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I'm Booksexual                                                                                                and it isn't a joke 

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I'm Booksexual                                                                                                and it isn't a joke 

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Every single word printed on paper, and the smell of the paper can turn me on like nobody else can do.
I love to kiss the cover of my books when anyone is looking.
I would change 90 percent of the people I know for a new book.
The 10 percent that I love knows about my "problem" and accept it very well.
I'm not a normal person, and I know that.
I just love books instead of people, and that don't make me an insane, right?

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Another book "who" has changed my mind and my way to see the world.
Aza taught me lots of "useless" facts to pretend I'm smart with my friends.
And also taught me that spirals funnel until the infinity,but also expand infinitely.
She taught me how to deal with my thoughts, and I'm very grateful for this.

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They say "act more responsible, you're already a teenager, you can understand that's wrong".
But they forget that I'm ONLY A TEENAGER, and nothing more than it.
They forgot what is to be half-kid and half-adult.
I'm only a kid when I want to go out with my friend.
But I'm already an adult when I do something wrong.
They simply want to transform me into a perfect girl, but that's not who I am.

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I said "that's not who I am", but who am I?
Like, what determines that I'm the only one like me, and what makes me... be me?
I mean, Aza (Turtles all the way down) taught me that 50 percent of us isn't us, like, it's virus and bacteria living inside us in symbiosis.
So... what determines who I really am?
Is there something that does it?
Or... Am I just more one randomly creature created by the Universe just to fill in a blank?

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"Am I just more one randomly creature created by the Universe just to fill in a blank?"

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"Am I just more one randomly creature created by the Universe just to fill in a blank?"

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I mean, is that possible or real?
Is that really possible that the Universe is a whole infinity but needs ME, needs YOU, needs SOMEONE, needs EVERYONE to fill in a blank, a space on itself?
But, and what happens with the vacuums in the Universe?
Why the Earth is too especial to have life and the others planets doesn't have?
Why are we so especial?
Are we especial?

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"Why the Earth is too especial to have life and the others planets doesn't have?"

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"Why the Earth is too especial to have life and the others planets doesn't have?"

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Is that a good thing, at all?
I mean, we're alive, but some day we're gonna die, and then others are gonna arrive in the Earth, again and again.
Our lives are good, in general.
But, and for Earth?
I mean, it gives us the benefit of the life, for what?
To being destroyed
And... is that especial?

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It's funny that people complain all year long about how theirs lives suck and about how miserable and unhappy they are, but on their birthday they have a big party and a big speech about how they're living so happy and their lives cannot become better.
People have a party on the same day they were born. They try to go back to this day, when they were too small to be sad and complain because of stupid things.
They celebrate that they're getting one year older and it's going to be harder to be happy in this depressed world that the teenagers created.

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It's an activity in groups.
I said "Boy, don't forget about me".
And I'm on his group.
But... if I didn't say anything?
Would he remember me?

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My gosh, I'm so dramatic
But I didn't know that I had so many people caring about me
It made me feel glad, and happy
But I miss them more now
Wish these 13 days pass faster

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I was so alone that I created this Padlet, and an account on a Fanfic Site.

But now I made friends there. I mean, I obviously prefer my other friends (a lovely music)
But they're making me feel better.
I'm not so alone now.
I'm thankful for them.

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Steven Universe - Other friends [LYRICS VIDEO] Cathy J

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Penumbra: Never give up on the one you love

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Penumbra: Never give up on the one you love

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I'm reading this book now, and it's a little bit annoying.
Like, I understood that it's because the kids are forgetting the things, and they're asking the same thing again and again, but it's getting REALLY annoying.
I mean, I understood the motivation, and it's really smart.
But keep repeating over and over again the same dialogue it's being sooooo boring that I can't finish this book.
I'm often feeling like a déjà vu
I mean, I don't HATE this book, but I know that if I had written this, I would be much better

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I use math to calculate the medium time that you spend to answer me, considering our internet velocity and the distance between us.
I'm sure that I've done it right.
But... why do you spend more than the time calculated?