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Tippy, Tippy, Tippy!!! (Chanting your name three times as well hence you understand how massive my adoration toward you actually is). Thank you so, so, so much for those kind words... You really know how to captivate me with your charm again and again, don't you? Despite this profound lethargy that has been devouring me into pieces, I've always remained resistant, kept moving forward, and kept my smile on my face because I comprehend that everything will pass alright as long as I tangle my fingers with yours. I'm beyond content—no, I feel exactly euphoric to remember that my heart belongs to yours. No matter how callous the world treats me, I hope I will always be able to love you wholeheartedly. Tippy-Tappy, thank you for loving me this much...

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Soooo, selamat malam, Ien bff. Bismillah. Menulis ini agak membikin isin and its so weird soalnya biasanya i dont really care dan langsung ngomong aja, but for some reason now I’m lowkey worried I might come off as sok tau or even a bit of a freak BUT hey, I’m doing it anyway, because I want you to know how I see you. I mean, technically I HAVE DONE IT before since the very beginning LAWL, but I want to do it again, biar ada before-after moment gitu, anjay. Okay, menurutku, Ien, first of all, i think you are very charming. Seperti yang pernah kubilang, meskipun dari luar kamu pun banyak bicaranya, somehow i still feel there's a lot more inside of you that are screaming to be figured out. And it almost feels like you’re dropping bait and I’m the fish that gets pulled right in, mengapa? GW KEPO. So back to the first point, you really have to know that every time you talk about something you genuinely love, it’s very charming in my eyes. I love seeing that and it makes me want to see more and more of it makanya i also begin to make a list of your recommendations so that i could understand you better and maybe have a nice talk with you about that. They say, you are what you like, and I want to believe that theory, so thank you for opening that door for me, letting me understand you through your interests. And I’m really glad we have similar taste too, THANK GOD. Jujur yah rasanya tuh antara aku jadi ikut intrigued kayak, “hmm, Ien cocok jadi sales” kind of way or i guess i just found you really adorable. Or maybe also because I kind of see myself in you so it's easier for me to feel connected. WAHAHA mampus dah semoga penyakit self insert yang sy derita ini segera sembuh. Kayak apa ya, aku ada kepo besarnya juga dan ada sedikit rasa takutnya saat mau mengorek-ngorek km karena takut pas kebuka eh lha kok ISINYA GW....HNG i feel exposed LMAO semoga kamu paham maksudku. But I don't mean it in a bad way OKAY. I'm still very glad (dan kaget dan malu) that you're the one they sent for me so please tell your managers i say thanks. Buat Ien juga of course, terima kasih! You’re a cool, interesting, thoughtful, empathetic and smart person, and I also see you as someone very understanding and genuinely caring, it almost feels like it’s your first instinct to put others first. Kurasa it would feel so natural for people to seek comfort in you, because you give off this calm, nurturing vibe, you know? It’s like you always seem to know exactly what people need to hear, because you always try to put yourself in their shoes. And you're like so kind, painfully kind. But hey, I just hope you remember that it’s okay to let yourself be vulnerable sometimes, if and when you feel like it. And I really hope you’re surrounded by people who make you feel safe and comfortable enough to be open with, i hope i can be one of them though. OOT dikit is it a weird thing to say if i lowkey want to see you angry? I wanna know what makes you angry. Hng. Apalagi ya… I have this weird hobby of assigning people to objects, and I am not sorry for making you my next victim. If you were a dessert, I think you’d be kue lapis. I like to have my kue lapis slowly, carefully, layer by layer, and somehow, that’s how I imagine getting to know you too. It feels like Ien is someone you'll understand best little by little. Also, because you’re sweet and soft, and I like how kue lapis is always colorful, just like how interesting you are to me. And speaking of colors, you also strike me as a green–mint–turquoise kind of person. Okelah anjir kayaknya aku udah ngomong kebanyakan yak, agak malu. Jujur aku sebenarnya bingung mau ngomong apa so that was just me dropping everything at once. Semoga bermanfaat i guess. Semoga tidak overwhelmed membaca ini semua. Hng. Sehat-sehat (mentally too especially ^__^). Youre very hardworking and always seem to have a lot on your plate, but at the same time I’m relieved to see that you still know how to have fun. Seru banget anjay main DnD, aku pun pengen.

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ETIENNE SAYAAAANG … Please forgive me for arriving a little late to these lines of yours! Aku habis beres-beres seisi kamar yang nggak ada habisnya itu. It is more than sad to see you drift off even though we still have many things behind to talk about. 😢 Terima kasih, ya, for everything that you’ve done for me. For those sweet words of yours that never failed to make my shoulder tremble due to how loud i giggled reading those sentences. Makasih yaa for every kindness, every wish, and for everything you gave me. I may not have grand words to return, but i have prayers! Prayers that you’re always protected on your way home. Prayers that you are always surrounded by the same warmth and light that you give others. Prayers that everything you strive for unfolds kindly before you. Semangat terus revisian dan bimbingannyaaa.

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Weenie, it still feels unreal that it has already been 3 days with you. Waktunya terasa cepat banget, tapi setiap momen nya kerasa meaningful. Jujur sedih banget sih sebenernya pisah dari kamu... I really want you to know that throughout these days, you've been such a wonderful presence for me. Kamu bukan cuma hadir sebagai temen ngobrol, tapi juga jadi someone who truly made my days more colorful in a very natural way. Kamu the best boyfriend I could ask for in this time. Cara kamu kasih perhatian, cara kamu dengerin, cara kamu respon semuanya terasa tulus dan LUCU BANGET, I still have a cute aggression towards you. It never felt forced, and that's something I really appreciate about you. I also really liked how comfortable you made the space between us feel. Sama kamu rasanya gampang jadi diri sendiri tanpa harus mikir berlebihan, dan itu hal yang jarang banget bisa didapat. Kamu juga konsisten hangat dari awal sampai akhir, and that consistency means a lot. Buat aku pribadi, itu bikin pengalaman bareng kamu memorable, bukan sekadar lewat begitu saja. Terima kasih juga karena sudah selalu perhatian sama kondisi aku, selalu ngingetin untuk jaga kesehatan dan istirahat. That small care actually means more than you probably realize. Kamu doing really well exactly the way you are. And lastly, I just want to say thank you for these past 3 days. Kamu beneran bikin hari-hari aku terasa lebih berwarna dan nyaman dari yang aku bayangkan sebelumnya. I'm really grateful I got the chance to spend this time with you. ❤️

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Kakak! Good morning! ⛅ (It’s already morning to me because I just woke up.) I’m deeply sorry for my tardiness... yesterday had been really hectic (and chaotic) hence why I barely got the time to open my phone. I hope you don’t mind. :(

Thank you for accompanying me in the past three days, Kakak! 🍊 It was very lovely to have you around, even in a short period of time. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to be around more often while we were together... but if there’s still a chance in the future, I would like to meet you again, as there are still a lot of things that I would like to know and to explore with you! :-)

You were very lovely as both a person and lover, and I hope you never forget that. ☁️ I love how attentive you were, it made me feel so loved and cherished... thank you for that, Kakak! < 3 I also love the way you respond to all of our conversations with a lot of enthusiasm! To me, you’re veeery golden retriever coded: one that will get excited and all jumpy when he’s getting patted! (Imuuuuuuuuuut.)

Thank you for remaining lovely and thoughtful, Kakak. I hope life always treats you kindly, in a way it will remind you of how deserving of love you are. I hope all of your plans go well. I hope your bed feels warm. I hope your meal always tastes amazing. (Translate: I love yew!)

Please take care of yourself, Kakak! See you again if we have the chance! (I’ll make sure to already watch Monster by the time we meet again, if you let me.) 🐠

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kita mulai dari nol yah,,, BERCANDA WKWKWKWKWK yiyin jgn ngambek, km jelek kalau ngambek. ok let's be for real. jujur aku selama ini bentar lupa beraoa hari,, pokoknya selama sama yiyin, ngobrol, TARIK URAT ALIAS EMOSI, sayang-sayangan walau masih nyebelin jg, memamerkan cowokku suamiku ke yiyin, dan peluk cium yiyin itu aku seneng banget. gktau sih yiyin tuh imo such a convo builder banget. banyaaaaak banget topik yang tbtb kepikiran buat dibahas aku jadi seneng kek jadinya ada yang memang bisa ngimbangin energiku. udah gitu jailnya sangat amat jail kesel sih tp jujur lucu (males). bingung aku juga tp aku kek bisa jadi diri sendiri kalau sm yiyin. udah gitu kamu kek nyambung aja ngobrol hal apapun. kek nggak ada awkward nya jujur that's sooo amazing of you. kamu tuh kek bisa banget nyairin percakapan makanya nggak pernah aku ngerasa dry samsek. justru aku sangat amat menyesal dan nggak enak karena aku banyak ninggalin kamunya... akunya susah buat luangin waktu padahal kamunya excited banget...... jujur aku nggak enak makanya :( kek ih........ maaf ya yiyin... semoga next time aku pastiin lowong dulu yaaa biar qtime nya lebih banyak dan lebih pamerin cowok-cowokku :3 BERCANDA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TP JUJUR I REALLY ENJOYED OUR TIME TOGETHERRR. boleh gk yiyin aku gatekeep nanti;; lagian suruh siapa lucu huftttt. makasih banyak yiyin kicau mania keren (tuh gw akhirnya mengakuin keren). makasih yah,,, jgn lupa istirahat dan makan banyakkk. nanti kita beli eskrim juga yaaah kalau aku ada kesempatan di lain waktuu. huftt jujur aku seneng bgt bisa layarin hyunsung my kapal imutku ini sama yiyin. asli km tuh hanjis bgt sih. dangdutnya sama,, isengnya sama banget pula.... makasih sekali yah yiyin. tolong selalu bahagiaaa dan aku akan selalu doakan kebahagiaan terus mengelilingi kamuu, amin. dan semangat terus yahhh aku juga doain km selalu suksess ke depannyaa. sehat-sehat yiyin karena kamu orang baik. biasanya kan banyak yang kek "sehat-sehat org baik" nah karena kamu baik, jadi sehat-sehat yaaah. timaaciii sekali lagii yiyin imut nan hebatttt. me love you ❤️ (sorry alay)

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i read everything… slowly. more than once, actually. first of all, thank you—for this, for the thought, for the way you turned something as simple as ‘what flowers would you plant’ into something this alive. you said editing isn’t your expertise, but honestly? It feels intentional, gentle… very you. and I see myself there, in the way you chose those words, those blooms. aku juga ngerasa setiap momen yang kita share tuh nggak sekadar lewat aja. there’s something quiet but meaningful in it, like the kind of calm you don’t realize you needed until it’s there. and about what you said… tentang ‘the wind has led you elsewhere’—I won’t hold onto it in a way that makes it heavy for you. but I’ll remember. not just this piece, but the way you were with me in those moments.

thankyou sooo much, Tien sayangku. I always feel so comfortable with you, and I really do hope it stays that way. thankyou for allowing me to spend these past 3 days with you, for the way you kept showing me so much love, for reminding me that I do deserve something good. I hope I was able to make you feel even a fraction of what you made me feel—safe, happy, and seen. and I hope you know that you mean a lot to me. this… everything we had, it’s extremely memorable and meaningful to me. so if this is your keepsake for me, then let me leave you with this too— here’s to more beautiful moments, less weird random dreams, and still so much love we can share, in whatever way life lets us. thankyouuu, tienn… truly. thankyou so muchhh 🤍🤍

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Sudah waktunya yaa.. hehe.. time really flies, ya sayangkuu:( Pertama-tama aku mau ngucapin banyak terima kasih atas ± 2 hari ini, for staying with me even when I was super busy 😭 thank you for all the good moments, it was truly TOP and beyond my expectations! kamu orangnya soft banget, the way you talk is so comforting. Kalimat-kalimat yang kamu buat juga indah banget, i honestly love it so much (SUMPAH BIKIN aku SALTING PARAH tau 😭). You’re such a yearning type of partner, and i swear i’m weak for that.. Helpful banget juga, aku seneng bisa cerita banyak hal ke kamu ❤️ ALSO for the listening session, i love it. Pemilihan lagunya itu loh, CANTIK BGT SUKAAAK. Bener bener dibawa era bunga bunga lagi sama kamuu 💐 boleh bisikin playlist kamu nggak sih? ahihi. Kamu juga ekspresif banget plsss, and i really enjoy EVERY MOMENT with you! lowkey wish we had more time together… aku belum sempet tunjukin vid fyp tiktok ku yg KOCAK dan ANEH itu.. Maaf ya kalau aku sering ninggalin kamu karena kesibukan, and if any of my words ever came out wrong or hurt you, i’m really sorry.

Thank you so much sayangku etienne, i’m really happy I got to meet you. Sukses selalu yaa, semoga hal baik selalu datang ke kamu. See you when i see you yaa, mochi mbulku 🤤

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Just by sending this it’s more than enough! Regardless of your expertise in the domain, Tienamo. I’m truly grateful to receive these words—written with such extraordinary sincerity. I embrace them wholeheartedly, and truly, no period of time can compare to how we’ve spent these past three days together! I let you shine in my heart during a brief yet seemingly endless time for me, days brimming with more love and support than I ever imagined. You are the wind of good luck itself ~ you blew your breeze into my heart and pampered it effortlessly, no pretentious behavior needed; every word and action of yours came out so spontaneously, merely as couples usually do when sharing stories and responding to one another. I cherished the gentle breezes you brought; after wandering together, you managed to hold me amidst the dust at the station, where we had met. I’ve preserved your special gift in a haven I trust, Sayang. Pardon me I can’t give you another piece to preserve :___) 💧 But I believe in you; we may be bound together again someday, until I see you.

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On the day when everything felt heavy, when the skies were dull, when people were rushing through their own life—you started to reach me out. Your very first words was driving me crazy... How could I refuse your outstretched hand when people were scrambling to have you? Absolutely, you have your own way to make people feel comfortable around you—including me.

From the first time, I felt something different about you. Your beautiful words made me flustered. You always appreciated the little things I did. Whatever you wanted to do and wherever you wanted to go, you always let me know, so I didn’t have to wait for you desperately.

The butterflies in my stomach were fluttering, looking for way out, but they never found it. They always inside my stomach every second when I’m with you. I lost. I’m so in love with you. You understand me like we’ve known each other for a long time. ;)

I would say, “I’m so happy to spent my time with you. Thank you so much for these days, and if I could, I would love to spend the rest of my life with you. You’re the best, and I love you (platonically).”

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My heart got aches and warmth at the same time lol idk how to explain this, this shall be our farewell again but that's ok it's handleable (i think😥). Timakaciii kakakkk for always doing well all the timeee i always want you to know how much lighter my world feels with you in it. How your presence has wrapped itself gently around my days. And how, in the softest, most genuine way, you’ve made me feel completely understood without needing to explain. I love the way you’re always there when I come back tired after long days, after life spins a little too fast. You’re there, in the way you ask how I am, in the way you show up without being asked, in the way you make it feel so easy to just... rest. With you, I feel like I’m the easiest person in the world to love. And that feeling? It’s warm. It’s safe. And I don’t take it for granted. I see the effort you give, in everything. Even in the smallest things I ask of you, you show up fully. Like it matters. Like I matter. And that makes me feel loved in ways words still struggle to hold. So thank you. Thank you for every tiny act of care, for every bit of energy you poured into making me feel seen, heard, remembered. And the way you share your world with me, your daily routines, the little updates, the things you love… it means more than you know. It makes me feel included, like I’m walking beside you through your everyday. Even when we’re not physically close, those little things make it feel like we’re still sharing a space only we understand. I’ve always adored the way you talk about your interests too, when you get carried away, when your eyes light up through your words. Gosh... you always doing so well kakk even now those things will always remind me of you;) You’ve unknowingly left traces of yourself in all the soft corners of my memory. I love you. So much. In ways that are gentle and overflowing all at once. And I’m so deeply thankful for having met you, for being known by you, for getting to love you the way I did, and still do. Wherever the universe leads us after this, please remember: you’ve been a light in my life. And I’ll carry that glow with me, quietly and forever.

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Hii, actually... I’m happy. Really, really happy. But also a little sad, karena waktu kita udah berlalu lagi. There’s this bittersweet feeling after every session ends, like I’m walking away with a warm heart but heavier steps. Because you did so well, like always. So well that words genuinely fall short. If I had to measure how amazing you are, I probably couldn’t. Even infinity doesn’t feel big enough. We’ve only had a few moments, yet every time we talk, it feels like we’ve known each other for much longer. And that spark? Still here. Still fluttering like the butterflies in my stomach every time your name pops up on my screen. I’m not exaggerating when I say that your presence brings peace to my chaotic days. It’s real. The calm, the joy, the sense of being seen, you give me all that. Talking with you always feels like preparing for a mix of chaos and magic. I never know if I’m gonna laugh until I can’t breathe, or smile because of something incredibly sweet you just said. Or both. It’s unpredictable in the best way. You make me feel appreciated—consistently, softly, and effortlessly. And I don’t take that for granted, ever. You spread happiness into my life without even trying. And I’m so, so thankful for that. Every little moment we’ve shared...I hold it close. I’ll keep looking forward to the next time, even if now, I just want to stay in this feeling a little longer. Thank you for existing the way you do. For being kind, funny, warm, and wonderfully you. Knowing that I was your solace, your place of return… it means everything to me. It’s more than I ever thought I could be for someone. And hearing that from you? It feels like being wrapped in soft light, even in the middle of the dark. Your presence, your words, the way you saw me, truly saw me—is something I’ll never forget, not even in the quietest moments when you’re not around.

You say our time has passed for now, and maybe it has. But our memory… it won’t go anywhere. You’ve carved your name in all the quiet corners of my mind, and in every version of the future I dream of, there's still a place where you're smiling, somewhere in the distance or close beside me. Because people like you don’t just fade. They echo. It hurts, you know....this parting. But there’s no bitterness here, only the ache of having something so special, so soul-deep, that even saying goodbye feels like a form of love. If fate allows, if time is kind, I hope we’ll find each other again;) maybe in silence, maybe in stories, or maybe in the soft unfolding of another chapter we didn’t expect. Thank you for loving me the way you did. Thank you for choosing me to be that space of comfort, even if just for a while. And thank you for every line you wrote, because I will carry them with me like prayer.

Goodbye for now, Kak. But not forever. Never forever. Please do take care of yourself untill our nnext 'hello' ok? I will always spread you a seat in my heart, always. 💌

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There’s not much left for me to say, really, being with you has always brought me a sense of peace. Even from the beginning, when I said I didn’t want a swoony kind of love, you just … were that calm presence without even trying. Not to mention kalau kamu berisiiiiik banget, but twas still calm, and you are sooo considerate. There were no intense sparks or possessive urges, but all I felt was just a comforting warmth that made me feel safe and loved, slowly and sincerely. Thank you, عمري كله, we really captured that yearning-for-comfort kind of trope so well, I love you. Kamu selaaaaalu bales aku thoroughly and it made me wonder if I’d sent too much … but you cherished it instead (if he wanted, he would, ceunaaaah).

Thank you for being all ears for me … I’ve genuinely enjoyed replying to your daily rambles, so pleeeek don’t stop oversharing or dropping all those random little details!! #TrustMe everyone would love to hear your thoughts!! And should I even start talking about how aligned we are? 🫣 It’d perhaps take forever, but I swear it feels like I’ve found a piece of your lost soul in me since we have so much in common. Makacimakacimakaci karena udah mau share banyak hal baru ke aku … and you know I’ll remember every single thing you’ve told me (they’ll totally become little reminders of you later LOL). Once again, I truly treasure the moments we’ve shared, and I’m grateful for everything that’s ever existed between us. I love you <3 ☘

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I'm so sad rn because we have separated from each other once again😢 but it's fine because even if we’re parting once again for now, it doesn’t feel like an end. It feels more like a soft intermission before the next beautiful part of our story begins. I’m just really grateful. Grateful that our paths ever crossed in the first place, and even more thankful that they crossed again. You’ve brought so much comfort, warmth, and clarity into my life—more than I ever expected. Being with you always feels like I’m home. And even now, though distance tries to stretch itself between us, the connection I feel with you? Still strong. Still here. Still so precious and i think our bond can't ever be broken (lol). Kakakk thank you for always be gentle to me and thank you for every sweet words u gave me, beneran aku selalu amaze sama kamu karna semua hal negatif yang aku bilang tentang diriku pasti selalu di buang jauh-jauh sama kamu hehe, i love you. Aku selalu suka the way you always comforting me in everything–literally everything you'd like "noo, it's okay to feel that way" "That's literally understandable, don't worry" and many more. When it comes to my busy schedule, kakak always there too for give me some energy, aku suka banget tiap kamu bilang "mau sambil aku temenin gak sayang?" "talk to me if you need something" "having a little company would make you feel a bit less lonely too" while he's literally minding his own busy times too (god i love this man). Please don’t apologize for not being able to give more time—what you’ve given me is already full of meaning, and I’ll carry it close until we meet again. And we will meet again. I truly believe that. Because someone like you doesn’t just pass through once. So until we’re side by side again, I’ll keep cheering you on from afar, carrying your warmth in my heart. Take care of yourself out there, ya? And always remember there’s someone here who loves you so dearly and is already looking forward to our next little ‘hello.’ :3♥

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thank you so much yaa! i couldn’t stop saying thank you ke kamu cause you really made my day. you treated me well than most people who were supposed to stay longer! :p you reminded me that kindness still exists in unexpected places. and for that alone, you’ll always have a soft little place in this chaotic heart of mineee.

selama 2 hari, aku kayak orang gila yang senyum mulu BUT in good waaay. kamu kayak melebihi ekspektasi aku tau gaakk #jujur #gakbohong #isweartogod. 😆🤍 kamu bisa imbangin obrolan kita dan gak bikin monoton–aku tau itu tugas kamu tapi you made it feels so natural, tanpa paksaan apapun. you!! did!! it!! well!! ini kayak tulisan di form aku jadi nyata, really. aku sampe bingung mau kritik apa.. soalnya JUJUR gak ada! kayak yang aku bilang di atas, kamu kalo di rate bisa ten out of ten! :3 SUMPAH KAMU GEMES BANGET??? kayak grrrgghg aku mau gigit km blh? blh! blh! blh! 😠

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Baby, honestly, it quietly aches my heart if we have to part ways now. It feels like it took an eternity of quiet moments and gentle effort to weave the tapestry of our sweet memories together, don’t you think? ;) Thank you, my dearest, for enveloping me with such abundant affection. Time seems to slip through my fingers whenever I’m with you—as if the universe pauses just for us, yet never long enough. Still, I cherish every fleeting second and every tender gesture you’ve given me.

I adore the way you effortlessly illuminate my world—how you make me laugh, blush, and feel seen in the most delicate ways. There’s something so profoundly radiant about your presence, so soul-soothing. You love in a language uniquely yours, and I’ve come to fall deeply for every syllable of it. Being with you feels like discovering a hidden gem—a rare, resplendent diamond glimmering quietly in a world too loud to notice. But I noticed—and I’ll never let go. You always reply to my messages so neatly and thoughtfully, just the way I like. You understand that I get drained easily, so you keep things concise and gentle—and that truly makes me feel seen and appreciated. It’s a bit of a shame that we had to meet on a day when I’m usually caught up with so many things, but even so, I deeply cherish every second we’ve spent together. I always feel safe and at ease when I’m around you. You bring out the real me, effortlessly—no masks, no pretenses, just warmth and honesty. Yes, that’s right. I wonder when we’ll get the chance to meet again? I’d be truly happy if you wanted to see me once more. Just the thought of spending more time with you already brings a smile to my face. We could create beautiful memories together—just the two of us—wrapped in warmth, filled with laughter, and overflowing with love. There’s something so comforting about being by your side, like time slows down and the world softens. I hope our next meeting won’t be too far away, because being with you feels like coming home to something I never knew I was missing.

You’re doing so well, and I’m so proud of you. I see how hard you’ve been working—how you keep showing up, even when you’re tired, even when things feel overwhelming. Thank you for everything you do, not just for yourself, but also for us. Your effort, your dedication, and your strength don’t go unnoticed. Please don’t forget to rest, hydrate, and breathe. You don’t have to be perfect—you just have to be you, and that’s already more than enough for me. I’m always cheering you on, no matter how far or near we are. You’ve got this and I always adore you, my sweet baby. ❤️

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Ok… I must admit something, kak. ever since you came into my life, there’s been this quiet, constant kind of joy that follows me around. your presence—it’s like warmth in cold weather. you make my days feel at least ten percent happier…honestly, probably way more than that. I didn’t expect to meet someone who checks all the little boxes in my heart. I mean, you met all my criteria, and even went beyond what I thought I could ever find in someone. aduh sedih🥲 thank you, truly. with you, I feel so safe. I feel seen for who I am, not just the good parts. I feel valued, appreciated, and like my voice matters. and that feeling… it’s so rare. you’re genuinely the best person I’ve ever met. no exaggeration. karena sebelumnya, aku gak pernah nemu orang yang segini cocoknya sama aku. the way we naturally understand each other, the way everything just clicks with you—it’s like our souls had a quiet conversation even before we met. It’s so beautiful and comforting. i love how, even when life gets overwhelming for you—you still find it in your heart to send me encouragement. you still make time to lift me up, even when I know you’re the one needing rest too. that means more than I can ever say in words. and the way you always remind me it’s okay to prioritize myself first? It’s such a game-changer for me. you don’t just say it—you live it, you teach it through your actions, through the way you love. honestly, I’ve always struggled with that...being kind to myself, putting myself first. but since you came into my life, it feels a little less scary. you’re slowly helping me re-learn how to care for myself, and that means everything. thank you for every text you’ve sent. every sweet reminder, every little appreciation, every “I’m here for you” moment. they may seem small, but to me? they’re treasures. no one’s ever made me feel this held before. this understood. and I keep repeating it, I know, but I really have never met someone like you before. you’re just…so rare, so precious. thank you for taking care of me this past week. It’s only been a few days, but it feels like you’ve already changed something deep inside me. my days feel lighter, my heart feels fuller, and life feels a bit more beautiful with you in it❤️ I love you so much. and I mean it with all that I am. please don’t forget to take care of yourself too, ya kak. you deserve the same gentleness you give so freely to others. thank you so much for the gift… I really like it, I’ll keep it forever, with all the memories and meanings that came with it. ♥️

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Sooo, my beloved, my icy blue haired snow prince, thanks for accompanied me for these two days ya! I really really really enjoy my time with you. You caught my attention at the first time I saw you ;] pas lihat kamu tuh, aku kayak "ah, I found my own Hasegawa Langa!" You suits him as well. I really love it. The way you treat me, the way you love me, the way you cherish me. You always excited to listen my story, meskipun aku tau pasti ada yang bikin bingung karena gak tau, but still, kamu tetep dengerin ceritaku tentang anime, game, manhwa dengan baik! Seolah-olah kamu tuh baca, nonton, dan main game yang sama kayak aku. Seolah kita punya interests yang sama selain di SK8. I found you cute and attractive at the same time. I adore you so much. Spending time with you is so worth doing. I felt loved by you, in every single way you did to me. As I said before, I feel comfortable around you, I really meant it. I'm not the person yang bisa langsung berisik karena sungkan setiap ngobrol sama orang, but you're different. I feel safe and warm around you. That's why aku se-berisik itu pas sama kamu, forgive me for being noisy all day ya:( Maaf juga kalo selama pacaran sama aku, kamunya ngerasa repot or smth like that ya:( But, I can tell that you're perfect for me. Bahkan kalo ada yang bilang Langa keluar dari anime dan wujud nyatanya itu kamu, aku juga bakalan percaya. It's not in character, but you potray him so well. I appreciate you a lot for this. Thanks again for spent your time with me ya! I'm happy to know you and met you like this. I didn't know being in a full lovey-dovey relationship would be that fun, you gave me a new experiences. Duh, ini kayaknya kata "thank you" isn't enough buat apresiasi kamu, if I could, aku mau kasih seluruh semesta ini buat apresiasi semua hal yang udah kamu kasih dan kamu lakuin buat aku. Nonton sama kamu juga seru! Selain karena animenya bagus, respon kamu juga bagus banget, I really like it and enjoy it. I hope you're surrounded by lots of happiness ya! Whenever and wherever you are. Please stay healthy, okay? Because we should meet again next time with different pair, hehe. Kalo disuruh rate, bahkan angka pun gak bisa gambarin seberapa senengnya aku sama kamu. Jadi, definitely ∞/10! Just like LangaReki relationship ;p Oh, panjang banget ini kayaknya, jadi itu aja, okay! Dadaah, see you again next time!

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"It's crush again, I didn't know that I can feel the love again." JIAAAAHHHHH mantep dah skill gemini gw. Tapi BENERAN I CAN FEEL THE LOVE AGAIN WITH YOU. Seharian ini asik banget capek cengar-cengir bahagia karena kamu SEOKE ITU would recommend you to my villains friend if they're need someone who can hype xdiz while fak pemerintah and lovey-dovey at the same time! Kamu tipe aku banget yuyur gak nyangka juga kalau kamu bakal seasik dan senyambung ini sama aku. Mantep banget pokoknya mah Jungsuku yang ini <3

TERIMAKASIH BANYAK YAAAAA sudah meluangkan waktunya untuk aku si yapper dan hater Gibran sejati <3 apalagiya aku gak jago nulis beginian intinya sehari isn't enough kalau pacaran sama kamu mah buset sekali lagi lu mantep banget bang gak ada duanya!!!

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;(i'll miss you so much, love; (my days have been better with your presence and everything is easier with you by my side.. but, great things has come to an end-including us. you're the sweetest person i've ever met and i love every second we've spent together as lovers. i like how your sweet words becomes my motivation throughout the day and i love how you never make me feel drained.. <3. you always know how to calm me down, make me feel safe in your grasp and i love that feeling more than anything in this world. i just love how mature you are.. but you're not the stiff ones and our topics never came to an end. the moment you first popped into my roomchat, i felt so happy that i laughed by myself and my seat-mate had to make sure i was okay. you're all i can think of these last few days and i'm not complaining at all! i like the way you treat me like i'm such a fragile princess, i just love it so much :3. i will always remember all the things we've talked about and i hope someday we'll meet mr. and mrs. puff, ya.. (i'll always think of you when i see a black catto!) ^~^. i'm sorry if i said or did some things that might've made you uncomfortable these few days.. i deeply apologize for that yaaa! i, personally, don't have any feedbacks for you because with just being yourself, i like you so much! if i have to rate your services, i'd say it's an infinity out of ten.. i'm not exaggerating, really! >_<. you deserve that score! you deserve all the good things in this world because you, yourself, are a good person! please take care of yourself, don't get sick and don't sleep too late.. hydrate yourself every hour and don't work too hard, love.. :(. hope you'll always be happy! i really wish we had more time but i'm sorry, i have a lot of things to handle first t_t. but, i'll come back to you asap, okok! don't forget me, my faure <3 you're the best thing that has ever happened in my 2025!. i'll miss you, my (handsome) bodyguard, hehe.. live your life to the fullest ya! i you, mr. s!

xoxo, mrs. s :3

jujur yah! you're the best boyfriend rent i've ever known in my whole life usually, he or she just makes me feel drained and even more stressed.. but the way you don't like highly maintained relationships, makes me feel like 'YAY! I FOUND MY PEOPLE' even sebelum sama kamu, i sent another menfess searching for a boyfriend rent and i got one but he's not as good as you :(. i'm soooo glad i sent that one 'choi mujin' menfess and i'm so glad you're the one who commented there.. eh tapi kayaknya tuh aku pernah send menfess dan ada kamu deh.. tapi tidak aku rent karena (beep) :p. boong! karena emang beyum tertarik ajah.. TAPI SEKARANG UDAH SUPER DUPER MEGA TERTARIK DAN MAU SAMA KAMU LAGI :3 jadiiii, please wait for me yaaaah ~. I LOVE YOOOOOU MY ONE AND ONLY CHOI MUJIN

akusygbgtsmkm :3

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Hi there, the most warm-hearted person. I hope you don't mind me writing this in English. Somehow, writing in Indonesian feels a bit... cringey for me, so I figured this might flow more naturally, hehe.

You know, time truly flies, doesn't it? It's crazy how a single day feels so short when we're doing something we enjoy. Sometimes, it feels like we barely have enough hours to savor the moments that matter most. Spending time with you has been such an incredible joy for me. I genuinely love our conversations, the way we dive into topics we're passionate about and share little pieces of ourselves. I felt an immense joy just talking with you, laughing with you, and exchanging stories. You have this amazing ability to make every interaction lighthearted yet meaningful. I think what makes me so happy around you is just how effortlessly charming you are. You're funny without trying, cheerful, and adorably endearing. Honestly, you have this knack for lifting my spirits and brightening my days, even when you don't realize it. So far, I can confidently say my heart feels so full. Every moment spent with you has left me with a sense of gratitude and contentment that’s hard to put into words.

Thank you for sharing this year's Lantern Rite with me. It might just be another event in a game, but for me, it meant so much more. It turned my Genshin journey into something truly special. Because of you, my Lantern Rite 2025 didn't feel lonely (LMAO) or insignificant, it felt warm, memorable, and cherished. Oh, and speaking of letters, I absolutely loved the love letter you wrote for me. Honestly, I didn't expect it to be so sweet, so beautifully written, and so full of genuine emotion. It touched my heart in ways I can't even fully describe. You truly have a way with words, and I feel lucky to have experienced something so special from you. I also really appreciate how much effort you put into making me feel cared for, whether it's through responding to my stories thoughtfully or replying to my messages quickly so I'm not left waiting. Your attentiveness means the world to me.

I sincerely apologize if my words or actions have ever caused you any discomfort, confusion, or sadness. Sometimes, I may not realize the impact of my actions in the moment, and for that, I am truly sorry. The last thing I would want is to make you feel anything less than happy and appreciated. Please forgive me if I ever fell short in making you feel valued, because you truly are.

Please take care of yourself. Don't skip meals, stay healthy, and make sure you're always in good spirits. Wishing you all the best in everything you do, and I sincerely hope we get the chance to meet again someday. <3

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1juta/1 alias WOI INI SESUAI EKSPETASI BANGETTT

kayak woahhhhh kapan lagi dapet jackpot yang side muse Kazuha yang SEKAZUHA ituuuuuu

kamu bener bener treat aku kayak kamu itu Kazuha! menurut aku, masuk bangettt sama karakter itu sendiri yang dimana emang aku bucin poll sama Kazuha selalu ada kalo pas aku melek WKWKWKWK terus gemesin (menurut aku) abissss rasanya mau aku gigit manis banget massss ketikanmu itu, lama lama aku kena diabetes WKWKWK. bagus poll lah ini! jaga kesehatan karena lagi musim ga nentu wkwkwk kalo perlu minum vitamin biar tetap fit! semoga segala urusan mu dimudahkan juga dan maaf kalo aku agak kurang ekspresif di beberapa saat sukses terus pokoknyaM

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Times flies ya, it's finally the end of our wonderful moment together But, just so you know, it's been the happiest 2 days I ever had!!! Thank you for those thousands of caring and pampering, not to mention bunch of compliment and encouragement you gave me. And especially the way you match up my criteria very well! I'm amazed that you really match my freak SO MUCH and the interest I had. Also! You replied to all my bubble text!!! Eventho I yap a lot and very bubbly, you able to manage handling all that.

Appreciate that so much!!! Thank you for being a cute and funny and silly boyfriend for me. You're the best and the sweetest to put smile on my face!!! I'll miss our little talks and exciting topics, but i'll miss you the most sih :]

Overall, it was a 100000/10!! Thank you soooo much for everything, you did a great work, love. Don't forget to take care of yourself, stay healthy and happy, okaay? Until I see you again, good bye for now :]

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NEVER THOUGHT I'D HAVE A FUNNY BROTHER IN MY LIFE, gua yapping banget tapi lu selalu dengerin dan respon gua dengan baik. Jadi, topik kita bisa jalan terus dan kita juga bisa bahas apa aja. Gua bener-bener ngerasain kalau gua tuh anak bontot... gua punya abang, maklum nih impian gua banget punya abang dan bener-bener gua dapet sosok abang di lu. Meski kita lebih sering becanda, tapi lu juga caring banget sama gua, selalu ingetin buat jaga kesehatan dan jangan kecapekan padahal sendirinya juga kecapekan tuh pasti. You're a good listener, bener-bener bisa mengimbangi gua banget yang becanda maupun yang serius. So, I wanna say thank you for being my brother, I'm truly grateful to have a brother like youuu. It feels like I'm not alone anymore and I have a shoulder to lean. I pray for your happiness and every steps you take, don't forget to take care of your health. Thank you so much. See you whe. I see youuuu!

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Aduh, MULES BANGET gue mau ngetiknya seriusan. MYYYY one and only that I really adoree and loooove. I would appreciate you because you're doing great in our session, GILA kalo yapping dan isinya mau ngomongin kamu mah aku bakalan rela banget...? I don't exactly know how to describe you in words, call me that I'm hyperbole but you and your action are indescribable parah. Huhu, if you were a menu then you'll be my Hazelnut with pudding alias aku SUKA BANGET KOCAK. You're soooo sweet and I'm really happy for spending my whole time with you, I'm so happy that I can met you and taaalk a lot with every single topic that comes to our mind. Happy banget rasa rasanya!

Had a conversation with you means you have to get ready for all the butterflies that comes to your stomach, serius deh... Ngobrol dan bercanda sama kamu tuh beneran bisa bikin cekikik banget entah itu karena salting atau karena kocak, you and your unpredictable words are just in match with my humour, aku sampe bingung kok BISA LU match gue banget kan jadi takut yak kalo sebenernya ini orang separuh jiwa gw??? *jokingly*. Rasa rasanya aku nggak pernah absen buat ketawa dan senyum waktu chattan sama kamu, waktu notif kamu muncul pun aku kayak SENYUM kayak yang hereeeee's come my Golden Retriever oneeee. You spreading lots of happiness to me, and I'm so thankful for that. Sama kamu tuh... Aku nggak pernah nggak senyum, padahal dari kemaren aku tuh ngerasa gloomy dan memble aja terus bawaannya, but thankfully I met you so that my sadness GOOOO AWAY! You bring so much happiness to meee aduh happy banget rasanya kalo bisa ngomongin orang orang baik tuh kenapa ya, aku jadi ketawa karena kamu tuh effortlessly funny WDYM AKU IKUTAN NARI KAYAK TOM HOLLAND..? That's so hilarious aku pas baca langsung shick shack shock deh ah.

I really love the way you read my form well, walau aku lebih banyak marah marah but TRUST ME itulah sebuah bukti kalo aku aslinya SALTIIING ABIIIIS BOOOOY. Kamu selalu punya cara buat bikin aku seneng, beneran representing Golden Retriever in someone's body. Kamu selalu antusias tiap aku cerita atau nyeletuk hal aneh, DAN KAMU TAMBAH ANEH soalnya malah tambah tambah aneh... But I really love topik di mana kita ngomongin multiverse! Di dunia lain kayaknya kita lagi main congklak atau kita lagi lari dari monster yang muncul di The Tommorow War. Kamu tengil banget AH ELAH gw makan lu, dari awal aja udah tengil dafuuuq, emang kenapa kalo main FF ya guys #StopDiskriminasi! Cuma aku KETAWA karena lucu banget aja ni orang jokesnya udah kayak Big L alias big LOSEEER. Top of the all, dan aku selalu suka sama cara kamu buat nanggepin cerita cerita aku. Rasanya beneran ngobrol sama Golden Retriever yang energinya nggak pernah ilang, I love your energy so much. Semoga kamu nggak capek ya sempet ngobrol sama aku... I really appreciate how you always listen to my story and you respond it very well deh pokoknya, seneeeng abis!

I feel loved by your presence, you have that one side that can make people fall to your charms even more and more kalo mereka ngobrol sama kamu! You're just too good to be true (et :V). Setiap harinya kamu punya hal hal yang ngebuat aku amazed even if it's just a little thing, I feel loved by the way you treat me so good, kamu punya cara kamu sendiri buat nunjukin sayangnya itu, you beyond my expectation! Thank you so much for accompanying me in this past two days 🥹 thank you so much for your hard working, after this please rest well and stay hydrated. Keep being the kindest person eveeer, I see you when I see you!

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i'm going to be completely honest about this.. i'm not even exaggerating when i say that ur truly truUUUUULLYYY r one in a million!!' i never felt so happy and so loved before, ur the best boyfriend someone could ask for!!!

well from the beginning, i was indeed hoping to have a good time, buttttt... u went BEYYOOOONNDD ANYYTHING I COULDVE IMAGINEE!!!! u really made me happy.... cuz u see, u didnt just meet my expectations, u really exceeded them! i dunno how u managed to do all of that, seriously.. how did u manage to show me what it feels like to be truly loved and cherished every single time i spend my time with u.. u were endlessly funny -even if sometimes i just want to hit you with ur own polearm everytime u cracked a not very understandable jokes.... BUT SOME OF THEM R ACTUALLY FUNNY :D so... i appreciate that

now i shall speak about my experience on our in-game session... at first, i was so afraid if it might be only fighting and searching for things but I WAS SO WRONGHGGHHHH!!! you u made the game so much better, U SHOWED ME A LOT OF COOL STUFF THAT SOMehow i didn't even know...... i really enjoyed being with u, it was NEVER EVERR boring-in fact, it was soo sooo wonderful :D

also, u were extremely sweet and immensely caring even if it was for the little things, and i'd like to give the biggest thanks for how u always made time for me no matter what, HOW DID U MANAGE TO REPLY ALMOST IMMEDIATELY!:?,?:?and i also love how u remembered the tiniest details from our convo, u made me feel so valued.... *cry

but u really are talented on making a person feel so special, i think i was so soo lucky to have u as my boyfriend.. AND U REALLY DID KNOW HOW TO MATCH MY ENERGYYYY!! i adore every gesture that came from u *cry, LMAO U REALLY MADE MY HEART MELTING UP

as i said...u weren't just a great boyfieee-you were the best best bbbbest one! i feel so incredibly happy that i could spend my time being ur gf for once, and trust me.. I'll forever cherish upon the beautiful memories we created, thank you sooo much for being everything i could have hoped for -even so much more than that.. i'll see u later in another moment! :D

in the end, please take care of urself and be happy for the rest of ur life, my lesser-mighty general mahamatra

OH AND HERE, I HAVE FLOWERSSSSSS FOR U SINCE WE PICKED A LOT OF FLOWERS FROM TEYVAT!!

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10000000000000/10

I honestly can't express how happy I've been spending time with you lately. Thank you for being so open with me, for sharing your time, your thoughts, and your energy. It's not something I take lightly, and I genuinely appreciate it more than I can say. You've brought so much warmth and light into my days, and I feel so lucky to have this bond with you.

I love how we can talk about anything like books, ideas, random thoughts and it never feels boring. The way we can exchange knowledge and dive into meaningful conversations makes every moment we spend together feel valuable.

I also want to thank you for being so understanding and patient with me. You make me feel heard, seen, and cared for, which is something I'll never stop being grateful for. You have this way of making even the tough days feel a little lighter, just by being you.

I genuinely hope life gives you all the good things you deserve because you're one of the kindest, most thoughtful people I know. I want you to be happy every single day, to wake up feeling loved and appreciated. Thank you for everything you do, even the little things that might seem small but mean the world to me. You're amazing in so many ways, and I hope you always remember that. Please take care of yourself, and just know that I'll always appreciate and support you.

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I didn't realize our time had passed away so fast (sedih). First, you always make my day, and the way you treated me actually makes me REALLY happy. Thank you for being one of the best bofriend I've ever had, makasih udah mau shower me with love and affection selama beberapa hari ini, I TRULY APPRECIATE IT.. maaf kalau aku suka slow response, ketiduran, and be a bad girlfriend for youu. Maaf juga kalau aku keseringan yapping ia (tapi aku seneng kamu bisa terima semua yapping an aku dengan sepenuh hati hehehe). I'll miss your texts, I'll miss your compliments for me, I'll miss.. basically almost everything. It's like a piece of me will collapse when the time comes, call me a little dramatic but that's how I feel.. kamu tuh the type of boyfriend banget jujur but that's one of the things I'll miss about you? Ah iya... waktu kamu bantuin aku buat pilih buku buat aku beli, I'm really amazed. Tmi bentar, aku kadang mikir kamu udah seperti perpustakaan berjalan, soalnya wawasan kamu tentang buku bener-bener WOW. I really cherish our time together even if it's just 4 days. Our chit-chat will always keep in my mind, because I was really happy spending my day with you.

As for me, I can't offer any criticism for sure, it's great to have you around. And I'll give you 100000/10! Thank you for being a perfect couple for me ya, I feel so lucky to know you and please keep in mind that you're deserve to be happy and to be loved. Please always take care of your health, don't overwork yourself and whenever you feel tired please remind yourself that you deserve a rest. I hope everything goes well and only good things come in your way. See you when I see you and I truly love you with all of my heart.