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Random shitposting because I'm bored.

A thread :
— Eden. (@drzeams) April 24, 2024

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). pt 3
An impromptu holiday. 

Markhyuck few tweets au.

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). pt 3
An impromptu holiday. 

Markhyuck few tweets au. https://t.co/9kBWdQ3xoE

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). pt 3
An impromptu holiday.

Markhyuck few tweets au. pic.twitter.com/9kBWdQ3xoE
— Eden. (@drzeams) April 27, 2024

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). pt 3
An impromptu holiday. 

Markhyuck few tweets au. https://t.co/9kBWdQ3xoE

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). pt 3
An impromptu holiday. 

Markhyuck few tweets au. https://t.co/9kBWdQ3xoE

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). pt 3
An impromptu holiday. 

Markhyuck few tweets au.

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally) pt 2.
The first date.

Markhyuck few tweets AU.

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally) pt 2.
The first date.

Markhyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/UsRCWAeN8n

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally) pt 2.
The first date.

Markhyuck few tweets AU. pic.twitter.com/UsRCWAeN8n
— Eden. (@drzeams) April 27, 2024

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally) pt 2.
The first date.

Markhyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/UsRCWAeN8n

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally) pt 2.
The first date.

Markhyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/UsRCWAeN8n

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally) pt 2.
The first date.

Markhyuck few tweets AU.

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Super Shy; You don't even know my name.
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Markhyuck few tweets AU.

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Super Shy; You don't even know my name.
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Super Shy; You don't even know my name.
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Markhyuck few tweets AU. pic.twitter.com/iOvCyPD29Y
— Eden. (@drzeams) October 1, 2023

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Super Shy; You don't even know my name.
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Markhyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/iOvCyPD29Y

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Super Shy; You don't even know my name.
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Markhyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/iOvCyPD29Y

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Super Shy; You don't even know my name.
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Markhyuck few tweets AU.

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Markhyuck Prompt

Where M.ark silently love H.aechan who's in love with J.eno and they're best friends, until God took Jeno away

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Markhyuck Prompt

Where M.ark silently love H.aechan who's in love with J.eno and they're best friends, until God took Jeno away https://t.co/DQtLGPQGVE

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Markhyuck Prompt

Where M.ark silently love H.aechan who's in love with J.eno and they're best friends, until God took Jeno away pic.twitter.com/DQtLGPQGVE
— Eden. (Mode nimbun) (@drzeams) May 11, 2023

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Markhyuck Prompt

Where M.ark silently love H.aechan who's in love with J.eno and they're best friends, until God took Jeno away https://t.co/DQtLGPQGVE

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Markhyuck Prompt

Where M.ark silently love H.aechan who's in love with J.eno and they're best friends, until God took Jeno away https://t.co/DQtLGPQGVE

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Markhyuck Prompt

Where M.ark silently love H.aechan who's in love with J.eno and they're best friends, until God took Jeno away

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Markhyuck prompt where's hyck is a ghost and mk is an indigo detective. One day, hyck told mk that there's a death body inside an empty building and since then hyck help him to finish all of his case— include hyck's. 

The twist was, hyck is not death, yet.

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Markhyuck prompt where's hyck is a ghost and mk is an indigo detective. One day, hyck told mk that there's a death body inside an empty building and since then hyck help him to finish all of his case— include hyck's. 

The twist was, hyck is not death, yet.

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Markhyuck prompt where's hyck is a ghost and mk is an indigo detective. One day, hyck told mk that there's a death body inside an empty building and since then hyck help him to finish all of his case— include hyck's.

The twist was, hyck is not death, yet.
— Eden. (Mode nimbun) (@drzeams) May 27, 2023

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Markhyuck prompt where's hyck is a ghost and mk is an indigo detective. One day, hyck told mk that there's a death body inside an empty building and since then hyck help him to finish all of his case— include hyck's. 

The twist was, hyck is not death, yet.

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Markhyuck prompt where's hyck is a ghost and mk is an indigo detective. One day, hyck told mk that there's a death body inside an empty building and since then hyck help him to finish all of his case— include hyck's. 

The twist was, hyck is not death, yet.

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Markhyuck prompt where's hyck is a ghost and mk is an indigo detective. One day, hyck told mk that there's a death body inside an empty building and since then hyck help him to finish all of his case— include hyck's. 

The twist was, hyck is not death, yet.

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Boyfriend rules
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Supershy series.

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Boyfriend rules
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Supershy series. https://t.co/lcjORQxbWV

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Boyfriend rules
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Supershy series. pic.twitter.com/lcjORQxbWV
— Eden. (@drzeams) October 3, 2023

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Boyfriend rules
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Supershy series. https://t.co/lcjORQxbWV

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Boyfriend rules
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Supershy series. https://t.co/lcjORQxbWV

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Boyfriend rules
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Supershy series.

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Markhyuck prompt

Where hc is a friend of rj who's very into werewolves. Hc was very against it saying werewolves weren't true and rj brought him to the festival of werewolves. Everything changed the moment an old lady gave him a drink and he woke up in a prison of a kingdom—

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Markhyuck prompt

Where hc is a friend of rj who's very into werewolves. Hc was very against it saying werewolves weren't true and rj brought him to the festival of werewolves. Everything changed the moment an old lady gave him a drink and he woke up in a prison of a kingdom—

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Markhyuck prompt

Where hc is a friend of rj who's very into werewolves. Hc was very against it saying werewolves weren't true and rj brought him to the festival of werewolves. Everything changed the moment an old lady gave him a drink and he woke up in a prison of a kingdom—
— Eden. (Mode nimbun) (@drzeams) May 31, 2023

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Markhyuck prompt

Where hc is a friend of rj who's very into werewolves. Hc was very against it saying werewolves weren't true and rj brought him to the festival of werewolves. Everything changed the moment an old lady gave him a drink and he woke up in a prison of a kingdom—

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Markhyuck prompt

Where hc is a friend of rj who's very into werewolves. Hc was very against it saying werewolves weren't true and rj brought him to the festival of werewolves. Everything changed the moment an old lady gave him a drink and he woke up in a prison of a kingdom—

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Markhyuck prompt

Where hc is a friend of rj who's very into werewolves. Hc was very against it saying werewolves weren't true and rj brought him to the festival of werewolves. Everything changed the moment an old lady gave him a drink and he woke up in a prison of a kingdom—

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Thread archive bacaan AO3 untuk di re-read ulang :

Notes : 
1. Aku cuman baca markhyuck tapi aku juga suka dongmark 
2. Semuanya dalam bahasa inggris

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Thread archive bacaan AO3 untuk di re-read ulang :

Notes : 
1. Aku cuman baca markhyuck tapi aku juga suka dongmark 
2. Semuanya dalam bahasa inggris

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Thread archive bacaan AO3 untuk di re-read ulang :

Notes :
1. Aku cuman baca markhyuck tapi aku juga suka dongmark
2. Semuanya dalam bahasa inggris
— Eden. (Mode nimbun) (@drzeams) May 10, 2023

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Thread archive bacaan AO3 untuk di re-read ulang :

Notes : 
1. Aku cuman baca markhyuck tapi aku juga suka dongmark 
2. Semuanya dalam bahasa inggris

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Thread archive bacaan AO3 untuk di re-read ulang :

Notes : 
1. Aku cuman baca markhyuck tapi aku juga suka dongmark 
2. Semuanya dalam bahasa inggris

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Thread archive bacaan AO3 untuk di re-read ulang :

Notes : 
1. Aku cuman baca markhyuck tapi aku juga suka dongmark 
2. Semuanya dalam bahasa inggris

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). 
Markhyuck few tweets au.

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). 
Markhyuck few tweets au. https://t.co/U7rq7FSHx2

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally).
Markhyuck few tweets au. pic.twitter.com/U7rq7FSHx2
— Eden. (@drzeams) April 26, 2024

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). 
Markhyuck few tweets au. https://t.co/U7rq7FSHx2

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). 
Markhyuck few tweets au. https://t.co/U7rq7FSHx2

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Crazy rich boyfriend (literally). 
Markhyuck few tweets au.

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Super Shy
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Jihyuck few tweets AU.

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Super Shy
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Jihyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/ZxWvrPruDe

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Super Shy
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Jihyuck few tweets AU. pic.twitter.com/ZxWvrPruDe
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) July 15, 2023

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Super Shy
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Jihyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/ZxWvrPruDe

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Super Shy
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Jihyuck few tweets AU. https://t.co/ZxWvrPruDe

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Super Shy
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Jihyuck few tweets AU.

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Khai, vokalis dari sebuah band bernama Dream menyimpan rahasia besar yang secara perlahan diketahui oleh Adam, managernya.

TW // Heavy NSFW , Feminization , slight homophobic.

Notes : Please read the warnings, AU ini tidak menggunakan privatter kecuali terdapat adegan penetrasi.

Status : SELESAI.

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ㅤㅤ         MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ              𝗧𝗪𝗢 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘𝗦
ㅤ
  ㅤ❝  You have to elaborate which
             side of me that you like. 
                    Hellio or Khai?   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ

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ㅤㅤ         MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ              𝗧𝗪𝗢 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘𝗦
ㅤ
  ㅤ❝  You have to elaborate which
             side of me that you like. 
                    Hellio or Khai?   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/mQigcHVdBN

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ㅤㅤ MARKHYUCK AU
ㅤㅤ 𝗧𝗪𝗢 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘𝗦
ㅤ
ㅤ❝ You have to elaborate which
side of me that you like.
Hellio or Khai? ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ pic.twitter.com/mQigcHVdBN
— Eden. (@drzeams) March 21, 2023

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ㅤㅤ         MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ              𝗧𝗪𝗢 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘𝗦
ㅤ
  ㅤ❝  You have to elaborate which
             side of me that you like. 
                    Hellio or Khai?   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/mQigcHVdBN

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ㅤㅤ         MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ              𝗧𝗪𝗢 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘𝗦
ㅤ
  ㅤ❝  You have to elaborate which
             side of me that you like. 
                    Hellio or Khai?   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/mQigcHVdBN

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ㅤㅤ         MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ              𝗧𝗪𝗢 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘𝗦
ㅤ
  ㅤ❝  You have to elaborate which
             side of me that you like. 
                    Hellio or Khai?   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ

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Mark, seorang muggle born yang berhasil menjadi salah satu siswa terbaik yang pernah Hogwarts miliki harus menghadapi kehidupan sekolahnya yang penuh lika-liku. Pelaku utama dari keadaan tersebut tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah Haechan, anak terpandang dari salah satu keluarga Slytherin.

TW // Bullying , Abusive , Blood , Knife , Suicidal thought , Character Death

Tags : Enemies to lovers, Romance slow burn, Angst, Happy Ending, Hogwarts setting

Status : END.

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ            𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  Let's pretend it's only 
  ㅤㅤ       two of us here.   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ            𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  Let's pretend it's only 
  ㅤㅤ       two of us here.   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/0zyQnrDqee

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ㅤㅤ MARKHYUCK AU
ㅤㅤ 𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝ Let's pretend it's only
ㅤㅤ two of us here. ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ pic.twitter.com/0zyQnrDqee
— Eden. (@drzeams) December 21, 2022

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ            𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  Let's pretend it's only 
  ㅤㅤ       two of us here.   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/0zyQnrDqee

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ㅤ

ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ            𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  Let's pretend it's only 
  ㅤㅤ       two of us here.   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/0zyQnrDqee

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ㅤ

ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ            𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  Let's pretend it's only 
  ㅤㅤ       two of us here.   ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ

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Bercerita tentang Haechan yang diminta adiknya Ryujin untuk meminta nomor ponsel Lia, adik dari Mark Lee.

TW // NSFW , Mention of rape , character death (in the past)

Status : END.

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ       𝐓 𝐖 𝐎   𝐀 𝐋 𝐏 𝐇 𝐀 𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  The possibility of all those
  ㅤㅤ   possibilities being possible
ㅤㅤㅤ is just another possibility 
   ㅤㅤ  that can possibly happen ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ       𝐓 𝐖 𝐎   𝐀 𝐋 𝐏 𝐇 𝐀 𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  The possibility of all those
  ㅤㅤ   possibilities being possible
ㅤㅤㅤ is just another possibility 
   ㅤㅤ  that can possibly happen ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/Y3xf1vs2NM

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ㅤㅤ MARKHYUCK AU
ㅤㅤ 𝐓 𝐖 𝐎 𝐀 𝐋 𝐏 𝐇 𝐀 𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝ The possibility of all those
ㅤㅤ possibilities being possible
ㅤㅤㅤ is just another possibility
ㅤㅤ that can possibly happen ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ pic.twitter.com/Y3xf1vs2NM
— Eden. (@drzeams) November 19, 2020

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ       𝐓 𝐖 𝐎   𝐀 𝐋 𝐏 𝐇 𝐀 𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  The possibility of all those
  ㅤㅤ   possibilities being possible
ㅤㅤㅤ is just another possibility 
   ㅤㅤ  that can possibly happen ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/Y3xf1vs2NM

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ       𝐓 𝐖 𝐎   𝐀 𝐋 𝐏 𝐇 𝐀 𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  The possibility of all those
  ㅤㅤ   possibilities being possible
ㅤㅤㅤ is just another possibility 
   ㅤㅤ  that can possibly happen ❞ㅤ
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/Y3xf1vs2NM

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ㅤㅤ        MARKHYUCK  AU
ㅤㅤ       𝐓 𝐖 𝐎   𝐀 𝐋 𝐏 𝐇 𝐀 𝐒
ㅤ
ㅤㅤ❝  The possibility of all those
  ㅤㅤ   possibilities being possible
ㅤㅤㅤ is just another possibility 
   ㅤㅤ  that can possibly happen ❞ㅤ
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Cw // nsfw

Mau debutin ini... https://t.co/ILRG1zR4lu

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Cw // nsfw

Mau debutin ini... pic.twitter.com/ILRG1zR4lu
— Eden. (@drzeams) December 29, 2022

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Cw // nsfw

Mau debutin ini... https://t.co/ILRG1zR4lu

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Cw // nsfw

Mau debutin ini... https://t.co/ILRG1zR4lu

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Prompt! Markhyuck

Vampire H.aechan with alpha M.ark

Tw // blood

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Prompt! Markhyuck

Vampire H.aechan with alpha M.ark

Tw // blood https://t.co/wcyqJmGiXT

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Prompt! Markhyuck

Vampire H.aechan with alpha M.ark

Tw // blood pic.twitter.com/wcyqJmGiXT
— Eden. (@drzeams) December 7, 2020

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Prompt! Markhyuck

Vampire H.aechan with alpha M.ark

Tw // blood https://t.co/wcyqJmGiXT

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Prompt! Markhyuck

Vampire H.aechan with alpha M.ark

Tw // blood https://t.co/wcyqJmGiXT

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Prompt! Markhyuck

Vampire H.aechan with alpha M.ark

Tw // blood

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Prompt Markhyuck! 

Sebuah universe dimana H.aechan memiliki kemampuan untuk mendengar pikiran orang dan ia membencinya. 

Tw // homophobic

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Prompt Markhyuck! 

Sebuah universe dimana H.aechan memiliki kemampuan untuk mendengar pikiran orang dan ia membencinya. 

Tw // homophobic https://t.co/AQYPuSJARj

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Prompt Markhyuck!

Sebuah universe dimana H.aechan memiliki kemampuan untuk mendengar pikiran orang dan ia membencinya.

Tw // homophobic pic.twitter.com/AQYPuSJARj
— Eden. (@drzeams) December 7, 2020

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Prompt Markhyuck! 

Sebuah universe dimana H.aechan memiliki kemampuan untuk mendengar pikiran orang dan ia membencinya. 

Tw // homophobic https://t.co/AQYPuSJARj

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Prompt Markhyuck! 

Sebuah universe dimana H.aechan memiliki kemampuan untuk mendengar pikiran orang dan ia membencinya. 

Tw // homophobic https://t.co/AQYPuSJARj

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Prompt Markhyuck! 

Sebuah universe dimana H.aechan memiliki kemampuan untuk mendengar pikiran orang dan ia membencinya. 

Tw // homophobic

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Sebuah tutorial menggunakan AO3 agar supaya mudah menemukan AU sesuai minat masing-masing

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Sebuah tutorial menggunakan AO3 agar supaya mudah menemukan AU sesuai minat masing-masing https://t.co/Mi83PvnIh6

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Sebuah tutorial menggunakan AO3 agar supaya mudah menemukan AU sesuai minat masing-masing pic.twitter.com/Mi83PvnIh6
— Eden. (@drzeams) December 24, 2022

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Sebuah tutorial menggunakan AO3 agar supaya mudah menemukan AU sesuai minat masing-masing https://t.co/Mi83PvnIh6

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Sebuah tutorial menggunakan AO3 agar supaya mudah menemukan AU sesuai minat masing-masing https://t.co/Mi83PvnIh6

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Sebuah tutorial menggunakan AO3 agar supaya mudah menemukan AU sesuai minat masing-masing

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Birthday Kisses (Lil Sunshine Ft Melk Series)

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Birthday Kisses (Lil Sunshine Ft Melk Series)

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Birthday Kisses. 

A few tweets Markhyuck AU.
Special for H-aechan's birthday.

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Birthday Kisses. 

A few tweets Markhyuck AU.
Special for H-aechan's birthday. https://t.co/Sd5AQpCFtE

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Birthday Kisses.

A few tweets Markhyuck AU.
Special for H-aechan's birthday. pic.twitter.com/Sd5AQpCFtE
— Eden. (Mode nimbun) (@drzeams) June 5, 2023

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Birthday Kisses. 

A few tweets Markhyuck AU.
Special for H-aechan's birthday. https://t.co/Sd5AQpCFtE

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Birthday Kisses. 

A few tweets Markhyuck AU.
Special for H-aechan's birthday. https://t.co/Sd5AQpCFtE

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Birthday Kisses. 

A few tweets Markhyuck AU.
Special for H-aechan's birthday.

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Markhyuck AU
Side Story of : Two Of Us

"Unfortunately, I am so very in love with you."

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Markhyuck AU
Side Story of : Two Of Us

"Unfortunately, I am so very in love with you." https://t.co/U9i4WoUoE1

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Markhyuck AU
Side Story of : Two Of Us

"Unfortunately, I am so very in love with you." pic.twitter.com/U9i4WoUoE1
— Eden. (Mode nimbun) (@drzeams) May 30, 2023

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Markhyuck AU
Side Story of : Two Of Us

"Unfortunately, I am so very in love with you." https://t.co/U9i4WoUoE1

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Markhyuck AU
Side Story of : Two Of Us

"Unfortunately, I am so very in love with you." https://t.co/U9i4WoUoE1

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Markhyuck AU
Side Story of : Two Of Us

"Unfortunately, I am so very in love with you."

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AU ini hanya diunggah di AO3, silahkan cek tags untuk TW dan warning juga jangan lupa untuk selalu membaca notes!

Status : On going

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  ㅤMARKHYUCK  ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE
ㅤㅤ          ㅤ    𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙏 𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙈𝘼

   ㅤ ❝  I will remember you in my next life.
              ㅤ With all my skin and bones.  ❞ㅤ

 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

ㅤㅤㅤ

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  ㅤMARKHYUCK  ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE
ㅤㅤ          ㅤ    𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙏 𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙈𝘼

   ㅤ ❝  I will remember you in my next life.
              ㅤ With all my skin and bones.  ❞ㅤ

 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/vXJaxarW8n

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ㅤMARKHYUCK ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE
ㅤㅤ ㅤ 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙏 𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙈𝘼

ㅤ ❝ I will remember you in my next life.
ㅤ With all my skin and bones. ❞ㅤ

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

ㅤㅤㅤ pic.twitter.com/vXJaxarW8n
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) June 29, 2023

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  ㅤMARKHYUCK  ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE
ㅤㅤ          ㅤ    𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙏 𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙈𝘼

   ㅤ ❝  I will remember you in my next life.
              ㅤ With all my skin and bones.  ❞ㅤ

 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/vXJaxarW8n

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  ㅤMARKHYUCK  ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE
ㅤㅤ          ㅤ    𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙏 𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙈𝘼

   ㅤ ❝  I will remember you in my next life.
              ㅤ With all my skin and bones.  ❞ㅤ

 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

ㅤㅤㅤ https://t.co/vXJaxarW8n

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  ㅤMARKHYUCK  ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE
ㅤㅤ          ㅤ    𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙏 𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙈𝘼

   ㅤ ❝  I will remember you in my next life.
              ㅤ With all my skin and bones.  ❞ㅤ

 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

ㅤㅤㅤ

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Markhyuck AU 
Side Story Of : Two Of Us 

When the keeper of your rival's quidditch team is your boyfriend— you're a chaser.

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Markhyuck AU 
Side Story Of : Two Of Us 

When the keeper of your rival's quidditch team is your boyfriend— you're a chaser. https://t.co/SjFOeZbSOB

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Markhyuck AU
Side Story Of : Two Of Us

When the keeper of your rival's quidditch team is your boyfriend— you're a chaser. pic.twitter.com/SjFOeZbSOB
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) June 11, 2023

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Markhyuck AU 
Side Story Of : Two Of Us 

When the keeper of your rival's quidditch team is your boyfriend— you're a chaser. https://t.co/SjFOeZbSOB

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Markhyuck AU 
Side Story Of : Two Of Us 

When the keeper of your rival's quidditch team is your boyfriend— you're a chaser. https://t.co/SjFOeZbSOB

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Markhyuck AU 
Side Story Of : Two Of Us 

When the keeper of your rival's quidditch team is your boyfriend— you're a chaser.

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Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go

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Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go

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Only know you love him when you let him go.

— Markhyuck one tweet AU.

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Only know you love him when you let him go.

— Markhyuck one tweet AU. https://t.co/vAJqx9BcJr

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Only know you love him when you let him go.

— Markhyuck one tweet AU. pic.twitter.com/vAJqx9BcJr
— Eden. (@drzeams) December 20, 2022

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Only know you love him when you let him go.

— Markhyuck one tweet AU. https://t.co/vAJqx9BcJr

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Only know you love him when you let him go.

— Markhyuck one tweet AU. https://t.co/vAJqx9BcJr

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Only know you love him when you let him go.

— Markhyuck one tweet AU.

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Forever First Love (Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series)

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Forever First Love (Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series)

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Forever First Love
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Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series

A few tweets Markhyuck AU (all in English)

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Forever First Love
─────────────
Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series

A few tweets Markhyuck AU (all in English) https://t.co/rW9LjHuUEg

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Forever First Love
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Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series

A few tweets Markhyuck AU (all in English) pic.twitter.com/rW9LjHuUEg
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) July 18, 2023

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Forever First Love
─────────────
Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series

A few tweets Markhyuck AU (all in English) https://t.co/rW9LjHuUEg

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Forever First Love
─────────────
Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series

A few tweets Markhyuck AU (all in English) https://t.co/rW9LjHuUEg

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Forever First Love
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Lil Sunshine ft Melk Series

A few tweets Markhyuck AU (all in English)

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My August Slipped Away 
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

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My August Slipped Away 
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

ㅤ https://t.co/PZax0xaQib

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My August Slipped Away
─────────────────────
Markhyuck song fics AU

ㅤ pic.twitter.com/PZax0xaQib
— Eden. (@drzeams) August 1, 2023

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My August Slipped Away 
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

ㅤ https://t.co/PZax0xaQib

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My August Slipped Away 
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

ㅤ https://t.co/PZax0xaQib

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My August Slipped Away 
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

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Markhyuck Local AU ; Few Tweets
[ Replacement ]

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“You hurt me, but I can't stop coming back to you and it hurts me more.”

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Markhyuck Local AU ; Few Tweets
[ Replacement ]

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“You hurt me, but I can't stop coming back to you and it hurts me more.” https://t.co/8tnBZsXE5x

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Markhyuck Local AU ; Few Tweets
[ Replacement ]

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“You hurt me, but I can't stop coming back to you and it hurts me more.” pic.twitter.com/8tnBZsXE5x
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) May 5, 2023

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Markhyuck Local AU ; Few Tweets
[ Replacement ]

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“You hurt me, but I can't stop coming back to you and it hurts me more.” https://t.co/8tnBZsXE5x

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Markhyuck Local AU ; Few Tweets
[ Replacement ]

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“You hurt me, but I can't stop coming back to you and it hurts me more.” https://t.co/8tnBZsXE5x

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Markhyuck Local AU ; Few Tweets
[ Replacement ]

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“You hurt me, but I can't stop coming back to you and it hurts me more.”

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Tentang Mahesa dan Hildan
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Markhyuck local AU

Warning: No plot development.

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Tentang Mahesa dan Hildan
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Markhyuck local AU

Warning: No plot development. https://t.co/lEuf3oBiO8

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Tentang Mahesa dan Hildan
────────────────────
Markhyuck local AU

Warning: No plot development. pic.twitter.com/lEuf3oBiO8
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) July 18, 2023

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Tentang Mahesa dan Hildan
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Markhyuck local AU

Warning: No plot development. https://t.co/lEuf3oBiO8

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Tentang Mahesa dan Hildan
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Markhyuck local AU

Warning: No plot development. https://t.co/lEuf3oBiO8

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Tentang Mahesa dan Hildan
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Markhyuck local AU

Warning: No plot development.

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Teman Tapi Ciuman
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Nohyuck few tweets AU.

Warning : harsh words , pembahasan 🔞

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Teman Tapi Ciuman
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Nohyuck few tweets AU.

Warning : harsh words , pembahasan 🔞 https://t.co/e1l9jgvjaL

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Teman Tapi Ciuman
────────
Nohyuck few tweets AU.

Warning : harsh words , pembahasan 🔞 pic.twitter.com/e1l9jgvjaL
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) July 24, 2023

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Teman Tapi Ciuman
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Nohyuck few tweets AU.

Warning : harsh words , pembahasan 🔞 https://t.co/e1l9jgvjaL

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Teman Tapi Ciuman
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Nohyuck few tweets AU.

Warning : harsh words , pembahasan 🔞 https://t.co/e1l9jgvjaL

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Teman Tapi Ciuman
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Nohyuck few tweets AU.

Warning : harsh words , pembahasan 🔞

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Boyfriend rules went wrong 🔞
────────
Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Adam-Khai (Two Faces) universe.

CW // NSFW

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Boyfriend rules went wrong 🔞
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Adam-Khai (Two Faces) universe.

CW // NSFW https://t.co/WbzNdT9Sgv

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Boyfriend rules went wrong 🔞
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Adam-Khai (Two Faces) universe.

CW // NSFW pic.twitter.com/WbzNdT9Sgv
— Eden. (@drzeams) October 2, 2023

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Boyfriend rules went wrong 🔞
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Adam-Khai (Two Faces) universe.

CW // NSFW https://t.co/WbzNdT9Sgv

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Boyfriend rules went wrong 🔞
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Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Adam-Khai (Two Faces) universe.

CW // NSFW https://t.co/WbzNdT9Sgv

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Boyfriend rules went wrong 🔞
────────
Markhyuck few tweets AU
From Adam-Khai (Two Faces) universe.

CW // NSFW

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Yang Patah Tumbuh
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Markhyuck Alternative Universe. 
ㅤ
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Yang Patah Tumbuh
─────────────────────
Markhyuck Alternative Universe. 
ㅤ
ㅤ https://t.co/y20WqbCIbE

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Yang Patah Tumbuh
─────────────────────
Markhyuck Alternative Universe.
ㅤ
ㅤ pic.twitter.com/y20WqbCIbE
— Eden. (@drzeams) September 17, 2023

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Yang Patah Tumbuh
─────────────────────
Markhyuck Alternative Universe. 
ㅤ
ㅤ https://t.co/y20WqbCIbE

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Yang Patah Tumbuh
─────────────────────
Markhyuck Alternative Universe. 
ㅤ
ㅤ https://t.co/y20WqbCIbE

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Yang Patah Tumbuh
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Markhyuck Alternative Universe. 
ㅤ
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I Lost You in Oceans and Engines
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

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I Lost You in Oceans and Engines
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

ㅤ https://t.co/M7blXy1loR

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I Lost You in Oceans and Engines
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Markhyuck song fics AU

ㅤ pic.twitter.com/M7blXy1loR
— Eden, read bio. (@drzeams) July 24, 2023

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I Lost You in Oceans and Engines
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

ㅤ https://t.co/M7blXy1loR

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I Lost You in Oceans and Engines
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

ㅤ https://t.co/M7blXy1loR

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I Lost You in Oceans and Engines
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Markhyuck song fics AU 

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If you could kiss any man in the world, who would it be?

#drarry #hpdm ; everyone lives ; no voldie

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If you could kiss any man in the world, who would it be?

#drarry #hpdm ; everyone lives ; no voldie https://t.co/QnaLFrqWqU

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If you could kiss any man in the world, who would it be?#drarry #hpdm ; everyone lives ; no voldie pic.twitter.com/QnaLFrqWqU
— Eden. (@drzeams) April 20, 2024

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If you could kiss any man in the world, who would it be?

#drarry #hpdm ; everyone lives ; no voldie https://t.co/QnaLFrqWqU

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If you could kiss any man in the world, who would it be?

#drarry #hpdm ; everyone lives ; no voldie https://t.co/QnaLFrqWqU

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If you could kiss any man in the world, who would it be?

#drarry #hpdm ; everyone lives ; no voldie

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Brotherfucker.

Markhyuck few tweets au
Hogwarts setting

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Brotherfucker.

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Brotherfucker.

Markhyuck few tweets au
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Brotherfucker.

Markhyuck few tweets au
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Brotherfucker.

Markhyuck few tweets au
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Brotherfucker.

Markhyuck few tweets au
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Jaèmin's stupid plan.

Markhyuck few tweets au.
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Tags : Completed, Hogwarts setting, 61k words with 4 chapters, friends to lovers, slow burn, happy ending, smut at the end of the story

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Donghyuck still remembers when he first decided that Lila is the love of his life. It was the day after Donghyuck finished his detention with professor Goldstein. Donghyuck strolled around the empty hallway because most of the students had already finished their dinner. Well, it was, until he stumbled upon a fight between students. One girl, who he vaguely remembers as a first year in Slytherin named Tina, was standing behind another girl with breathtakingly blond hair and pale skin. The girl's cheeks were flushed, she scowled and glared angrily at the two boys standing in front of her. If not because Donghyuck thought she was gorgeously pretty, Donghyuck would piss his pants with her glares alone. She looked vicious.

"Pick someone your age if you want to fight, you bloody coward! Not only did you pick a girl, you also chose a first year as your victim. Have you had no shame?"

The insult and tone alone could make someone feel they're under threat, which is what the other two boys feel according to their now scared expression, but not Donghyuck. His cheeks flushed, he always had a thing for mean people, Jeno even mentioned it to him. Mainly because he always tried to annoy Mark until the poor man, raging with anger, pushed him away. He will do that again just to fulfill his amusement.

The one boy, now Donghyuck remembers as Luke, hardened his expression and stepped closer. He is tall, taller than Donghyuck himself even, but that doesn't budge the angry glares Lila sent him. "Shame? Aren't you the one who is supposed to be ashamed? Being a blood traitor?" He sneered.

Donghyuck' first reaction hearing the word was pulling his wand from his holster ready to shoot a nasty hex he and Jaemin invented the other day. Unlike Donghyuck, Lila smiled and held her gaze to the boy. "Oh no, quite the contrary actually." The smile she gave was sweet, Donghyuck nearly melted on the floor only by looking at it. However her eyes were filled with rage. If stares can kill, that man is already killed many times by this point. "Raised around muggles make me can do certain things that you would never imagine, such as-" She never finished that sentences, because one moment the boy standing stall in front of her and the next second he's laying on the floor with bruised cheek and blood dripping on the corner of his mouth. She punched him. On the face. Donghyuck was sure he was kneeling on the floor too.

The other boy was quick to help his friend by sending Jinx to Lila, but that girl was quicker. She disarmed the boy with simple Expeliarmus and kicked the boy straight on the face. Donghyuck also heard the broken bone of his nose, silently praying that he would never be on the end of Lila's shoes. The sound itself looks painful.

"How dare you!" Luke crawled to reach his wand on the floor but Lila quickly stepped his foot on his hand. The poor boy screamed in agony every time Lila added the pressure on his hand.

Sweet smile still on her face, she yanked Luke's hair, blood still dripping from his mouth. "Next time you want a fight, come find me instead of picking first year. I will make sure my fit miss your ugly face." She threw her head back and turned back, checking Tina who's silently watching the situation both in awe and shock.

"Don't go around the halls alone, okay? Slytherin's first years are always the easiest prey for pricks like them." She leads Tina away from the two boys on the floor and Donghyuck silently follows them with his eyes. Legs too weak to even go near her. When Donghyuck couldn't see them, only then Donghyuck smiled. He grinned so hard from ear to ear as his heart beat so quickly. He marked the day as the first day he met the love of his life and would do anything in his power to make her fall with him too.

Or that's what a thirteen years old Donghyuck thought.

Sixteen years old Donghyuck is starting to lose hope. He was sprayed on his bed with face buried on his pillow or Mark's pillow, he doesn't know. Donghyuck develops a habit of stealing Mark's clothes, scarf, ties, blankets, even pillow after discovering that he likes Mark's cologne. Mark, thoroughly annoyed that his things keep disappearing, lent Donghyuck his cologne. Apparently, it smells different and Donghyuck refused to use it any longer. So he was back at stealing Mark's things. The blond boy, even though still despised the idea, was tired of arguing and let Donghyuck use his things again.

Donghyuck groaned in frustration and his dorm mates-Mark, Jaemin, Jeno, and Renjun- ignored him. Knowing full well the dramatic behavior of their friends. "What is wrong with me, honestly?" The voice was muffled because Donghyuck still had his face buried on the pillow. Donghyuck abruptly wakes up, his messy hair falling on his forehead. "Why can't Lila see that I'm a good person? At least give me a chance? I couldn't even have a civil conversation before she insulted me! I'm not Luke, I didn't go around bullying the first years."

"Yes, but you flirt with dozens of people. How could she know you're sincere to her?" Renjun pointed out without diverting his attention from his book he's been reading.

"But I am! I am sincere to her, only her. My flirting with her is all sincere." Donghyuck huffed out, causing the strand of his hair on his forehead to move.

"Then stop flirting with other people, for fuck sake. Retired from your title, Cassanova of Gryffindor." Renjun sneered, tired of having the same conversation with Donghyuck over and over again.

Jeno, who's sitting on his bed with an amused Jaemin lying on his lap, looked at Donghyuck. "Why did you even flirt with other people if Lila is the one you want? That doesn't make you look like a good potential boyfriend, it's quite the opposite actually."

"They flirted with me first, I just gave my response." Donghyuck pouted.

Renjun snapped his book shut and glared at the man in front of him. "And that's why you never dated. Not one single soul would look at you and think, oh yeah that's the man I want to date. You streak as a person who's into casualty, people like Lila want commitment and you never showed yourself capable of that. What you did is flirting here and there. How could she want you if you never even have any commitment in a relationship with anyone else? Or at least respect it by not playing around?"

Donghyuck was silent, he was deep in his thoughts and based on experience, never a good thing. Noticing the lack of response from the man, Jeno gave Renjun a look that said, if he comes up with stupid plan, it's your fault. Jaemin, who noticed the silent conversation between his boyfriend and Renjun, snorted. He silently enjoys the heated conversation among his friends, knowing full well that indeed, Donghyuck will come up with another stupid idea.

The silence started to get Mark's attention too. He was busy revising his Transfiguration essay when Donghyuck came up to the dorm and whined because apparently, Lila ignored him again. Mark never understands why Donghyuck would waste his time to chase someone who doesn't want to be chased. It's been three years since Donghyuck started to get obsessed with Lila.

At this point, Mark even knows a full-detailed romance fantasy Donghyuck has. Wedding on the beach with sunset behind them, three kids and hoping one of them will be blond like their mother, adopted a dog for him and a cat for Lila, a small cottage near shore because he thinks Lila will like the ocean in front of their house. The funny thing is, those were also his day-dreams with a certain boy he's in love with since Merlin knows how long. Hence, Mark understands the desperation. He realized the feelings because it was too close to home. Everytime he looked at the way Donghyuck stared lovingly at Lila, Mark saw himself. Wondering if he stares at him like that too? If so, why didn't he notice? Why didn't Donghyuck notice?

He shakes his head lightly, hoping that will help him forget the feelings for the man who called him best-friend. It took him a long time for him to realize that he doesn't mind being Donghyuck' best friend if it means he can keep him close. Call him selfish, he doesn't care. He just wants Donghyuck in his life. If the man only wants to be his friend, and it absolutely broke his heart, so be it. Better not enough than nothing at all.

His train of thought stopped as Donghyuck filled the silence again. "So, if I show her that I'm capable of having commitment, will she consider me as a good option?" He asked, brows furrowed as he looked at his friends.

Renjun shrugged, relieved that Donghyuck didn't come up with a bad plan. "Probably." He answered. "But your reputation is already ruined, everyone knows you just like playing around, kissing people in the party and forget about it the next morning. She won't believe you that easily." He continued, eyes back to his abandoned book.

Donghyuck chews on his lower lips, a habit that he has whenever he's too deep in thought. "So I have to convince her?" Donghyuck asked, eyes now linger on the roof of his bed.

Jaemin who's been silent the whole time shakes his head. "No." Donghyuck turned his head at his comment. "You have to really, really, really convince her. Stop flirting with people, stop snogging people when they lure you, just stop responding to anyone but her." He softly hums as Jeno runs his finger through his hair.

"I agree." Jeno said.

Donghyuck scoffed at the comment. "Of course you are, you are besotted with him."

"What can I say, Donghyuck? I have a brilliant boyfriend."

A pillow was thrown to Jeno's face but the man only laughed at that. "You're both disgusting." Renjun mocked the couple.

"Do you think it will work, tho? Will Lila give me a chance?" Donghyuck diverted the conversation back to his problem.

Renjun sighed. "We don't know, Donghyuck. Like I said, your reputation is already tainted. Hence Jaemin is right, you have to put a lot of effort in convincing her. And for the love of Merlin, stop snogging around!" Donghyuck gave him a cheeky smile at the comment. His green eyes shone brighter every time he did that.

The plan wasn't hard to execute. Donghyuck just had to turn down every flirting comment people gave them or if he felt not in a mood, he would pretend to be oblivious. He didn't feel bad, not even in the slightest. The reason why he flirted in the first place was because he was bored and he made sure everyone knows he is just playing around with them, so no one gets hurt. Now, he just has to make sure that everyone knows he's not available for that any longer. Which is a lot of work that he expected.

Donghyuck woke up late this morning- no, he didn't even awake yet when Renjun dragged him to the Great Hall to eat breakfast. Now he's sitting beside Mark, leaning his head on the man's shoulder. He always likes the way Mark smells. Mark smells like powdery lavender with a hint of lemon. It's comforting, reminding him a lot with his baby blankets that he kept until before he went to Hogwarts. He could easily sleep again with the comfort smells surrounding him. Not to mention Mark's shoulders are broad enough for him to lean on.

"You need to eat breakfast, Hyuck." Mark's voice keeps him from falling asleep. Aside from his scent, Mark's voice always succeeded to make him feel safe too. Donghyuck doesn't know what he does, but every time he's with Mark, he feels like he can be himself and Mark will always accept him anyway.

Too sleepy and comfortable with his position, Donghyuck buried himself deeper to the crook of Mark's neck. "No, too sleepy." His voice muffled but with the closeness between the two, Donghyuck sure Mark still heard him clearly.

The man sighed and Donghyuck could feel the rise on his chest. "Our first period is potions." He reminded him. However, the prospect of spending his morning with the coldness of the dungeon, awfully smell of potion ingredients, and the possibility of heat from his cauldron made him whine. He despises that subject with every bone in his body. Instead of listening to the man, Donghyuck tightened the hug on Mark, completely ignoring the way Mark tried to pull away from his hold.

"Donghyuck, you don't want to piss Professor Goldstein. You just finished his detention last week." At that, Donghyuck continued to grumble. His last detention made him spend his entire afternoon scrubbing the dirty cauldron with his hands, no wand allowed. Donghyuck started to think that Professor Goldstein has his own personal grudge towards him. Probably because he kept placing his pranks on his class, Donghyuck doesn't really know.

At the reaction, Renjun sighed and was about to throw his apple pastry to Donghyuck when Jaemin stopped him. "Hyuck, I saw Lila just now." Jaemin said, successfully grabbing Donghyuck' attention in mere seconds.

"Where? Where do you see her?" Donghyuck asked, eyes searching the Great Hall hoping he would see the blond hair and pretty grey eyes of her.

"In your dream, now eat and pray you can spot her in the hall later." Jaemin said, snapped Donghyuck' attention back to him as the man scowled, realizing that his friend just messed around with him.

Jeno snorted in amusement, a bit flabbergasted that his boyfriend just tricked Donghyuck to eat his breakfast and it's successful. Renjun gave Jaemin a high five underneath the table meanwhile Mark shook his head lightly, silently continuing his meal.

The entire meal went peacefully as Donghyuck was indeed too sleepy to even get angry at Jaemin. By the time they arrived at the class, Donghyuck was awake enough to pay attention. Professor Goldstein explained today that they would brew The Draught of Living Death. A complicated potion that needs a lot of focus and attention. Donghyuck is pleased knowing that Mark was the one grouped with him, knowing full well Mark has astonishing skill in potion.

They worked in silence the moment Mark gave him direction to cut the ingredients while he took care of the cauldron. He glanced around the room to find Jaemin playfully teasing his boyfriend. A small smile plastered on his face at the sight. Donghyuck is always hoping that someday he will have that too. He's starting to doubt that though.

A finger brushing his hair made his attention back to his table. "Tie your hair, if it went to our cauldron, we would be doomed." Mark said, nudging his chin to his loosen hair.

Donghyuck was about to tie his hair with the hair tie on his wrist when Mark stopped his hand. "Are you stupid? Your hand is dirty with the bean's juice." He scowled but he took the hair-tie from Donghyuck instead and pushed him to stand in front of him, back facing the man.

A smile escaped his lips as he let Mark tie his hair. Even with a scowl in his face, Donghyuck knows that Mark deeply cares for him. It doesn't matter how many times Mark called him stupid, idiot, or other worse insult, Donghyuck already knows that it was how Mark showed his affections to him. By the time Mark finished tying his hair, Donghyuck was still smiling at the man causing Mark to look at him confused. "What?" He asked.

"I love you." The way Mark freezes, his brown eyes opened wide, cheek flushed pink and lips slightly apart made Donghyuck grinned widely. Other than how Mark scowls at him, Donghyuck also likes it when he makes the man speechless. Mark would never admit that he's blushing at whatever Donghyuck said, but Donghyuck always enjoyed every time Mark tried so hard to deny it. "You are the bestest friend I've ever had." Donghyuck continues smiling before focusing back on the ingredients in his hand.

Donghyuck would never notice the way Mark stepped away a bit, giving them a little space without making it too obvious, and the way Mark sunk his fingers to his palm. Of course, Mark is never delusional thinking that his feelings would be reciprocated. But for a split second, when Donghyuck gave him his wide smiles with bright green eyes, looking so fond, he thought that Mark finally reached his happy ending.

It was wrong, because Donghyuck reminded him again how he loves him as a best friend. Only as a best friend. At least he loves him, right? At least Mark has his love. Even as a friend, Mark will desperately absorb the love that Donghyuck gave him. It's a bit pathetic actually and Mark is fully aware of that. It feels like Mark is so close to the destination, he got his love, but it's not enough. It would never be enough.

Mark is selfish and greedy, despite already having Donghyuck' love, Mark still doesn't feel enough. The deepest part of him wants more, it isn't enough only to be Donghyuck' friend. Mark is so familiar with the needs of having the love he wants that he understands every time Donghyuck talks about Lila. He knows how hurt and hollow it feels by watching the love you want, give their love to someone else. He knows and he understands, that's why he kept silent all this time. He lets Donghyuck have the love he wants despite it destroying every piece of him. He doesn't care. As long as Donghyuck is happy, he will try. He's always trying for Donghyuck.

He will accept everything Donghyuck is willing to give him. He will make it enough.

They finished the potion and got an E as a mark. Not enough as Mark would hope to, but the potion itself is a pain in the ass to work. Need the ingredients to be cut precisely, even the way he stirred the potion would determine the results. Not to mention that through the lesson Mark was too busy pondering about his unreciprocated feelings. Donghyuck would be the death of him someday and Mark would let him either way.

They were walking together to their Ancient Runes class, meanwhile Jeno, Jaemin, and Renjun were on their way to Divination. Despite his unbothered antics, Donghyuck is actually a really good student. The type who refuses to study before an exam but will get a good mark afterwards. Mark hates that, but fate seems to like him in agony as it also decides that Mark would be deeply in love with Donghyuck.

Donghyuck was talking about Quidditch strategy with him as a girl approached them. She smiles and her blue eyes staring clearly at them. "Hey, Hyuck! Hey, Mark!" Mark remembers her vividly with how frequently she hangs out with Donghyuck in the common room. Sometimes Mark will find her on Donghyuck' lap while the man will softly run his finger through her hair. At those times, Mark's head was filled with nasty plans on how to make the girl go bald. Thankfully he has a lot of self-control so the girl's hair is still intact on her head until now.

"Hello, darling." Donghyuck smiled and Mark would bet on his Gringotts vault that he totally forgot about the plan. Mark nudged his elbow to Donghyuck' ribs slightly, just enough to get the man's attention as he glared at Donghyuck, reminding him. Fortunately, Donghyuck recognizes the sign and holds himself back from holding the girl. "What's up, Mills?" He asked instead, a friendly smile still on his face.

Oblivious to the exchange signs between the two men, Milly still smiles at Donghyuck. "Do you want to go to Hogsmeade with me next weekend? I've heard that there's a new café. Fucking finally I would say. Madam Puddifoot's decoration is a nightmare."

Donghyuck laughed at the comments, totally agreeing as he shuddered at the memory of his first date at the shop. "Don't be rude, the pink color is cute, it represents love." Donghyuck joked back. The thing about Milly, it's so easy to talk and fall to their routine. They both love physical affection but they both also know that they weren't willing for a commitment for each other. They also shared the same humor, so that's a whole added point.

The deep dimple now appears on her cheeks. Donghyuck admits that she's pretty, with slightly wavy brunette hair and glassy blue eyes. If not because he's totally fallen over Lila and his undying loyalty to Evan, he would definitely try his way to get Milly's heart. "But I heard that the new cafe is way modern and cozy, it'd be a nice hang out place I can tell." She explained.

For a split second, Donghyuck contemplates the offer and has the strong urge to agree. It's been a long time since they went to Hogsmeade and Donghyuck actually enjoyed their time together. However before Donghyuck can answer, Mark clears his throat beside him. Once again reminding him about the plan. Donghyuck looked at Mark for a moment as Mark was just patiently waiting for him to answer Milly. Donghyuck sighed as he tried to smile and look back at Milly, "I'm sorry I can't, Mills."

She cocked his head as she looked between Mark and Donghyuck. "Oh? Do you already have a plan?" She asked.

Donghyuck smiles, uplifting his facial features as he stands proudly. "No. But I will, if Lila says yes."

Both Mark and Milly scoffed at the statement. While Mark looked annoyed, Milly on the other hand looked amused. "So you haven't asked her yet?" She asked, an amused smile still on her lips.

This is what Donghyuck likes about Milly. She would never get offended every time Donghyuck indicated that he still wanted Lila even though he spent his time with Milly. On the contrary, Milly likes to tease him about Lila. So Donghyuck smiles, longing at the familiarity between him and Milly. "You're wrong. I haven't got the chance to, it's different."

"What if she rejects you? Will you go with me, then?" She lifts her eyebrows, challenging Donghyuck with her smile.

"I will win her heart this time, Mills. I won't stop pestering her until she says yes."

Seeming satisfied with Donghyuck' answer, Milly nods his head. "Okay then, good luck, Hyuck. Merlin knows, you need a bunch to win that girl."

"Much appreciated." Donghyuck grinned. "Who will you ask then, Mills?"

She shrugged his shoulders. "Evan or I will probably go there with my friends instead."

Donghyuck nods at that and gently pats the girl's head. "Be nice to Evan, maybe someday we will go on a double date. Me with Lila and you with Evan."

Milly scoffed. "Try to win her first before going daydreaming, Lee."

Donghyuck sheepishly laughed at that and walked to his class with an unamused Mark. "I would never understand your relationship with Milly." He commented as they turned to the other hallway.

"Your brain capacity is only for academics, Mark. It's not bad though, don't get me wrong. But this kind of thing is my area of expertise." He playfully teased the man.

"What do you mean by this area? Love life? Flirting?"

"Yes, I can see when people want me romantically or just casually like Milly."

"You can see everyone?" Mark asked quietly.

Donghyuck proudly nods his head as he lets Mark lead him to sit in the middle area of the class. "Hm, everyone. I can see when people genuinely like me."

Mark was silent for a few minutes. Organizing his books and his quills on his desk. "I don't think so, Donghyuck. I don't think you can see it at all." Before Donghyuck could give a question to Mark, Professor Lee marched to the classroom and the class began.

It was two days after they agreed on the plan that Donghyuck finally got a chance to talk with Lila. Despite being in the same house, the girl was hard to find. It's either she holed up in the library, studying for OWL, or she hangs out with her friend in her dorm. As much as Donghyuck was familiar with the girl's dormitory, he didn't want to take his luck by marching into Lila's room and ruining his only and last chance.

Lila was walking from the library, probably after her study session with her group of friends as Donghyuck could see some familiar faces walking beside her. She tied her hair in a messy bun and a few strands of her hair fell to her face, framing her small face perfectly. The girl was ethereal, even when she seemed to put little effort into maintaining her hair she still succeeded in grabbing Donghyuck' attention. Donghyuck never knew he liked to look at people with blond hair until he saw her.

Donghyuck gave a book he's been holding to Jeno as he smiled at the man, "Hold it for me. I have a date to gain."

Jeno, too familiar with this situation, just sighed. Praying that whatever the result of today's plan is, Donghyuck won't be such a pain in the ass for the four of them. "I won't stay and watch him whine from the rejection, I will go first. I will save seats for all of you." Renjun said to him and Jeno gave him a little nod.

"I will go with you." Said Mark, hurriedly following Renjun to the great hall.

Jeno stays with Jaemin who's already leaning his back on the wall, eyes staring at Donghyuck who's walking closer to Lila. "Wanna bet on the result? I think Lila will reject him again." Jaemin says, strangely amused with the prospect of his best friend getting another rejection from the girl he adores.

"You know it's useless to bet that Lila will say yes, it's a lost cause. She never will." Jeno sighed in defeat.

Unaware of his friend's lost faith in him, Donghyuck smoothly walks towards Lila who's in-depth in conversation with Erina, a fifth year Ravenclaw. Painting a wide smile on his face, Donghyuck greeted the girl, "Hey, Lila."

The conversation stopped and the friendly face on Lila's face was replaced with a blank face of hers. Donghyuck was used to it so it doesn't flatter his determination even a little bit. "What do you want, Lee?" She spat.

Trying not to get bothered with the unhostile answer, Donghyuck answered, "Do you want to go to Hogsmeade with me next weekend? I heard there's a new café, definitely more cozy and modern than Madam Puddifoot's tea shop. What do you think?"

There's no answer from Lila for a few seconds and the act itself already made Donghyuck giddy. He suppresses his smile with difficulty, patiently waiting for Lila's answer. "No." She said, after she let silence filled them.

Donghyuck wasn't familiar with rejection, in fact he's used to rejection to the point that sometimes it drives him mad. However this time, Donghyuck couldn't help but smile. She looked at him, clearly confused at why Donghyuck was smiling when she rejected him. Her curiosity was answered when Donghyuck said gleefully, "You didn't bluntly reject me. You were thinking about it first. Oh Godric, you were actually considering it! Did you grow fond of me? I knew it, this day would happen."

Bewildered expressions plastered on Lila's face as Donghyuck talked. "Are you out of your mind, Lee? I rejected you."

Still grinning widely, Donghyuck nods his head. "Yeah, I know, but you actually think about it. It's progress for me." He shoves his hands on the pocket of his trousers as he now stands more proudly, "So I will ask again, come go on a date with me next weekend."

This time, the rejection came faster. "No. Go bother someone else, Lee." She answered, now starting to walk away from Donghyuck. But Donghyuck never shy away from it, he's known to get what he wants after all.

Sweetly smiling at Lila while walking beside her, Donghyuck replied, "But I only want you. So, I will only ask you on a date until you say yes."

She slowed down her steps as she glanced at Donghyuck with a cocked eyebrow, "What happens with your friend that you snog and shag every party?"

"I told you, I only want you. If you don't want to go with me, I won't ask anyone else. I will go alone or I will bother my friend."

"Friend you snog?"

"No! My dorm mates of course. I will bother them if you reject me."

"Please take him with you, Lila. We don't want him." Donghyuck turned around to see that both Jeno and Jaemin were now walking behind them. Jaemin still looked amused like always, the man loved it when Donghyuck got rejected, while Jeno looked tired.

Donghyuck could see the comment make Erina smile beside Lila. "It's your problem to hang out with the wrong sort, Jeno." She replied coolly.

"Am I the wrong sort?" Donghyuck faked a gasp of offense.

"Of course, you are. You never learned boundaries even when I repeatedly say no to you." With that, Lila dragged Erina by her wrist and walked faster leaving Donghyuck and his friends still lost of words.

It was silent until Donghyuck giggled. The man fucking chuckle in happiness. Jeno looks at Donghyuck, baffled. "Why are you laughing?" Jeno starts to get scared that some mad spirit possessed his friend.

"Ah, I fucking love mean people." Donghyuck said, longingly gazed in front of him.

Jeno shares glances with Jaemin as he silently says in his head, he's totally out of his mind. And Jeno swears he could catch Jaemin replies, isn't he always?

Despite the rejection, Donghyuck never stopped asking Lila to go with him. He constantly pesters the girl every time he gets the chance to be with her. He didn't even shy away when she's surrounded with her friends, in the middle of the common room, or even in the great hall when all the professor could see. While doing that, Donghyuck also kept his promise to his friends and stopped responding to flirt comments people gave him. Donghyuck usually just shrugged it off, smirked at them, or blandly ignored them.

That, until Evan walks towards him and sits in front of him in the great hall on Saturday morning. Like his relationship with Milly, the slytherin boy in front of him was one of the people he casually had sex. Not many, actually only Milly and Evan who he's constantly seeking for. The others were only those who he drunkenly kissed in the common room. Both boys know it means nothing, in fact, Donghyuck even knows that the man has a crush on Milly. The first reason why Evan even approached him in the first place was because he was jealous of him for having Milly like that. However it progressively gets worse as they keep reaching out to each other when Lila rejects him and he needs distraction and Evan is frustrated with his feelings for Milly.

It's toxic and unhealthy and both boys know it. However sick and twisted their relationship was, they found comfort in each other. Both boys deal with too many rejections and are desperate enough to take whatever affection people are willing to give them. "I heard you stopped being a man whore, was it true?" Someone choked on their pumpkin juice at the bluntness of Evan's question.

Donghyuck, knowing so well that Evan never hits around the bush when he talks, just smiles smugly at the man. "Why? You miss my dick already?" He asked, causing some people to whisper hotly around them.

Unbothered with the reaction people gave them, he replies coolly, "we both know it's not the dick I will miss. You will miss mine though."

"It is, indeed. Too pretty to keep it hidden inside your trousers-"

"Merlin's balls, stop talking about your sex life when people are eating!" Renjun snapped at the both of them, clearly annoyed. "If you want to discuss whatever BDSM shit you guys were into, can you wait until breakfast is over?" He continues while glaring at Evan.

Evan cocked a smile at the man beside him. "It's a bit hypocritical as you just said Merlin's balls at us." Donghyuck howled a laugh and quickly shut his mouth with his hand as a few people turned to look at him. Jaemin, who's sitting beside him, also struggles to hold his laugh while Mark just quietly shakes his head.

"Ugh, you know it's not what I meant!" Renjun protested.

"I like you more each day we talk, Evan. Would you like to join us someday?" Jaemin offered and Renjun scowled at the impromptu invitation.

Evan shakes his head. "No, hanging out with one Gryffindor is already too much of a headache."

"Hey! I gave you a mindblowing blow-"

"For fuck sake, shut the fuck up, Donghyuck! I don't want to know about your detailed sex life with Evan!" Renjun chimed in before Donghyuck finished his sentence.

Evan put his hand on Renjun's shoulder, calming the man. "You don't have to worry about that anymore because apparently Donghyuck stopped being a man whore." Evan said.

Donghyuck laughs as he nods. "That's right, I stopped. So, don't miss me too much, yeah?"

"Why so sudden, though?"

Donghyuck shrugged his shoulders. "I want to focus on pursuing Lila now." Donghyuck replied, for the first time, a bit unsure in his sentence. Probably because Evan knows how Donghyuck coped up with rejection and Evan likely already has some concerns about it. Donghyuck doesn't worry though, because Evan knows it's a secret between the two of them. Hence, Donghyuck trusts him not to bring out the topic now.

Evan seemed to see the sign and decided to give him a little nod. "Okay." He said, grabbing Donghyuck' pumpkin juice as he continued, "It would be better if you alert me first, but I understand the urgency."

"Maybe it's time," Donghyuck says, leaving the sentences unfinished because both of them know the rest. Maybe it's time for us to get our shit together and chase the love we want.

Evan sighed. "Maybe." He replied shortly. Both know it's a lie and they both know neither of them ready for it.

It's Saturday, which means today is the first day of Hogsmeade weekends this year, yet Lila still hasn't said yes to the invitation. Donghyuck did everything he could for the past two weeks. He suggested a bunch of dates ideas that Lila rejected. She didn't even let me explain! Protested Donghyuck to Jeno the day he approached Lila after potions class. Renjun advised him to just ask Lila without making a date plan beforehand, but it didn't work either. Lila still refuses to go with him.

Donghyuck only has one last piece of advice from Jaemin, hence why he sits in the common room, waiting for the particular blond girl to come out of her dorm.The plan was simple, he just had to ask her again, on the day of the Hogsmeade weekend. However, Donghyuck already dealt with too much rejection and without things distracted him. It began to consume him as loneliness and the feeling of unwanted filled his lungs. He tries his best to push those feelings away inside him. He doesn't have time now, he has to look ready to take Lila on a date. He will deal with whatever it is later. Donghyuck terribly misses Evan at times like this. Only him who will understand. Well, aside from Mark, but Mark doesn't even know about this problem. Donghyuck was grateful that the common room was too crowded to let people recognize his inner break-down.

A sight of blond hair from the stairs to a girl's dormitory caught his attention. Today Lila let her hair loose. The slightly wavy hair looks so ethereal under the sun from the window. Her pale skin looks even brighter now that she chose to wear dark clothes. It brings out her gray eyes a lot. Donghyuck smiles, not his usual big grin as his confidence hangs on the ledge. "Hey, Lila. You look good today." Donghyuck says, making the girl's attention turn towards him. Her friends snickered around her, knowing full well what Donghyuck is about to do.

Lila rolled her eyes as she sighed and said, "No, Lee."

Donghyuck predicted this. Donghyuck knows that the chance Lila will say yes is little. Any other day, Donghyuck would easily tease her back for not letting him ask first. Oh yes, the fact that Lila didn't even let him ask her out makes everything harder for Donghyuck to pretend that he's feeling okay with the rejection. Still, he doesn't like to show that he's hurt though. Not when the particular someone is Lila. Donghyuck feels like, if Lila knows deep enough about how messed up his life is, it only draws Lila even further from him.

Donghyuck managed to lift up his side lips to form a smirk as he teased the girl, "Aw, you don't even let me talk! Do you even know what I will say?"

"I don't care, Lee. I don't want to talk to you either way."

It hurts now that Donghyuck is on the verge of losing himself. Any other day, Donghyuck would still pester the girl until she's annoyed enough and walks away. However, today isn't like any other day. Donghyuck already hurt before he even opened his eyes. Donghyuck didn't understand why he bothered to ask Lila again when she bluntly rejected him for two weeks in a row. Two weeks. In a row. One rejection is understandable but two weeks? Without a chance for Donghyuck to cope with his issues? It's a wonder that Donghyuck even had the gut to wake up.

Deciding that he doesn't want to hear any blatant rejection, he hurts himself enough, he holds up his hands in surrender. "Okay, fine." Donghyuck says, ignoring the confused look Lila's friends send to him. "Hope you have a great weekend then, Lila." Donghyuck tried to smile but he knows that it doesn't reach his eyes like it usually did. He doesn't care though. He continues to walk towards his dormitory, knowing that Mark decided to stay instead of going out like his other friends.

"You don't go out with your friends?" A girl's voice made Donghyuck stop in his tracks. As he turned around he recognize her as one of Lila's friend named Wena, also another fifth year just like Lila.

Donghyuck gave her a small smile as he shrugged his shoulders hoping to appear friendly despite the gut wrenching feelings he has on his chest. "No, Mark is staying so I will stay with him." Donghyuck says, half lies half truth. Of course, Donghyuck would stay with Mark if the man asked him to stay, but he didn't. However Donghyuck couldn't say the real reason why he wanted to stay was because he's hurt, could he? It would just make Lila uncomfortable.

Fortunately, as Donghyuck continued to walk, no one tried to engage in any conversations with him. Donghyuck is afraid if someone wants to talk with him now other than his closest friends, his carefully hidden facade will show. Appearing as someone who always has a smile on his face is the stupidest thing Donghyuck ever decides. Donghyuck couldn't even moping in peace.

The only person who knows about his problems is Evan and that also because Donghyuck accidentally seeked out for him when Lila was particularly being so harsh to him. Donghyuck knocked at Evan's room with his eyes glistened with unshed tears as he desperately begging the man, "Can you fuck me until I forget everything, tonight? No question." Fortunately for him, Evan understood. Even until this day, Donghyuck would be forever grateful that the man still took him that night without even getting any explanation about what happened.

Two days after that embarrassing incident, Donghyuck told Evan everything. That's when they came to an agreement that Donghyuck could seek out him whenever he needed him for that particular reason without Donghyuck saying anything to explain. They fell into a routine with how often Lila destroyed every piece Donghyuck had tried to build. Donghyuck is longing for those moments, especially today. But they came to an agreement to stop and Donghyuck also starts to think it's unhealthy for whatever remains in his mental state. He doesn't want to end up in Janus Thickey Ward before he even reaches his seventeen birthday.

A sigh left out of his mouth as he opened the dorm's door and immediately lay down on Mark's bed. The owner of the said bed is also sitting on the bed, with back leaning on the head board and a book in his hand. "I suppose you failed again?" Mark asked. Despite the question, Donghyuck could sense the tone of worry underneath layers of mockery. Donghyuck smiles at that.

The pain is still there, lingering at the surface of his mind instead of in the back like it is supposed to. However, something about Mark makes him calmer. He didn't answer, too busy enjoying the silence, the familiar smell of Mark's cologne, the sound of flipped pages as he lay beside the man.

"Do you know that mother doesn't want me nor my father?" Donghyuck doesn't know why he suddenly asked that. Revealing something he hides under layers of layers of persona he built.

Donghyuck could feel that Mark stiffened at his question. That makes Donghyuck hold his breath, afraid of what Mark will say to him. If he could, he wanted to hide this specific information from his friends. Because Donghyuck knows that they deeply care for him, even deeper than his parents. And knowing this will definitely hurt them, he didn't want that.

He also doesn't want to hurt Mark. It would be the last thing he is capable of- not consciously at least. Yet there's something about his presence today that makes Donghyuck want to be open with the man. Maybe it's because Donghyuck no longer has Evan or maybe because he was too hurt to even think properly. Either way, it's already done and Donghyuck can't run away from it.

"No, I don't know." Mark answered after a long silence.

There's no pity, sadness, or anything particularly important in his tone. Donghyuck let out a relief sigh. He prefers this rather than the over dramatic reaction. It would only make him want to hide even deeper.

Donghyuck looked at the roof of Mark's bed. Unlike Donghyuck' bed, Mark's bed looks empty. While Donghyuck decorated his bed with Quidditch posters, this bed doesn't have anything. In fact, it stayed the same like when they just got the room. "They don't love each other. It's an arranged marriage so my existence is only possible because both families need an heir. But none of them even gave me a sign that they want me more than that or- care for me." Donghyuck sighed, it is always painful whenever he thinks about it. He appreciates that Mark stays silent then he continues, "I was mostly raised with a house-elf. Mipsy is the only living thing in the house who's genuinely happy I existed. I was ignored, I spent most of my childhood being forgotten and felt unwanted."

The silence is no longer comfortable. It's thick with tension as Donghyuck slowly loses his composure and tears fill his eyes. Thankfully, Mark stayed silent but Donghyuck no longer heard him flipping the pages of his book. "I don't remember when I started it, but the child me decided to have a kind of imagination. A bubble, where I lay on the bed and pretend there are people who want me, play with me, kiss and hug me without me asking for it, and for years, I was attached to that bubble. I think- I still do. It was the only thing that made me not go too far with loneliness in the house."

Donghyuck could feel Mark shift and a book was placed near his head. Donghyuck puts no mind as he continues, "I don't remember if I already told you, but I like to play along when I talk with people. I don't mind mean words, I even annoy people so they say mean words to me, like what I did to you." Donghyuck huffed out a small chuckle while Mark snorted. "I like the reactions, I don't mind some rejections. However, things with Lila-" Donghyuck stopped as the pain resurfaced, he let it happen this time. "Too many rejections from the same person without even a reassurance that I was enough, was hurtful. I couldn't help but remember how lonely and unwanted I was at home. I never felt it when I was with you or the others, but still- it reminds me."

As the feelings start to overwhelm him, Donghyuck closes his eyes. "When I felt like myself started to crumble, I reached out to Evan. He understood what I felt, how bad it was to feel like we're never enough. We both try to make each other feel like we matter, like there's someone who wants us, even though it's only for a night. We're pathetic enough to stoop that low." Donghyuck grimaced. "It's bad, we both know it was bad. But we were also young, stupid, and hurt. If one night sex could keep away bad feelings, why bother to try anything else?"

Donghyuck opens his eyes as he feels a lot calmer than before. "I don't have him now though, so I don't know what I should do. I don't think searching for someone to replace him is a good thing either." Donghyuck finished.

"Yeah, it is not." For the first time since Donghyuck shamelessly explains his feelings, Mark opens his mouth to speak. "Can I ask you a question?" The tone is careful and tentative, Donghyuck couldn't help but feel like Mark embraced him with his voice.

The nod Donghyuck gave him was an enough response so Mark asked, "Why didn't you tell us or me before? Why did you decide to cop things with whatever you did with Evan?"

Donghyuck sighed before answering, "I wasn't taught to talk about feelings. I even don't know why I explained this to you so easily. It took me one horrible night and two days of mental distress to talk to Evan. When I know there's another runway to choose other than talking about it, however stupid, I will take that."

Mark hums, he doesn't give him another question, instead he lays down beside him both boys looking at the roof of the bed. "Does it make you feel better? Talking to me?" He asked.

For a moment, Donghyuck finally had time to check his feelings. He could still feel it bother him, but it doesn't make him feel like air escaping his lungs. In fact, it is easier than this morning when he woke up. Donghyuck slightly nods, "Yes, it does make me feel better."

Mark reached out for his wand as he wordlessly enchanted the roof of his bed to show a Leo constellation. Donghyuck recognized this immediately because he remembers it was-or maybe still, Mark's favorite. "Whenever I felt there's too many feelings and it overwhelmed me, but I couldn't talk to someone, I would stare at the stars and count. Usually, I would do that in the astronomy tower, only if it wasn't occupied with horny teenagers-"

"I was one of those horny-"

"Shut up, Donghyuck. I wasn't keen to talk about where you put your dick in." Donghyuck kept himself silent but not before he laughed. Mark let out a defeated sigh as he continued, "As I said, it would be better if you can count the star directly, but if you need one on your bed, I can teach you the spell."

"I don't want to put stars on the face of Gudgeon!" Donghyuck protested.

Mark rolled his eyes at the comment. "Only you who still put your favorite Quidditch player's poster on the roof of your bed like an eleven years old kid."

"It's called motivation, Mark. Every morning I wake up, I can practice harder so I can become a seeker for Chudley Cannons just like him." Donghyuck explained.

"Fine then, go watch stars in the astronomy tower where people shag in there too."

Donghyuck laughed at the frustration sound Mark gave him. He turned his head to look at the man beside him. "Why bother when I can join you in the bed?" He playfully asked, causing Mark's cheeks to turn a little red.

"Why do you assume I will welcome you in my bed?"

Mark still doesn't look at him despite knowing that Donghyuck is intently staring at the man. It doesn't bother Donghyuck, in fact he is amused by it. "Because you love me, of course." Donghyuck turned to look at the stars above him, unaware of the changing expression on Mark's face. "Beside, your bed smell nice-"

"You already stole my pillow, Donghyuck, don't make excuses."

"-my bed always filled with my assignments-"

"Well, that's hardly my fault."

"-your enchantment always looks better than mine-"

"That's why I told you to always pay attention in Charms."

"-and I like your company." With that, Mark stayed still. So Donghyuck uses this opportunity to continue, "I feel safe with you, Mark. Safer than with anyone else. I always feel scared to open up because I'm worried people won't accept me. But with you, I feel like you always accept me. No matter how messed up I am, if I need you, you will always welcome me with open arms." Donghyuck turned his head and this time, Mark turned too. Their eyes met as Donghyuck smiled softly, "Thank you, Mark."

Mark only stared at Donghyuck' eyes, but Donghyuck knows there's something going on in his mind so he patiently waits for him to speak. His assumption was true as Mark opened his mouth and said, "Watching the stars is only a way when you can't reach me for whatever reason. But remember that I'm here if you want to talk. I- I'm happy you're here, you know? I'm happy you existed." Mark seemed to struggle to hold the gaze but he also looked determined to continue so Donghyuck waited. "Your existence means a lot to me, Donghyuck." Mark finally said.

If a tear escaped the corner of Donghyuck' left eye, no one talks nor cares about it. Donghyuck softly smiled and nodded his head. "I know." That was the only sentence he managed to utter, but it doesn't matter because Mark understood. Mark always understands him.

They went into a comfortable silence. Donghyuck was too busy processing all the emotions inside him and Mark is polite enough to let him be. Donghyuck always knows that despite all the playful jokes and insults his friends gave him, deep inside the four of them deeply cares for Donghyuck. But to hear that directly in front of his face with so much emotion in Mark's voice made Donghyuck realize that he would never be alone anymore. He has them now. Years of loneliness and sorrow finally end now, maybe it already ended the moment Donghyuck decided to join Jeno and Jaemin compartment in the Hogwarts express, he just didn't realize that before.

Growing up neglected and ignored makes Donghyuck always care too much about what people might think. He's desperate to get into people's good sides because he was so afraid he would be alone again. Donghyuck would be too afraid to act the way he wants to, thinking that being sad is unacceptable because it would annoy people, he couldn't even wear the kind of clothes he wants. It's exhausting and Donghyuck knows it started consuming him from the inside, but for the past sixteen years of his life, that's the only thing Donghyuck knows how to do.

Especially when the crush he has for Lila started growing. He was so afraid to be himself that the feelings overwhelmed him and that's what led him to Evan. He didn't regret what he did with Evan, Donghyuck would be lying if he said he didn't enjoy every single one of it. Evan was good in bed and he never questioned the stupid things Donghyuck did. Donghyuck just wished the condition was not like this. Not because Donghyuck was too scared to face his emotions that he needed Evan to distract himself.

Donghyuck wondered now, does the crush he has for Lila is bad for him? Because now he thinks about it, it feels like it. Donghyuck grows more scared of what Lila thinks. He's so desperate that he's willing to do anything just for Lila to look twice at him. But he's not alone anymore now. He has his friends, Evan, Milly, and most of the students in the school- except for Luke and the gangs because they are bigoted bastards. So why did Donghyuck need Lila's attention when he has so much more? Why would he keep doing things that he knows damn well will ruin everything he built?

"Do you think I have to stop pursuing Lila?" Donghyuck asked out loud. Ever since Mark said those sentences to him, Donghyuck feels more comfortable around the man.

Mark clearly didn't expect this question because he snapped his head to him so quickly that Donghyuck swore he heard it break. "What?" Mark asked.

"Do you think I have to stop pursuing Lila? Because I feel like this only makes me feel worse, you know? I was anxious about what she might think about me that sometimes I wouldn't dare to do things I wanted." Donghyuck patiently explained.

Mark frowned, the man looked confused as he asked, "You care about what Lila thinks of you that you hold back from doing things you thought she wouldn't approve of but you flirt with people? She obviously wouldn't approve of you flirting around."

Donghyuck laughs sheepishly. "Well, it sure does sound contradictory, but I only did that when I couldn't deal with the rejection. I was too busy drowning in her dismissal that I forgot I have friends who will want me no matter what. I forgot that my friend's attention is also priceless. Yet, I was stupid and I wanted more attention, that's why I flirt. I didn't flirt around before I knew her, right?" Donghyuck explained.

Mark nodded in agreement. "But you still did it despite knowing Lila wouldn't like it."

Donghyuck shrugged his shoulders before he replied, "I was desperate, miserable, and sad. When you feel that, you do stupid things. I know it stupid and I know it only draws Lila away from me. But I can't just accept the rejection and at the same time can't do something to ease the pain away. I would really lose my mind, it reminded me a lot of home."

It was silence after Donghyuck finished explaining before he heard Mark sighed beside him. "Are you sure you want my opinion? You know me, I won't sugarcoat what I really think." He asked.

Donghyuck smiled at that as he turned his head to smile at the man beside him. "I know and I trust you, Mark. I know you mean no harm when you say those opinions to me even though some will hurt me." Donghyuck said firmly.

The man sighed as he turned to look at the roof of his bed. "I think Lila is bad for you, Donghyuck. Not because she's a bad person, but you clearly have an issue and Lila is not the type of person who's compatible with it. The obvious reason is of course because she doesn't like you and she won't hesitate to say it on your face. She knows what she wants and it's not you and she will make sure you know that. But it's not good for you, Hyuck. It destroyed you, ruined your safe bubble, made you forget your worth." Mark sighed before he continued, "I'm not saying you can't be optimistic about what you want, but you have to know when you need to back away. You have to realize when it starts to make you forget that you're also worthy of something-everything."

Mark turned his head back, concern filled his face. "You need to know and remember that you are worth it, Donghyuck. You don't have to change yourself to fit what people think, you don't have to bend yourself just so certain people will like you. Lila doesn't want you, it doesn't mean that anyone else thinks the same thing. She's just one person among many others. Do you think your friends or those people you casually hang and talk to will think of you any less because Lila rejects you?" Donghyuck gulped but he slowly shook his head. Mark has a point-he always has- but it feels like a slap on the face this time.

"See? You have us, Donghyuck. You always have since the beginning and I will try my best to make sure you never forget. You can be whoever you want, we will be here. Well, at least I will." Mark finished, breaking eye contact as he stared at the roof again.

Donghyuck chewed his lips as he processed what Mark had just said. Lila is just another person like his parents who would never see Donghyuck' effort to be good. No matter what he did, it was never enough for them. Donghyuck didn't blame them, maybe Mark is right, he just wasn't compatible with her. Their personalities clashed and Lila certainly never showed that she wanted anything with Donghyuck, just like his parents. They just co-exist in the same area, his parents and Lila tolerated his existence but never showed that they wanted more than that.

He had already given up wanting his parents' attention the moment they sent him to Hogwarts and he felt free after that. Clearly, wanting something that you would never have is tiresome. It was easier the moment Donghyuck accepted the fact that his parents would never love him like how parents should do. At least, Donghyuck wasn't forced to be a perfect heir like most pureblood wizard families. They just wanted Donghyuck to continue the bloodline, very easy. Especially after the invention of fertility potions that would allow wizards to have their own offspring. Being bent wasn't a problem anymore and his parents couldn't care less about his sexuality.

The conversation with Mark leads to one conclusion: Treat Lila like how he treats his parents.

Meaning Donghyuck has to stop trying for the sake of his own good. Donghyuck doesn't know how he will manage it because as far as he remembers he always tries to try for Lila. Now he has to stop, well, it would be complicated, but at least he's not alone. He has his friends, he has Evan and Milly, he has Mark. He can do it. Donghyuck will make it work.

Feeling more at ease and he knows they still have time to go outside, Donghyuck wakes up from his position, grabbing his jumper as he stands in front of Mark. "Let's go outside, the weather is still nice this time around. Next Hogsmeade weekend will be freezing."

Mark agreed in a second and they now walked together heading to the Hogsmeade. It's still afternoon and the road is filled with a bunch of Hogwarts students. Some of them are heading back to the castle but most of them are still hanging around in the shops. Donghyuck opens the conversation between them by bringing up the upcoming Quidditch match with Slytherin in November's first week. The captain, who is their own friend Jeno, came up with a new strategy last week and he kept talking about it with them in their dorm.

"Each day Jeno is as obsessed as Oliver Wood at this point." Mark huffed out and Donghyuck laughed.

"I'm pretty sure no one can outdo Oliver's love for Quidditch. If someday we got the invitation for his wedding with a Quidditch pitch, I wouldn't be surprised at all." Donghyuck replied while Mark snorted.

They went to a comfortable silence after that as they both enjoyed the rarely warm weather in Scotland. Donghyuck always loves the Hogsmeade weekend trip because sometimes staying in the castle makes him feel trapped. Maybe that's also probably why Donghyuck always uses his free time wandering around the edge of Forbidden Forest. His eyes as always, wandering to observe the scenery before him. Some of the students who make eye contact with him smile and he warmly smiles back at them.

However the sight in front of him makes him freeze in his spot. He frowned, not believing what he just saw. Donghyuck convinces himself several times that he's not dreaming right now. Realizing that Donghyuck no longer walks beside him, Mark also stopped too. The man walks back towards Donghyuck confused. "What? What's wrong, Donghyuck?" Mark asked.

Donghyuck smirked, the playful smiles now lay bare on his face. Donghyuck put his arm around Mark's shoulder, has has to tip toed to reach it, to make the man stand beside him. "Look who's that in the new cafe's balcony." Donghyuck said, nudging his chin slightly upward.

Mark tutted in fake annoyance but he obliged and followed the direction Donghyuck told him. "It's better be good, Donghyuck. I swear to Merlin-" Mark stopped, jaw dropping at the sight he just caught. "Oh my fucking God, is that who I think it is?" Mark asked in surprise.

The smirk on Donghyuck's face grows wider as he nods. "Yes, it is. Morgana's tits, the dorm will be on fire tonight." He cackled and pushed the man beside him to continue the walk.

Mark raised his eyebrows as he turned around to look at Donghyuck. "You won't let it down, will you?" Mark asked despite already knowing the answer.

"Of course not! It's the hottest tea of the year! Oh, today is the best day of my life, Mark. Let me buy you something. I know you like Honeydukes' butterbeer better than Three Broomsticks'." As Donghyuck says that, he leads the man to the shop with him. It's crowded with students yet Donghyuck doesn't mind that at all.

"No, why would you treat me something? Treat yourselves." Mark refused.

Ignoring the protest, Donghyuck still collects a few bottles of butterbeer in his basket. "The only thing my parents give me is money, Mark. Might as well use it while I can." Donghyuck coolly replied.

Mark seemed to think about it as Donghyuck could see the way he narrowed his eyes. "Well, let's empty your heir's vault then." He took the most expensive chocolate box he could find and put it in the basket Donghyuck has.

Relieved that Mark would comply with his idea, Donghyuck grinned widely as he put as many sweets, candies, chocolates, and drinks to his basket, planning to share it with all of the residents in Gryffindor tower. They finished shopping with two big paper bags filled with sweets. Mark had to use the feather-light charm to make it easier for them to carry. "I don't want to go back yet to the castle. We still have a few hours left, do you want to hang around in Three Broomsticks?" Donghyuck asked as he chewed on his Chocolate frog.

"Sure." Mark agreed easily.

When they went into the Three broomsticks, like the rest of the village, it was crowded. Every cubicle is nearly full but Donghyuck really doesn't want to go back to the castle now. It will feel too crumpled, more crumpled than here. "Do you want to order something?" Donghyuck asked as they headed towards the bar.

"No, I got my butterbeer." Donghyuck nods but Mark continues, "But don't you dare buy firewhisky in the broad daylight like this." Mark warned.

Donghyuck laughed despite the sharp gaze Mark sending him. "Oh come on, don't be a party pooper, Mark. There's no specific time we can drink firewhisky." Donghyuck faked a pout.

However, of course, Mark is a smart man and he doesn't fall for a fake pout Donghyuck gave him. "I just don't want to drag your ass back to the dorm while any professor could catch us easily." Mark snapped.

"Fair then, mom." Donghyuck laughed as he placed his order to Madam Rosmerta.

Mark pokes Donghyuck's ribs with his elbow making Donghyuck' turn his attention. "Isn't that Jaemin and Jeno?" Mark asked.

"Oh yeah, let's join them."

Jeno and Jaemin were in the middle of conversation when they both arrived at their table. "I thought you wanted to buy Quidditch supplies?" Donghyuck asked as he sat beside Jaemin while Mark sat in front of him with Jeno.

"And I thought you were asking Lila not Mark?" Jeno asked back.

Donghyuck shrugged his shoulders. "Well, I did ask her."

"I assumed it failed then?" Jaemin asked him.

Donghyuck gave a small nod. "Will you ask her again tomorrow? Today is still Saturday." Jaemin asked him again but Donghyuck didn't answer immediately because his butterbeer came to the table and he took a small sip before shaking his head.

"No, I will stop trying."

It feels like Donghyuck just dropped a bomb on their table because no one spoke after he answered. Donghyuck already expected this so he tries to appear calm and unbothered by relaxing his shoulders and enjoying his drink. "What do you mean you stop trying?" Jaemin asked softly after a while.

"Well, the literal meaning of the sentence. I will stop pursuing her." Donghyuck replied, eyes meeting with the calculated gaze of Jeno's.

"Why?" Jeno questioned.

Donghyuck took a deep breath and let it out before answering, "Well, I had a conversation with Mark this morning. You know him, his advice usually always succeeded at slapping you on the face, which kinda did to me too." Jaemin snickered but he didn't interrupt him. "I realized that it got me nowhere. It's been three years, you know? I have never done anything like this to anyone before. I was always sincere to her, I gave my best effort, even when I had to seal the real me and appear likable in front of her, I would do it in a heartbeat. But does she do the same to me? Does she at least let me talk, let me prove it more, give me at least one chance? No, never in three years I was trying."

Talking about it again this time feels easier now that he accepts to let go. So Donghyuck continued, "I just no longer see the point of trying if I couldn't even be comfortable with myself just to be with her. I mean, I was always concerned about what she thinks about me, constantly asking about what I did wrong every time she rejects me." Donghyuck shrugged his shoulders once more. "So yeah, it will be uncomfortable and a disaster. Maybe we are better off as friends."

Once again, it was silent. His friends, no doubt, are trying to process what he just explained while Donghyuck feels more at ease now his best friends know about his decision. "Well," Jaemin straightened his back as he turned to look at Donghyuck. "Fucking finally you came to that conclusion. I think I owe Mark a debt now." Jaemin continued.

Donghyuck turned to Jaemin bewildered. "What do you mean finally?" He choked.

"I'm not thick in the head, Donghyuck." He sneered.

"I beg to differ-"

"That's not the point!" He hissed and Donghyuck closed his mouth at once. "I'm not an idiot, Donghyuck. I have always had the assumption since the beginning that you couldn't handle Lila's rejections well and I was right. It was clear now that the reason why you are sleeping around is because you need someone's reassurance and I always try to give it to you. Why do you think I accompany you sneaking out to Hogsmeade every time you look off? I was trying to make you realize that I am always there for you, but you're a prat and an idiot so you never noticed. It only took you three years and two weeks of constant rejection plus a lecture from Mark that you realize you never needed her attention!" Jaemin snapped. If only Mark didn't put a silencing charm around him, their conversation would clearly gain some attention now.

It's not an exaggeration that Donghyuck was stunned by what Jaemin just said. Jaemin never said anything near like this in the entire time they knew each other. Jaemin is the type of friend who respects your opinion and will let you do anything except-well, killing yourself perhaps. But before Donghyuck could utter any words, Jaemin continued, "It hurts me every time she hurts you, Donghyuck. I would do anything to make you happy. I let you chase her because I know you're happy doing it, but I still don't like the way she won't even let you near her without her cursing you, insulting you, or hexing you. Yeah, I know you're not perfect, you're a prat and an idiot, but you didn't deserve that. Even before you started sleeping around, she still didn't give you any chance, at all."

"It feels like you build a lego, carefully stack the piece one by one and then she comes and kicks it. I try my best to build the lego, let her play with it just for her to ruin it." Jaemin finished.

Donghyuck chewed his lips, eyes glued to the table. He furrowed his eyebrows as he lifted up his head again to look at Jaemin beside him. "Are you saying this just out of loyalty now that I say I'll stop or are you already thinking it before?" Donghyuck asked tentatively.

Jaemin rolled his eyes. "Didn't you hear me? Of course I did think that way before this conversation." He snarled.

"I can vouch for that, Hyuck. He's been saying the exact same things to me the past few years." Jeno joined the conversation. "And I totally agree with him. We care for you, Donghyuck, always. I didn't like what you did, sleeping around with people, but I also understand you needed it. I just hope that now you know you're worth it and you know we're here with you, you'll find another way to cope up with your problem. Well, at least, if you insist on sleeping around I hope this time you do it plainly because you like being a man whore rather than wanting to distract yourself from pain. I would rather have you as a slut friend than a depressed one." Jeno coolly explained, completely ignoring the way Mark spurted out his butterbeer at his words.

Jaemin nodded his head as he took a sip of his drink. "Second that. I don't mind you having sex with many people, that would never change the way I see you as long as you truly enjoy and have fun, of course. That's the only requirement I need." He agreed.

Donghyuck was touched. He would be a total idiot if he didn't. Just like how Mark made him realize how much he cares for him, now this conversation made Donghyuck more convinced that his friends indeed care for him. It's not like Donghyuck didn't know, he knew, but this only made Donghyuck even more understand his friends. The fact that Jaemin even says he's sleeping around with people would never change the way he looked at him feels like a warm water sliding down his dried throat. He didn't know he needed his friends to say it to him. All this time, Donghyuck only wants to be accepted the way he is and Jaemin just said the exact same thing.

He sighed deeply knowing full well how close he was to relieved tears. "It is really nice to hear that. I didn't know it would feel this good." He mumbled, but all of them caught the words.

Too deep in his thought makes Donghyuck not realize he started picking his nails and only stopped because Mark clamp his hand with his own. "We care for you, Donghyuck, remember that. Even Renjun, who's constantly telling you how you're an idiot, also cares for you." He said firmly.

Those sentences make Donghyuck smile for two reasons. First, of course, he was very grateful for Mark's words. Second, he now remembers something more interesting and well, less depressing matter. Still not letting go of Mark's hand, Donghyuck turned his head to look at Jaemin and Jeno. "Do you know that Renjun is having a date with Lovegood at the new cafe?" A mischievous smile now replacing his gloomy expression.

"What?"

"What the fuck? Lovegood?!"

Donghyuck happily recites the events he encountered on the way to the village and his friends are too distracted with the news. Donghyuck feels guilty that he directed the conversation, but he doesn't really know what to say. He's never good at dealing with feelings. Maybe someday he will learn, for now, he has his friends with him and that's what matters.

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Take Me, Have Me - Chapter 1 - drzeams - NCT (Band) [Archive of Our Own]

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works