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Stop Everything And Look At These 15 Chubby Kittens Right Meow! _ Cuteness

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I apologize for my terrible handwriting...

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In the Eyes of a Martian

Beauty is when the eyes are blessed
by the very hands of God.

It makes the heart cry
and the body soar.

Sunrise is when the world glows
it's halo visible to all.

The people all rise to greet it
like a great ruler from above.

Love is when the heart goes on a rollercoaster,
full of twists and turns.

It''s full of bittersweetness
up until they find "the one".

Poetry is when humans weep words from their soul onto paper,
their very essence seeping into the ink.

It can make the mind swell with wonder
yet weep with fatigue.

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Dionysus' Torment

Beneath the grape vines

I call out for you

With the moon shining on us

My dirt brown hair glimmers

As I stare into your eyes

Drinking the wine

Crimson taste of heaven

Yet it cannot compare

To the taste of you

You, who has saved me

And yet dragged me so far below

Below the gates of the underworld

Past Cerberus himself

To the depths of Tartarus

Drag me, my beloved

For your lips will kiss my godly wounds

The wounds which you have given me

Tell me your pretty lies

My muse

Let us ride on my chariot

Drawn by the most beautiful of beasts

Listen to them chant my name

As they sing and dance

The ivy crowns tangled in their hair

I am a god

Yet i kneel to you

My savior

From below

Deep down I know

This is not love

Yet i come back again and again

This cycle will never end

Until i put down my foot

Onto your earth

For my father didn’t sew me

Into his holy leg

For me to allow you

To kiss me with thy poisoned lips

Again and again

This time

I say goodbye

Goodbye, my beloved

My angel who always lies

Finally,

I say goodbye to you.

Do not cry

For the fault lies on no one

But you

After the pain you've put me through

I do not care for your crocodile tears

It is time to end this charade

And with this

I say

Goodbye...
Goodbye.

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Dream?

As the night runs cold
Hold me in your arms
Kill me in the morning
Did you take out the dogs,
and clean up their shit?
Did you wave hello?
Did you almost break?
Did you kiss her cheek?
Did you lick the blood?
Did you relish the taste?
Did you stash the gun?
Did you do the laundry?
Did you cook your dinner?
Did you wash the sheets?
Did they stink of the fight?
Did you sink deep,
deep within the mud?
Did you see the walls?
Did you hear the news?
Did you watch the television?
Did you pack your suitcase?
Did you ever get caught?
Yes, yes, yes...
Wake up, Chris, it's time to take your meds.

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Haiku #1: Him
Black locks glimmer
The hospital light glimmers
My heart beats with you

Haiku #2: Piano
Brown like the forest
You sit there in silence now
Please play me a song

Haiku #3: School time
It is so quiet
Oh, now it is really not
I despise this lie.

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Breakup kinda vibe

On nights like this
when I am
alone in my room,
I cannot help but
long for your
gentle touch.
It is on nights
like this, when I
feel the most
alone.
I hate this feeling,
because I know you
are so
cruel.
Part of me pretends
that I've moved on.
I know
I shouldn't care
after what you
did, but I still think of
you when my phone lights up.
It has been
only two days,
but I hate you with
all my heart.
Come back.
Please, come back to me.
I'll whisper all the
sweet nothings you wish to hear.
I'll pretend
it never hurt when
I said I love you
and you said
"Goodbye."
On nights like this
when I am alone in my bed.

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Cariño

They’re gone now

Along with my heart

And my desire to go on

After I professed my love

They have said goodbye

And now I am alone, alone, alone

And now I am going to drop dead in a figurative sense because nothing fucking matters and yet everything matters because who am I now that theyre gone and where will I go without them telling me and why did they leave me, oh lord, why did they leave?

They left because I am not

Enough

Not pretty enough, not smart enough, not lovable enough, never enough.

I am never enough

I just want to be enough

For you.

Piss off world Piss off happiness Piss off cats and dogs and all the little creatures I so dearly love Piss off pretty boys with long hair Piss off 90s rom coms Piss off Sarah Lawrence Piss off Lil Peep Piss off friends Piss off art and music and poetry Piss off school along with my hopes and dreams  Piss off video games Piss off guitar and ukulele Piss off Timothee Chalamet Piss off anime and movies and TV Piss off dark chocolate Piss off light Piss off candles Piss off every fucking thing

because all I want is you, Cariño…

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Summertime

I want the love of
summertime -- the

breezy air and long days,
whilst holding hands

underneath the trees -- tall --
as we kiss

and laugh because
the days are dreams,

dreams which will play forever --
a month -- and yet

summer will always
come to

an end.

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Dreaming of…

summer days

which never

seem to come

to an end.

dancing in

nightclubs until the

sun rises.

hold my waist,

spin me ‘round

our eternal love

which blossoms every

day will

last forever

in photographs, take

another of me, baby.

riding on the

back of your motorcycle

we will

take a thousand trips

beyond the stars.

days grow shorter,

It’ll be okay.

red lipstick

stains the collar of

your favorite shirt.

let us play

more and more

beneath the sun

we

will

never

age.

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Untitled

As your chest

Rises and falls

With shallow breaths

I wander

Hold me tight

Through this

Hurricane

The world spins ‘round

Quiet mornings

Silent words

Hold your breath.

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Responsible

I am so

Full

Full of fear

And anxieties

The world shoves

It’s fist down my

Throat and I

Collapse

They expect

For me to smile

To laugh and

Hold it in

Barf it up.

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Honk

Am smell in the air

After it rains

Am tumor grown

Of my own cells

Was ballerina dancing in

The stars

Bright eyed beauty

Am left shoe at the back end

Of a closet

Was running horse

Was lawn mower cutting down blades like nothing

Am old cat meowing in

Alleyway

Was Spiderman, was floating, was beauty, was grace

Am nothing, nothing, nothing, NOTHING

Am numb

Was sparkling gem hidden away

Am dead goldfish after a fair

Am college student’s old toy

Am sad

Was alive

Am flying goose

Honk.

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Summer Days

fruit punch

on your cheeks

ocean water

in your eyes

the heat

makes my head

spin