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No

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My babysitter was black. I loved her and her family so much. We went to her house every day after school. I remember being surprised that her house (in a poorer section, more rundown) was in the same town as mine. I also used to think that I could stop every black person on the street and ask them if they knew "Brenda". 

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My babysitter was black. I loved her and her family so much. We went to her house every day after school. I remember being surprised that her house (in a poorer section, more rundown) was in the same town as mine. I also used to think that I could stop every black person on the street and ask them if they knew "Brenda". 

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Yes. I was probably 5 years old.

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4 or 5

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Early 20s

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Confused

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At the time, there was no feelings attached. Now I feel shame.

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At the time, there was no feelings attached. Now I feel shame.

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10

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No

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Guilt.

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yes, my parents.  They were also involved in the situation.

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yes, my parents.  They were also involved in the situation.

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Yes. Confused

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Confused

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No, I didn’t have the words to express my feelings and I don’t think my feelings would have been ok to the grownups in my life at the time

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Shame and hurt

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Yes, but I still wasn’t satisfied by the answer.  I just accepted it for so long 

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Yes, but I still wasn’t satisfied by the answer.  I just accepted it for so long 

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it was with a grown up, so I did not speak to another grown up about it.

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it was with a grown up, so I did not speak to another grown up about it.

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I did not talk to a grown up about it. I believe I embarrassed my brother.

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I did not mention it. It felt taboo embarrassing.

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I did not mention it. It felt taboo embarrassing.

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Yes- 4 or 5

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No, i didn’t think there was anyone i could speak to about it

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Curiousity

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no. it was my grown up made a comment that made me feel embarrassed but i didn't know what to say

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no. it was my grown up made a comment that made me feel embarrassed but i didn't know what to say

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Yes, I spoke to my parents and asked a lot of questions.