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Wait it seems like u always pick a fight i just say im wrong even when im right but right now ur makin it hard to get thru the night makin me bleed on the outside and the inside im harborin all these thoughts in my freakin mind u either love or show me hate its never in between and im fadin my self esteem is about to break can u stop for a second at least try to face me instead you debase me and go on your way wanna leave u but now i cant u stupid man i aint lois lane and boy u aint no superman all of the pain that i i sit around and tolerate im losin track can i get my time back and quit this game

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Only God can judge me mad ppl trying to hate upon me they thinkin that i listen but im just over here mad distant over here actin like a pidgon ya they dumb thats y my feelins just stay numb it dont faze me but ppl over here tryin 2 change me but all i kno is it still stay the same thing mad ppl tryin 2 replace me but they not wonderin what i think i think differently but ppl they never think to listen to me. I got anxiety but nothin changin inside of me i got depressin but i still stay the same expression but it dont faze me only i can change me they dont label me wt all my past cuz it dont keep me in tackt but i got a future but never knew that u were so attached to my life cuz i make that bread ur vibin is dead. i dont speak broke dont hang wt my folks says u is an op dont come round my block.

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First things 1st I always expect the worst I should have listened 1st it dissapeared from my mind when things got loud one of us runnin out I should have never doubt but I was just hurt inside there was no time for goodbye never got to apologize pieces from my heart are still broken if I could hold your hand id never let go again id never leave u by mistake but words I Luv u in replace and I wish that time had not have taken u.If u could only know I always thought ud come home u never pick up the phone and the things i most regret are the things ive never said to you ive always believed in u Endless days longing to see your face I'm sry I pushed u away I didn't mean to make that mistake was it my fault u stayed away he said, she said memories in my head and thats where they are gunna stay 4 ever but if i could hold your hand id never let go again and the words i most regret are the words ive never said to you ive always believed in you Ya ive always believed in u ive always believed in u.

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ya i got a pencil im usin my stencil ill sit here commin at u dont be mad cuz i got hair dont be mad cuz i got mad flare u kno im the 🤬 imma come at u wt a dis im droppin the mic cuz u kno i wont miss.

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Everything you said did u rly mean it ive been hurt so many times i just cant believe it now im up and runnin runnin from my demons but who knew that maybe one day ill be catchig feelings. catchin feelings that i was tryin 2 erase and baby did u rly have 2 lie 2 my face. I rly trusted u go guide me my way but nothin is ever the same since we met our 1st day but baby did u rly think u had me completely i look over to the side stare in sum guys eyes and baby i knew 1 day i would b leavin u cryin and baby i never needed u even after what weve been thru baby i played u like a fiddle i played u like taboo.I held u by the hand said it would be fine but bby boy u rly had done crossed the line and still till this day part of me is gone inside. U said u so sick of love songs and so sick of me well 2 be honest i cant blame u cuz i played u like Kobi see u thought i was ur line and u thought u was my guy but rly i just loved the way u rubbed between my thighs. I remember when i promised i wont leave but promises get broken when u messin with a chick. Dont mess wt me when u messin wt them other girls and i always knew that i would always have the better curls i didnt wear no weaves i had sum up my sleeve to get u back on tack didnt kno if u would leave. It prolly would b you 2 but after everything weve been thru i look around speehless thinkin God i rly hate u.

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Ya im losin interest and babe u cant blame me i wanted attention which u never gave me i tried to be there 4 u but u tryed 2 change me said u can fix me but its not the same thing i swear i b cryin it feel like u hate me. We were good for a while then gave u some distance i gave u some signs but u didnt listen u said u loved me but i was addicted but i guess ur love had a new defenition i gave u permission 2 come in my life now im losin interest just give me a knife i wanna be different just endin my life. I just needed attention that i wasnt gettin im pessimistic and u gettin distant and what is commitment when u get it twisted u leave in an instant. I wanna be honest wont make u look dumb but all of my feelins they just got numb and i hope u can c where im commin from and i just want u 2 kno that baby im done.

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Yo i hate it when people change like nothin can stay the same and i wanna blow my brains so i dont feel the pain and all of the pills for depression threw them down the drain and now im goin insame cuz it just gives me a feelin that i just cant explain

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im losin myself and in losin my mind people always ask me how i feel and i tell em im fine hide my pain with a smile keep my fellins inside because i kno that things will get better with time.Im bein chased by my demons and now im goin off the deep end im just tryin so hard just to hold back my feelins.

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Yo every days a different fight and yo i wish i could die and live a different life and when you had nowhere 2 go i let u spend the night and when u couldnt sleep baby i held you tight but baby you just left me never said goodbye and im just sittin here thinkin bout suicide cuz baby got no one 2 hold baby i was just to bold u just left me alone .

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Ya baby boy u were my everything i even bought u a wedding ring u were my life and my everything showed me things that ive never seen you were my only hope and my only dreams and you left me here cryin about everything now u got me starin at my phone cuz it never rings how can u just get up and leave u had me on my knees u had me sittin here cryin sayin baby plz but how could you get up and leave but i have sum up my sleeve.

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Runnin from my past bein chased by my demons and lately ive been feelin like im goin off the deap end whats the point of life baby i dont have a reason, Or maybe its the fact i need somethin 2 believe in.

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motivation, dedication, frustration

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Sometimes i just feel like i got sum 2 hide but little did i kno i had seconds on my life line i wake up every mornin b cryin and still 2 this day part on me gone inside.

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I dont think i wanna live anymore every single day im fightin its like i live in a war God i wanted less pain y u givin me more all it feels like is u closed all my doors its like u swallowed me opened up a hole in the floor Ive been hurtin me and i swear it hurts to the core now im sittin here breathless should have told me before all i kno is i dont wanna feel anymore my heart is shattered it just fell 2 the floor.

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will it ever end will i ever b fine why does everyone elses life seem better than mine people tell me things always get better with time if its true then y depression still messin wt my mind just go ahead tell me that they were lyin but Do i have a purpose am i really worthless or maybe am i worth it do u see my pourpose do i not deserve this i gotta stay away from luv cuz i think im allergic, Cuz every single day it leave me hurtin, im carrien a burden and this i kno 4 certain.

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Ya Ya Ya Ya Big booty bart ya he got a big heart i knew it since i met him ya i been knew it from the start Ya Big booty bart hell be playin wt ur heart ya big booty bart hell be smokin on a cart Ya Big booty bart ya he not very smart ya he not very smart if he smokin on a cart

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Goin thru a maze goin thru a phase little did i kno ill c u face 2 face.

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Breaking my heart everytime i take a look at u now im thinkin bout everything that u couldnt do and im sittin here wonderin bout what weve been thru thinkn bout all the pain u put me thru.

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i told myself i wouldnt cry when ur gone but i kno its easier said than done i always thoiught u were the one but now our time is done

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said im so sick of love songs so tired of the games i always feel so worthless i feel like im bein played ill never feel the same and i dont kno well whos to blame but did u do it for me or was it all for the fame cuz im tired of all this pain but little did u kno i almost took my life away maybe if u would have stayed my whole life could have just changed now im sittin here cryin and im eatin up all this pain and at this moment i dont think i will ever be the same.

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I hate when people lie and take advantage of me ur suppose to build me up so baby y u damagin me I never asked to be here life was handed to me but life can be filled with sum blessing some of those we don't see we always say some random things that we don't even mean and sometimes it be messin with my insecurities you should never hate the player u should hate the game but y hate the game if nothin will ever change if u don't make a change but I believe in you cuz u got motivation to ease ur frustration ill be ur inspiration give u education u can use ur imagination don't leave it awaitin find some medication heal frustration.

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Tell me boy do u still luv me or not cuz ive basically given up all that i got

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Im sittin here clueless they tell me move on but i know i cant if i moved on i wouldnt have been here to sing this song does she even miss me as the days go on cuz i kno i do and everything ive been thru i just rly hope u luv me cuz i luv u 2 but everyday i wake up i feel so blue, i wake up every mornin paint another picture

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Holidays birthdays i cant even see you on my worse days

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How am i suppose to leave someone who makes me smile everyday how am i just suppose to drop everything and walk away how can i stay with this person bringing me so much pain im just tryin to leave but somethins tellin me just stay im sry that i ever met you and now im still sry that i cant 4 get u im also still sry for the things weve been thru

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I cant say what im tryin to say cuz when i do my mind go blank

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God if he aint the one 4 me just tell me i cant take another heart break just tell me for my hearts sake

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You held my head when i was crying i needed someone 2 confide in who knew one day we'd be dividin after all my time of cryin