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Emilia feels betrayed and disgusted that she is sexualised and mocked by Eva despite only wanting to be seen and appreciated as a maternal and motherly figure to her

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Emilia feels betrayed and disgusted that she is sexualised and mocked by Eva despite only wanting to be seen and appreciated as a maternal and motherly figure to her

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pg 226

Throughout the whole text, emilia uses the kentuki to giver herself an outlet to be protective and motherly towards someone. In turn, she wants someone to see her as a motherly figure- and she assumes that emilia sees her that way. That is why the moment eva suggests otherwise, and sexualises emilia and mocks her to use her for her own sexual desires with klaus, emilia feels heartbroken, disgusted and betreayed that eva would do that, and her made up ideals of their relationship breaks, forcing emilia to end their connection.

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Hypocritical, dissaproving attitude towards her son getting a kentuki

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Hypocritical, dissaproving attitude towards her son getting a kentuki

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Pg 130/131
Her son reveals that he is a kentuki keeper, and even though Emilia is a dweller, she dissaproves of this. Not only is she being hypocritical, but also shows how she can have jealous and possesive tendancies, and her relationship with her son is tense as she feels she cannot provide the care that he needs from her as a maternal figure. Subconciously, she may understand that people get kentukis to fill a emotional hole, as she herself does the same, however she is denying the fact that her son has to fufill an emotional gap by using technology rather than reaching out to her.

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Hypocritical Attitude:

Describes when an individual/group claims to have virtues/morals, but their actions reveal they do not.

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Domineering Attitude:To control, govern or rule with superiority.

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Cynical Attitude:

Describes when an individual/group displays feelings of disbelief and approaches new ideas, people, groups etc. with caution.

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Disapproving Attitude:
Describes when an individual/group who does not approve of an idea, belief, action individual or other group. The individual/group who disapproves may express anger, frustration or annoyance.

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Ignorant Attitude:
Describes when an individual/group who are unaware or, choose not make themselves aware and instead make judgement/choices based on a limited understandings.

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Dismissive Attitude: Describes when an individual/group who demonstrates a lack of care for a problem, group or another individual. This group is aware of the facts, but choose to disregard

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Emilia dismisses her own problems and uses the Kentuki as a outlet to gain a sense of control in her life

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Emilia dismisses her own problems and uses the Kentuki as a outlet to gain a sense of control in her life

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pg 134

"She would focus on Erfurt and the Girl, who wasn't living her best life right now. She would worry about her own life and her son's later; she had all the time in the world"

This moment represents how she uses the Kentuki as and outlet to ignore her own problems and regain a sense of control and power over a situation, even though she is just ignoring and dissmissing what is actually happening. Her emotions and insecurities and sense of being betrayed overcomes her and so chooses to be ignorant of her situation ,instead of trying to find solutions to fix it. It gives her temporary relief but she does not ever get to fixing her relationship with her son

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How things have changed over time for Emilia:

Emilia obsesses over Eva, taking the role of a protective mother figure, as she is lonely and estranged from her own son, she has no one to protect and take on the role of a mother, therefore she uses the Kentucki as an outlet to do so. The obsession with Eva developed from her initial loneliness, and was only enhanced when she saw Eva’s relationship with Klaus, and the relationship with her son growing more estranged.

Pg 130,  when her son got his own kentuki, Emilia felt betrayed as his kentuki took on that motherly role that she was supposed to provide for him, and therefore she felt even more lonely and replaced. I see this as the catalyst and beginning for her obsessive behaviour. She also uses the Kentuki and eva as a escape, as she believes she can solve that problem with Klaus, over her real relationships