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To be honest, I feel like my mood  just went from high to low after school. I feel good and try to do my work, then my parents come out and start demanding stuff left and right. Not saying that its there fault, but it kinda is and the fact that I can't do nothing is just annoying. She told me that I couldn't play games on the weekend because I didn't clean up. I'm like I have work every single day. But she don't care unless the house clean or do something she us to do. My mom telling me that I can't play over the weekend just makes me mad. It's already bad enough, with COVID19 and school giving hella work. The games is where I chill and hang out with friends or family.

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my mood has been changing a lot too sometimes i just wanna go and like laugh then cry right after but then i find something funny and i start laughing nay nay killua 🐴 🐴nay nay killua 🐴 🐴nay nay killua 🐴 🐴nay nay killua 🐴 🐴nay nay killua 🐴 🐴nay nay killua 🐴 🐴nay nay killua 🐴 🐴 nAe naE killua is funny too. going in public is also scary i feel like everyone be looking at me like

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i dont know what i feel i guess im just nervous and scared about how much the earth is going to change and it might even be gone one day or like explode one day but i dont know but being around my friends and being able to play video games with them makes me forget about alot of stuff and it makes me happier

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I'm feeling so tried each day. there's too much work. I away's feel like I can't do it, I never feel motivated to do school work but i do it anyway.

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I haven't been too good but there's not much I could do a about it. There's good and bad moments and I feel mentally tired but overall I'm okay.

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I'm OK but online is stressing me out.

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I dont know how to explain it but i dont feel okay I just feel like i cant feel much at this point its hard to explain.I feel upset and just oented up self hatred and anger and i dont know how to feel about it. just i hide the fact that im in pain so i dont worry anyone but its been eating at me more and more lately ive just been tired honestly of everything but ive been so afraid to open up i dont know why but its scary to talk about how im feeling. just the pent up anger makes me want to hit something wether it be an inatimate object or myself. ive tried listening to music to calm down and feel so lonely but it doesnt work really the only kind of friends that i feel actually care are online friends theyve been there when others just left and with stuff going on I get really bust and i feel bad for not being able to be there when they need me because im caught up in something else, I dont feel motivation to do aything i dont know whats going on i dont know what to do and its hurting. it hurts a lot. I don tfeel like im good enough, I dont think i can ever be good enough. im afraid of what others think of me im self concious i cant think clearly my mind is flooded with thoughts and i cant clear it i cant have just a good day with a clear mind when i wake up my mind is racing when go to bed my mind is racing but not in a good way

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I'm having sleep problems I miss going out and seeing my friends, I'm pretty sad that I cant play any sports at the moment. Everything just feels off at the moment too.

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Feeling good like i should went and took a walk around the neighborhood

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I feel good  but online school is really hard

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idk what im tired of but kinda tired of everything. i just wanna be alone and in peace for once :/ kinda miss doing exciting things i guess, like actual LIVING not just doing the same thing over and over without much social interaction lol also the person talking about something missing and being on ur phone all the time i agree with what ur feeling with lol. after finishing this one show it was like ¨woah¨ and it was really good but had a sad ending so that kinda bummed me out since ive finished it but other then that all is cool. i made cool new friends on discord which is also fun so its not all bad luckily.

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Recently I was feeling different then usual, I wasn´t naturally happy anymore. I felt something missing. I was just always on my phone, i would switch from snapchat to instagram to tiktok and all over again. I would compare myself to people on social media and felt like i just sucked at everything. Like I wasn´t good at oneor the other thing. I would see people on social media going places or being really good at a certain thing that i wish i could be good at at. I didnt know what was wrong but at this point nothing would make me happy. I would want to cry everyday over everything. I just didnt feel like me. On top of that school wrok was very stressing. BUT all that has now changed, i now know what was missing. i needed God. i wasnt spiritually connected with him. I knew what i had to be doing, i had to be praying reading my bible but i wasnt. i was so distracted i wouldnt gice him any time. which in reality he is the one i should be giving my time too. Trust me if you are going through anything at all look for Jesus. He will take all you pain away eveyrthing. im not syaing it will be easy but life is definitely better with him. i am currently doing a 5 day sacriface activity witn GEN Z for JESUS where we basically sacrifice something out of our day whether eating, phone, a certain food, or habit and dedicating that time for Jesus. IF you would also like to do it you can text (626) 313-4306 the words Gen Z to get more info!

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I sometime just pretend to be happy because people force me to, but they are trying to change.I truly want to believe that they can change how they act not just with me but with everyone, but I don't think that they can change.I'm always thinking that nothing I do will matter.The same person tells me "In the end you're choices won't matter only ours will matter."So I tell myself why try if in the end I'm just going to die, and when I do things that make me happy the person makes rude comments and makes me feel even more sad.This has gotten to the point where it affects my physical state.

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I've been stressing about some work and being overwhelmed and so I wanted to make a change. I hope this change will help me overcome these challenges for the better until we can go back to actual school. Also, I've been feeling even more stressed with my parents and my sisters.

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I am feeling pretty good but I do feel stressed sometimes. Sometimes I feel a bit overwhelmed with all of the work. Yesterday when the wind was really strong I was kinda scared because my parents though that the lights might have gone out and I was just panicking on the inside but I was able to clam myself down and tell myself that everything was fine.

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STREAM GOLDEN - Harry styles.-Very good 

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STREAM GOLDEN - Harry styles.-Very good 

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I am feeling really good because Harry Styles just released his music video for Golden on YouTube. It made my day so much more better than it was. His music emotionally prepares me for the day. Also, Since I made new online friends, I have discovered a new point of view in life. My friend group has 12 people including me. Meeting new people feels like as if life is opening new doors to my life. Before I listened to Harry Styles, I struggled with panic attacks. I would constantly compare myself to my friends lives and to celebrities. I learned to love myself when I listened to Harry Styles. He struggled with anxiety so his songs made me feel better. That is why I praise him so much.

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For the last few months, I've been really overwhelmed and stressed. In the past month I realized that I can't control everything, and need to not stress about the things that are beyond my control. I have been in such a better state of mind because of this and feel like my mental health is better. I've been trying to run, pray and spend quality time with my family and that has helped immensely. Social media was ruining my well being. So I took some time off.