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Every Monday morning, we open our lazy eyes wondering what we're about to wear or which make up should we put, while not realizing the problem within our society. Why is that? Careless thoughts exposing egos senseless violence. Not the world, but the people. For so long people have been focusing on themselves and not those around them… That’s probably because people want  sense of belonging to a group of people. We have been manipulating by our society on how we act and behave and look. Has this change us for the better or worst? Well, the answer depends on the person. If they’re smart to realize how much they change by their surroundings. They might realize the mistakes they have made. They should accept who they are, where they're from… Controlled on how society force things too… This is true for me because I regret on the fear I once had because I wanted to be accepted by my pears in Middle School… I forgot who I truly was with those who were actually strong talked to me. Made me believe that I should be proud of myself. Just like me. I met many people who faced the same experiences… They hide, they lied, they want people's attention. But I realize that all of this crap is meaningless… Girls wear makeup to be perfect, Boys lied to be trusted… The way society control us has to stop…

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Every morning we would wake up and tried to be ready for work and not thinking about spending our times with your family… I asked and wonder, “would money buy me happiness?” Then why would people even risk or kill life's just for money? If money does buy you happiness than you should do something good to earn it and not choose the wrong path for money. We’ve seen many people killing and dying just because that stupid damn money. Others work so hard to earn that money so you shouldn’t even dare to steal it. I used to think that if I had a lot of money it would bring me happiness, but ever since I losted my dad I realize that money couldn’t me my dad’s life again. So you should choose for yourself is a person’s life more important or is money more? If I ever had a chance to buy my dad’s life with money I would respect money but since money brings sadness how am I supposed to respect them? The Russian family were being arrested because two teenager girls had their eyes gouged out and an 11 year old girl was stabbed 37 times. Some people thinks about themselves more than thinking of others. They don’t realize how much this people work so hard for their families they just do whatever they want to get the money for themselves and not think of others and it just disappoints me when hearing those news of killing lifes. Why do that? Just think about it you’ all grown and you should know what is the right thing to do and what's not. What if you were in their place you wouldn’t either like it if people try to come kill you for your money because it's yours not them and you worked so hard to get that money. How would you feel of course the same as the ones you stole from then think what is the best after reading…

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Dear Tin Oo (Kyaw Chi)

Thank you for the broken heart that you left me with. For those tears I’ve shed for you…  For leaving me with someone else… Making those useless memories and promises with me that you couldn’t even keep… Remember when you always tell me that you were never gonna break my heart because of that fake promise that I’ve trusted kept on making me forgive you for a million times… You’ve already given me a million reasons to leave.. Am I still useless for you? You told me that I was you're everything… You made me feel so loved when you were with me, but after all those months you left me. I was nothing no love… I used to think that I was the main problem… I used to think I was the one who always the one who broke the promises we made… I fixed my mistakes, but you just said sorry to everything and never try to fixed them… So, in the interest of you being play boy I’d like to set a record straight about few things. First, remember when you said you loved me so much?? You would be saying all those cute stuff to me, but when you get all bored you’d say you regret dating me and bring up stupid reasons to break up with me… If you want to just don’t need me just tell me instead of bring up nonsense excuses. Also, you gave me those promises that you couldn’t even keep… When you break your promise I’ve forgive you for the promise that you break, but when I made mistakes you left me alone and I never had a chance to have excuses or I wasn’t forgiven by you… Then you act like we were nothing. Most importantly, I had forgiven you for your mistakes because I realize that I make mistakes too, but when I do that you took that as an excuse and you started hurting me more and more. I was also there when you wanted me and I realize you just wanted me not needed me. But I would think at least I get to with I was happy at least you wanted me instead of needing me… But you know what? I also want you to know that I forgiven you more than you deserved and I have shed millions of tears just for you man… Don’t I at least deserve something good from you? To even begin to understand why I can prove that you used me and you never loved me for sure even though you lied to my face saying you do. You need to know that it wasn’t me the one who losted you, it was you who losted a girl that loved you so much which was me. I had tried many ways to forget you but the memories we had together had you still in my heart. I’ve tried so hard to be with you while you're having fun with others and say I was the problem when you didn’t even tried… I had tried to be the best one for you, but I guess now that I was just a play toy for you when you wanted it… I only thought of you being happy so I even forgiven you when you dated my other friends and even my sister and I trusted them and loved them but because of you them and you all lied to me and became fake friends of mine… Now you need to know that whenever karma comes to you don’t forget what you did to me… I had now regretted everything I did for you and had given you but I haven’t yet regret loving you… So that's it Tin Oo. These are the actual facts surrounding our situation, like you wanting to just use me for fun you always being the main problem. I really don’t know why you did this to me because I know that if you did love me you wouldn’t have hurt me this much. What I do know is the following, I don’t look back on the person that hurts me more than once. Once I trusted them so much I just trust them so much but once they broke the trust I don’t mind of forgetting them. I might not be what you needed but I am the one who did everything for you and was always the one when you wanted me. I want you to know that the one girl that had loved you so much once will one day never return back to you when you want her again its because she is scared of getting her heart broken again from the person she loves… And I truly believe that you will one day regret this later like you did to me. If you see me someday, please don’t forget this eyes that stared at you and those lips that you kissed and to never forget who I was and realize how much I loved you… I won’t hurt myself because of some kind of guys,but I will try to not love hard next time.

Sincerely,

Tin Oo (kyaw Chi)

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Daddy now I could really feel the pain without you…. I couldn’t even stay just one day without you so how am I supposed to stay without you forever?? Seeing you in pain was really hard to watch it was like a knife stuck onto your stomach that time I just wished I had taken your place but I knew that God wanted you not me so I couldn’t help you..

Looking down at you makes me feel so useless, I wanted to help but I couldn’t I wasn’t the doctor or the God if I were one of them… I would really be glad to heal your pain… Right now if I ever had another chance with you I’ll do anything for you...

But I feel so ashamed can’t doing anything… My mom would always told me to just believe and pray to God to heal everything and I did and I believes that everything will be healed but never knew you would become more worst and worst it was like seeing you dying….

There are always late nights where I would always miss you and cry… You were the best dad I ever had because I would still remember the time you made me warm when I was sick….- I wish that in another world I would see you again and have you again… How many guys I’ve loved or dated they aren’t as good as you daddy...

You never hurted me but they have hurted me a thousand times instead you gave me love…. On your last day I saw that you were dying. I wanted to kill you with my own hand because I couldn’t watch you dying from this pain like this but when I heard your last breath I knew you were gone to a better place… Seeing you dead and my whole family crying made me so useless…. All I could do was say “GOODBYE DADDY” and I kissed you on your  forehead I was wondering if you notice that...

I promised that I wouldn’t be weak around my friends at school because I remember you say that if you were gone not to cry and always stay strong like you…

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DADDY!!!

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I love soccer because it makes me feel cool even though I ain't kool on the outside… I always had to be the shortest everywhere that's why I can’t be aggressive on soccer or any sports because I’m too short I’d thought…

I may be short or small, but I have a big heart that no one could have because everyone got different heart and I guess that's why I’m short and small…

I love singing and there is always my teachers,sister, and my best  friend named Bapaw always give me this strong feeling of using my voice instead of wasting it… WELL I do love singing but I am not that girl that is all brave that could sing all by herself if I ever did sing by myself in front of a hundred people I would just pee on my pants…

But I loved singing in front of my friends because that makes me feel like singing in front of hundreds of people…

Everytime I sing my friends would always freak out in front of me though I would thought it was just because they loved my voice of course not they yelled at me and told me to “SHUT UP!!!!!!!!”

I use to get mad when they told me that but now I am just use to that because i already know what they mean when they say that…

I always wanted to see my “OPPAS” when I grow up, yes they are the Kpops, they are just my favorite. I go terribly crazy when their songs are on because they’re always perfect in my eyes…

Then I met someone that I never thought that she would become so important to me but still i would never forget my bff (BaPaw) but she is very crazy like me…

Since I am just a short little girl of course she is taller than me as always and that's why all and everyone called me “Funny Short Girl” even though I didn’t like it when they say that I can't denied that cuz they are right about that…

Because of them my friends now I always think of making them happy. I only think of them first…

But I always have this weird friend that is like me now we are together as always. She would always remind me of my old friend and that's why I love her… Sometimes we have problems about “LOVE” but I just didn’t want our friendship to end just cuz of guy and I already know that he will one day regret or for doing this to our friendship… But we are always forgiving each other…

We might not have everything the same we have some things that are different and the same and because of that I Love Her

(MaReeYaBe/Bapaw)

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Love is something that can’t be fulfilled by one person it only shows love when two of them fulfill something together… Please don’t take away my     happiness…..

Cuz I think I’m too young to be sad. Remember when you said I was too young for you to love me? So should I not be sad? But you wanted me happy right? You're trying to make me happy even though you ever even cared a bit makes me mad…

You wanted me happy, Yeah you lied…. Words are flying around me my head if I should just forget you…. Till the end I never yet had regret loving you but other than that i regretted everything i had done for you….

That's when you could say my life was like flower…... When he wants me, he comes to get me cause he knows that I always accept his love…..

The worst parts were when he gets bored of me cause that means he had found someone that he thinks is better than me……

He throws me away like a trash and yet still I forgived him till he came back I haven’t realize I was so stupid to do that….

That's when I thought about flowers. When I see flowers I always have a feeling of wanting to pick them up because of the beauty of the flowers….

The flowers seemed so attractive to me but not that long that flower looked so old and ugly on in my palms… So I went for another one cuz I was so bored of that old damn flower….

So when I do get bored I throw it away like a damn trash not realizing how much that would hurt the flower….. But one day when I did the same thing I realized that flowers were better on the trees, How much pretty it use to be it’s not beautiful like it use to be on the trees when it gets on to people’s hands…. Then realize that because of the flowers beauty it had attracted me and I wanted to attract him with my love not with my beauty, I wanted him to     want my love not my beauty…..