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Hi you guys, this is something really serious so please make sure to actually read this whole thing I can't talk with you guys anymore.. I'm so sorry, you guys are amazing people and I will always remember you I promise my parents know about everything though, every single thing that's ever happened on this computer and I don't care if they can see what I'm saying now. I'm sorry I couldn't stick by longer I love you guys so much and you will always hold a special place in my heart. You will always be my family thank you for getting me where I am now and making me the person I am today love you lots.

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"The love I gave you wasn't a cent it was billions but you repaid with me a cent n told me go by yourself a new heart"

Trama666hurts**savior story

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"Mommy, do you love me?" ( 4 yr old ) child

Yes dear, very much

-7 years later- ( 11 yr old ) child

Docter: " Your child needs a brain surgery "

Okay. Give it to him

Docter: " it costs 50,000 dollars

I don't care how much it costs.

"mom y-y-you saved me!?"

Yes son, your my son forever I love you

-10 years later- ( 21 yr old ) child

"MOM MOM MOM MOM WAKE UP!!!!!"

Gang: she ain't your mom she was gonna kill you when you turned 25

"w-w-what?! no no no!!! SHE LOVES ME"

Gang: she hated you kid

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"When I married your dad, the thing that was able to keep us going was the fact I was able to break him out of his bad state. And now I have to break the fact I picked up that habit from him."

"How are you gonna break that habit?"

"With the help and support of you guys."

"..Do you still love dad?"

"𝙊𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙮."

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"If You Need A Friend, I'm Right Here"

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im a bad person, i wont deny that. but none can really manage to be a good person

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Always the fool, with the painted on clown face, 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.

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i dont give a shit anymore

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Therapy group will no longer go on, Ive lost all motivation sorry guys..

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,,Did Nico lie about loving me in every universe!?.."

*The boy asked looking at the man greatly sad but anger shone through his eyes*

"Even worse.."

*The man finally spoke giving into talking with the boy*

"𝙃𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙚"

"Just not 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 universe."

*As he set his glass of wine down on the smooth wooden table, the man shifted in his crooked chair, his eyes drifting around the dark, cold void he had spent his life in. The boy remained silent, staring down at the floor. It was wet and sticky beneath his bare feet, the sensation unpleasant but manageable. The air around him was thick with emotion—he could smell the anger, sadness, and fear radiating from the walls. The voided universe mirrored feelings through scent, a grotesque but bearable truth. Yet, amidst it all, the boy noticed something strange. The man carried no scent at all. Whatever emotions he might have felt had been consumed by the void long ago, leaving only emptiness in its place.*

"．．."

"You wanna know something?"

* The man scoffed catching the boy off-guard by speaking again, the boy's breathing got heavier not wanting to hear what else the man had to say at this point.*

"You didn't even love him in every universe"

*He pursed his chapped yet soft lips looking off to the side for a split second*

"you weren't supposed to with any fate.."

".. Except for this one, the only one."

* He said, for a fleeting moment a bit of vulnerability flashed across the man's face*

*feeling a bit bad for the boy starting to break down and cry watching his knees shake as he fell down to the ground*

,,That can't be true."

*The boy spoke with a furious tone that was cracking under the pressure of sadness*

"It is, you're just too 𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙤𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙩 and 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙥𝙞𝙙 to realize it."

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙉𝙞𝙘𝙤 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚

, 𝙣𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣."

". . ."

"𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙚"

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"You eat animals?"

Yes, I do.

"Your cruel, and you say you love animals, what a shame"

Yeah what a shame, I may care, but hey. We humans die every f*cking day, so why should I feel bad

"How dare you!?"

Yeah yeah

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You don't have to be perfect

Or exceptionally great

You don't even have to be good.

BUT I DO, I HAVE TO BE ALL THOSE THINGS AT ONCE ALL OF THE TIME.

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"Did you listen to them or to him?"

Him.

( 11 months later )

I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO YOU GUYs

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"When you throw a penny it goes far, but when u throw a dime it hits the heart"

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A poem I found called Mirrorless by Levi C.

In a land with no mirrors,

no waters reflection,

would we turn instead to introspection?

Where visions of vanity vacate and vanish,

what’s left to weigh remains inside,

to place outward appearance in back of mind,

and let what’s within amorously emanate righteous ruminations that radiate and shine.

I’d like to live with no sense of presentation,

and prevent alteration of authentic essence,

but mirrors reveal insecure revelations,

pokes holes in the hopes of achieving independence.

Just let me live without my reflection,

for I fear the face looking back with flaws even though I know the truth will show through the cracks and gaps of mask’s suppression

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Right people.

Wrong time.

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"It's not an act of love if you make her,

You make me do too much labor.." - Paris

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I love you

"yeah, well I hate you till I die"

"*dies later that day*

I guess that means im loved?....

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[AS]

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"She can't keep them all caged they will fight and run away."

"She can't keep them all safe they will die and be afraid."

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I like potatoes,

I don't like tomatoes.

I'm going fishing,

Cause I'm on a mission.

(This is a vent 😋)

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If something is wrong fix it

Found your husband cheating? Get a divorce.

Get your own place if you feel uncomfortable in your own home

Travel the world if that's your dream

Be yourself.

You were hurting and needed a drastic change? Your hair looks horrible from cutting it you should go bald or don't

Who am I to judge.

[AS]

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Quote

Don’t leave anything for later

Later, people grow up

Later, words go unsaid

Later, you lose interest

Later, opportunities slip away

Later, the day turns into night

Later, you regret not doing something

Later, life goes by and you had the chance

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Another Poem

When you get what you want in your struggle for self,

And the world makes you king for a day,

Then go to a mirror and look at yourself,

And see what that man has to say,

For it isn’t a man’s father, mother, or wife,

Who’s judgement upon him he must pass,

The fellow whose verdict counts most in life,

Is the man staring back from the glass,

He’s the fellow to pease, never mind all the rest,

For he’s with you clear to the end,

And you’ve passed the most dangerous, difficult test,

If the man in the glass is your friend,

You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years,

And get pats on the back as you pass,

But the final reward will be heartache and tears,

If you’ve cheated the man in the glass.

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In the middle of class at church I felt extremely depressed at the mention of food I realized my stomach was rumbling and I hadn't ate anything even after my mother asked me too and the day before, and the day before.

I feel hungry, but I don't feel like I want to eat, the part where you put the food in your mouth and chew.

The worst thing was that the teacher made us cookies and I was hungry, started crying a very tiny bit. "You look like your going threw a major anxiety attack." Said my friend who was sitting next to me.

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I never really felt bad about it until I lost someone because of it but I keep doing it.

It fucking sucks.

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Life is too short to be normal.

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"Why do you do that?"

It makes me feel good, better.

"At what cost?"

. . .

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I get home from school around 2:30 and can go on a bike ride to be by myself during the therapy sessions. Should be able to do the rest of them unless something comes up. In the meantime if anyone needs to talk about something then you can talk to me

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Appreciate everyone who came today!

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Our therapy group meet, meet.google.com/eau-eria-pxv

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WE NEED A MEET LINK FOR THE THERAPY GROUP FOR TODAY

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A poem I found

Book's Cover

Never judge a book by its cover, but perhaps you can a man by his yard.

There once was one who worked on mine, turned barren land to grand design. from dirt and rocks to vibrant crops reversing cursing state of decline.

Soon green from growing grass at last, it boasted beauty to any who passed.

With entrance paven to humble haven, he proudly presented to any who asked.

But that was once upon a time, now life has left each bud and vine.

Neglect has led to growing dread of no return to prior shrine.

As nature's mirror, this lawn's reflection is that of caretaker's introspection.

Where vibrance lacks, his vigor slacks, like spreading outward soul's infection.

I'll try my best to alter course from which was born a selfish source, but damage dealt I fear will be felt by those to come despite my remorse.

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"Healthy community."

"You get mad over the dumbest things."

"Your a cheater, a liar."

In the time I called everyone else a monster, I probably became a monster myself.

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Someday, your gonna sit down and think about how much things have changed.

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Therapy group starts on the 4th

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Daily reminder: Cutting isn't a good way of discipline.

(I scarified my hair for this rip)

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Usually, the villains are better friends than heroes.

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(quote about loss)

The moment that you died,

my heart was torn in two,

one side filled with heartache,

the other died with you.

I often lie awake at night,

when all the world's asleep,

and take a walk down memory lane,

with memories that I keep.

Remembering you is easy,

I do it every day,

but missing you is heartache,

that never goes away.

I hold you tightly in my heart,

and there you will remain.

Until my life on Earth does end,

when we will meet again.

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(quote about grief/death)

A thousand moments that I had just taken for granted, mostly because I had assumed that there would be a thousand more

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"Maybe you don't hate life."

"You just hate the moment."

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“I can’t keep fighting this it’s too hard”

Yet every breath you take is a reason to keep fighting

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Not a quote, but Grave of the Fireflies is a really good Anime by studio Ghibli, it's a movie that talks about loss and grief

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One Day, You will look back and life, and realize, you survived the biggest fight of your life, you have made it so far, so keep climbing even if the rocks come crashing down on you

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"Soon enough your present will become your past and influence your future"

"Don't mess it up."

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The light….its so….so….so…..bright, I have trouble noticing where the real light is, I’ve never seen a light as bright as this, soon it will go dark on you, and you’ll see nothing anymore. ( Fake Friends )

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(quote about living in the moment)

Walter Mitty: When are you going to take it? (referring to taking a photo of 1 super rare animal)

Sean (A Famous Photojournalist): Sometimes I don't. If I like a moment, for me, personally, I don't like to have the distraction of the camera. I just want to stay in it.

Walter Mitty: Stay in it?

Sean: Yeah. Right there. Right here.

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(quote about love)

"I don't know if it's gonna work out, I don't know what's gonna happen, but I can promise you this, I will never stop trying, because when you find the one, you never give up."

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(quote about hopelessness)

"If you look around, and everything seems dark, look again. Maybe you're meant to be the light"

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Therapy Group, Starting November 1st Until January 1st starting times will be from 1:00pm to 1:30pm , We will be taking breaks during ( Thanksgiving, Christmas, New years Ect ) It will be in a app, called Google Meet, Where our group will come together, depending on how you feel. Depression, Anxiety Lessons/Talk about, will be from November 1st through the 27th, Suicide help Lessons/Talk about, will be November 27th to December 15th, and any other questions or need of assistance or help will be the rest of the time available. 💜 Support, Assist, Decide 💜

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( fake it till u make it)

No, be yourself and go after your dreams, because life is not long enough to fake it. 💜 Your worth it!

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"The problem is, you think you have time. On average, you get 4,000 weeks in your life. If you 15 you've already used 782 of them, almost 1/5 of your life gone. The next 3218 won't wait for you, you have about 60 summers left, 50 times to watch the sun set and rise, before the countdown begins for real. Think about it, you spend 26 years sleeping, you'll waste 7 years scrolling, stuck in traffic, stuck in line. You're left with fragments and every second you wait to start living, one of those fragments is gone. The present is the only time that's guaranteed, so what are you waiting for?

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“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people, just try to exist”

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“Once You've Met Someone You Never Really Forget Them. It Just Takes A While For Your Memories To Return.”

Zeniba

Found this yesterday when I was thinking back about February, and started crying (if you know about February, then you know. I don't tell people about that)

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As much as I don't really wanna be here I'm just gonna say this (It's not related to anyone here like Jackson, Shadow. ect.)

"He was crying, Kyle."

"He was sad someone he likes betrayed him"

"He isn't feeling well and he needs space"

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“A hearts a heavy burden”

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Motivation For Our Amazing Team

“Life is Short so don’t waste your thoughts overthinking, Life is short so don’t worry about the future, Life is short don’t wait for someone to come to you, you go for yourself”

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We people all have issues, and if you feel don’t enough,know ur enough for me. Don’t care about anyone’s opinion because they don’t matter urs matters, we people all say things we don’t mean when we’re angry, and it could go to far.

If You Need A Friend, I’m Right Here