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Hi, Gi. I hope whenever you read this, you always in a good condition. I have to say that the days with you were more than well spent. Sudah lama, ya? maaf aku baru mampir kesini. I honestly don’t know how to start this letter karena rasanya, kata-kata pun nggak akan bisa sampai pada titik cukup untuk deskripsikan tentang kamu dan momen-momen yang kita bagi bersama tapi I’ll try my best.

Having you around is like eating a bowl of warm soto semarang at the dining table while it’s raining outside; the sense of warmth and full of love. The love we shared was the love I’ve always dreamt of and I believe I won’t ever find it elsewhere.

You were very careful. There were times when I felt so underserving to be held that I almost crumbled when you held me safely. It’s the way your arms circle my waist very gently, and how your lips plant kisses on my temple at the very same time. Gilbert, I don’t know how to express how grateful I am to have you by my side. Sama kamu hari-hari terasa berlipat-lipat kali diatas tingkat menyenangkan. Menyenangkan, lebih ringan, hangat, dan penuh cinta. Sama kamu, aku bukan hanya merasakan kasih sayang, tapi banyak hal lain, aku banyak sekali belajar hal baru dari kamu dan tentang kamu. Akupun berterima kasih untuk banyak hal yang udah kamu kenalkan ke hidup aku. Aku bisa merasakan kebaikan disetiap kasih sayang yang kamu kasih. Thank you, for putting a smile on my face, for making me comfortable to the point that I love the version of myself when I’m with you. I can’t mention all the things I’m thankful for you because it’s gonna be a long one, but thank you for making me feel the euphoria that has been long gone.

I really appreciate your understanding of small things with care. It's a simple move that not everyone can do it likewise, and you are not taking consent as an eye-sided matter which makes me think you are very considerate. Honestly, kamu tuh.. so attentive and so sweet, you always pay attention and obeserve those tiny details to your lover. Nothing else matters when we were together. I have to mention that pesona besar kamu adalah manis dan hangat di waktu bersamaan.

Hmm, I swear I’ve never been one to welcome guests in an instant, but I opened the door widely for you without thinking twice and now you’ve got the lock in your hands. I will never find hands as warm as yours, lips as sweet and tempting as yours, and shoulders as safe as yours. I’m certain too, that no one will ever be able to put me in my place like you did. I wanna kiss you one more time on your forehead because I am so thankful for your presence.

I will carry the piece of your heart you’ve left on my palm wherever I go, and I hope you’ll be carrying my whole heart with you wherever your feet take you too, and keep it warm until I get to settle myself in your embrace again. I really hope life will be kind to you. My sole wish is for you to only meet kind-hearted in this world as you are the kindness itself. The world is so lucky to have you, Gi. Semoga hati kamu nggak pernah terasa kosong, semoga kamu selalu bisa merasakan cinta seperti yang selalu kamu berikan kepada orang lain ya. Always make sure to eat well. Aku tahu kamu pasti juga sudah setiap kali masak makanan sehat dan enak. Aku juga belajar masak, tau. Agar aku tetap sehat, tetap makan enak, walau mungkin belum se-enak buatan tanganmu yang hangat dan lebih besar dari tangan mungilku ini. Hope you always have a warm shower to make your muscles relax after work, so you’ll have restful sleep. Hope that you enjoy listening to your favorite song over and over. Please spare the time to congratulate yourself each time you’ve done something great, even though things have been occupied with the responsibilities that you have on your shoulders, but I hope that you’ll have someone to share, I know that you are loved by many. Please take care of yourself when we were apart. I wish I’ll find my way back to you someday, Home. I am already homesick as I write this.

With warm hugs,

Your brightest moon.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1GLOGqNVhrKZY0zoMRyqsI?si=AE3pvemQSSS-Ke2lULdQKw

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Sorry i just had time to write here :( kinda busy with things at work hehe.

Bingung harus mulai darimana ceritanya.. Pokoknya Gilbert ini definitely knows how to handle his partner, he knows how to treat his partner well, and he's SUPER DUPER GOOD with the praises too. If you're looking for someone who's good with words and praises, then Gilbert is the answer! 😜

Anyway, stay happy and healthy ya, Gilbert. Hope we'll see each other again, soon. 🤍

Sincerely,
– D

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Hi gil, makasih banyak ya udah mau jadi partner yang baik untuk aku di dalam hubungan kita kemarin. Jujur you're the one and only sweetest person ever! <3 Kamu tau how to handle your partner and how to adore her under your control, you're the best men i've ever meeetttt before. 🏃🏻‍♀️ Untuk sesi NSFW sih nggak bisa diragukan lagi ya (saudara saudara). He can make you feel high, #srsly. Dia jago banget buat manjain pacarnya, bikin pacarnya merasa sebagai satu satunya orang yang berharga di bawah controlnya dia. Even, if you with him, kamu bakalan merasa bahagia banget. Serius, hehee. Gil, makasih banyak ya udah mau sama aku, see you next time daddy 🌷💕

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I'd like to give my apology first for coming late to this. Didn't mean for it to be this long but still, I hope you're still seeing this!

I said I have something to write about you, right? Frankly, it's a blank space on my mind.. not because there's nothing to say but more of.. too much (!!!) to say about Gilbert.

Gilbert Tan is a kind soul, thus the pure and genuine love he gave. Him with all of his magic words coming out from his sweet talking lips will make you swoon every! single! time! And I bet everyone, everyone! will love him for it. (I do!)

He always know what to say, what to do, and how to act in certain situations. It amazed me sometimes.. no, everytime! That he can understand me, without me, having to speak a single word. Jujur curiga bgt dia cenayang???

Oh iya! I also have a say about his taste in music and movies.. man, he's immaculate. I am confident enough to say that I have a certain high level in such taste of everything and Gilbert is living up to that! Gilbert once said that he found himself in me, when in fact, I finally know what I truly am through him. Again, he got that magic indeed.

I got to try new things after meeting him such as drinking coffee for my first in a long LONG time. I'll always be grateful for his explanation about coffee, which has to be his expertise since he knows a lot LOTS about it. To the point asking if every coffee shops that I'm visiting have Robusta or Arabica has become kind of a habit to me now. Anyways, he's hot when he's explaining things. Hot HOT!

He likes to talk, he loves talking about stuffs that seems to be crawling on his mind. Despite having a lot to say, he's also wanting and willing to know what's your view, vision, and opinion regarding the topic. He will pay attention to every single thing you said. That's what I like about him, actually. He's a nice person to have a good discussion with. (There isn't many out there) Every little discussions with him left a certain impression to me. Good ones!

Scrolled up a bit and I think I got too caught up on writing about Gilbert. I still have a lot to write about him actually but I think I will stop there now! With hope it was enough to explain Gilbert and his magnificence.

(MAYBE just a little bit more!) This one is for you, G.
Forgive me if I'm being a little know-it-all but from our discussions and small talks, somehow I see that you're kind of indirectly projecting the feeling of not being secure in your way of giving love. I sense that you've always been feeling of not enough and always willing to give your best to your person, which is a good thing! I love that for you! I just hope that you can be more confident of giving your love yaa, and with being yourself. Don't spend too much time on looking for critics or maybe.. bad impressions of you.. I know it'll make you grow but spending too much time on it will only mess up your mind. You're doing fine, G. You're doing fine with everything that you are now okay! Like you said, just be ugal-ugalan!

I think that's enough.. for now.. as what I said on the letter I gave you, I am still looking forward on seeing you! I hope the next time I see you, Gilbert is still the Mr. Tan that I know.

With that being said, I must close this (testimonial?) (letter?) (idk idk) whatever this is with a goodbye.

Adieu, G!

With love,

(Still) Princess K.

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Halooooo hehe. Seru banget ya pacaran sama kamu. Kalau boleh jujur, aku random aja pilih orang buat dipacarin hari itu. Lagi pengen banget nonton ada temennya, dan kamu langsung narik perhatianku hihi. Aku suka banget ngabisin waktuku sama kamu. Rasanya kurang kalau cuma 3 hari. Ngobrol sama kamu gak perlu mikir, semua ngalir aja. Aku ngerasa nyambung. Apa karena kita emang mirip ya? Kaya yang kamu bilang, pacaran sama diri sendiri :p ayo kapan-kapan kita nonton bareng lagiiiii. Tungguin aku ya, Gilbert <3

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My Gie, everything I could ever ask for.

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My Gie, everything I could ever ask for.

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I'm glad I met you, really. It's not like I have a list of requirements that a man should strictly fulfill to be someone that is "ideal" for me, no. But it's your charms and sincerity and simply the way you are, the way you love that naturally have bewitched me completely, my Gie.

I feel... so, so loved by you, in so many little ways that you do. Your effort to remember my details, having small discussions with me to know about us better. Your attentiveness; one of the things I love most about you ("How could you tell when my mood's a little off?", I wonder). Your helpful and caring self that I won't get tired of mentioning (because I am so much endeared by that). How warm it felt to be much appreciated and be in an equal relationship with you. And I love that despite your busy working days, we always end up spending a lot of time together at night. Do you know how nice and comforting it feels to be beside you? Spending my time with you is one of my favorite thing to do now. I love and long for your presence, my Gie.

I wish you could see yourself from my point of view, how I find many traces of kindness and gentleness in you, my Gie. Because it seems like my words aren't enough to express all this love and adoration I have for you. You are so lovely and I adore you so much, just by simply being you.

S.

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Hii hii Gilbert or should i called you Mas Gilbert~? hehehehe, thanks for all the effort come from you for the past two days as my boyfriend, it was such a pleasure and also a wonderful experience for me, having someone as comfort as you right at my side, tho our session is already end sih. what could i say...? eh..? well you've been doing it so great, the execution, the build up on the plot, even on the daily basis of chat you've really makes me comfort in a way i don't even feel that's just a relation between talent and customer. akhir kata semangat deh, jangan kecapekan dan selalu positif seperti apa yang kamu tuang dua hari terakhir

-kakaknya yanqing

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hello, this is your boyfriend. terima kasih banyak atas waktu dan semua effort yang kamu lakukan selama dua hari ini. aku senang bisa ngabisin waktu berdua sama kamu. kamu baik dan romantis, bener bener tipe pasangan yang ideal deh. kamu juga berhasil bikin aku merasa disayang lagi setelah sekian lama. aku merasa kita ada kecocokan dan aku harap kita bisa bertemu lagi di lain kesempatan. kalau ada waktu, aku bakal coba resep yang kamu kasih. aku yakin pasti rasanya enak banget!! segini dulu dari aku, your favorite kitten

-Hiro

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What I can proudly say about Gilbert is that: he really understood the assignment. The way he ticked off everything I wrote in the form... my. To be able to carefully understand them and execute it nicely, /that/ is something I truly appreciate and thankful about him.

I (secretly) keep thinking about how could this man just straight up excels at every love languages, even though some are not his forte. Aduh, kok bisa ya semuanya diborong? Now if you'd let me, I'd love to break it down a bit for you! <3

First, quality time? Oh, I had loooots of it with him. He made sure he never left me hanging for too long and spent lots of QT with me when we are both free. It's my favorite part, honestly.
Words of affirmation? Mmn, I could smile even just by remembering the sweet, reassuring words and compliments he liked to give me and how genuine it was. ♡
Acts of service? Now usually this one is quite tricky and confusing for people to do virtually, but my, I could say that Gilbert is quite the AoS man himself ;) with the way he's always ready and happy to be of help, and just easily initiate things (which I love very much).
Receiving gifts? This one is very wholesome because it's kinda surprising for me. The way he made little, lovely things for me to make me feel even happier and loved is never not endearing (I love him so much for his effort!).
And last but not least; physical touch? Mmmmmmm :) it was my first time having a steamy session and god, the way he's being ever so gentle and hot at the same time is just *chef's kiss* hahah. Despite being all sexy when making out, he's also one to like giving the loveliest forehead and cheek kisses and warm hugs! (Guaranteed to be well pampered by him <3)

Honestly, I could still talk on and on about him... the way he always remember the little(est) thing is also endearing for me. The way he likes to cook. How attentive he is. How comfortable it feels to be around him (I mean this, really). I lowkey love him as a person a lot <3

Thank you for the time well spent, ya, Mas Gie? Thank you for treating me very kind and softly. I'm looking forward to spend even more time with you. Hope your days are full of ease and you could keep being healthy. You deserve every good things in life. Like the love and happiness you spread to others, hope it always find its way back to you well. ♡

S.

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Helow sorry for coming late yaa.

Thank you for the last three days. Thank you for being the best lover and always trying the best. I'm not good with words. But I just want you to know that you're precious person. Thank you for being here and sharing so much love with everyone. It's my honor to be your partner and get to know you more closer. I hope you'll always be happy there.

Beneran makasih karena kamu kemarin banyak ngasih aku afeksi dan melakukan ini itu padahal posisinya aku bener-bener lagi unstable. Makasih juga udah sabar ngadepin aku yaa, makasih selalu ngecek keadaanku meskipun kamu lagi sibuk kerja kemarin. Puisinya juga bagus, will be cherish it forever. Once again, thank you for existing Gilbub. Please take good care of yourself!

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halo Gil! aku mau ucapin terimakasih banyak atas 2 hari kemarin. kamu tau, setelah sekian lama, akhirnya aku bisa rasain euphoria di tembak crush. kamu juga beneran niat banget dalam kerjain semuanya, aku bener-bener speechless dibuat kamu. aku bener-bener bersyukur atas semua yang udah aku lewatin sama kamu, semua terasa berkesan.

kamu beneran orang yang manis, hangat, bener-bener persis kayak matahari untuk aku. aku gak tau mau bilang apalagi, yang pasti, aku beneran seneng. aku harap kita bisa ketemu lagi di lain waktu ya, see you mu sun ☀️.

-from your moon 🌙

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gilbert makasih banyak udah nemenin hari mingguku, jujur sebelum sesi aku takut ngerasa canggung karena ini pertama kalinya aku coba bf rent tapi ternyata you really know how to make me feel safe and comfortable around you. keren, walaupun cuma sehari kita lumayan banyak ngobrol dan main. i feel loved most of the times and i really enjoy your presence that i didn't even realized how fast time goes by. kamu juga lucu, you can match my energy by giving the same amount of bubble chats makanya aku seneng banget tiap ada kesempatan buat ngobrol sama kamu kemarin!! makasih juga buat love letter sama playlistnya yang manis bangettttt i will keep it forever those are the cutest things ever!!!! sehat & bahagia selalu ya gilbertt kamu udah banyak bikin orang-orang happy!!

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Kakak Gilbi my loveliest form of love ♡ 

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Kakak Gilbi my loveliest form of love ♡ 

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Halooo kakakk!! Thank you yaa udah mau temenin aku for these past 6 days..gak berasa banget waktunya karna seseru itu ngobrol sama kakak. Thank you juga udah selalu nanggepin ceritaku & ngasih saran yang insightful buat aku. Kakak is indeed a great listener. Love letternya & diarynya juga cantikkk sekaliii aku suka banget sama semua yang kakak tulis!! Also aku mau minta maaf kalau ada hal dari aku yang mungkin buat kakak gak berkenan. Thank you for being the kindestt boyfriend i ever had♡

Kakak juga jangan lupa jaga kesehatan ya, ditengah kesibukan kakak sempetin makannya (aku juga bakal gini mulai sekarang!😼).

Live a happy life, Kakak.
-Aca, kakak's forever small catto.

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hehe hai kak, thank youuu so much for the past two days! and thank you kakak for being the sweetest, cutest and coolest boyfriend everrrr!

apa ya, aku seneng aja walaupun kemaren aku agak sibuk, kak gib juga kadang ada kerja ya, tapi i've never felt lonely, soalnya dikabarin terus, thank you for always making time for me. you're so sweet and kind, definitely sweeter than the hula hula kacang ijo hehe.

ANNDDDD all of your cute gift, poems, etc is so cuteee, everything about kak gib is cute t_____t  thank you for making me smile kakak!

here's a song for you to listen when you're feeling down. That's okay by D.O.

-s

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Menghabiskan waktu sehari sama kamu itu nggak cukup deh kayaknya, apalagi terpotong sama kesibukan masing-masing, tapi aku bener-bener menikmati semuanya, dari cara kita ngobrol yang nyambung, dari cara kamu ngetreat aku juga bener-bener pacar idaman, jangan lupa ya renovasi rumah terus samperin ayahku wkwk

Oh iya, makasih untuk ice cream and matcha datenya walaupun harusnya ice cream matcha, karena udah malam jadinya nggak bisa next time mungkin masih bisa yaaa.

Aku juga masih mau ngeplot sama kamu hehe, sekali lagi aku sangat amat bahagia seharian sama kamu, pokoknya kalau bisa perpanjang aku mau 😞 tapi jadwalku juga banyak huhuhu, jangan telat makan ya, jangan kopi aja 😡 makan yang beneran.

- Gracia

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Seems like the clock ticking fast when my hands held you tight. I truly enjoy our time together and I’m sorry if I had any mistakes during our time. Gilbert is someone that literally could brighten up your day and I never knew that whenever your name pop-out it makes me smile. Oh, I'll try to make the coffee if I had any time to do it! Moreover, you had such a pretty phrase that poured well into our love, I love to read it as time goes by, it was such a fascinating one.

I wish you are always happy and had enough rest after your busy day,
My sweetest Tom to my Jerry.
- A.

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thankyou for spending halfday wimme. i do really enjoy our time together and feel loved. engga tau cuma aku aja yang ngerasa but kaya waktu berlalu cepet bangettt. ibert sosok yang ceria and lil bit ngeselin as cowo yang suka godain cewe nya. sosok yang supel dan talkative yang siap ngebuat hari kamu full senyum.

ibert bebe, semangat terus buat segala sesuatu yang akan kamu lakuin ya. remember, i’ll always got your back and will be your number one support system. sukses untuk semua hal yang akan kamu lakukan dimasa mendatang. proud of you bby 🤍

see you again

with love, J ♡

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Terima kasih untuk waktunya yang di sela-sela kesibukan kamu, kamu juga prioritasin aku, mau pacaran sama aku padahal lagi banyak tugas!

Terima kasih juga buat peluk dan ciumnya. Terutama kita bisa peluk-cium lewat imagine. Aku suka banget!

Buat pujiannya dan semua kata-kata manis yang mengandung gula lebih dari 24 gram, itu jujur bikin aku senyum-senyum terus.

Oh! Yang paling penting, kamu mau jadi apa yang aku mau alias boleh pesen fc. Aku seneng! Makasih, ya.

Semoga ke depannya, kita bisa ketemu lagi!❤️❤️❤️😾

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Oh nice talk with you sayang, although briefly but I really enjoyed with talk with you.

Cheer up!! ayo kita lebarkan sayap bersama 🥰

I always here if you need me 24/7 just know me, jangan sungkan-sungkan okei ^-^

— Aneisha

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Halooo babe hehehe, terimakasih bangett udah mau nemenin aku yahh🤍 seruu bangett kita ngobrolin ini itu dan juga tentang pak gembus wkwkwk soalnya aku baru tau dari kamu loh! Oh iyaa nanti aku cobain saran kamu kalau aku kena alergi! Hihi bakal kangen sih jujur:( semoga kita ketemu lagi yah! See u babe🤍

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hellooo gilbert!!! thanks yaa sudah nemenin aku seharian:) u're such a kind person... for anyone who needs a good boy, he is the one🤝 dia selalu baik, nyemangatin kita lewat kata-katanya, kasih kita perhatian yg banyak, understanding, dan ga judgemental. tapi dia juga tetep seru, dan enak diajak bercanda! dia suka kasih gombalan gombalan maut juga😵 gilbert juga pinter masak! kalian mau makan apa nanti pasti dimasakin sama dia. kalian harus coba soto boyolali buatan chef gilbert, enak bgt😎😎😎 meskipun dia sibuk kerja, tapi dia selalu luangin waktunya buat bales chat dan kabarin kalau dia lagi kerja. dia juga pda nya kencengg banget😻 pokoknya kalau jadi pacar gilbert harus siap-siap salting 24/7😋😋😋💞💞

~alca