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Hey bebi, still remember? The very first video you sent me when we started talking, I totally fell in love with you right then and there. i’m so glad we found each other.

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this is the song i dedicated to you. Every lyric rico blanco has put into this song feels like it was written just for us. You are my universe, my safe place, my everything. everything just made sense. You make the world feel lighter unlike before. No matter where life takes us, you’ll always be the center of my universe.

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our first ever video call HAHAHSHS I loved every second of our call non. And can we talk about how cute you are? The way you looked at me ugh, my heart melted. Your eyes are so pretty, I could honestly get lost in them.

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OUR FIRSTT DATEEE! finally i got to see you na in person :3 I was completely stunned. You’re even more handsome than I imagined, and I couldn’t stop staring at you that time. your smile had my heart racing. I still can’t believe I get to call you mine.

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our second time meeting was one of the most special moments of my life. I got to know you even more, and saw how amazing you are. it all made me fall for you even deeper. You’re not just handsome, you also have the most beautiful heart.

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one of my favorite memories with you. Swimming together, laughing, and just enjoying each other’s company. But my favorite part was when we sat outside, just talking and staring at the moon. felt so peaceful and special, like it was just us and the world faded away. I’ll always treasure that night.

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It was my first time ever receiving real flowers, and it meant so much to me. It wasn’t just about the flowers, it was about the thought, the love, and the way you always make me feel so special. Ill never forget that moment..

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our first new year together!! So happi that we got to start this year together baby. Its only been a few weeks, but i already know i don’t ever want to lose you.. can’t wait for all the memories we’ll make this year!

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I lost you, but this time its forever. You told me that you dont want to do anything with me na. Honestly it broke me so much pero i was happy at the same time that you really made up your mind. Gusto ko man pigilan ka pero it would be wrong . Maybe moon is looking down on us and feeling sad pero im sure maiintindihan nya rin. Im glad na ikaw naging daddy nya. You were such a good partner to me justin, i dont even think I’ll forget about you. I’m so sorry justin if only i can turn back time and fix everything so i wont have to lose you. Let me love you even if im away from you.

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Reading the words I wrote here 8 months ago breaks me, I see how much hope and love i saw in us. Before I thought love would protect us from everything, pero sa totoo, tinuruan ako na it’s not always like the movies. Nilaban natin, we cried, sinaktan natin ang isa’t isa na hindi naman natin ginusto. I always wonder if I was strong enough for you, or if I only made things harder. Pero, kahit gaano kasakit, I can’t deny how much you mean to me. Every part of me aches, but yung part na yon pinipili ka everyday. I feel weak here, staring out at the moon from my hospital bed, but at the same time I feel strong kase I’m holding on to you, for us. Maybe we’re both scarred, maybe we’re both tired, but I pray that one day we’ll look back at this and see it was all worth it.

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It’s been a couple of weeks, i’d say i moved on a little bit— but the love i have for you still lingers. It was our 10th monthsary yesterday, promise— i wont call. I can see that you’ve moved on na— and im happy for you, justin. Right now im just waiting for you to reach out to me for my things..

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I dont even know what to say or why i opened this website. I just felt so lonely and sad and fucked. Ion know brah hahaha.. i wish things were different. I miss you but i cant, but i rlly do, ykw wtv hahaha anyways happy valentines to u or to whom you’re celebrating with. :) but damn yea, its been 5 months na right? Bruh wtv

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Miss na miss na kita, nakakainis wala akong magawa :)

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i always thought we could take pics like this yearly

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i always thought we could take pics like this yearly

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its almost your birthday my koala :)) ill pray for you everytime.

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imy

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i'll always look out for you