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Go listen to my song on YouTube

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Going to the deepest parts of your soul

Only to want to reach deeper

And clinging to that feeling when you know

It’s getting hard to control

You need more

You need it now

You’ve got your fix

And you won’t close that door

In my mind I’m bored

Tired of the same cycle

Ride me like a horse

Sike, ride me like a motorcycle

This is your death recital

Make it worth the motto

Tears so close might need you to coddle

Trusting somebody but they choose to fondle

Like damn

You fucked up for what you’ve done

Better pray to god you have a son

To hold over the sorrow

To hold over the anguish

When I’m tired of hearing Spanglish

Might slide to the store and grab a danish

These lil niggas

They know they heinous

But I promise we gone make it

I might speed, the night away

Fight your anger, the fear you’ll face

Bang bang bang

3 shots to the brain

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Ready to rise up from the ashes,

Praying I dodge getting hit by the lashes

Wishing that life was oh so everlasting

Needed to breathe now I’m ready for action

Left of the right way, I was lost

Leaving the message for what I have wrought

I’m stuck being a leader but still getting taught

Catching the ball yet I fell and she caught

Okay, tis the season,

I’m not the type to slip for no reason

Things were misleading, mother aint care

So now I stand up for a purpose,

Why would I change up on what I see working

I’m getting somewhere and that is for certain

Writing out verses to weather the storm

Was dead before being born, but never forsworn

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I am from the hood

I came from the trenches

From Milwaukee

Where we grow up to be a statistic

I am not the one to play with

Boy don’t get it twisted

I wonder if I’ll make it out

I will make a difference

I hear people yelling out

I see destruction and risk

I want for all my people

To make the right decision

I pretend like it’s okay

Because I need the vision

I can’t feel all depressed

I gotta keep pushing

I touch your heart with these words

It’ll get you thinking

I worry if they get the message

Life is like dream

I cry when they got no help

Yeah I feel everything

I understand all your struggles

Are you listening?

I been working with the community

I am I understood

I been talking bout all this unity

But they love the hood

I think that we should band together

Let’s heal the neighborhood

I hope they don’t stereotype because

I am from the hood

-Q

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Love is a game these girls want us to play
I let it faze me, tho its just a faze
I let it amaze, like I lost my brain
Being sad never got me anywhere anyway

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You can try if you want to...

You can try if you want to...

The greatest desire,
love but is lost without proper procedure
I... try to focus my thoughts I lost the will to carry on
So I, seize the day
for night has already ended
but the world surely comes to a finish
and the dead stand for another scrimmage
But the love that i lost is just an image
speak death upon those would offend it
spread hate to the ones that defend it
I see, gray clouds white umbrellas
singing bout the situation all in acapela

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I'm up, up to the ceiling, you talkin' that shit, then we go do some killin'
I hang with the murders and robbers and villains
You know all the vibes, I'm with all the business
Your bitch in my ride, don't get in your feelings
She know I'm that nigga, no honorable mention
She givin' me all her attention
I'm ridin' around with your missus

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its my birthday

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Long time, red lines, guess I'm bleedin out
Been dead long time yet I'm bleeding now
Headstrong weak limbs guess I'm flailing now
Lyrics suck run a muck guess I'm failing now

Time passes by i don't even know why
But I'm trying to manage my life
Righting my wrongs never being in the right
Lifeline is the thing that i cling on tonight

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R.I.P. Ms. Jones, I love you and so did all your other students. I miss you and i wish we had more time. You were a great person and we all looked to you for advice and we really appreciated you.

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Higher level than a man but no claim to god
Lower level than abyss but no claim to be hot
Heartbroken by so many but no claim to be got
Every thought inside my head are u ready or not

Pouring out the feelings that kept me out the pot
Been hurt been sad now its time to be not
Thinking bout the people who done hurt me a lot
Ready to be finished but not ready to rot

Cuz i aint making it to heaven, way too many sins
I been having conversations with the demons within
I been having connections with the places i been
Brink of depression ready to just let it sink in

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From the streets of depression really dying to live
Actually living for death and life to take not give
Snow came very late that means trials begin
Benny will, I am seeing cruela dive in

High end living fa me,
Eating steak and squares of cheese
Within these,
Metaphorical walls i see
Everything from outside in
Outside the world looking in
Inside my head seeing sin
Being dead alive where to begin
Know the end before it begins

Get the kin to bend
Their will to my own
Get the ken to hang me
And take my soul
Deeper than waters
Of ocean made whole
Working my way deeper
Into a hole

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Im on the same thing i been on since 2004
With the people that im closest too, nothing come b4
My level of stress was what kept me out the war
But I moved past it, showing the passion i had before

Now I stay on the same thing that kept me strong
Its a lot of anger lota hate lota wrongs
Blinking twice when mothafuckas do me wrong
Best thing is to keep it pushing and move on

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Its been too long, i aint been right in a while
It came back to me, but just without the smile
Peotry avaiding and i lost my skill to write
Oh no I ain going down without a fight

So now im back to it

Giving it my all cuz im gone make it out
Devil been focused on holding me down
Me and Tre G gone be somewhere soon
They betta be aware when we step in the room

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Well wishes, sent out to you
My regards, sent to your friends too

Bottom of the barrel couldn't get any lower
Depression too deep for me to unroot

Begging for u by my side
Asking u to get out my mind

Too obessed with you to say goodbye
But its alright.. I just need u by my side

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Void pretty empty
Hatred deep within me
Loneliness my only friend left

Begotten perceptions
Of life full of deception
Death the true companion till the end

Peotry is meaningless at this point
Thinking i could get away from disappoint
'Ment, meant to find happiness
Yet it keeps evading, think i just might give up

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414-629-7027

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Everybody I just realized my skills at poetry depleted, I'm just not as good as I used to be

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Everybody I just realized my skills at poetry depleted, I'm just not as good as I used to be

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Also I got 69 posts on here lol

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You can tell that a storm’s coming if you look I don’t write these poems of mine by the book Swear I write this shit sporadic I’m a sadness addict I been doing damage To the reader of my words It’s a damn shame No one near understands what’s in my brain The pain in my heart Fuels what my words say It’s a burden that I felt since the day I was born It’s a casual storm

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The pain in my heart just won't end
The words that I find just don't seem to compare
Awaiting my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin
So nobody wants death
'Cause nobody wants life to end
I'm the only one stressed
And the only one tired of having fake friends
Put the noose on my neck
And the hole in my back, again
I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face
So this is the end
Waste of tears
Waste of years and months
Faced my fears
Loving her for once
Hurt me
Break my heart
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
Turning, twist myself
Worthless
Can't keep love at all, at all

Btw this is not a poem this is a song by XXXTentacion that I decided to share

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Up there
Who do I have?
Heaven and hell, my friend
I won't shed a tear
Let them see me in pain again

Hello, from the dark side in
Does anybody here wanna be my friend?
Want it all to end
Tell me when the fuck is it all gon’ end?
Voices in my head
Telling me I'm gonna end up dead

So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna go alone
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don’t wanna go alone

Btw this is not a poem this is a song by XXXTentacion that I decided to share

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Save me, Save me from these times
Lose my mind, inside I think I died
Thoughts aside, I empty out my mind
Can't deny, the love I let subside

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Save me, save me from these times
Lose my mind, inside I think I died
Thoughts aside, I empty out my mind
Can't deny, the love I let subside

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Time to fight

Be strong, don’t cry when you take a life

Just think of it like…

A game and not a real situation where you can die.

You did great, you survived!

Now do it again, but get attacked by dogs this time

And don’t forget to get shot a couple times

Next go kill innocent people but don’t question if it’s right

Serve your country blindly and believe all it’s lies

Now you’re a vet and you get discounts on some fries

You get one more reward after the medal for a while

Live with your PTSD, well… until you die

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Do you want a poem called Soldier or the extended version that gets very sad called Wounds? Hurry up and answer so I can post

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Yea I'm gonna take my singleness to the old town road im gonna walk till I can't no more

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Yea I'm gonna take my singleness to the old town road im gonna walk till I can't no more

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I'll be back probably at the end of this month, for those who've been here for a while, you know why

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I been stressin’
Big time
Learned a lesson
Never try too hard
With a female
That shit poison

You gone waste yo time
Thinking that she is the one
That girl really not for you
So you better run

Run fast boi,
Do the dash boi
She gone be the death of you
You cannot last boi
It’s gone kill you end the end
Issa trap boi…

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The poetry is down pretty far so ignore all this stuff up here lol Hope you like my poetry Ms. Jones

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For my little brother.

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March 22

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I pop pills, I don't do it for thrills
OD Ibuprofen just to go to sleep
Life got tough, and I got stressed out
I resorted to pills cuz I ain't got weed

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If you got a problem with me, write a formal complaint and we'll handle it that way. But all that extra shit means nothing to me.

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Lonely...
Waitin' by the phone
To hear, the voice I know
I fell in love I'm sorry
I didn't know, my heart would be broke
Trust me...
Won't happen again
I'm done with love
I fell in love I'm sorry
But now I know that love isn't real

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Don't want to sweet talk
She wonders why
I don't trust nobody
Not even her

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I'll keep you safe
In these arms of mine
Hold on to me
Pretty baby and you'll see
I can be all you need

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Dance...with...me
and I'll sing to you..
a symphony
won't you kiss me
shut me up, please
She's alright
and a wish from a star
In my heart, oh yeahhhh

Dance...with...me
and I'll sing to you..
a symphony
won't you kiss me
shut me up, please
Dance with me
and I'll sing to you
In my heart

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Losing.. interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl, If you leave
Just let me know
so I won't look dumb
When you move on

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Beauty unappreciated
Elegance so complicated
Sweet words leave thoughts sedated
Imperfections easily faded
Type of entity you couldn't hate
Come and meet me at Swan Lake

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And now I see the madness in me is brought out in the presence of you
And now I know the madness lives on, when you're not in the room
And though I'd love to blame you for all, I'd miss these moments of opportune
You've simply brought this madness to light and I should thank you
Oh thank you, much thanks for this bird's eye view
Oh thank you for your most generous triggers

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You may read my poetry and think you understand it
But most of my messages are cryptic
No they're not straightforward as they may seem
But all have a message underneath
What may seem like a random poem,
In reality means a lot more.
Just as in most of them,
Within is a metaphor.
Every poem connects one another
They all add to the meaning of each other
If one were missing
It would change everything
Like one missing sparkle
In a diamond wedding ring.

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Putting ink on my body for reminders
This will finish before the chime of the timer
Friday night, seeing thru the blinders
Only I can see the beauty deep inside her
She wants my reason why I like her
The hole in my heart is the love finder
It thought you could fill what is missing
And I thought I would feel something different
Different than heartbreak how I'm dealing
With bad love situations concealing
Just how my poems are cryptic
Poem for that coming soon so listen

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I wanna be your reason for life
I want to be your reason to stay alive
I wanna be your reason for life
I want to be your reason to never cry

I know I may be gone sometimes
But I'm still there in your mind,
Right by your side
So just take some time,
and think about why,
You want me in your life.

I wanna be your reason to breath
Reason to see and reason to speak
I know it may be hard sometimes
But when you're bored, just think about me

I wanna be your reason for life
I want to be your reason to stay alive
I wanna be your reason for life
I want to be your reason to never cry

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Perhaps, when I'm gone
I'll be more appreciated...
Maybe, if I show up less often
You won't take me for granted...
Possibly, if I'm dead
You'll wish I were alive.
All hypothetical but still...
It makes my thoughts wander.

If I retire from poetry,
Would my words be longed for?
If I stop speaking,
Would people beg for my voice?
If I kept my opinion to myself,
Would people need my advice?
Many questions about my life,
So I sit here and I wonder.

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(DISCLAIMER: THIS IS OLD. IT WAS A RAP I WROTE YEARS AGO)

Ice on my wrist thought that it was wet enough

Rain drip, blacks killed just for standing up

When we sit we still die car shootings now

When we dead and gone bodies thrown underground

They say “Oh, they had a gun” like, no we didn’t

Wanna kill a black person just cause we winning

We ain’t innocent we sin all the same

We claim lives with guns put people in their early graves like woah

Who woulda thought that we were similar

They say we’re inferior, they call us “Nigger”

Y’all may say I’m cursing but I’m just speaking my mind

Making a positive impact, staying on my grind

That’s our life blacks paper chasing all the time

Poverty line where we at falling far behind

Don’t need an Idol, grab a bible and pray for my rivals

Friend is a title, one you help when they’re suicidal

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(DISCLAIMER: THIS POEM IS OLD. I WROTE IT BEFORE ME AND LYRIC DATED)

Emotions, wish they were as smooth as lotion
Some are bumpy, some are only, wait focus
Between each one you see the difference
Emotions on top of emotions, let’s be specific

My poetry is lovely, I’m the one and only
Love is my emotion even when I’m angry
It’s out of passion, it can always happen
I can be angry even if I’m laughing

What is depression, the feeling you get noticing I didn’t be specific?
Or is it being apart of hunger games and being assigned to a district?
Do I love lyric, or is it a trick of emotions
Maybe I do, maybe I don’t then…
Who do I love, myself, or nothing at all
I’m always there for everyone, always on call

Emotions are tricky, I know them too well
When emotions get jumbled you get put in a cell
An emotional jail, try to control, you might just fail
When I'm with the one that’ll kill me, is America hell?
Emotions

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Forget your opinion,
It doesn't matter.
You would look better
With your blood splattered.
Just from my punch,
I don't wanna kill you
Your nose will be broke
and no one will heal you

That's metaphors
Do not take it literal
Imma delete you
Like you are just digital
Then I will
L...La..Lag like a video
I'm pixelated
Like my life is digital

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Say no to suicide,
Please just go and live your life.
Say no to suicide,
Don't die... Don't die... On me.

Asking you to stay alive for me
You have a whole life to live you see
Yea life may be hard but I'm here by your side
Yea it may be a struggle but you dont' have to die...

Stay Alive, Asking you to not cry,
I'm right here by your side, so don't die
Say no to suicide,
Just keep-on living... life.

Say no to suicide,
Please just go and live your life.
Say no to suicide,
Don't die... Don't die... On me.

1-800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Hotline

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Early morning, up writin' Rhymes,
Thinkin' bout life, present and future,
Like how if I have a child
I can be his math tutor,
Or hers, boy or girl is fine

Like how I'll marry my wife
And make her dreams come to life
Or even maybe how,
I'll love her till the day that I die
I'll be sure to always treat her right.
Just early morning spending my time,
Thinking bout life.

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I found a reason to dance:

I just got a new pair of pants

Nah I’m playin’,

What are you sayin’?

That you bout to go Super Saiyan?

I’m finna blast off like rocket

I just keep-on going can’t stop it

Floetry poetry Lauryn Hill rhymin’

Even when dinner was Ramen

There was nothing that could Top it

I’m shootin’ fast like a bullet

I grab the plug and I pull it

I’m shredding these rhymes

Please do not waste any time

That is a waste of your life

They going thru strife

Went down, but put up a fight

But then they bounce back

They will never lack again

Stackin’ bread, like a bakery

Yo house is ugly got all them weird tapestries

Big body chef, cuz I got the recipe

Un, Focus, yo girl a blossom like a Lotus

This all freestyle can’t control it

It just keep going, I’m in the zone

I’m smelling good, cologne

Man stop

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Poetry flows out of me
I feel like it's part of me
My name is Qaamar Q-a-a-m-a-r
That means The Moon, you see
That part was forced, not gonna lie
But I'm gonna Rhyme while I try to describe
Who I am way deep down inside
This, ladies and gentlemen, is my introduction

Born in Milwaukee, Wisconsin
Casted my coins in a fountain
Made a wish asking a promise,
That I could be great at somethin'

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You’re moving too fast,
Slow it down.
What are you gonna do,
When I’m not around?
Take a moment to contemplate
What it will be like when I’m gone
March come, I’ll be back home
Milwaukee, come visit if you want

If it’s possible that is.

After all, we’re not grown
But we can meet,
If you show

All that being said, remember,
Take a moment.

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Sadness? Gladness?
Depression? Obsession?

Anxiety known as Detachment
Something I've come to know well
I'm out of touch, not really sure that I feel
Out of the blue in my life i start to spectate

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Emotion is a blindfold
Doesn't allow you to see
When you're focused on being angry
You cannot see clearly

So I take a knife...
Cut off the blindfold
This is not Bird Box
What ever it is I will face it

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Dead by the start of the week
Poems, written about me
This is a sign of the end
Cuz I wasn't here to defend

Deadman walking the plank
I fear, it may be too late
I'll die the way it all started
With one word to decide my fate
In the beginning, was 'Hi'
In the end, it is 'Bye'
..Only a matter of time

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Fair-weather friend..
Your homie when things are okay
Fair-weather friend...
Switch up when things go sideways

You're my friend because it's convenient
You're my friend because it is easy
But when things go bad for me
You seem to be nowhere around

Since you're a fair-weather friend
I bid you... farewell

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My arms across my chest,
Box open, as they stare at me,
Flash backs to the life,
I used to have in front of me.

They blink, once or twice,
This is real life, its not a dream,
A tear falls from their eyes,
and continue to ask, what is wrong with me?

My lips are chapped, my skin is faded,
My death time, happy belated,
Brainstorms, On rainy days,
The flow is real, I stop and gaze.

Into this world that we all hate,
Catagorized to a certain space,
I might not look like who I am,
but who are you to take my place?

Fine you can have it, Im laying in this box,
the coffin is half open, skin covered  in rocks,
The makeup is the coverup, the lavender erases the scent,
of dead body, and hallow eyes, the and maggets lay within

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I'm hot, I'm bout to go in
Betta stay tuned you might wanna hear it
This is a shout out to Lyric
We big and we bad so fear it

And all of these folks delirious
Better respect, I'm serious
Our poems are sweet like licorice
We snap, so fast and furious

Sidenote: Shout out to my good friend, Lyric. Known her for a while and this is one of my best friends. She does poetry as well so make sure to check that out:
Link to Lyric's poems: https://padlet.com/lyriclewis/696kq18p6dk

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Life-

(Deezus)

[Verse]

Either wayyy I’m gonna live my best life no matter what you say.

Used to letting you control me & now I’m saved.

Toxicity with this mindset, digging my own grave

Where the sun don’t shine, now watch his son decline

Crying alone with all them demons deep down,

Emotions turn to sea grounds, but in that water he found.

That’s there’s a way see now, after all, them heartbreaks

The stone path re-lined... oh, after all, that heartache?

You telling me that /there’s a better to place to be.

Somewhere else to see, roses blooming not Resting In Peace

Butterflies & bees spreading pollen instead of dead & deceased.

Bloods & crips spreading knowledge instead of repping the streets

Oh well guess you win some, lose some, break some, bruise bones

Life could be a test, multiple-choice, soo nigga choose one.

And if you guessing make it calculated, don’t get Aggravated

When it doesn’t turn out the way you had your

Aspirations

See if you looked me in just my eyes, trying stare me down,

You’d see the demons roaming round’ my pupils Tryin tear me out.

Exs in my past felt the repercussion, ones I cared about

Went from that one like hubby to someone to be embarrassed bout

Steady dropping down from king to peasant to your average clown

Yeah I’m insecure and ion mean thats good just think it’s tragic how

I am saddened bout not being perfect to someone who deserves it

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I got the sauce, I'm drippy
Hanging wit my homie Dizzy
How many racks you want? Fifty
We got them Poems, you feel me

So run up them bands, we earned it
We the ones who deserve this
I shoot a bullet then curve it
Aim it at any who want it.

Sidenote: Dizzy is a friend of mine who does poetry as well. I plan on him being here sometimes with his poetry because I'm promoting him.
Click this link to see his poetry: https://padlet.com/glenderek95/w7xdba9iu5wz

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I sit with a hunch in my back
but I still stand tall
If you need me,
Babygirl I'm on call

Sometimes I'm busy
but I make time.
For you my love
Cuz you're on my mind

I just be dreaming
about us sometimes.
Funny how life put us
In this crisis: Distance...
This too short
I'm not finished
This poem got ate up
like spinach...

Popeye, Billie Eilish I'm a bad guy
I need you, so please never die
Me and you, we gone be alright.

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Have you looked into my eyes?
Seen the sorrow they hide?
Or have you not noticed,
The golden-brown Lotus?

The eyes, the windows to your soul.
But you can't see thru mine,
I tented my own.

You have lots of emotion,
but you're losing control.
I make my emotions  like water,
then I let them flow.
What's the commotion?
Or do you not know?
The words that I've spoken,
Are truly my own.

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The day that you die I won't be there,
I won't be there by your side
So tell me the secrets you hide
But first, let me tell you mine

I am in love with a girl
Her beauty is like as a pearl
Her voice, amazing for sure..

Sometimes she's upset
and we have our problems
No detective but we're gonna solve 'em

She has my heart
But do I have hers?
Will she tell her secret?
Or was this a waste of my time?

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I'm a full moon, full plate, full platter.
If you break my heart you stabbed and my blood will splatter.
Like the moon and the stars into your eyes I want to gaze.
Sometimes I used to think love was just a game people played...

thought it was fake, till you took my heart and dipped it in a lake.
Dripping with love, with my emotions please never play.
Will you be with me at night to give me light?
Like the moon, for me, please shine.

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What is a random poem, can you laugh at them?
Can you smile when you're not happy, all while reading them?
Am I writing this with a pen?
Or am I typing? Ahem

Had to clear my throat, this is so terrible it's random
Get a butler and get a group of friends then tell him to go fan them
Ugh, I'm dying inside because this is bad
This poem if failing just a tad...

bit, bic, like a lighter, I'm burning
Am I a fighter? A lier? I'm hurting.
I can't stand when I'm irking,
I see a fan around the corner I know you're lurking.
But first thing,
I love my life, end the rioting.
R.I.P. Jahseh, wish you were living.
Why'd they take you when you were still giving?

I think I'm finished the random got deep,
pretty soon, I think I wanna go to sleep

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Smile, you make me smile more than when I was a child,
I was starting to have a bad day until you told me you smiled.
Taco bell knew to never give me mild,

I'm spicy, I keep it hot, be careful I don't want to burn you,
Are my poems good enough for me to earn you?
I should try harder, write more poems for you?
I feel so much love right now it's really true

This one isn't as good as the others,
Wow one day, you could possibly call me your lover
your husband, too far, if rejected might leave a scar
or is my name Qaamar, am I bold enough to propose and buy you a car?

lol, I like this poem, it made me smile
I don't think I've smiled this much in a while

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I been thru so much..
Nowadays don't give a fuck
I been thru such pain
Don't nobody show me love

I done seen my friends kill themselves
they had enough
R.I.P. to Autumn
She was way too young...

She had her life before her
But she couldn't take no more
Pressure was too heavy
Asked what she was living for

kept me in reality
I think it was my mom
Because she didn't care bout me
I had to grow up

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My mind is a constant Dystopia
So much destruction I see
Write it with pen on a paper
Bring it to reality

If death is what it seems,
Then why is it so vividly portrayed within my dreams

What is depression, can it help me in any way
Since not then I don't want it,
It will only get in my way...
He will only get in my face
To tell me that things aren't okay
The demons, they bother me daily
They live in a helluva place
Sub-conscience where they cannot stay
Eviction what they have to face...
Today

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The sun started falling,
When you woke up.
My heart started crushing,
When you started squeezing it.

Forgive what's said in fear
And all I ask of you is here
The girl with the golden heart
I killed from the Inside out at dawn
The sun's only just arose
Can't amount to all the hearts I've broke
The boy with the Broken heart
His goal is to rip everything apart

Don't leave this place my dear
Don't leave here for the day
I'm on the ropes again
I need you as I am

I see what is no longer here
The love that I've lost but I do not fear.
I may have gained another,
But the circumstances keep us apart.
The one that I spotted,
before I became her friend.
Her eyes were on a different person
Yet I still felt the same

Don't leave me in your sadness
Don't walk away from us
I'm barely holding onto the ropes
I need you in my life

I...

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I ain't have no mama
I ain't have no papa
I remember surgery day
Went to see the doctor

Physical hole in my heart
I know I coulda died
Remember losin' my baby brother
Swear i almost cried
But I ain't know him that well
Still he was my brother
Swear it made me hate my mama
So I said forget her

But I couldn't move on
it was reality
Felt I was out all on my own,
Life was tragedy

So don't tell me what I have
I ain't have nobody.
I still barely got real friends
They switch up for anybody.
The first girl I fell in love wit
had a cold heart.
She ain't like me
I tried too hard to try to show her,
that them boys she was chasing
they ain't love her
My mama went thru the same shit
That's how I lost Lamour

He was neglected, never fed
now he dead
and was abused, dent in his head
in peace he rest
My lil brother meant the most
but now he gone
Ever since that very day
I felt alone

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I'm gonna bother you,
Since you're gonna bother me.
Don't pretend we're friends,
thru you I can see.

Let's play hide 'n seek
I'll forget you for a week
I know your intentions
They're all against me

To be honest I don't like you
But that's just my feelings
Knew you didn't care
You didn't really love me

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The moon light its pale, dark, stale
full moon is when the world goes to hell

imma blood moon, bleeding
im done with this im leaving
I see why she depressed she grieving
Lyric i understand your reason

I'm finished with this friend shit
aint nobody around me mean it
all that stuff they say aint real
Dead inside cuz myself, i kill

Moon is my name now do not call me Que
I'm no longer feeling, i don't care, it's true
When it's all over i'll fly to the moon
and live there till i die, dead on the moon

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I could just melt you like ice,
Hold you like a urn.
I'm hot, no fire
But I still leave burns..
Tell me 3 wishes
No this not Aladdin
I'm bout to land,
I'm fly like a dragon

They not alive they died already
Falling into the Abyss
I couldn't save them
They wouldn't listen
Determined to play by the cliff..

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What is privacy?
Something I never had
What's equality?
Something that doesn't happen
No closed doors
Even when crawling on all fours
Call it a prison, call it a jail
Some would rather call it hell
What I live is what I speak
So much pain I feel all week
I workout, not cuz I'm weak
But to be strong for when I beat..
The crap out of anyone messin' wit me

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On my adult shit
Highschool shit aint me no more its done with
I gotta be honest i had fun wit it
But that shit done an over cuz im focused

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Pink Moscato...
.45 hollows...
He shot his girl...
She died in the hospital.

To wash away the pain I'm drinking pink Moscato
Pink Moscato, Pink Moscato.
I can't feel from this Pink Moscato.
This shii taste good that's what the hell I know.
Dudes be broke and they don't get followed,
but I bossed up and I'm popping like a bottle
of Pink Moscato, shawty fine like wine
She way too bad imma give her this ... while I'm sippin' this nice
Pink Moscato.

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Kick offff BAM, I'm in for a nightmare
Gun shots go BLAM, kill that dude right there
Am i next to DIE, I know that only time will tell
But I know that you CRAWLED, all the way from down in hell

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He Should Have Known Better Than To Disrespect Me

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He Should Have Known Better Than To Disrespect Me

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Fuck guns nigga let’s throw them hands

I’ll dismantle you like pots and pans

Wit a screw driver and a sturdy hand

Just to show you that I can

Damn, you realized I had a plan

That I ain’t talk shit just for the fans

And I’ve come to murder you like a hitman

Then host a funeral for your friends and fam

They gone cry because you’re dead

While they place L’s inside your casket

And think about how you disgraced them

When you disrespected me for no reason

To me you’re nothing but a statistic

To boost my rep with this rap shit

You’re not capable of coming back wit a diss

So imma move on like nothing happened

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listening to silence, but silence isn't silent, wish that I were on an island.
Listen to the wind, the air, the pain, the screams right from within.
Suicide considered sin, but I can feel a din, of depression filling in.
I hate the way you treat me, always tryna mislead I can't believe we're kin.

Nowadays even family don't have you, punch you, choke you, and stab you...
in the back, why would you laugh, that's not supposed to happen. Truth...
is hard to come by, everybody tryna lie to you, can't ever stop tricking you.
But I see there's a poem, for everything depression, or anything, I feel for you.

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Poem about my childhood for a Quora Answer, Link below

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Poem about my childhood for a Quora Answer, Link below

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https://www.quora.com/Could-you-write-a-paragraph-that-uses-most-innocent-childlike-words-while-describing-the-dark-side-of-adults-world-betrayal-hypocrisy-etc/answer/Que-Morehouse

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Poem To Poem aka P.T.P. (Don't take this poem too literal) Just tryna be creative while saying I was a little offended by Lyric's poem

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Poem To Poem aka P.T.P. (Don't take this poem too literal) Just tryna be creative while saying I was a little offended by Lyric's poem

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My hands are freezing, they might go numb
This is real life, I don't do this for fun
But the moment my name is mentioned then I cannot run
So stand there and listen until the person is done

I'm not mad at you, early disclaimer
But that made me look bad, so sorry to say
I wouldn't do that to Sam, if you see this I liked her
Past-tense, only when she was single okay
And likewise when I,
Was single but I'm taken
and fully committed.

This is not forced, it flows out of me,
My poems are fact, not a fiction or a fantasy
Fingers are stiff,
The sweater I'm wearing wouldn't stay warm in the mist

The midst of this, or maybe it's hot.
Maybe I'm sweating while my fingers stay cold
Or maybe it's freezing, but inside I stay warm
You can't love somebody else if you don't love yourself

So good thing I love myself, but I'm not self-exalted
I'll see you when I see you, but I'm really exhausted
Writing, Typing, Flying, Lying, Dying, but not crying
Is what people are doing, the ones that I know.

I'm a loyal guy who puts his feelings on a shelf
and then when he's conflicted, starts to dislike himself

Do I love her, or her, or her, or her, or her,
or do I hate him, or him, or him.
Is my name Tim, or Fin, or Him
Or does this make sense, or cents, or since.