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I was nervous about walking into this school because my sister told me the seniors hated the freshmen. This was a hard time for me and even the days were longer before I found my place. Now that I'm adjusted to it the days go by slower and they're I was nervous about walking into this school because my sister had told me that the seniors hated the freshmen. This was a difficult time for me, and the days felt long before I found my place. Now that I've adjusted, the days go by faster and are easier. I've also realized that seniors don't hate freshmen, as I have made a lot of senior friends. The first day of school I didn't fit in with the crowd because I felt like I was awkward. Then someone walked up to me and asked me to be my friend, I told them yeah but I never ended up talking to them until a whole friend group was formed. I got closer to a few of them but I also had to let a few of them go because of a lot of drama. Happened but after all the first semester was stressful because of the end-of-the-year testing I feel like I did good.

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This was the month I met my girlfriend we started talking at first because I had thought she would use me as an asset to make someone jealous. It turned out to be deeper than that. I realized this past month that I have been together I've been more adamant about doing my work quickly but correctly to get out of class to see her. It may be not good but that's just what love can do to someone. She's helped me improve within myself and likes when I need to take the time to myself and get better. During November she and I got closer over the break because we both met one another parents and they supported us too. Then in December, I got her a Christmas gift as well and she got me a gift. Once we got back from break we exchanged it because we were in different states over the break. But during the month that I've been with her a lot of people have tried to come between us a few times people have told her that I'm using her which wasn't true. That also led to the first day of school as to why I cut those people off. At the end of the day, me and my girlfriend are still together and I hope that it lasts longer than both me and her hope it would.

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This is the month of my birthday and even though my birthday is on November 6th I celebrate the whole month. Here's a rundown of what I did for the whole month I celebrated. This was on November 1st, My mom woke me up to go get my birthday shoes we went to the Ontario Mills Mall. I went straight into the FootLocker to get a fresh pair of airforces. I think Airforces is a good choice for any outfit because they come in one solid color such as Red, Black, and White. I went for the white ones with a few gold accents on them. Since I had extras on mine Airforces are usually $100 but these were $121. Then we went to M S Fashion and I got a pair of Jean shorts and a Graphic Tee but my mom didn't want me to wear them on my birthday. Then my Birthday came I got ready for school wearing my regular clothes and my regular shoes I got out of the car and my friends greeted me with a Happy Birthday and a birthday basket. I left home early but as soon as I got home the house was decorated and had balloons all over the place. I opened my gifts I was so happy because I got the new Lamelo Ball shoes and I got 500 dollars from my older brother.

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The Month I Went To Independent Studies - December

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The Month I Went To Independent Studies - December

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This was the month my mom finally got tired of me skipping class and decided to put me into Homeschooling for two weeks. It was the week after Thanksgiving break when she went up to the school and asked for my attendance. I walked down the hill and got into the car and she handed me the paper telling me to sign it at first I was confused and then I signed it. She had let me wake up early morning and get dressed then she sent me to the office and they told me I was in homeschooling, and that I needed to go back home because I couldn't be let onto campus. I was so upset, Then I grew to like homeschooling because I barely got any work, my grades were staying up, I could get extra sleep in, I could take breaks whenever I wanted, and I could also eat whenever I wanted. My mom didn't like this so she thought that maybe going up to the school and asking them for all my work that's supposed to be done but then she couldn't get it because Mrs. Dunda doesn't do her part when a student goes into independent studies. My mom then eventually gave up because she saw that I was enjoying homeschooling more than her and decided to send me back to school with my friends. Even though I still may be late to some of my classes I still am in school and I'm grateful for that because little did she know I hated being at home. I had 0 social construct and everyone knows that I like to talk and have conversations with people and when I'm quiet everyone thinks something is wrong with me. The day I came back from homeschooling was the day that changed my perspective of people, I was supposed to get into a fight the day I came back but nothing happened so that made me mad because I expected to get into a fight. I had come to school prepared and then I got told to just squash the beef which I didn't want to do because the person I was supposed to fight told me that they were going to slap me as a joke and I didn't find it funny.

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This was the last 30 minutes before the year of 2025 and I wanted to make these special. I texted everybody I knew how much I loved them and how much they've been a big part of my life even though they didn't feel like it. I texted my Aunt that she helped me get through a lot this year and that I would repay her. Just for letting me spill out everything that has overwhelmed me throughout 2024 and everything that's made me upset to the point where I wanted to just give up on everything. I also thanked my mom for just being there for me and helping me understand a better way of life than just being a smart kid. Just to get my grades high but make dumb decisions. I thanked my dad for helping my mom understand me through my breakdowns and my heartbreaks. After I did that I told my girlfriend how much she meant to me and sent her a paragraph. I told my closest 2 friends Chris and Zion how much I missed being in a school with them. And missed all the times we had laughing together and how I missed sharing my birthday with Chris.