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Hi Baby, since it's our first anniversary I decided to make a little something for you. Though it's not big and definently not matched up with all the love that you have given me, it's something I wanted to do to show you my love for you. I have never done something like this for anyone before, so please bare with me if it's bad. I'm so nervous just typing this right now and I'm literally shaking, but do know that whatever I say comes straight from my heart. I love you and I hope you like it.

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Everytime I think of this date I always have this big grin on my face. I was a long time member of this rp and you were one of the new members. I welcomed you and we continued a conversation after that. I remember being very comfortable with you during that time, very comfortable. You even flirted quite a bit and usually I don’t respond much to flirting, I kind of throw it aside and switch the subject. But I didn’t ignore your flirting, I actually responded to it. I surprised myself honestly, never would I thought I’d flirt back but I did and I’ve never regretted that decision. We flirted back and forth for awhile and I felt some type of adrenaline rush all through out my body. You were definitely different then most guys that I’ve met, you were so straightforward with whatever was on your mind while I was just there standing like a mess not knowing what to do. I honestly just followed your lead in everything because I really didn’t know what to do. We then got to know each other later on in the day. I found out we both love chicken, our favorite show is Game of Thrones and ice cream is a favorite desert for the both of us. Time flew by so fast when I was talking to you, I focused on you that entire day. It felt like it wasn’t only you and I in the room and no one was there. And then you dmed me, and I will forever remember that. How you first called me babe and I responded with baby. You have know idea what happened to my heart when you called me babe, I felt like it exploded. And then I had butterflies in my stomach for the first time with you and I felt so flustered. But I also had the biggest smile on my face. Sadly we couldn’t talk much because I had to sleep but you did the honors of tucking me in. I didn’t know what was gonna happen to us, not the slightest clue. I didn’t even know if I’d continue to talk to you in the morning, but luckily for me I woke up the next day and told you goodmorning. And that still continues on till this day. (Yes I did A LOT of scrolling to find out first message)

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After the first day we had met, we haven’t gone a day without each other. We both woke up sending good morning messages to one another and we both fell asleep telling each other goodnight. Though there are times where I fall asleep out of no where while trying to stay awake with you, which really irritates me. But don’t worry one day I’ll stay up all night with you, though you might scold me. But still I want to more time with my baby that our different timezones don’t allow us. STUPID TIMEZONES! I never had talk to a person this much, not even my exes talked to me this much. I liked that you were the only one I was constantly talking to because that’s how I grew to like you then eventually love you. Though we had been constantly talking and it being a smut rp that we were in, we never had sex. Meaning what we had was more special. Though there were times I wanted to do it not gonna lie, but I was happy to wait for you. My heart is beating so fast right now while typing this, it’s basically mimicking the way my heart was everytime I spoke to you. I’ve never been more happier to just talk to someone. And through our talking we found out that we are both absolute nerds and love superheroes and Harry Potter. You had given me something to smile for on a day to day basis, I looked forward to talking to you. I not only wanted to talk to you but needed to talk to you, it was like my heart wanted to be with you. I wanted to be with you. The times you were asleep, were one of the most lonely times during the day. All I thought about was you while you were sleeping. And eventually my loneliness gets the best of me and I send you I miss you messages a lot. You always were, always are and always will be the best part of my day.

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Now this moment means more to me then any other moment we have ever had. Though our first kiss was amazing and our first time was definitely something to remember, none of that will beat the time we both said we love each other. You asked me before if it was too early to say I love you, and trust me when you asked me that I froze absolutely. But I brushed it off saying that it wasn’t too early, though on the inside I was about to die. Eventually I had to go to sleep that night and you tucked me in, I sadly fell asleep before I had read the message you had sent me. I remember waking up that morning, and then looking at your message and my heart stopped. You had said that you loved me and I died that very moment. I woke up that morning freaking out messaging you back saying how could I sleep before seeing your I love you message and you being the amazing guy that you are said it was okay. And it wasn’t the fact that I didn’t see your message that annoyed me, it was the fact that I didn’t get to say I love you. But I did say it eventually thank god. Honestly, you were the first guy I’ve ever been so sure that I love. I never been so sure of saying I love you. I love you so so much, and at this point I love you doesn’t even match up to how much I truly love you, because I love you very very much.

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Prior to when you officially asked me out, we were basically a couple. Or at least I thought we were. I had met one of your amazing friend nathy, who is now my little baby cutie nathy. And you met my bestie Ellis. And it was hilarious to me when you were all scared meeting Ellis, like you thought he would beat you up or something like that. But I knew for awhile that Ellis would like you, especially like you for me. You see Ellis had been there through every relationship I’ve had, and let’s just say nothing turned out well for me. Basically Ellis hates every person who has ever flirted with the idea of dating me or has actually dated me. Anyways, after we had met each other’s friends I knew that I loved you, and my love for you continues to grow still till this day. Then one faithful morning came and I woke up later then usual and I told you good morning, but you didn’t message back. In the back of my mind I knew you were asleep but that didn’t stop me from sending you “where are you” or “baby I miss you”. I was a mess that day. That was the first time we didn’t spend my morning together and it will definitely be the last. Just thinking about that day makes me sad. All day I was in a bad mood and sad, I would’ve cried I think. But then after many long hours you woke up and I definitely tackled you. You have no idea how much I missed you that day. The day was absolutely the worst day ever since I didn’t see you in the morning. I was so happy the rest of the day when you were awake. Many people use the word “I love you” it’s not something new, the feeling of love towards you was something I felt for a long time. But that day when I had the morning without you, that was the day I realized I couldn’t live without you. I wanted to be with you as much as possible, I never want to leave your side or spend a second knowing that you arent mine. I can’t live without you now nor will I ever be able to.

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Though I felt like we were already a couple, you asking me out was one of the best days of my life. First of all, I never understood why you asked what my favorite numbers was. I just thought you just wanted to know. But now that I realize why you chose the 19th to ask me out, I get all giggly. I honestly didn’t expect it at all. Though I was wondering why you had planned this extravagant date, it never clicked in this oblivious mind of mine. It was one ignored the best dates I’ll ever have in my life. I didn’t notice how nervous you were till after I found out you wanted to ask me out. And little cutie nathy did a great job exposing you freaking out before asking me out. What you had told me before you asked me out is something I’ll never forget. Just letting you know, I did cry a little that day. My heart exploded and I felt like I was gonna throw up that day, in a good way though. You were so cute and sweet when you asked me out and I’m definitely adding how cute and nervous you were that day to the many reasons why I love you. And I really really love you a lot.

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It has now been a month since we have officially been together, and I have fallen more deeply in love with you as the days have passed. Though I’m bad at expressing how much I love you, because I get all flustered and my heart starts beating like crazy every time I think of you. I’m just happy that you understand I love you so much. Kiev you mean the absolute world to me, though I have said it multiple times, I truly mean it. You have given me something  to be happy about, something I can look forward to everyday. You’ve given me a reason to smile because trust me I’ve never smiled this much before, you just always put a smile on my face. I’ve never been so sure that I’ve loved someone till I met you. Being with you is something that feels so amazing and it just feels so right. The way you always hide in my neck when you’re tired or flustered is always adorable. Even though you hate being called adorable, I always think it. I always think about you. Even when I’m in class and should be focusing on the subject at hand, my mind always drifts off and starts thinking about you. The way that you’re so sweet and fluster me with your words, the funny things you do that make me honestly not laugh, your love for basketball is something that I love as well. I love you most of all. I love you with all my heart, body and soul. I don’t think I can imagine my life without you in it. You mean so much to me, I never want to lose you. Happy Anniversary baby. I love you so much Kiev!