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First thing, it's title.

I always love it when you say, "Good morning, Nel" or kung ano mang parte ng araw 'yon, gabi man o ano.

Hindi ako pala-greet na tao. Diretso na agad concern ganyan Hahaha. But, when I learned that it makes someone feel respected when talking, na-incorporate ko na rin siya. Oo nga, mas may respect.

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Back in the days, (Wow, si OA) You sent link ata of google drive na may mga lamang pictures. Or, it's either that or you just sent the original pictures.

You like taking pics of animals or mostly nature and sunlight?

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There was this moment na hindi ko alam kung nasa Batangas ako or hindi na tayo madalas nakakapagusap. I saw this comment Jhaymee have that she mentioned na dami na ngang ube ngayon.

You also kwento before na you had a workmate who gave you ube jam and since, wala ka ref sa BGC home mo, nasira and you were so sad.

I don't know much about you especially with things you like/dislike. But, this is an information I treasure about you.

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You love talking about kids. Kahit sa chat pa 'yan, ramdam ko ang excitement mo.

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You don't need to reciprocate, really.

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"you are the most handsome man that there is. you speak kind words in a beautiful way. And, so God will continue to bless you forever."

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My prayer for today Lord is for Vincent not to feel bad that He can't go to church today. His presence are counted kahit wala siya sa church. Prayers helps! Or, hmm, just for him to rest, really. Magiging okay kami dito.

You are a child of God, love.

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The story of kids being entertained of your color-blindness.

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The story of kids being entertained of your color-blindness.

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I am still being amazed how much people don't know this about you. This is something I can really see special in you. Not only because it is rare but how you handle it and life in general.

I just love knowing things about you, that's it.

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I am always entertained by your stories. Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba magkaparehas lang tayo o gusto lang kita. Hahaha. Pero, reals, I love your mind and your stories.

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waiting for you is not all rainbows & joy

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waiting for you is not all rainbows & joy

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It's lonely here. Sometimes. But, I will still choose it anyway.

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if only i can remove the hurts and only beautiful memories will remain. do you think it's better?

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Attachment to people. Security from affirmations (words or people) No, I know you would help me to outgrow this if you would have the time. I know as well that even without you, I can do these things, 'coz I just know, you believe in me.

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January 2025 is beautiful because you were with me.

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Oo, bakit, ike-claim ko talaga na ikaw na ang 'love' ko. Narealize ko, tama ka lang din naman, masakit mang tanggapin pero oo nga, baka nga friendly ka lang din talaga.

Pero alam mo, isa rin talaga sa mga factors kaya super akong na-inlove sa'yo is ikaw na mismo 'yung prayer ko in human form 😂😂 I love you, Cent. Hindi mo pa man naiintindihan ngayon pero sana soon. Love you, pogi typings (na medj nakakatakot rin minsan, feel ko nasa office ako) 😠😠

i just love you. I love you. And, I wanna spend my whole life with you. Yes & Amen!

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I love you.

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Hi, my Psalm 45:2 man, akin ka nga ba talaga? The Lord keeps affirming pero the world keeps on confusing me. Nakakapagod dito. Mahalin mo na kase ako. Hehez

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I love you more than I love you yesterday.

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Kausapin muna natin si Lord. Hahaha.

Hmm, just being vulnerable here how I talk to God.

"Lord, masaya dito. Sana nako-communicate ko ng maayos 'yun sa'yo. Mahirap po, pero masaya. Kung paipiliin ako sa yes and no. 'And' po ang pipiliin ko. Bakit? Kasi masaya rin pala sa 'in-betweens'. Masaya rin pala sa 'preparation'. Masaya po pala, Lord sa proseso. Keep on preparing me. My love is waiting for me."

AMEN. PANIS! MAGIGING AKIN KA RING HATDUG KA 😂😂😂

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Do I really want to spend my life with you?

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Would you like to spend your life with me?

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Would you like to spend your life with me?

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intrusive thoughts: (luh siya nabaliw na...)

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you were the first person i felt so sure,
yes, i am being swayed by the world to be confuse, to be WILDLY unsure, to step back & not to even risk it,
but, for some reason, with God, the firmness is unwavering.

it's scary.

yet, affirming.

i know Who i am clinging yet, i dont know what I am doing.

and, i knew exactly why i had to...

believe.

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ang bigas.

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magiging akin ka rin. eme. i am waiting on God. alam kong may plano Siya.

021225, 11:36 PM

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curious akong tao pero bat 'pag sa'yo, curiosity pro max ata?? T_T

"I just love knowing things about you, that's it."

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natatakot lang ako.

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i want to hit you up and ask,

"how are you?"

"ok ka na??"

"kumusta?"

pero natatakot ako.

natatakot ako sa mga magiging responses mo,

totoo bang na-let go na kita?

totoo bang i am improving on those expectations i unconsiously had with you?

bakit ganon?

bat sa sarili ko pala ako takot? 🥺

i miss you.

but idk how to handle myself.

022125, 11:25 PM

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no words.

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:(( huhu.

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Sorry for everything. Sorry kung pinili kong i-revolve 'yung mundo ko sa'yo or mag-depend ng buo sa'yo kaya tayo nagkagulo.

If only I was healed when I met you, maybe, we will starting things off differently.

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I chose convenience through you. For that, sorry, if I saw that potential in you. For that, sorry when you saw me, I was too desperate to survive this life.

I hope we can still reconcile. Not man sa kagaya ng dati pero kahit man lang start things new. I am trying my best to go to the narrow path, the inconvenient way but Jesus' yoke.

031425

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I miss that brain now! Hahaha.

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"you are the most handsome man that there is. you speak kind words in a beautiful way. And, so God will continue to bless you forever."

and this, i pray, that you would remain being this kind of guy. the guy who i loved and that guy i will continue loving.

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Nakakabaliw bang isipin na you're always on my mind? Minsan kapag tinitingnan ko 'yung mga notes ko. Ikaw na naman? Haha.

You are a husband material. Ephesians 5 ika nga nila. You are very friendly to all! An intentional man that has a very pure heart. 'Yan nga una kong nagustuhan sa'yo, e. Na hindi ka lang mabait sa selected. Mabait ka sa lahat.

Hindi man ako kasama sa 'selected few' mo. Sana alam mong I can do much for you.

Pero masakit na this season, understanding ko lang hinihingi mo, pero ginawa ko na ang lahat, wala pa rin akong kapasidad gawin 'yun hanggang dulo.

Kahit na ganoon, hindi ko alam, bakit ang dali-dali pa rin sabihin saking,

mahal kita?

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iniwan mo na lang kasi ako.

May 8, 2025