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1. A physical or digital message

2. 5 page pdf showing your progress and decision making.

3. Research, idea development, experimenting, presentation. Within the pdf's include how far in the future this is for and what's the aim of the message.

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We consider the creation and presentation of our work, which will impactour audience for sure. These decisions may differ in; subject matter, narrative, form and presentation. With all of these our audience will jave their own different experiences and interpratation as to how they react to our individual work.

Here we are the audience and maker!

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1. Past self, memory. What is your earlist memory?

In nursery I had a dream about being in nursery. I climbed into into one of those sensory sacks and it started to rise above ground to the point of me coming out and was spinning in circles. Outside were these snarling dogs (puppets?) or creatures trying to bite me. Or at least I knew something was out there and it wanted to get me while jumping up very high just for me to get a glimpse. I wasn't very scared of them sine they just kept jumping but couldn't get me. It's one of the few memories I have from nursery with only about 2 or 3 others.

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2. Past self, memory. What were you like at 5 years?

I was a quite child with not many demands or wants. I loved my mum a lot and liked to play with my family members over in Poland and also my cousin and auntie who moved to Belfast around that time or a few years later. I didn't need a lot to be happy during this time. I think I had a fringe and a bowl cut when I was 5.

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4. Past memory, memory. What do you want to know about your past self?

Why were you so moody all the time? I might know why, but I don't want to remember...

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3. Past self, memory. What were you like at 10 years?

I was insecure a lot, or at least thought I was different from everyone else. I was failing a lot exams and tests at school and would try to find excuses within myself for whay I'm not smart. I did have a close friend who I started to watch anime and play minecraft with, she was also really smart. We also would draw weeb things and fangirl over animes and certain games. I liked going over to her house to play the switch and eath what her dad cooked. Girls and boys in my class were beginning to be mean to my friend. They all were all close friends not long before they turned their back on her. I felt a lot of empathy for her but I didn't know what I could do.

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5. Past self, advice. What would you tell 11 year old you?

Don't do things for others. Be yourself and be happy doing what you want to do. Be more sociable too, it's hard but you will managed. Your just a kid and no one cares, even if you say something dumb or doesn't make sense be confident. No one laughs at someone who is confident. Also don't tell your form teacher your depressed in one of your excerise homeworks, just say you're feeling lonely or something...

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7. Past self, ambition. What did you want to be when you were 8.

(Accurate drawing of 8 year old me.)

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6. Past self, advice. What useful adive have you been told?

It's not really advice, but lots of observations and listening to people. Don't overthink it and just do it. That's starting a project, saying something to someone or going out with new people.

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8. Past self, ambition. What would your 15 year old manifesto say?

I had a lot of anxiety, hated myself, hated a lot of other people, had horrible friends and was in covid lockdown with a 4 year old sister. I had some good times, but one can only focus on the bad things even there were a 100 good things. I don't think I would have made one.

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9. Present self, memory. What is a defining moment from the past year.

First week of uni I met my last roommate and she got so drunk after leaving with my other roommates to a club she had to come back after 45 minutes. While my friends were in the club, I was in bed on my phone and 10 minutes before I was told myself I'll go to bed my one roommate called saying the girl had to get an uber and go home. 5 minutes later the girl phones me and she's just puking and apologising to the uber driver. I came out one she arrived and the driver was forcing her to clean the side of the car even though there was nothing there. I helped her out while we walked to our flat and I just thought the entire situation was funny. I got her into her room and I stayed with her for 2 hours while she drunkingly was getting dressed called her friends and family about the situation while saying how great I am. I went to bed afterwards and talked about the situation the next day and laughed. (She drank 85% vodak our other roommate brought from Greece, and the drawing is from when we got to her room.)

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11. Present self, advice. What advice would you give 1 year ago.

Don't have too high expectations. It's ok to not like things or people you used to, don't feel bad about it either because who cares, they don't. Stick to your own route even if your too high maintenance, don't lower it foe anyone. Now you go to uni in London and your having a really good time with lots to do without others.

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10. Past self, memory. Does a recent defining message stand out.

I sent out a message from an instagram story to a girl from highschool if she was studying in London. She said yeah and we chatted a bit over dm's, and because I'm trying to be more courageous and sociable I asked if she would want to meet up by central somewhere. After that we met up another time and it was really nice and refreshing to see someone from back at home be now in this much bigger city. I think we're friends now and I'm glad I sent out that message and didn't just ignore it.

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12. Present self, advice. What advice would you respond well to.

I'm good with 'good-bad-good' sandwich advice feedbacks. It can be verbal or written. A lot of the time in my work groupchat managers have things to say about the cleanliness or attitude of the staff members, which comes in a passive aggressive tone, but then they imply that it will be for the best for everyone. If they manage to see me they like to remind me that I am good at what I do and that I should keep up the standard, but It's good to stay focused and they bring up the topic that was mentioned in the groupchat which is better than saying it both in the groupchat and in person that we need to fix something. So it's better to hear that we are good consistenly and there might have been a misshap about something.

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13. Present self, message. What do you think makes a good message.

A message with empathy or makes me reflect on myself is a good message. If a message is very direct and deminishing it will most likely lose my confidence in what I did. While on the other hand a message with questions on what happened and why it led to that is better constructed and would most likely make me consider it more.

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14. Present self, message. What kind of message do you like to receive.

I like to coomunicate a lot with people I'm close or haven't heard in a long time. I want to know what they're up to or what they're thinking. Not 24/7 what they're doing but maybe once a day or every other day would be ideal, people are busy with life are not always available, but living abroad I want to know what my friends and family are up to.

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15. Present self, message. How do you best understand content.

Probably watching something with my full attention, and if it's something I want to remember or need to I'll take notes on it on the side. I like to have subtitles if it's a film since it's easier to understand it.

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16. Present self, message. Can you think of a repeat message you send.

I like to send "Yes!" or "OK!" since the ! makes the tone more cheerful and enthuastic. I use it if I'm just replying to a friend or being sarcastic.

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If the world isn't mechanical and robot-like, is it alien like? Did the future catch up to us too soon and did we get wipped out with only biological matter left with our bodies decomposing while the earch once again sprouting into life?

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As scientists have speculated or have literally suggested, we all stem from the first species, the "last universal common ancestor" called "LUCA". Did the earth stop evolving so much that everything to wipped out and LUCA grew back? Do you think the world will be wipped out and earth will have to start all over again? Will the organism start overcrowding the world to the point they evolved into fighting species and are attacking each other for dominance? With no life forms like bees or whales or cats and only plants evergrowing, did trees grow arms or mouths and whisper and tap to one another when a bush or shrub manages to whisk itself up into their territory? -Reminds me of the tree people from the Hobbit-

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I think it's obvious that capitalism will at some point collapse with how work class people will fight back for justice, but happens after? We never really needed governments or banks, the vikings did it and so are the current tribes that still exist like in New Zealand and Peru. Have 1% of the world given up their wealth and are giving back to the people to stabilise the world again? With boycotting always ongoing nowadays has it really worked and the businesses stop providing in wars and genocides? Do we even speak the same language? Maybe our brains got rid of the current languages and we have fungus mutations that send out telepathic brain signals so we immediately understand one another?

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If you're getting my message, did it turn into an inscryption on a rock like a fossil? If the bugs and plants eat us and we reincarnate to other living forms like an ivy, will you trace over my message? Maybe I'll become a rose in my next life and I'll immediately be prepared to fight off predators with my thorns growing into 10 inch spikes, and right in the middle of my head where the pollen is, I'll have a precious diamond formed through the pressure of how anxious and fearful life as become.

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If I'm a plant and don't attack other plants, do I help them? Am I something like algee or moss and nothing really bothers me and I wrap myself around other plants who also don't mind me and heal them through empthay? Since plants nowadays can produce music, do we sing to each other? Do we sing warcries before the battle with the poison ivy knowing that wheat can only so whip them with their heads and will collapse within hours due do the irritating itch? Do we always reincarnate into the same species or others? After we die and are met with justice from the cosmo and are told our fate for the next centuries or only decades, do we talk to anyone? Did our current life mean anything if there will always be war and hatred?