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hey if u read this , maybe this is the right time for me to give u my letter that i thought will never reach u , i've wrote this since we're apart and already "tenggelem & ketimbun" asdfghjkl

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im so sorry for all of this time , when the things were good oh my god they were so good. we had a connection , had so many things in common or different too , like our point of view abt life , music , or our favo food and snacks. i had a bad history in rl or virtual , dealing with my trust issues but u made me believe i could really really fell again , u made me the happiest i have ever been & gave me the best memories in this virtual world that i'll cherish forever.

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but when things were bad , they were bad. you made me question everything i could of possible of done for u to just switch up like that and im exhausted. i really don't understand what u want and it hurts , u tell me u want me but why it doesn't ever feel like it? di detik2 kita pisah , kamu gapernah kasih kejelasan sama aku between u & her. caraku emang salah aku akuin itu , tapi terakhir kali aku minta pisah cuma gertakkan aja biar kamu ngasih kejelasan ke aku but u never did and all i did is watching u with her from afar.

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i feel ignored & unwanted bcoz of that. u gave me mixed signals all the time and i really just don't understand u at all. i wish i could give u what u want and tell u how much u really meant to me but u won't even tell me what u want. i don't wanna gave up on us but sometimes u gave me no choice.

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i'm not mad at u if u don't want me but what i'm mad about is that sometimes u act like u want me and then u take advantage of that soft spot i have in my heart. coz u know that , in the end i'm either goin to run back to u or i'm going to let u back into my life when i shouldn't

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loving u seems so hard , apalagi klo inget apa aja yang harus aku laluin sebelum kamu & aku jadi kita. loving u is hard but begging u to love me is even harder. u were my red , orange , yellow , green , grey , black and white. hampir komplit asdfghjkl but i don't wanna see u as my purple. i have to stop myself.

things we can learn is how you treated by someone is more important than how much u like them , relationship don't work when people think it's okay to ignore somebody when they're mad instead of being mature & communicating , don't tolerate relationship that hurt your soul please remember that. hopefully you'll never found someone like me again , take care & focus on yourself from now. promise ?

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thank u , thank u for teaching me that no one stays. thank u for teaching me what love is , but most of all thank u for coming in my life and leaving me when i was at my lowest. without u i can't learn how to hug myself , holding my own hand & berdiri diatas kakiku sendiri. kamu ngerubah pandangan aku tentang semuanya and i'm so grateful for that.

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this is our last chapter , the chapter of us is done. let's begin a new chapter just u and me but without us anymore. now our role is to be friend with some memories or each other resting place. thank u for completing 1 chapter in this book of my life. i wish u new and genuine happiness on your next sunrise. thank u for all the happiness till our stars collide us again.

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Happy birthday ! i wish you a good luck , hope this wonderful day will fill up your heart with joy and blessings. your birthday is the first day of another 365-day journey. be the shining thread in the beautiful tapestry of the world to make this year the best ever. enjoy the ride aladdin.