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Toga: ur my best friend and daughter i love you so much stay yo cute little bubbly ass self stay strong bitch u3u 1000/10
Grimm: you are loving but kinda odd but in a good way lol-<3 I love you 10/10
Alex/Hawks: I love you so much and you are best at listening and hearing me out with all people - 10/10 <3
Kiri: you're adorable keep up the cuteness bbg >:3 ily- 10/10
JJ: you're annoying -w- ily(platonically)- 8/10
Anu: yes yes yes yes yes YES ILYSM YOU ARE MY FAVORITE SIBLING SORRY EVERYONE ELSE BUT YES- 101/10
Yuri from same gc as everyone above: you're so fucking annoying and weird I'm sorry but it's true but you are sometimes fun- 4/10 sorry
Dabi: I miss you.. Ilysm please come back....- 1000/10
Jax: bruh why would you leave.. I miss you- 9/10
Russ: hey dad -w- ily- 100/10
Liz: WASSUP LIZZY GLIZZY I MISS YOU SIS ILY- 1000/10
Audrey: shorty Uwu, ily sis- 10/10
Roland: ilysm I wish we could be online at the same time more often..- 10/10
Eli/Lucas: you're annoying but fun, ily-8/10
May: my baby hello ^^ I love you so much- 10/10
Next gc~
Nelly: hey nelly welly >:D ily- 10/10
Nathan: ilysm you cute little honey bun bun 🥺- 100000/10
Jennie: hey bsf u-u you're the best ily- 10/10
Sumi: wsg my twin u-u hi you're fun and confusing lol- 10/10
Howard: hi ;w; you're weird but fun- 8/10
next gc~
Jordan: I hate you with a burning passion but I also fucking miss you shitty asshole, I would say kys but you know I don't do that at all. You used me so much I wish I never met you but sometimes I can't get you out my head, fuck you. Instead of go kys go fuck yourself- --100000000000-10
Nish: I don't really know you but your cool- 7/10
Tapitio: mi amor I love you- 10/10
Raid: hey weirdo -3- ily (platonically)- 10/10
Kenzie: ngl you're annoying to me, sorry- 5/10
Oc: you're sweet, I enjoy you're company- 9/10
Jay2k: same as oc, your super nice and sweet. You care about my feelings even tho we barely know each other and I can already see us as good friends- 10/10
KULTZ: your mean for no reason and you say the n word to much, I may be mixed but that word is offensive to me so I don't say it- -30/10
next gc~
Kayley: ily have an amazing life bbg- 10/10
Neko/Natalie: ur scawy ;m; but ily (platonically)- 9/10

if I forgot anyone just say so

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Low-key I feel kinda psychotic- I wish all my family would die and I could be alone and move to live with people I actually love. Like that shouldn't be a normal feeling I don't think- I should love my family but honestly I only care about my aunt that gets me. My dad is like "that bitch that's you're mom gets more respect then the people who have been there" okey? Do I care? No, no I don't. I hate all my family besides my aunt, the rest can die for all I care. Honestly

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Am I the only one that goes in there ex's chats and types out an essay on why I miss them then re-read our whole chat multiple times waiting for a response but never gets one? No?.... Just me...

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Color code~
Red-pissed, angry
orange-confession
blue- depressing, sad
green- stalker/crazy in love
purple-lewd, mad and sad at the same time (you will tell which one I'm saying-)
black- nothing, psychotic, you will see which I'm using I promise-

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You used me for nudes, you sexually harassed me, you fucking begged me for nudes until I gave in even when I said I was uncomfortable, And you say I'm the whore for being poly?! What's wrong with you? I hate you so much, fuck you

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That's just straight out betrayal- like wtf, you say ily so much to make me so fluttered then NOT EVEN AN HOUR LATER WE BREAK UP AND YOU GO WITH "kEnZiE" the so called innocent slut? Yeah that bitch said she hate you and she said she would ban me from her pad if I mention your name? Nah that's messed up for you guys to be flirting and shit and dating 2 hours later. I love you is just a fucking sentence. Loving is just a faze that never ends and loving you is just stupid. Why'd I even like you in the first place? You don't even know my real name and I don't know yours let's leave it at that. I don't know you and you don't know me deal? Deal go and date that whore house.

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Am I the only one that had a dream about the one parent that hasn't been there for me and she said "I'll see you in 2 weeks I promise, I love you" then left cause the weekend with her was over like every time irl but you haven't seen her since Christmas and you woke up crying but miss her so much and hate her at the same time for not being the one mother figure that I need, SHE WASN'T EVEN THERE WHEN I STARTED MY PERIOD AND SHE CRIED! I hate her for leaving me with a dad and a horrible almost pretty much step mom. But I miss her cause I never see her anymore but when I do it's only for 2 days unless it's like winter break and when I do go"see her" SURE DROPS ME OFF AT MY MIMI'S.... I hate life

I
hate
you
for
not
being
in
my
life

thank you

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Some people man. Like I accidentally left my sketchbook in my math class and people decided to look through it- THERE IS A FUCKING LEWD DRAWING AND PEOPLE SAID "ew wtf lmao!" Or shit like that. It's my sketchbook not yours bitch. Not yours too go through, not yours too look at unless I say. Like people have no respect for the privacy of others at all damnit it's not even funny. LIKE MY FRIEND LUCAS WAS USING THE BATHROOM AND THESE RETARDS UNSCREWS THE DOOR AND LIFTS IT UP WTF! THAT'S SO NASTY AND DISRESPECTFUL! This kid also went over the stall and tried to have small talk with him while in the toilet like wtf, Lucas had to move a stall over and go there but the kids followed, but the kid got suspended so that's good. Ppl are nasty disrespectful that have no decency at all. (no I don't mean all ppl btw)

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I wanna start working out more daily instead of just P.E so imma put my work out schedule here because why not ig-

Daily goal~
50-100 sit-ups
100 jumping jacks
20-30 second planks
40 squats
40 second wall sits
10 push ups
25 front lunges

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add Just Dia#4026 on discord
add jade#9001 to ur discord
Fishmonstah#8517

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All my nicknames and my rate for them lol~
At:short for atlas 8/10
kenken: nickname of kenma 6/10  my ex called me and my friend this and I miss his..-
Mono: short for Monokuma 10/10 I mean why not
Kuma-san: may gave me this one 10/10
bean/beanbean/beana: no one is allowed to call me this my mom mAde these ones so no 0/10
Davina: my dead name please don't use it- 0/10
Davi: my friend who killed himself made this one and only certain ppl can call me Davi.. 100/10 (tell me if you want me to explain why only certain ppl can call me this)
Kay/k: meh you can call me the ion mind I like them 8/10
Menma: my dumbass friend Jax made this -_,- only he can call me it- 10/10💜
(I may have forgotten some but I'll add more later)

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All my phobias cause why not~
Fear of being by myself: monophobia
Fear of spiders: Arachnophobia
Fear of sight of blood: hemophobia
fear tight spaces: claustrophobia
fear of large things: megalophobia
fear of heights: acrophobia
(not really a fear) phobia of spit: philemaphobia

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Days of the week~
Moody Monday
Tittie Tuesday
Weenie Wednesday
Thigh Thursday
Femboy Friday
SMD Saturday
SHAWTY SUNDAY

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She's finally mine I fucking love her so much, you know who you are lol but I finally have you in my arms. I'm not losing you ever I promise you will always be mine. I promise. She's so sweet and always make me feel warm inside and I'm always so happy when I see her. I'm never gonna lose her. She's such an angel from heaven. The light of my day, night and life

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When I leave I hope my existence leaves to like I was never on earth to begin with- like when I'm gone don't fucking follow cause I left for a reason others still need you.. I don't feel the feeling of love anymore if I decide to make a choice like that okay? So if I decide to go don't follow cause I don't love anymore and I'll be super pissed you followed behind like a little dog. So when I leave I'll miss you but I don't need you following me cause other ppl need you here still so let me leave and you stay and have the time of your life.. Forget about me!! Okay?! forget about the happy me you remember. There no longer here to answer the phone.. No one's there to pick up the call.. Just someone calling you too tell you they're not here anymore.. If or when this happens please do me a huge favor and forget about me please.. I need you in a good head space.. Keep the memories but just pretend it's someone else that's still here with you and a person that will never leave... Just don't leave along with someone worthless..

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Okay I'm warning you guys now and once only take this in and keep it in mind-

my smiles-
if I do ":3" I'm genuinely happy, but if I do":)" I'm faking happiness. But not all the time, also keep that in mind.

My response-
this one should most likely be obvious but if I respond like "mhm yeah sure"or "yeah okay" I'm most likely being sarcastic or I'm actually pissed.

My "okay"-
if I say "okey" I'm happy and in a good mood I recommend you keep it that way lol. But if I say "okay" I might be annoyed or we are having a serious topic

keep these in mind lol be warned

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Lmao I no longer have feelings tf, I can get mad, give love, be happy. But not receive love, cry or anything like that lmao it's funny asf. Frfr like normally during a break up if be crying my eyes out but nope u3u I'm not. My bf just broke up with me for being poly and not following "the rule" so he thinks I'm so sad 😢 nah fuck that XD I don't have the brain capacity to feel so so sad anymore ToT I'm so lucky lmao

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(⚠REALLY BIG TW⚠) Imagine having random suicidal thoughts and you think your boyfriend is now mad because you told him and he won't say "I love you" back and now you feel noutious And when you have these thoughts it makes you want to do it more so you self harm and have even worse thoughts to where you have Scenarios in your head about making the letter and your parents reading it to people you know which also makes it worse to where you just wanna get out of bed and grab a knife and finish things off without any good byes (how I feel 😅)

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I'm fucking in love man. Like he always makes me smile whether I'm pissed, crying or even happy. They always make my mood better than it was before. I'm so scared to ask them out cause I've been rejected to many times but for real like I need this man to be mine. We've dated before but I want this one to last.. If your reading this I hope you know who you are. I love you doll 💞