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As I walked out of the barely lit courtroom, I had two things on my mind: a new life and Diana Collymore. I wish I knew more about Diana Collymore - she’s stunning, even for a dead person - but I can’t complain too much about myself. I have short black hair and blueish-gray eyes. I wish they were bluer because I have a dislike for people with gray eyes. People dislike my short hair, but I like it. Besides, I look better with short hair.

I had a long drive home, but I like long drives. They keep my mind off other things. Short drives keep my mind going in the short time that I’m in the car. I’m different that way. My mother doesn’t like long drives. She says she doesn’t like staring at the road for a long time and my father never steps foot in a car, so I’m not like them. None of my friends like long drives like I do. For a while, I thought I was the only person who liked long drives.

My mother tries to understand which is more than my father ever does. But then, mom is different; she understands everything, almost. She never hollers at me the way dad did or treats me like I’m three instead of nineteen. I love her more than anyone in the world.

Anyway, I went on driving home, wishing someone would talk to me. I just got out of court and no one is explaining it to me. Well, I kind of know what happened.

My father abused me since I was a little kid. He never would hit me when my mother was around. Just recently she found out and now they’re getting divorced. There was more that happened but no one will tell me or help me understand.

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I'm just gonna use this padlet for anything, vent's, writing, and just updates on my life. Life had been hard recently and I don't know how to deal with it. Schoolwork is getting out of control and I'm missing like nine assignments and most of them I don't understand.

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So my dog Molly could pass away any day now. I found this out just yesterday. She's really sick and she's also old. She was my first pet and I'm gonna miss her being gone if she does pass. She has brought so much joy to me and my family. Maverick and Molly are best friends. I think he's gonna miss her too. Hopefully she get's better.

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Name: Roxie
Age: Appears 14
Birthdate: December 7th, year unknown
Gender: Female
Pronouns: she/they/it
Appearance: Roxie has long and dark red hair. She is rather skinny and has darker skin with freckles across her face. Mostly known for wearing her red clown nose. She has black eyes with white pupils. She has a big scar on her back from doing a crazy stunt.
Other info: Roxie suffers from ADHD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, and Depression

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Name: William
Age: Appears 10 (is actually around 200?)
Birthdate: February 15, somewhere in the late 1800s
Gender: Male
Pronouns: he/him
Appearance: William is around 5’2 with bright blue hair. He has some fat and has lighter skin. He has white eyes and nonvisible pupils. He cuts on his hands from constantly falling on the ground.
Other info: William has a really bad memory and likes hanging around Roxie. He is a tightrope walker at the circus.

Roxie, William, and future oc's will be part of my circus series!

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Name: Alex
Age: 30 (is over 1000)
Birthdate: March 20, 1302
Gender: Male
Pronouns: he/it
Appearance: Alex is around 6’1 with dark black hair. He is skinny and has almost white skin. He has dark blue eyes and bruises that cover his body.
Other info: Alex is the father figure to the kids. He is the circus owner and ringmaster.

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series will be on wattpad not on padlet!

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For the first time, I wake up, reborn. My body, lying on the ground next to me. It seems so peaceful even with bloodstains on it. Its eyes shut as if it were dreaming. I can’t help but admire my now dead body. I was so beautiful. How I wish I understood that back then.

I look down at my new body, wishing I still had legs but, I shouldn’t complain that much. Floating around is quite different than walking but easy nonetheless.

Looking around these woods gives me flashbacks of when I was alive, from running around finding sticks to sitting on the cold hard ground crying. The woods were the only place I found comfort when emotions got the better of me. Being hated by almost everyone in town made things hard for me. I wanted a normal life but when you get accused of murdering your mother, life can be difficult.

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Okay, so I have been listening to The Ballad of Sara Berry for hours on repeat for several days now. It's a really good song. I have a weird music taste I know 😭

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bruh what even is this? i'm concerned for past me like ms. girl what were you thinking? 😭