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Chillhop Cafe 24/7 🎧  jazzhop | chillhop | lofi hip hop for Work & Relaxing

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Chillhop Cafe 24/7 🎧  jazzhop | chillhop | lofi hip hop for Work & Relaxing

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🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀 - Today at 11:51 PM
This makes me weepy.
In the best way.
I love the me I see through you..and I love the you you show to me
I love we.
ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ - Today at 11:55 PM
i love the me i see through your eyes
because i will never stop looking for the stars in them

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What I saw when describing Accidental Astronomers

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Lofi Hip Hop Radio 24/7 🎧 Chill Gaming / Study Beats

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Post with 3303 votes and 159582 views. Tagged with funny, cool, awesome, neat, prank; Shared by Kindandsweet. This made me laugh!

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🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀 - Today at 2:04 AM
Hhahahhahahhahahahahah
Omfg
Ha
Lol!!

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i wish we could listen to the same music at the same time

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ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ - Yesterday at 10:18 PM
I tend to listen to a lot of very peaceful music when my mind is a mess
I tend to listen to peaceful music when my mind is calm
Serotonine
Dopamine
Endorphin
When I listen to you

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🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀 - Yesterday at 9:52 PM
We are all the seeds we choose to be, my lovely one.
And we will grow and bloom and grow and bloom as we wish
We can even huddle from the sun for a winter if we like

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K -  I no longer fear the day someone who swore I was their universe can no longer see the stars in my eyes as long as they still choose to look until they find them again.

V -  I am an Astronomer always searching for the finest details in the universe of McKadee

K - I swear I'll never stop looking. I WILL always find them. Galaxies of Victoria, Vix Nebulae I'll find them again and again.  You are the easiest choice I'll always love to make.

V - I took my dog out, and i thought

... no... it isn't 'I am an astronomer'  it is  I choose to be an astronomer
How much do you like that?
because I knew you would like it when i wrote it, but the funny/strange/wonderful part of it, is I intended to write something else and right then, at the very moment I typed K in Kade, I saw the word on the screen, tthen it blurred with three lines, pinkish in color, erasing it, and I typed Kade in thin but bold black statement letters

K - I do love it.

I love how it accidentally happened the most

Just like you.

Accidentally happened

V.  How did i happen accidentally?

I am smiling quite widely

long eyes full of delight
K.  You landed at the right sim at the right time with the right tag when I last expected it...

And then you remembered me

And then you brought me in close I saw those stars.  But I accidentally chose to be an astronomer that day. And I accidentally couldn't find my way back.  Until I accidentally found that you were home all along.  We've been star crossing a LONG time

V.  I see you in my eye right now.. my star... and when you pan closer with your camera the focus moves to a ballroom, all drawn in white cartoon style, white wiggly lines animated for pillars near the wall, people drawn en mass with rounded bubbles, in the middle the light shines on a single bubble, then an empty space before the wall of people starts again(edited)

zoom into my eye, with your eye, recording the journey, looking, seeing, delighting

dancing through the sky, dark finding light, flying into the light, the spotlight

zoom, into the spotlight

the lone bubble

a space all round

zoom in until we touch

becoming one

dancing and whirling

into the light, into the night, forever

infinity

galax-acious

K.  I am blinking back tears and swallowing hard.

V.  !! im giggling

I love this with you

I love you
i feel so good with you
K.  God I love when you just let go

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Kades Rock Giants for her childrens story

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I am so tired of responsibility and underwear!

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V.  Tugs you by the shoulders backwards onto the bed, laying your smaller body down.  If you move to get up i still you with my hand, like a magician passing it above your body, but not touching.  (totally hover handing it)  (that totally ruined the imagry)  hand sliding up and back down your body six inches above like i was spreading soul icing upon you.  Evening it out, pulling and drawing the energies away from the spaces where it is balled up, frizzing out of control and spitting furious sparks.  Once I can see your breathing even out, i gently straddle your body, my legs around your thighs, and stare at you.  After several moments i place both of my hands on both sides of your head and lean down so our mouths are less than an inch from each other.  "Breathe" i say.. "Breathe me" I begin to match my breaths to yours.  There is not speed, no hurry, no time, our energies will intertwine, and i will be here as long as it takes to match you.  "Open your mouth" say I, and when you do, i breathe you inside of me.  I take your essence and make it mine.  You exhalation becomes life giving, and permanent within me.  When you breathe in, i breathe out.  Slowly like a stream of conciousness.  I do it very slowly so your breath slows to match mine.  Now I am part of you.  ....... just breathe into me...... that is your only job

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V.  Tugs you by the shoulders backwards onto the bed, laying your smaller body down.  If you move to get up i still you with my hand, like a magician passing it above your body, but not touching.  (totally hover handing it)  (that totally ruined the imagry)  hand sliding up and back down your body six inches above like i was spreading soul icing upon you.  Evening it out, pulling and drawing the energies away from the spaces where it is balled up, frizzing out of control and spitting furious sparks.  Once I can see your breathing even out, i gently straddle your body, my legs around your thighs, and stare at you.  After several moments i place both of my hands on both sides of your head and lean down so our mouths are less than an inch from each other.  "Breathe" i say.. "Breathe me" I begin to match my breaths to yours.  There is not speed, no hurry, no time, our energies will intertwine, and i will be here as long as it takes to match you.  "Open your mouth" say I, and when you do, i breathe you inside of me.  I take your essence and make it mine.  You exhalation becomes life giving, and permanent within me.  When you breathe in, i breathe out.  Slowly like a stream of conciousness.  I do it very slowly so your breath slows to match mine.  Now I am part of you.  ....... just breathe into me...... that is your only job

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K.  arched like a cat in the sun, eyes drifted closed as it was felt;  the mending of frayed edges, the soothing of jagged gathers, the knitting of tears. Stretching beneath the shade of you, the most glorious of havens ever known - safe and secure from all alarms, naked in every way that mattered, I could feel you.  Opening to see your face so close to mine, the breath you offer to me to breathe filling my lungs as your essence filled my soul finds my arms sliding up to your sides, tracing over those hips that cradle the apex of your pleasure, tender places I ache to explore with lips and tongue and touch...higher over the swell of that bosom I could worship for days, one hand paused to place palm down over your heart, the other continuing higher to your neck, gently cupping the side so I could feel your life in both hands, the beat against one palm - the pulse against the other, knees bending to settle my thighs against the back of yours, breathing timed to perfection , my eyes opening to trace the planes of your face, meeting those eyes which captivate everything I am..."Precious....priceless...to me. All of you. Every bit. Irreplaceable. Perfect. Beautiful....Mine.

V.  wept as they became one.  Raw, open, real.  Tears salted the pool of water that they were to each other, deepening it adding to it, and sharing it.  They had shared tears together, been raw and real in such a short time.   Her thumbs touched the outer corners of dias eyes.  She breathed in, one time.. breathed in Dia, but upon the next, she breathed Mackaydee. and exhaled Vicki.  Head sworling upon her neck fingers upon her pulse, the energy, the connection.  "We are the perfect mess together"  another breath, this time long, eternal, drawing it down past her lungs, the finger of breath pointed downward like a root growing into her soul. As I am, so are you.  I know you do not like messaging people first or uninvited, but you are invited, you are more than that, you are welcome, and you are wanted.

wanted

wanted

wanted

wanted

wanted

wanted

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Bummy

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ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-so some ideas i have in gor are just like ... tweaked into a further fantasy, skewing it in some way.  Like, i have had this idea for a while now, but you will understand why no one is willing to play it out, but there were books for magic in gor, (it wasn't real magic)

but im always like... so .. well what if? what if this or what if that

imagine haveing someone who will let you play out your what ifs

like drapeta has always hid, she developed a talent for it, what if there was wild magic, and she could sort of 'fade' from view because of it something like that would / could be rp'd and written into someones backstory, and you could just use it only wiht that person but it could enrich your story so much... its almost like, ...you are good enough, that you need a bit more of a challenge, so you impose rules upon your possibilities like.......................  you rp with only one person that you can fade from view. ............................. but with the rest of gor, if you rp'd that, you would have to find some way to legit explain it away

but when you rp it becomes a core skill

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I have been learning that if I was going to say something lovely and nice about someone... It is worth telling them.  I have learning to not be so cautious.  I have been learning that there are some people with whom you do not have to keep protection up.  My lighthouse, my beacon.

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V - I had fallen asleep thinking of you last night I had asked you in this fantasy to be an alt / male slave alt / not happy about it. ... ie .. debtors collar or something, ie not a slave through and through, not a slave heart really,(edited) or actually not a slave heart at all, and so you chaffed and burned at almost everything

like.... the hottest image was this

me telling you to do something, and you wanted to come at me and tear me apart, but you couldn't.  Self control was like a glass wall.  You pressed your chest hard against it, and blew hot angry air out your nose, which fogged the glass wall as you stared down at me with malice in your eyes while you mastered your mind and body

I stood placidly on the other side of your self control (pictured as a glass wall) staring back up at you, waiting and knowing

K - This right here is the reason I'm hungrily addicted to the you. I would gladly construct this man, pluck him from the outskirts of your imagination and breathe into him life, bestow upon him body. I am intrigued at the scenario offered, the visual of glass walls of self control and constraints of social circumstance. I can see the beast pacing the breadth of that glass, burning with the knowledge that the self imposition of control was a finite edict and beset with the mechanization of constructing the cage he'd build about you, feeding the righteous fury of forced compliance to a lesser will with the thought of tracing the blueprint of his creation over your body with the tips of his fingers, dipping them in the inkwell of your soul to complete his masterpiece.  Bars woven from panting pleas and locks of pure need soldered at the seams with your psyche...

V - And the subtle ebb and flow of will both shared, torn, taken, given, and ... conceded

with no real idea as to how the thing might work its way out.  But to completely allow it to breathe and become whatever it will

K - Tallied, earned, borrowed, lost.  Fluidly resilient, like a living strain of creative virus.  Infectious.

V.  each reiteration different in small ways than the other

the battle being fought on a scale to small to see with the naked eye

but like the host, sorely felt

evolving both for the sake of evolution, and to overcome the other He knows he could literally crush her He  knows that violating the contract would land him in dire circumstances

He knows that he is in the worst possible position He has the will to beat it out Does he have the will to remain in tact The forces of the small woman before him
The small fragile looking nobody
Except she is all, because she holds the contract She works her magic on him He roars and bucks and hates and maybe loves
He works his magic on her
She roars and bucks and hates and maybe loves

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🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

I feel better. I was really worried

Bruises fade, but hillybilly is forever(edited)

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so great!

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🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀

Just stuck in here and my internet is on Third World Country

Hahahha

When I retire Im going to make a cartoon strip Of my life

Peta -

HAHA that would be awesome, but why wait?

lol, riffing on your idea ..  i am thinking we both go out and  learn a similar drawing style .. then we start where you do your strip, then the next day i would publish the readers reaction strip... then you would go back to yours, and then me to mine

each time is the set up for the next but we never collaborate

like we are DRAWING ROLEPLAY

🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

Best

Idea

ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-Wouldn't that be amazing?

🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

EVAAAARRRRRR

ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-

Like seriously

That could be very popular

🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

And therapeutic!

ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-is this idea setting your brain on fire?

🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

Omg. Vesuviusly

Haaa!  See? Feels so gooooood.   Almost as good as imagining the land trapped sea monster that loosened my tooth being plagued by ringworm on her enormous derriere.

In my head Im already doing that comic with me sitting on this stool coming up with ridiculous scenarios for the way she'd get her comeuppance

Ive involved cthulu and a blimp crash so far

ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-

HAHA yes, omg the idea of this is tickling me from the inside out

ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-

giggles madly  There was at least one baby orange bush, which was highly valued for the grape undertones it carried through the soils minerals which happened to be decomposed tartar off a t rex

🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

This is the beginning of something amaaaazing!

Man.my head is spinning.

Woo!

ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-

giggles again!

so there are so many characters that could be introduced

like, think of all the kinds of people you know in the internet

the stories that you learned about them

because if you are going to have a strip about your life, it has to include the ten years of secondlife and all the stuff that happened to you and all the stuff that you learned happened to other people that you knew in  this virtual world

like this could be so expansive

🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

Oh shit...wwwow

Man

Maaan!!

🎀 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓴 🎀-

I was thinking how to work that in...how to draw it. Like first panel is sitting at computer desk signing in...then next panel is game ON

How much there is to cover in just one life! Isn't it odd...

How much...LIFE is lived in just one lifetime

And yet we all imagine there to be just so much more

They gave me pain killers

Look out world! I have no barriers of social etiquette!!

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i learned that i wasn't broken

i learned that i was capable of feeling those big emotions

i learned that i could be a shameless slut

and i learned how much i like pleasing if its the right way

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the spaces?

s p a c e  s

s   p   a       c           e               s

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ᴰʳᵃᵖᵉᵗᵃ-Yesterday at 7:07 PM

I imagine you and i, going out shopping in second hand prom dresses purchased from the salvation army!  Doaing normal every day things like i dunno, going swimming maybe

lol

normal stuff

tiaras and all

kind of like a music video

I think when you tell me about your life, I imagine a better one for you (obviously it would be closer to me)

and i would like to divulge some things about myself that I have not as of yet

i am currently in a friendly loving relationship with a man who is much older than me.  You have heard me talking to him a couple of times.  We are non sexual partners but very very good friends.

I know the next thing is going to sound strange to you, but i dont really get along with many people

or rather

i can get along with anyone for about fifteen minutes

maybe an hour, but i find most people exhausting

back to me

.............

not many people know much about my life

moto may be the only one who knows most of it, but not all.  I have niggling trust issues around the outer edges nothing unforgivable, but she has tossed me under the bus a few times with guys

but you will in time know everything

............. banishes the editor and critic in her head that is telling her to stop, to not be creepy, overwhelming, mushy, too fast etc

my husband has cancer and will for the rest of his days.  We married in part because we do love each other, but the reason we did, was becasue we can stand to be in the same house with each other.

before this my longest relationship was about five years

and the secondary reason is because he is going to come to the end of his life and will need someone he trusts to look after him

at which time i will be rather independantly wealthy

moto knows i live a very nice life

but has no idea what that means

i live in a house where the rent is 3000 a month, plus utilities

and it is on the waterfront

and steven is of the opinion that this is an amazingly cheap deal

takes a deep breath

please please please dont think that this is creepy

but i would love to share this with you

please please please do not feel that I am being obscene, or glib, or thoughtless, or say things without meaning.  I guard against those things by default.

One day, not that long from now, I will have the freedom to do as i like, and not worry about funds.

again, please please, ...........(my critic and editor will not allow me to go on without writing its bit in here.............  If this were some guy, saying all this stuff to me, i would be extremely put off.  I dont know why i can say it to you, but it feels very sensitive, and vulnerable and difficult.  I think it is because i would not like it done to me, and because it does ask for something back.  (not a reply, not an obligation but acknowledgement i think)

i would very much like to live out my days with you and all that you are, and know you are safe, and know that you are well, and know i can touch you and care for you and you can do the same.

Im sort of glad you are offline so i can say it all

If thats not anything you can even consider, then know that i want anything and everything you can offer me, (and now i sound like a job recruiter) with oppurtunity to grow

or even if it cant be that, (growing) that is alright too.  I have so many fantasies that i will not elaborate on right now, because they have already taken off in so many different directions from the jumpign point of what i have already written here

So if it sounds a little like i am proposing to you, i think i did.

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and a Rick Roller

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Kade - I no longer fear the day someone who swore I was their universe can no longer see the stars in my eyes as long as they still choose to look until they find them again.