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Halo, jatuh hati terindahku. Terima kasih sudah menjadi bulan dalam gelapnya malamku, mawar merah dalam taman yang penuh semak belukarku.

You're 100% my type.

Cantik, menggemaskan, pengertian, lucu, tengil, nakal (iykyk) dan yang pasti kamu menyayangi saya dengan meledak-ledak. Lucu bagaimana seorang yang setenang dan selurus (padahal tidak lurus) saya harus berjuang untuk tidak guling-guling karena semua perlakuanmu pada saya. Kamu manis saat merajuk, herannya meski begitu kamu mendukung semua hal tentang saya meski kadang saya memamerkan wanita-wanita saya (you know it so well)

Untuk sementara kita akan menjalani masa tenang karena saya sedang sibuk menyiapkan natal saya, seperti permintaan kamu dan kondisi kesehatan saya sedang tidak baik.

Nanti, jika waktunya sudah tiba saya akan kembali ke pelukanmu dan menghabiskan malam-malam panjang saya denganmu. Tidur dalam pelukan hangat kamu sangat menenangkan dan itu membuat saya kecanduan.

Sampai jumpa lagi, Nyonya R.

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Kamala, hello. My heart still flutters everytime I recall the conversation we had together, and I'm sharing this because I know you'll honor the kind truth behind the admission. You, who pick up tiny moments of kindness like pokemon, stitching mundane stories quietly into your own sky, as if each flickering light deserves its own place where most people rarely ever think to glance.

And of all the kindness the world could spill into my life, it was you who arrived. Days have been slipping through my hands and I've barely had time to notice the small things that used to ground me. And somewhere in that blur of thoughts between airports and long drives, you came like a tiny wonder. I would have believed the timing wasn't perfect given my state, but you somehow convinced me that love is not just reserved for the idealized version of myself that only exists in the long days ahead. That there are always more sunsets to see despite the seemingly rushed pace. More laughter that feels real, more meals to share with, more flowers and dragonflies to admire together because the world won't fall apart just because we pause for a second to celebrate its beauty even for a fleeting moment.

Therefore, thank you. Thank you for proving me wrong, for proving that my heart is not too damned beyond repair. There actually was no grand rescue, you just stepped into my world and I couldn't help but look at you with a kind of awe I wasn't ready for.

Kamala, my tender wildfire. November is slipping away in a handful of hours, but I hope its quiet magic roots itself within you, marking luck into every corner whenever the days feel heavier. I hope it places more warm moments into your hands, softening the world's edges for you, giving you room to breathe amidst the chaotic bass of existence. Most of all, I hope my love reaches you across the distance, until the day I can return every ounce of tenderness you've given me, until the day I can call you mine once more.

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Being with you truly leaves me speechless because I don’t know what words could ever describe our dynamic. It feels like a slow burn, something I’ve always wanted, something that grows gently with every moment we share. Everything between us comes naturally, as if it’s meant to be, without forcing anything or making me feel tired. When I say everything is beautiful, I really mean it. It’s not overwhelming, it’s not lacking either, it’s just the right amount of love that makes my heart feel at ease. Even though it has only been a short time, every late night talk, every little laugh, and every quiet moment has become something I deeply cherish. I find comfort in the way our connection flows, as if time slows down whenever I’m with you.

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Hey My Ala, thank you for staying with me through the darkness until late last night. This may be one of our many meetings, but I never get tired of our. Since being with you, it feels like I’ve found a friend I can truly brainstorm with. Someone who shares the same wavelength of thoughts. And at the same time, I get to have the cutest girlfriend.

Ala, know that I deeply cherish our moments together, how easy and comforting it is to talk to you. It feels like I’ve found another version of myself in you. I also see you as someone who’s both incredibly smart and effortlessly funny.

And then I read your words honest, gentle, and filled with a love I can feel through every sentence and my heart just paused. Because, truth is, I feel the exact same way about you.

It’s not just one thing it’s all the little things you do. The way you check in when I least expect it. How you include me in your thoughts, even when it’s something small. The way your laugh makes ordinary moments feel golden. It’s everything. All of it. All at once.

Our conversations? I wish time would stretch longer just to stay in them. They’re the kind that make me feel seen, heard, and fully known. That’s exactly how I feel about you. I know you’re capable of incredible things, but I want to be the one beside you, backing you up, cheering you on, catching you if you fall.

So let the storms come, Ala. Make sure that I become a very reliable captain, as long as you are behind me.. And with you behind the steer, We’ll sail through anything.

Marco.

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The first time I met you was comforting; the second time was heaven. I couldn't imagine a world where I hadn’t crossed paths with you. Perhaps it was for the best that we met, as God intended.

Thank you for being so vulnerable with me, just as I am with you. It must not have been an easy decision, but I appreciate all of your honesty.

You, who squeal with me, who remember all my limitations and quirks. You, who always give me strength through your kind and gentle words.

There are so many memories I got to make in just one day with you. I wish I could tell you how thankful I was to have spent that time with you. Let me have the third, the fourth, and so on with you.

This is a quote from the drama I’m watching, and I wish you knew that it’s all because of you.

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I found happiness in my own way. there was sunshine in my life too. i’ve had so many picture-perfect moments. i just want you to acknowledge that my life was worthwhile too

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Sewindu sewindi (aneh banget idk I just don’t wanna make it too short with just “Dearest Kamala,”) 

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Sewindu sewindi (aneh banget idk I just don’t wanna make it too short with just “Dearest Kamala,”) 

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As I sit down, try to keep my eyes open, because somehow someone managed to kept me awake at least until 3.30 AM, I write this letter to you, my heart overflows with love, admiration, and appreciation (and eepiness..).

From my side, I must say that is has been really easy to talk to you about almost everything in such a short time, it feels like somehow we’ve been known each other for a little bit longer more than just two days, I love how we can keep talk and bantering easily.

Your ways of saying things have been such a comfort for me, even on my baddest day. Your compassion, empathy, and understanding have touched my heart in ways that I cannot express. I am so grateful to God for met you and I will celebrate you greatly, always.

For always holding me by my hand and leading me on the right path to survive another day, thank you. I hope you always surround yourself with great things and happiness. I’ll see you around,

Snoodle

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Kamala, hi! A big thanks for wanting to spend the night with me yesterday. Kamala is a very friendly and caring person. She's bubbly in an adorable way and her messages are either funny or so funny it'll shoo shoo your burdens away from your shoulder. Kamala is very attentive to details of you, and she genuinely showcases interest on stuff going in between you two. Not to mention that Kamala has a very beautiful voice! So, if you're looking for someone to spend the time with that'll surely refresh you and bring so many smiles to your face, Kamala truly is the one. Godspeed!

Hans

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Dearest darling, my universe, Kamala.

First of all, I'm so grateful for the time being your boyfriend. It was short, but it was perfect.

Really. You were everything that I needed and wanted as a girlfriend.

You're so kind, full of love, funny, smart, polite, strong, and everything all the good traits that I can dream of in a woman. I'm so thankful to you because when I'm with you I know how it feels to be loved. I'm so thankful for that! You are the best to make your partner feel comfortable around you.

Take good care of your health okayy?

Don't skip your meals and stay hydrated.

Until I see you again, beautiful Kamala.

I love you most

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At first, aku kira bakalan awkward because I thought she was a strict woman, tapi unexpectedly di luar nurul. Ternyata kamu ada sisi gemes mix liarnya juga hihiy🤭🤭🤭.

Di luar itu, Kamala juga sangat attentive, jadi thanks for the good conversations we've had bb.

I'm not really good with words, so I'll leave it right here. Lots of love ❤️, G

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Halo, Kung! Maaf baru mampir ke sini ya, cantik. I had PPD (Post Pacaran Depression).

Rasanya kata-kata enggak ada yang bisa mewakili satu pun perasaan aku ke kamu (selain naksir banget, tentunya). Semuanya dimulai dari pencarian yang gak sia-sia sama sekali, terima kasih sudah menerima kehadiran aku ya, Kung?

Kamala, mungkin aku gak sempat ngasih tau ini, mungkin juga aku yang cuma bisa diam kagum sama kamu karena gak ada kata-kata yang cocok untuk mendeskripsikan bunga-bunga di hati selain bunga bakung. Kamala, I do adore you, so much. Sama seperti perasaanmu waktu aku ngomongin soal hal yang aku suka. Semua tutur kata, pembawaanmu, suaramu, tawamu, semuanya bikin jatuh cinta dan aku serius waktu bilang kamu cantik. Tapi emang orang cantik biasanya gak akan sadar dirinya secantik apa, jadi aku kasih tau kalau kamu gak tau.

Kamala, kamu tahu betul seberapa berat aku naksir kamu, aku mau bilang terima kasih kembali (tolong dijawab sama-sama, biar kita sama-sama lagi) karena sudah begitu sayangnya sama aku, nanggepin semua keanehanku, dan tingkahku yang agak lain, yang mungkin gak pernah bisa aku tunjukkan dengan semua orang di sini. Terima kasih karena sudah mempersilakan aku untuk menjadi diriku sendiri di hadapanmu, ya.

Kamala, kalau diberi kesempatan untuk cari tahu tentang kamu lebih banyak, aku mau. Mau terus kenal kamu yang mungkin sisi lainnya belum aku tahu sampai sekarang. Kamala yang bikin kehabisan kata dan kamala yang penuh kejutan, entah apa yang selanjutnya aku tahu tentang kamu.

"I'll miss you endlessly
Hope we meet again someday." -Time, by The Rose.

Ps. Aku lupa minta resep tahu pepesnya, nanti ya. Ingetin aku lagi juga gak apa-apa (Ini ngeles aja biar ngobrol lagi, iya bener).

- Yamba, not-so-secret boy.

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Thank you for the warmth energy that you always maintain and radiate to me. Kakak, terima kasih ya your positive energy really... (sampai ga bisa ngetik) I love your voice (this is first impression) and those reaction (iykyk) HAHAHA MAAF ALAY BANGET but really I love it. TERIMA KASIH SORAI KAMALA VERSYEN-NYA I'LL GATEKEEP IT.

Terima kasih (lagi) karena giving me a reassurance i need, how you convince me, “I'm still your Kakak and you still be my Adik. Always my Adik.” Kakak tau ngga setiap kakak bilang gitu, adek langsung uring uringan sendiri atau ke Nanad sama Malik like, “GUE PUNYA KAKAK??? HDJSISIHDIAIWIEUURURIEOSKSK.”

The way how you merayakan dari hal paling kecil sampai yang besar besar, ah is the best present ever. Kalau kata kakak di episode #2 “Present, present you existing and you being you is the best thing you can give for your love ones. Priceless literally you can't put the price on it your present is already a present.” your present is already a present to me, Kakak. Now i know how it feels having Kakak (struggle sulung sulung jawa) and you always remind me to gentle with myself.

Terima kasih sekali lagi!

—Your ABC

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Kamala, sorry it took a while for me to finally write you this (It’s actually an excuse to talk to you 😁). There are so many things I would like to tell you, but to tell you I swear to God I’ll need 5 pages to say it all. It was about how you make me smile from ear to ear when you call my name. About how you make my heart beat faster when you kiss me. About how my cheeks turned red when you tease me.

You, you are one enchanting woman who I wish to meet every time I open my eyes, the one I always wish to cuddle up each night, the one with the most angelic voice on earth. The woman who succeeded capturing my heart. That is the effect you left in me.

Meeting you was one of the most beautiful things I’ve chosen, and I couldn’t wait to have you in my arms again.

Love, Sammy.

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Came in through when I wasn't in my best condition and I thank you for being there and took care of me the most. All I asked was your presence itself, not more than that. Guess you gave extra miles by being so sweet and gentle to me in a way that could possibly make me feel better hundred times (which I did).

Here's little thing I want to tell you. You're so dangerous (in a very good and loving way), Kammie. People will fall easily with your charm because I did. And the fact that my brothers and sister love you is something else that made me very happy. Thank you for letting them know and come as well. Ah, and thank you for "protecting" too but yeah you know the point.

Have a great day every single day, I hope? If there's something that feels rough a little then I hope you can handle it with a strong heart. Eat good foods. Get enough sleep too.

-Riv

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Kamala.

The voice that rung far from my consciousness, the only sound that brought me back to my conscience. I was desperately insane with your existence. Too pretty, too cute, too adorable. Words do not show justice compared to what I truly meant. You are the whole universe itself, the typical kind of woman I would love to hold and embrace for the rest of my life.

Being with you wrote my whole day. Even if it was short, a 12-hour meeting, I had deeply known how amazing you are. You made sure I was comfortable, made sure to have every thing in place as long as we were together. The amount of love you showed was indecipherable, and I am grateful for that.

Kamala, I wish to meet you again someday in the future. I hope our path will collide somehow, someday.

Thank you.

And sincerely yours,
your Drew.

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Here I am just dropping some words of mine because I wanna thank you a lot for already accompanying me those hours. You are so chill, calm and wise. You are so kind-hearted— so far, I hadn't met a talent who is as kind as you before but your kindness truly has touched my heart. I am so thankful for everything you did. You were all ears for all the stories I told you, you gave me calming and supportive responses, even advices— and you also encouraged me to spread more kindness which I didn't expect.

Your heart is made by gold and it shows. You have mature demeanor and are far from any judgemental trait. I hope you know that I'm definitely grateful for having a chance to meet someone like you.

I thank you very much once again. May you always be surrounded by all good things and people. May life always treat you as kind as the way you treat others and I also pray for your success, happiness, prosperity and blessings. You deserve all the best! I hope we can meet again someday. And I highly appreciate you and your kindness.

Regards,
A

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Sorry if this is a bit late since i have to move around the city. But never in a single day I don't think about you.

I was... struck by the way you present yourself. You're full of warmth, joy, and love. You are love, personified. You seems so.... positive and calm. But reassuring and strong. Ah maybe this is what love is, you make me feel I'm the luckiest person on earth. I feel loved and taken care of. YOU are the best i could ask for.

Too bad we spent very short time i wish we could have it longer. You really made my day yk. I wish someday we can meet again. I'd love to have you for myself all day.

Thank you for supporting me, thank you for replying to me so I can found you. Thank you for being you, thank you for sparing your time for me. I am very grateful to know you, to hold you in my arms. And, you have to believe me. I am so proud of you. Goodluck for all the theses defense and exams! Please don't give up on those paper journals!

I wish I can sing, but i can't 😭
I'm so mesmerized by your voice. I believe an angel visited me and singing in my ears. Isn't this very much better than those 9 muses? I bet. Thank you so much for singing that song for me. I feel... alive.
It's a beautiful song, but your voice and piano play made it 999999999x more beautiful. People should hear your voice.

This thousand thank yous won't stop so I'd like to apologize too for my wrongdoings, intentionally or not i hope you would forgive me. Thank you so much kak malmal.

I love you from every single beat of my heart.
-c.💜

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THEE Taylor Swift sang the truth since 2006

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Been ages since the last time I had a good sleep at night,

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Been ages since the last time I had a good sleep at night,

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You know.... I used to go to bed with a heavy heart and mind full of unsaid thoughts bc I always thought it's unecessary to be shared even with my closest ones, almost everyday, before I met you. (Ig it's giving the first-born in conservative Asian family's neverending problem lol)

I had a good time recalling our conversations, and get overwhelmed at the way you gave me such proper responses although you didn't have much idea about my blabbers. It was very easy to drown deep in our own sea of thoughts. Once again, I never understood how it feels to have an older sister and turned out super fun when I have you around. I'm only me when I'm with you; for I didn't have to appear strong and tough when deep down inside I'm not alright, and didn't have to align myself to be someone else, a colder side that I've always been showing to the whole world. I'm just a desperate little kid who needs a guide from her older sibling, in all honesty. I slept in peace with a tender heart last night and it's all thanks to you.

An important part that need to be highlighted: You really did #that underdeveloped installment to help me voting for Wawan Bakwan.... I'm so grateful and overwhelmed to know that there is someone who willing to do something they didn't even understand (not an insult tho) for me.... Just so you know that your votes mean a lot to me and him and the whole fandom. Whatever the result would be, I'm glad to know that you took part in his rough journey.

Thank you, thank you, thank you. It might never enough to express my feelings but I'm glad that we met. Please be around for a long, long time.

Best regards,
Nami.

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Teteeeh, I'm so happy to have sister like you. Walaupun cuma singkat, but it's amazing to spend a day with you teh. Makasih ya teh udah dengerin ceritaku dari A-Z dan makasih udah ngasih advice juga. Ngobrol sama teteh beneran bisa bantu aku buat ngelurusin benang yang kusut di pikiran aku hehehe. Teteh jaga kesehatan ya, semoga teteh bisa ketemu sama orang-orang baik terus! You'll always be my sister teh, merci merci 🌷🤍

Sincerely, A.

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At first all I know is I was sick of being deceived, mistreated, and unappreciated. Then you came along. I felt a connection on our first chat, something I had never felt before that at first made me feel excited, happy, and even a bit childish. It put me go through all kinds of emotions as we chatted on call and text(s). I began finding we had a lot in common (food excluded). I felt like we knew each other from an unknown past.

When I first met you, I was struck by your warmth, by your sweetness of manner and speech.

I began to think about you, until it dawned upon me that I had fallen in love with you. I've gotten the chance to know you in our meeting, and I want you to know you've captured my heart. How I wish words could express the thoughts that I have about you. If only to say, "Aku sayang kamu, Ala," then the greater percent of my feelings would still be unexpressed. But of course, I must say something.

My heart longs for you, and I must tell you that. I long to crave your existence. Just thinking of you helps make my day a better one. Thank you for those things that you've done for me. I really appreciate everything you do for me, and I love spending time with you.

Thank you so much for making me feel loved and cared. I thank God for having found you here. Please be happy wherever you are, Ala.

Ale.

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it really is nice indeed having a bestfriend slash mom friend figure like you, malala! mala who is thoughtful anf considerate, but also a witty girl friend who is fun to be around with! i feel like we have known each other for a long time! i hope you know that i am glad i met you!

thank you for the whole day being with me and bare with my nonsense blabbering, also we had a movie night and that was a very lovely one! the experience i feel, the rollercoaster ride of emotion when i watch the movies, it was once in a lifetime but im grateful having you by my side. thank you for being a good listener and always excited to respond to my story! until then, ^-^ drink enough water and get some sleep you deserve!

lots of love n warm hugs,
chi

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Kak Mala sayaaang!  Terimakasih udah bikin adek seneng yaa 🥺 I’m really glad that I could spend a whole day with you, berasa beneran punya kakak yang sayaaaaang banget sama aku. You’re a gift to me, Kak Mala, and I’ll be forever grateful for that.

All the love, adek G. 🤍

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SENENG BANGET BISA KENAL SAMA KAK KAMALAAA!!!! kak kamala penuh perhatian banget kaya selalu mastiin kalo aku baik baik aja seneng banget ada yg merhatiin aku, gimana kabar aku, dll
trus vibes dewasanya juga dapet jadi aku sedikit lega dan ga ketakutan bangettt makasih banyak kak kamala udah nemenin aku terus 🧡🧡🧡🧡

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Take care of yourself on my behalf, please?

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Take care of yourself on my behalf, please?

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Here's a letter
A letter that anyone couldn't read of; it's written from the heart, and only could be read by heart. A letter that you could feels inside.

Kamala, dearest.
It's only a short time that we meet each others, which I'm really grateful for. A time that I couldn't buy and If I can, I will do.

You're the true lovers. You could be anything. Friends, lovers, and partner in discussion. Anything about is worth a long time (Trust me)

You fill the empty boxes between stacked one, slowly, but surely safe. It's been a while to adoring you inside.

Dearest Kamala,
'tis not an end, we'll meet again someday

Sincerely,
B.W

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Hi, Machi! I'm so sorry if it took too long for me to come here. Hahaha bukannya ga mau nulis, tapi lebih ke bingung mau nulis apa karena kamu selalu buat aku speechless. Banyak yang mau disampaikan, tapi kadang kayaknya kata-kata yang kita kenal sekarang ga cukup untuk ungkapin perasaan aku ke kamu.

Kalau disuruh mendefiniskan kamu, kamu adalah orang yang hangat, ceria, dan memancarkan energi positif. Selalu memikirkan setiap hal kecil yang ada. Aku suka dengan keberanian dan sikap percaya diri kamu. Kamu tau betul, bagaimana harus mengisi diri kami, sebelum membagikannya pada orang lain. Terima kasih udah selalu jadi pengingat dan juga rem buat aku, yang ga tau kapan harus berhenti.

Walaupun baru kenal sebentar, tapi kamu terasa sangat familiar dan buat aku dengan mudah ngerasa nyaman sama kamu. Semua yang kamu lakukan pas, ga berlebihan, apalagi kurang. Aku bebas jadi diri aku sendiri, tapi tetep bisa ngerasain rasa sayang kamu yang tulus. Walaupun aku sama kamu punya aktivitas masing-masing, itu ga pernah membatasi perasaan kamu dan juga aku. You make me feel content, hardly fell in love with you.

Aku selalu kagum dengan setiap pemikiran kamu, rasanya tertata rapi dan buat aku makin sayang ke kamu. Setiap perhatian kecil yang kamu kasih, selalu ngisi di sela-sela kesibukan aku. Aku suka! Kita yang selalu bergiliran dengan antusias saling bercerita dan mendengarkan, itu sesuatu yang aku syukuri. Rencana aku yang kacau hari itu, mulai dari podcast, quality time sama kamu, digantikan dengan hal yang lebih baik. Aku jadi sadar, ga harus semua terencana, asal dengan orang yang tepat pasti semuanya tetep indah.

Kamu orang yang pertama buat aku, Machi. Setelah kamu nemuin aku dan aku pilih kamu. Aku bersyukur bisa ketemu kamu. Kamu juga orang yang pertama yang buat aku salting sedemikian rupa, karena kamu yang tiba-tiba ngirimin radio di saat aku lembur. Curang, aku hampir ga bisa kerja karena itu. Tapi aku suka! Aku juga mau jadi yang pertama buat kamu, untuk nulis di sini, seakan-akan jiwa kompetitifku keluar, di saat lagi tidak berlomba dengan siapa-siapa.

Makasih udah sharing segala isi kepala kamu ke aku, mengisi kepala aku dengan berbagai fakta dan bahan diskusi yang ga ada habisnya. Aku suka, ketika kita menghabiskan waktu yang lama, hanya untuk membahas lagu yang aku putar di siang hari. Bersama kamu, aku senang. Kamu buat aku bisa istirahat, walau sejenak. Melarikan diri ke dunia lain tanpa harus khawatir apa-apa.

Ngeliat kamu, kadang aku ngerasa ngeliat diri aku. Ada bagian diri aku yang ada di kamu, begitu juga dengan kamu yang ada di diri aku. Saling mengisi, saling melengkapi satu sama lain. Aku ga pernah nyesel dengan keputusan yang aku ambil. Kamu orang yang mampu menghadapi aku dengan segala randomnya aku, dan kepala yang penuh dengan kenapa. Kamu selalu punya jawaban untuk aku dan mungkin kamu sendiri adalah jawaban buat aku? Segala kebetulan kecil, ajaibnya mempersatukan kita. Boleh ga kalau ini aku sebut sebagai takdir? Walaupun aku sendiri ga percaya takdir.

Mungkin kamu bertanya, apakah aku akan kembali lagi ke kamu? Aku pun ga tau jawabannya, belum terpikirkan. Bukan karena ada yang salah atau aku ga sayang kamu, karena masih banyak hal yang harus aku lakuin. Tapi aku yakin, orang-orang akan mempersatukan kita. Secara alami, kita akan terus bersama-sama. Aku ada di sini untuk kamu, Machi. Let's walk together, Machi. I'll protect you with all my might, for sure. Makasih buat semuanya. Raku loves you so Machi.

— Your Sky.