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1. https://tarawestover.com/
2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tara_Westover
3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BS0P1ovIRos
4. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kgVliaMrXQ
5. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7Y6Udf_Nzo

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In the final chapter "Educated", Tara says how she has not seen her parents in years and that she is close to a few of her siblings. "Without thinking of my father at all. I learned to accept my decision for my own sake, because of me, not because of him. Because I needed it, not because he deserved it," (page 328). Tara accepted that she was a changed person that in her life she was now two parts, the girl from Idaho and the girl who had made a transformation, the girl who got an Education.

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In chapter 37, "Gambling for Redemption", Tara wanted to fix her relationship with her parents, so she went home, she got to the computer to write to a friend when she saw messages her Mom was having with someone about her. When Tara read the message she realized that she never should've come because her family thought that she was lost and that they could never really get her back. So she packed up and told her mom she was going for a drive, she saw her dad and he said to her, "I love you, you know that," (page 310). she said "I do", and that was the last time she ever saw her father.

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Tara had stayed away from her family as long as she could because of Shawn. But her Mom and Dad came to visit her at Harvard where they asked her to come home and be blessed, because Shawn was somehow better. But she knew that she couldn't do that because if she did it meant that she couldn't finish school and do what she wants, she knew her life would go back to how it was after trying so hard to get away from it. So her parents left.

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Before chapter 35 Shawn had taken Tara out on a drive where they stopped in their old church's parking and talked, it was not a calm talk because Shawn told Tara that he wanted to kill Audrey and then went on with the day. Now in chapter 35, Tara was fleeing her home because she wasn't safe with Shawn around and she had to get away. "I can't decide, whether I should kill you myself, or hire an assassin," (page 291), is what Shawn said calling Tara the day after she left. He was enraged with the fact that she told their Dad what he said about Audrey and Tara believed that he might actually kill her if he got the chance.

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In chapter 32, Tara had returned home and her Grandmother was dying. Her grandma was in the same hospital Shawn had been in when he got in his accident that was the last time Tara was there. "The hospital called, Grandma's gone," (page 276), is what Tara's mother said when she called her. Tara's Dad didn't take what happened very easily, he was changed. He picked fights with anyone he could to cope because he was punishing himself for her death.

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Through all of the things things Tara had gone through she was sort of learning to accept her past. She had a conversation with her older sister Audrey who had gone through the same things she did with Shawn, but Audrey didn't leave like Tara did she stayed with the family and had a family of her own. After the conversation she had with Audrey, Tara knew she was where she was meant to be because she could finally talk about where she came from and was not ashamed.

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In Chapter 29 Tara had returned to BYU and she was now graduating. She had gotten into Cambridge to attend class and everything, to learn more about the history and the world. "It was only then that I glanced back and saw Dad, still standing at the checkpoint watching me walk away, his hands in his pockets, his shoulders slumping, his mouth slackened," (page 251). Tara was going to Cambridge even though it meant she would be leaving her family behind, her Mom, her Dad,

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In Chapter 28 Tara and Dr. Kenny had a conversation about what Tara wants to do with her life, and being honest she didn't know. "I couldn't tell Dr.Kenny about that girl. I couldn't tell him that the reason I couldn't return to Cambridge was that being here threw into great relief every violent and degrading moment in my life," (page 243). Tara didn't know what she wanted to do with her life if she wanted to return home like her family really wants her to, or go off and find something she'd never done before.

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Tara had gotten into a scholarship program at Cambridge, and she was moving in. When she moved in she didn't feel like she fit in, everyone was talking about a lot of fancy stuff when she really didn't have anything. She was taken on a tour around the chapel where she was breath taken, she went to the roof to look out at everything but she was not acting like everyone else, it was like she wasn't afraid to fall. Her advisor Dr. Kerry realized this and said that she was some kind of special because she viewed the world differently than everyone.

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In Chapter 25 after hearing the news about her father, Tara decided to go home. "When I walked through the back door, the first thing I saw was Mother grasping a butter knife, which she was using to pry my father's ears from his skull," (page 220). When Tara arrived and she finally saw her Dad, she couldn't recognize him at all, it was still him but he was burned very badly from an explosion. He refused to go to the hospital because he didn't want to die there, so Tara's Mother and other family members helped to try and keep him alive. His heart stopped many times over the next few days but luckily what they did to keep him alive, worked.

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Tara woke one day feeling very sick, she had never been to the doctor before so she needed help with what to do, her friend went with her and turns out she had strep and mono, she was given medication even though she didn't want it because her if her mother knew she would be very disappointed because she said medication like that can causeway to many problems. The next morning Tara got a call from her older sister Audrey, she said, "There's been an accident," Tara was not prepared for what was going to happen next, but Audrey then said, "It's Dad, if you hurry--leave right now--you can say goodbye." (page 215).

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In Chapter 24, Tara had moved to a new apartment at BYU because she had a lot happen to her at her church and at school so she needed a new start where no one knew her. At her new church, she met Nick who she quickly became a couple with but she had a problem with not telling him anything about her or what her family was like, so they didn't last long because he couldn't handle the secrecy between them.

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Again in Chapter 22, Shawn went after Tara, this time it was in the parking lot of the store during their break from work, she was yanked by her legs, he bent her wrist back so far she could feel herself toppling over. "What happens next is a blur in my memory. I see only snapshots-- of the sky flipping absurdly, of fists coming at me, of a strange, savage look in the eyes of a man I didn't recognize," (page 194). After that Shawn acted as nothing happened, they walked into the store, and with every step, Tara was laughing trying to act like nothing happened and so that the people in the store who saw thought it was all a big joke.

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In Chapter 22, Tara's sort-of boyfriend Charles was coming over for diner, soon after he came over, Shawn went after Tara. He dragged her to the bathroom, threw her up, and put her head in the toilet nearly touching the water. She got away from him and Shawn was surprised, Charles left soon after and Tara didn't hear from him till later that night, Charles said that he was in over his head, and they broke up.

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In Chapter 16, Tara retook her ACT so that she could go to school at BYU, after finding out that she had passed with a score of 28 she applied to BYU. Almost a week after, she got her acceptance letter and soon she was going to Utah to find an apartment at the age of 17 having not gone to real school her whole life.

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Tara had gone over to her Grandma's house and soon after Shawn joined her, they helped make cookies and they watched a movie. Before they left Shawn said that Tara should go on his motorcycle with him but she didn't want to so he left and soon after she followed. On her way back she saw that Shawn got in an accident and he was bleeding from his brain, she was going to wait for the ambulance to come, but their Dad didn't believe in hospitals and doctors so she took him back to their house where he survived.

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In Chapter 13, one morning Tara woke up to something very unsettling, her older brother Shawn was grabbing her by the hair and dragging her out of bed calling her bad names in front of their Mother, she was trying to get Shawn to stop because he was going to kill Tara because she wasn't acting the way he wanted. "She must have grabbed him because I felt his body twist. I fell to the floor. When I opened my eyes, Mother and Shawn were facing each other," (page 116). He said she was putting on the good church girl act but that she was really a "whore," and a "prostitute".

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In Chapter 10 "Shield of Feathers," Tara and her family go to visit her grandparents who moved to Arizona, after they arrived Tara's Dad finally got a little bit back to normal and started talking about a lot of controversial topics. Her Dad and Grandma got in a fight so Tara's family left in the middle of the night where they then got into an accident in their van and luckily everyone survived.

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Tara's family had been preparing for Y2K thinking it was the end of the world, but when the clock struck 12 and it was January 1st 2000, her Dad who had been ready for this for a long time went into a dark place, and the whole family had to just go on with life like nothing ever happened.

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In Chapter 1, Tara and her family were preparing for the government to come and storm their house because another family, The Weavers, was being surrounded by the government because they wouldn't send their kids to school, and Tara's family wasn't doing that either.

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Westover, Tara. Educated. Windmill Books, 2020.