing to talk about hehe.

Again, thank your for the time we spent together. So much love and warmth we had. I appreciate you lots. 🤍

p.s. click the white heart!

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I'm writing this on my way back home, so I hope you'll have a safe journet going home as well, Nitty! Like I always say, aku selalu happy deh ngobrol sama kamu. How you always remember the things I told you, or maybe the way you appreciate our time together, ya walaupun memang ada responsibilities yang kadang kayak monyek. Aku tuh gak tau mau ngomong apa lagi... sebab I've told you nearly everything, including THAT embarrassing moment. So, anyway in the busway (literally), I'm not gonna give you little games for the gigs, but here's to listen to while you're on your way home.

xx, your G.

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Took this one @ the gallery. Didn't know today will be the last day of the exhibition.

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(I don't know which direction the emoji went, I hope it goes right to the home.)

It's no surprise when we keep on talking through the night with looots of fun and laughters, as well as the heartwarming little notes and compliments to end the day. Thank you for always listening to me nicely, as well as telling me a littke about your day and anything you love! I really appreciate how you always have the time to spend the rest of the day together before dozing off, wander through the Dreamland. I dear you so, orang besarku! Here's a garden full of flowers, hoping life treats you as nice as the sun showers the little flowers to bloom beautifully.

🌺🌸🌺🌷💐🌷🌸🌻🌼🌸🏵️🌹🌻🌸💐💐🪷🌹🌻🪷🌺🌼🌸🌷🌻🪷🌼💐🏵️🪷🌸🌺🌷💐🌼🌷🌸🌻🌼🌸🏵️🌹🌻🌸💐🌹🪷🌹🌻🪷🌺🌸🌷🌻🌹💐🌻🏵️🌹💐🪷🌼🌹🏵️🌻💐🏵️

Also, took this one today! Hope you love it.

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It's me! Again! 😆 The talk we had last night was super fun and full of thrill, if I can say it that way. Despite the sudden fangirling between the consultation session, you have soooo much in you that I'd love to know more. I don't know when will you open this tab later, but here's one anthem that helps me a lot to get me stand tall on my feet again. Everytime. Have a great day!

Tell me your favorite refresher via your manager would be nice.

xx, Giggy to your Nitty.

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Another fun late night talks with Nitt! Enjoyed every second of it and how you /always/ tries hard to keep up with this chatterbox. Super love super appreciate it by loooots! Hope things go well and smoothly, hottie. Here's another song for you to listen to, though not sure if you've heard all I gave last night. xx

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Though we only spend such short time together yaa haha setelah hiruk pikuk dan dikejar kerjaan, I enjoyed our conversation soo much. The encouragements, reassuring words, the lovely yet silly goofy flirts puts me to sleep in peace while listening to the same song. Semoga suka sama lagu barunya juga, ya. Thank you! It's such a shame that we had fun topics late at night, thus forced us to doze off and eventually sleep. Sorry for making you sleep late, ya, Nitty. :-(

How can I put the words down, ya... Aku mau bilang aja kalau kamu tuh super calm and collected despite you being so silly dan, ugh, gombal mulu (malas) (lovingly). Although it's our first time spending the night till asleep, I felt familiar and quickly get comfortable being around you. Such a gentle one, I believe. Or should I say, very ayah-like? Hihi. Terima kasih ya sudah mancing the yappity yapper out of me di hari Selasa yang masih jauh sama weekend. Sehat selalu, Mas Netnot. See you again sooner or later! xx.

— Gia.

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HALOOO! maaf aku baru sempet isi ini sekarang,ssoalnya aku baru ngerasa baikan huhuhu:(
mass masss, makasihhh banyaaaaaak yaa udah temenin akuu dann rayain bday aku kemarinn, i had so much fun with you. ini hitungan kedua atau ketiga yaa? hehehehe and still same, aku gapernah ngerasa bosen ngabisin waktu sama kamu🥺 walaupun kemarinan kita banyak kendala tapi aku bener bener tetep enjoy, dengan kamu yang selalu sabar dengerin cerita cerita aku, ngingetin ini itu, cara kamu perhatiin aku pun bikin aku ngerasa bener bener disayang🥺🤍 mas ayis, yang selalu punya cara sendiri buat nyenengin aku, bikin aku sayaaaaaaaaaaang banget sama kamu:( dan untuk hadiah ulang tahunnya, aku mau makasih banyak, karena tulisan kamu sebagus itu🥺🥺🥺🤍🤍 aku bener bener speechless kayaaak 'how talented my bf' 😩😩 pokoknya mas ayis paling keren satu dunia🌍🌍 AHIYAAA, reminder buat jaga kesehatan mas yaaa, jangan telat makannn, apalagi mam mie terusss😠 jangan sakit sakit lagi, aku khawatir☹️ inget, jangan forsir tubuhmuu, kalo capek istirahat sebentar, jangan dipaksain kkkay? be happy, sayanggg. i love you more🤍🤍🤍

see youu when i see youu, mas ayisss!😋🤍

with love,
O.

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ini udah part kesekian ya kak kita ketemu lagi? rasanya masih sama, kaknit masih dengan kaknit yang selalu sayang sama aku dan sabar banget menghadapi segala kebawelan aku. aku mau ngomong apalagi ya rasanya semua yang mau aku omongin tuh menguap karena ya mau bagaimanapun kaknit itu totally 100% perfect buat jadi seorang yang aku sayang.

kaknit gak cuma bikin aku mensyukuri kehidupan, gak cuma bikin aku merasa kalau aku masih layak untuk mempunyai mimpi
kaknit selalu jadi orang nomer satu yang ngomong dan yakinin aku kalo aku bisa
kaknit juga gak cuma jadi pacar tapi juga teman, sahabat, dan juga partner in crime. caileh partner bgt gak tuh wkwkw

kaknit, makasih ya untuk selalu mau dengerin apa keluh kesahku. makasih untuk selalu ada buat aku, sayang sama aku. kalo aku bisa kaknit akan selalu jadi orang pertama yang mau aku ajak untuk segalanya karena mau bagaimanapun mauku itu kamu, hanya kamu, dan cuma kamu.

sampai jumpa dilain waktu ya kak?
oh iya aku suka banget sama kado ultahnya. itu amat sangat manis sampe bikin aku mluber sekali lagi i love you, so so so much.

tertanda
bayik gedenya kaknit♡

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Halo mas nitt, maaf aku baru sampat buat nulis disini. Belakangan ini kerjaan aku lagi ngeselin banyak banget mas huhu. Oh iya Ini sudah yang ke lima kali sepertinya ya? semoga mas engga bosen ya sama aku, ketemu tiap bulan bahkan mas sampai mau ngerayain mensiv kita tiap bulannya karena aku selalu ngerent kamu di tanggal yang sama hehe. Intinya aku selalu merasa beruntung sudah bertemu mas, selalu merasa jadi perempuan yang paling dihargai keberadaanya, disayang, dicintai sepenuhnya dengan hati dan perasaan yang mas selalu kasih buat aku. Tiap bulannya selalu aja ada surprise dari mas nit yang bahkan ngga aku request. I feel so loved and secured with you.

Maaf karena kamu harus ketemu aku tiap bulannya, dan terima kasih mas selalu nerima aku yang overthinking dan selalu banyak nyeritain kecemasan ke mas tapi mas selalu bisa handel itu dengan kesabaran dan kebijaksanaan mas dalam memberi saran dan mengambil keputusan.

Aku sayang mas nitt banyak banyak, semoga mas nitt selalu dapat kebahagiaan itu dari mana pun. see you and ayayu mas ganteng. Can't wait to meet you in the next month !!!!!!!

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Kalau kata Raisa ini kali kedua #jiakh

Hai mas Niteo, aku kembali untuk isi padlet disini lagi.
Tiap hari pas sama mas Nit berasa waktu cepet banget karena saking asiknya.
Mas Nit yang keliatannya galak tapi ternyata lucu banget, ga lupa emoji " 🥺 " dan " TT " favoritenya itu gemes poll gakuat.

Kalau ada calon cust mas Nit yang baca padlet ini, please kalian gaakan nyesel rent mas Niteo. Pokonya 1000/100 alias ayo cepet rent gaperlu mikir mikir lagi HEHEHEHE

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Hai kakk, i'm sorry karena baru sempat kesini sekarang, karena ternyata hari ini jauh lebih hectic dari apa yang aku kira semalam. Ehehe. Kakak gimana? How was your day? Wishing you could always have a good day.

Anyway kak teo, thank you so much for being such a warm and lovely boyfriend for me. When i first seeing your profile and you write it as 'your safe space' i didn't think kalo ternyata kamu beneran bisa jadi safe spacenya aku, dan orang lain mungkin. The way you talk so lovely and comfort me waktu kakak senggang atau bahkan di tengah kesibukan kakak tetap ngabarin aku makes me feel loved by someone, And i'm so thankful about that.
Terima kasih karena udah jadi kakak pacar yang baik dan dewasa, tapi juga jago dalam mencairkan suasana dengan orang secanggung aku. Aku mungkin kurang nunjukkin ini di obrolan kita, tapi Aku bersyukur udah kenal kakak. Honestly, aku bingung mau nulis apalagi,hehe. Intinya you already amazing just the way you are kak. Sehat sehat terus ya kakakkk, jangan makan yang pedas pedas muluu.

See you when i see you kakk❤️🌙

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Sorry it took me awhile to come here and give you my word the way you deserve. Nit, how was life these days? I think i get to miss you more.

This evening the rain had pouring down so hard, and somehow the thought of you just popped up on my head. I wish you were there standing in the park beside my car, gives me a hug and a gentle pat on my back. Cause you’ve always done that when you’re with me. This is showed, how the memory we made could bring me so much warm and calm, even when we’re already part away. This is showed how i cherishes  every little time with you, how i listens to all your advice and try to put myself back on my shoe, a baby step every each day. This is proof of what i said that you’re truly one of a kind, your kindness and tenderness are so genuine.

I hope you never lose yourself i hope you bloom beautifully as you ever get. And when life hit you with thunder, i hope you can scream under it and dancing with the rain right after. I miss you.

Ps: thank you, cz of you i am not afraid to go back to sole

Until we meet again, my kind man Nitnot ❤️🚀

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Thank you so much for spending 3 days with me. Makasih udah ngisi 3 hari aku dan sharing segala aktivitas selama 3 harinya, sharing fav thingsnya mas  .

I'm very happy when I'm around you. Mas jaga kesehatan ya? Jangan sakit-sakit, minum air putih yang cukup, tidur yang cukup, tetep jaga imun, semangat buat apapun yang kamu lakuin kedepannya !
I wanna say thank you for being the most wonderful companion, it’s the truth when I said that I enjoyed every fleeting moments with you.

You really really really did well. Mas sudah melakukan hal baik dan versi terbaik dari diri mas yang sekarang.
I guess this is goodbye. See you later, if there’s another chance or when destiny brings us together.

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hihihi, mas teooo. im super happy bisa ketemu sama mas. bisa ngobrol ngobrol juga! terus bisa main main sama mas. you’re such a good person. kamu baik banget 927x selama 3 hari ini pun kamu bisa treat aku like a queen. beneran akshskshskk love you so much. jaga kesehatan ya, and see you when i see you!

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Makasih banyak ya udah temenin malam ku kemarin, it means so much to me. You're the warmest person ever, thankyou so much for making me feel loved by someone. I feel grateful for meeting you, mungkin nggak banyak yang bisa kuucapkan karena kayanya kata-kata belum bisa mewakili. But i wish we can meet again! ♡

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Wait just writing your name already make me smile like a crazy ugly duckling (≧▽≦)
Eummm hope you will not get bored to accept my word in sentence during text or padlet ｡◕‿◕｡
You are a typical person who will truely make sure what you said is the truth and make sure you will do it , makasih karena ga berubah sedikit pun kak Niteo tetep sama seperti dulu semanis dan sebaik itu tempat ternyaman untuk bersandar meski cuma nangis tanpa kata , ngasih affeksi yang luar biasa sederhana memang tapi buatku yang jarang menerima itu berarti banyak , he also a type of understand able boyfie serius aku kadang ga bilang apapun but he know it, thank you ya kak udah take care of me , worries about me , and give a million affection

Having kak Nit in your life memories event just once is a must guys ｡◕‿◕｡

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Makasih yaa udah temenin aku 5 harian ini? Makasih udah sabar banget sama aku yang bawelnya tak tertolong lagi. Makasih juga udah buat aku ngerasa orang paling beruntung karna disayangi sama kamu. Duh aku gatau mau ngomong apa soalnya aku bener-bener seneng banget ditemenin sama mas teo!!! Sebenernya aku takut buat kamu risih gara-gara semua tingkah ajaibku yang udah tak tertolong ini. Semoga enggak ya mas? Tau ga mas? Dengan pembawaan mas yang dewasa dan sabar bener-bener bisa buat aku nyaman dideket kamu!!
Semangat jalani aktivitas sehari-hari ya. Jangan lupa makan makanan yang bergizi dan jangan lupa istirahat!!! Jangan lupa juga tetep patuhi protokol kesehatan ya? Virusnya lagi brutal, pokoknya mas jangan deket² sama nih virus!!!!!!!
Tunggu aku dipertemuan selanjutnya ya mas?? See u mas teo. I love you so much🤍

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aku senenggg banget sama papi, yang bener-bener berkepribapakan(?) seperti yang aku seek selama ini!!!🥺
semua perlakuan papi itu soothing banget buat pikiranku yang kesana-kemari dan im really really really thankful that i found you pi! intinya aku seneng sama papi dan bakal kangen BANGET BANGEEETT HUHUHUUUUUUU SERIUS INIMAH😭😭😭
thanks for all the advices dan semuamuanya deh pokoknya, you're the best father ever!!!🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 aku sampe gak bisa berkata-kata lagi.

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Terimakasih yaa, terimakasih untuk memberikanku tempat ternyaman. Tempat untukku berbagi keluh kesah, dan tempat untukku kembali pulang.
Terimakasih, karena bersamamu aku merasakan artinya dicintai dengan begitu hebat. Disayangi dengan begitu dalam, dan juga dijaga dengan penuh kehati hatian.

Niteo, lelaki yang kedatangannya penuh dengan ketenangan membuatku seraya mengerti bahwa jatuh cinta pada pertemuan pertama itu benar adanya.
Niteo, lelaki yang manis dalam bertutur kata membuatku menyadari jika menyanyanginya tak perlukan waktu lama.
Niteo, lelaki yang kehangatannya membuatku yakin jika bahagia akan selalu ada bila bersamanya.

Tetaplah kuat, tetaplah sehat, tetaplah berbahagia.

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Kakak should I feel insecure first , huaaa your padlet really full of aesthetic respond Iam bad at it (｡•́︿•̀｡) but here I go writing something for you ｡◕‿◕｡ Kak Nit makasih banyak buat kemarin without you maybe I don't take any breakfast lunch dinner too , you are the one who really accept all my bad side and still say Iam strong and need to be loved , Kak Nit treat me like I'm truely his gf for sure , aku beneran ngerasa kaya nyaman dan emang naturally his girlf friend , Kak Nit Iam losing my word again but don't worry I never lose my love toward you ｡◕‿◕｡ kakak jaga kesehatan semangat kerjanya ya , see you again as soon as possible pokoknya gavmau tau aaaaaaaàa ( ≧Д≦) (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

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I always think of every each day in your embrace as a song, or every moment of a song. Song to song, lyrics to lyrics and then we become an endless playlist in this small space we created together. We line it up with a thing called time, we are the pulse ticking underneath every part of this moment. Every minute every single second there are thousands of things we could be worrying about. Amidst the chaos inside my head, there is this feeling I craved, a feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe in that. I want to believe that this heart still has the ability to beat on someone whose genuine and vulnerable.

Proven, it has been proven by you.

Do you want to know what you are?

When I close my eyes and let my mind wander, I'm thinking I would like to dance in the rain with this person. I would like to lie next to him in the dark and watch him breathe and watch him sleep and wonder what he's dreaming about and not get an inferiority complex if the dreams aren't about me.

That is you, my precious Niteo.

Until the stars align our name, see you again.

I love you.

-an

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niteo, thank you so much for the past four days. it feels so short yet so meaningful because i enjoyed every minute i spent talking to you. thank you for being a great company, a great friend, and a great lover.

nit, talking to you feels so natural. it feels like i didn't just met you days ago. forget about the talkative or convobuilder things, talking to you is much more than that. you have the ability to make me, someone who rarely speaks her mind, be all honest and true in front of you. being with you is so comfortable i put down all my walls and be my authentic self around you. i can literally talk about anything with you effortlessly.

nit, i truly enjoyed the time i spent with you. you're so attentive and understanding. you listened and responded to all of my stories and unimportant ramblings thoughtfully. you also shared your activities and thoughts so this relationship felt sooo organic dan bukan cuma salah satu aja yang effort. we recharged each other energy well. and nit, thank you for seeing the best in me (it's like a kind reminder to myself too), it truly means a lot to me ㅠㅠ

nit, you're a great person. you're kind. you're bright. you radiate warmth. you're thoughtful. you make people around you feel comfortable and loved.

tuh kan, panjang banget dan aku masih bawel di sini 😭 there are so many things that i wanna talk about and share with you so i hope we can meet again in the future.

in conclusion, thank you so much for everything. thank you for making me feel happy and loved. i hope your days are always filled with happiness and love too, ya. niteo, i'm so glad i met you and i really enjoyed my time with you; i hope you did too.

with love, N ❤

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Dear, Niteo.
Makasih ya buat beberapa hari kebelakang, It was super fun!!. Beneran awalnya cuma iseng, penasaran, dan gak punya ekspektasi apapun and BOOM ternyata kamu orangnya seasik ini.

Aku gak punya request khusus sih karena semuanya bener-bener aku balikin ke persona yang Teo tulis di carrd-nya

Teo beneran baik, bisa handle semua kebawelan, omong kosong, dan kerandoman topik yang aku angkat. Sorry kalau selama sesi kamu ngerasa kewalahan ngeladenin aku :D

Teo tipikal yang tulus dan gak akan bilang 'gak tau' kalau diajak ngobrolin hal yang gak dia tau, dia bakal melakukan riset singkat terus memberikan pandangan dan pemahamannya sendiri. Sumpah itu tuh keren banget!! Aku ngerasa amat sangat dihargai. Apalagi waktu kamu bilang aku banyak baca dan belajar, rasanya kaya aku ga butuh apa-apa lagi di dunia selain apresiasi ini wkwkkwkw :D

Agak kaget juga karena selama sesi dan tuker-tukeran cerita, ternyata banyak cerita hidup kita yang mirip, cara mandang dan nilai sesuatu, sampe beberapa hal lainnya. Dan itu semua aku yang claim karena kebetulan kamu yang cerita duluan wkwkkw

Beberapa hari kebelakang beneran ngasih pengalaman dan perspektif baru sih buat aku, semoga kamu juga gitu yaa.

Thank you for anything, Teo. Jaga kesehatan, jangan keseringan minum manis dan kebanyakan begadang ya.

Bye and see you again (?)

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Ini Neyyii and I just want to say thank you for the 2 days we spent together (and sorry for taking too long to write this testimony 😢). Niteo sangat atentif sama request yang aku kasih, pas sesi juga sangat atentif sama segala yang aku bilang... I feel loved and understood. Terus ngobrol sama Niteo enak karena Niteo terbuka dan bisa ngomongin topik yg 'dalem' dan personal, tapi juga bisa receh dan dangdut kadang. Niteo keeps the conversation going, beneran convobuild, karena aku merasa nggak banyak effort untuk nyambungin percakapan selama sesi. Niteo ngasih banyaaaakkkk banget afeksi dalam berbagai bentuk; ngedengerin aku ngomong dan berusaha memahami, ngasih stiker & meme lucu, ngasih pujian dan afirmasi, nyariin aku, sharing tentang pendapatnya sendiri, and overall returning the energy you give him. Niteo bisa portray Seungcheol dari manjanya, gombal, dan juga hangatnya. It feels so easy to connect with Niteo and I hope I can meet him again, dalam durasi yang lebih lama dan interaksi yang lebih intens (maaf aku suka ilang-ilangan karena sibuk). Take care ya nittt, salam buat mochi 🤍

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there are many things that i want to say to you, i just don’t. know. how.

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there are many things that i want to say to you, i just don’t. know. how.

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dear niteo. i was overwhelmed on how much love i felt when i was with you. there were no doubts, no force, no judgements, no need for pretending when im with you. you know, rasanya aku pengen pat pat diriku yang waktu itu “iseng aja” pergi ke base dan bilang kalo aku pengen pacaran sama hongjoong wkwk. atau aku terima kasihnya ke joong aja ya karena dia kalo ngepost foto ganteng banget sampe bikin aku kepengen pacaran ma dia. but most of all, aku pengen makasih sama kamu yang took your time to reply to my menfess. lovely and charismatic niteo yang main fcnya hongjoong. not long after i stalked your tweets for a bit, i decided to choose you. i wasn’t hoping for anything really, definitely didn’t expect for anything as wonderful as what we have. pokoknya di pikiran aku waktu itu: pengen pacaran ma hongjoong ah! but guess what? i got something even better. i got to be in a (short, sadly) relationship with niteo. the moment you welcome me into your mind and this part of your life i just knew you’re so much more than a sweet, loving, and kind person. you’re interesting, you’re different, yet very familiar at the same time. you feel like home, and i like that. pas kita ketemu tuh aku ngerasa kaya langsung jatoh, melting at your touch. every gesture, every word, and i say everything you do is so mystifying. why am i so fascinated by you sih? huft? beneran aku mikir, waw, ini cowo idaman banget ya? hmm. niteo, thank you for making me feel the things i thought i’d never feel again.

pesen aku ke kamu please take care of yourself ya? don’t work too hard until you get sick. kalo kamu sakit nanti aku yang repot beliin kamu bubur jam 11 malem wkwk. also please don’t forget me and all the memories we shared. there’s still so many things i wanna share with you, so many things i want you to share with me. nanti kita ngomongin harpot yuk yuk? your pet peeves, your guilty musical pleasure? hehe, i want more memories with you.

until we love again! 💗

oh, and merry xmas! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5KBD5NN9DDlXlaZpNpP1bs?si=aXi1TNXgR6C-afqOYRJMzQ🎄
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thank you for accompanying me, these past three days were incredible! but it's sad because the both of us (despite me not having a packed schedule) replied to each other texts very late ;___; or we the internet delayed to sent my message. would be very good if you don't repeat the habit of saying sorry because you did nothing wrong! <33 you're doing just great :D keep up the good work, nit!

bye bye, hope the universe always lights u your day

xx

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i don’t think i should say my thank you’s here because niteo, you already know how grateful i am for you for letting me be a part of your day today.

i’m not usually one who likes surprises but i just wanna say its very clever of you for not giving out too much about yourself on your carrd. this is a minor thing i wanna point out, but i think you are all and all a very interesting person. your ability to turn mundane things into something so… exciting amazes me every time. not to mention the new perspectives, descriptions, and visualization you share with me which i’m very grateful for. you should be lucky to have a whole enchanted forest as your mind.

i’m amazed in how well-rounded, intelligent, and thoughtful of a person you are. even if i simply just whine about something insignificant, you actually test the waters and take consideration if something is bothering my mind, and then, you comfort me with your wisdom and love.

your tmis, are one of my favorite things i love about you. you can be blunt, yet reserved and wise at the same time. a perfect balance of softness and maturity.

niteo is the kind of person who’ll encourage you to push past your flaws, because to him you’re already enough. you don’t have to be afraid to be vulnerable and honest with him. he’ll never tell you if you’re too little of this or too much of that, he’ll just accept you as who you are. andddd if that’s not love i don’t know what is wkwk.

meeting you was like suddenly getting a box of different flavored chocolates from a lovely stranger. getting to know you was getting another box of chocolate, hehehe. makasih seharinya. maaf aku malah nitip essay panjang disini. hope this was enough to warm your heart.

until then,
chiara

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HI TEO! mmm first of all i just wanna say that u're SO KINDD cute and lovely hihihi and i also want to say thank you for company me and listen all my random things. i hope we can talk again, soon! i'm sorry if i've too much spamming and sorry for my drunk text (and lots of typos huhhh) idk why i cried when our times is already over hikddd.. thank you thank you for anything you did to me. TEO JANGAN SUKA BEGADANG, i love youuuu teo teo! pai pai teo <3

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you've been a sweetest one on the earth and the one who likes to make everyone around you feel loved with your gentle trait. thanks for being respectful with others' feeling and emotion, thanks for always understanding and caring. the way you give me songs always gets me fluttered and melts my heart. even i appreciate the way you pamper your beloved one with lots of heart with your mesmerising words. you're the loveliest one. may the universe let us meet again in any form and way.

- written with endless love by captain's princess

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Makasih ya 5 harinya. 5 hari ini berarti banget buat aku. Makasi juga buat kepeduliannya, makasih juga buat spammnya yang ngebuat aku berasa dicariin, makasih jugaa buat playlistnyaaaa aku suka bangetttt, kayanya bakal aku dengerin kalo aku kangen wkwkwk. Buat yang lain, yang lagi baca ini pokonya kalian harus tau kalo nitt itu orangnyaaa baik banget, intinyaa dia bisa bikin kamu ngerasa spesial bangettttt!:))

ily nittttttttt, see yaaa!

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Halo masss, i just wanna say thank you for spending times with me, i feel loved since you always pay attention to every single little things. Selalu mastiin that I'm fine and I'm okay, also you're fun to talk with so I feel safe and happy. Once again thank you and pls always be happy yaa, do smile everyday!! Ilyyy

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Hi mass! i have a lot of things i want to write here. but, terimakasih sudah jadi pacar yang sangat sangat sangat baik untuk aku. mas sabar banget ngadepin aku yang berisik dan bawel ini hahahaha, tapi sering ngeledekin juga😠 makasih juga sudah jadi pendengar baik, udaah bantuin aku ngerjain tugas juga t__t, samaa menuhin bm aku <3
mas juga gemes banget, rasanya mau gigit terus pelukin tiap hari hahahahha, soalnya segemes itu.
i really love you, thank you for being a good boyfie for me <3

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Sayang, thank you so much for accompanying me this 3 days. It’s such an honor and wonderful moments. You not only being my boyfriend but being my friend, partner and everything i need. I hope someday i can being with you again. You’re such a gentle, amazing, and wonderful boyfriend. You really know what should you do and what you shouldn’t do, you know how taking care of me, how to build a convo with me and how to release my stress. Sering-sering cuping ya sayang :p haha. See you in another session. Ilysm❤️

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Thank you udah nemenin aku selama 3 hari ini T_T kamu seru, kamu bisa bikin orang senang dengan cara kamu sendiri. You have many surprises, you spread joy, you always give news of what just happened to you, you often give TMI, and of course i like it ><. You are very gentle, babe ♡. You also have a lot of chat topics. I love everything you have. Please take care of your health, babe. Eat on time and get enough rest.

See you when i see you again♡
-D