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I’ve recently found this type of “core” online in tiktok along with a couple others. As you can guess, it’s revolved around dreams, the past and bad memories. A lot of the times, I tend to be in a disassociated state of mind and “air headed” to forget. It’s a defense of mine to put my head in the clouds to forget the bad things and to forget how estranged my relationship with my (toxic) mother can really be. The eyes represent people who watch me and mock me for my strange behavior. (Digital)

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Digital art

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Digital 2020

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S t a r s

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(May 27th, 2021. Marker)

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This is my first artwork I did on FireAlpaca

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This is my first artwork I did on FireAlpaca

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Shoutout to my character Umi for being my guinea pig

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Fun stuff!! :)

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I have no clue how to draw the meaty yarn but it’ll basically peel off at my finger and look bloody

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My beloved. (Acrylic)

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I love Cage the Elephant so I played one of their songs in the background while recording this

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Shoutout to my cat Rocco

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When I was a younger boy, Everything felt muffled to me. I experienced hearing differently and I didn’t recognize what emotions really were and still struggle with it. I can see them, but I couldn’t see them. Every noise felt odd unless it was loud or close to me like my mother scolding me or the TV when Teletubbies was on. (Marker and pencil sketch)

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Drawing the gore is going tk be fun ok its currently 12 am Eli WHY ARE YOU UP GO TO SLEEP MORON YOURE GONNA BE LATE TO ART CLASS AGAIN BECAUSE YOUR YEE YEE ASS WANNA TAKE A NAP 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

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Among us characters 2 and three: May and Lian

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Among us characters 2 and three: May and Lian

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Markers lol

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This is Adam and The Spirit from dead by daylight

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My oc Miku with black and pink hair. I made her skin a bit tanner and made her shirt tye dye

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Meat yarn is a dream I had where my skin came off like yarn and unraveled until I had no skin left

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Disassociation and anxiety. When I get panic and anxiety attacks, I “fear” and feel bugs fly and buzz in my head and stomach. I feel like I cannot breathe and I feel like I am unattached to my body, feeling “headless”. The red and yellow represents the feelings of “exploding” and “death”, as in Russian culture, Yellow represents death.

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Sketch/art project idea

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As much as I dislike to admit it,,, these are character designs based off the among us space beans. (Pencil sketches)

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(ACRYLIC, CANVAS)

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OC (Markers)

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This is my character Umi dressed up as a princess. (Traditional markers, edited with Picsart)

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OC (DIGITAL)

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This drawing is from a time where I have had headaches during the summer (DIGITAL)

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(DIGITAL)

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OC (DIGITAL)

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OC (DIGITAL)

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tattoo idea I have (DIGITAL)